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Enr`s shghlt`s @K]EKIE T@AGXG T@AGXG Enr`s shghlt`s ]EOE I @KM^É\ NG@KLE MÏ@T Hmiter \`kte Meoikae, ^hpôngil` Meoikil`k` >200 @rlfive @rlfive Ahkhr`g mh g` K`liük ênhrte L`ssà Mirhlter Ahkhr`g ]hücige Fhrkàkmhz @sisthkth Hdhlutive mh g` Mirhlliük O`ritz` Oegik` \hlrht`ri` Ahkhr`g Crhmmy Lerek` Mirhlter Mhp`rtòhkte @moikistr`tive y Cik`klihre @ghd`kmre Rùgike ^òes ^òes Mirhlter Mhp`rtòhkte mh Ikvhstia`liük y Mivuga`liük Àkahg Fhrkàkmhz Mirhlter Mhp`rtòhkte \istho` K`liek`g mh @rlfives Yukihr Aekzàghz Yukihr Mirhlter Mhp`rtòhkte mh Mhslripliük ês` Ciauhrhe Mirhlter` Mhp`rtòhkte mh Fhohrethl` y Ningiethl` ^`c`hg Rùgike Mirhlter Mhp`rtòhkte mh \hrvilies ]élkiles @gmri`ke Mirhlter Mhp`rtòhkte mhRérhz O`thri`ghs Hsphli`ghs Puisquhy` Ger` Mirhlter` Mhp`rtòhkte mh ^hchrhkli`s Sïlter O`kuhg Guae Mirhlter Mhp`rtòhkte mh ^hlurses Fuo`kes Guis êmriae \u`ze @shser Gha`g ^`youkme Aekzàghz @\H\E^ FI\]ÜÎLE @k` Cégiz G`cektìkh @shser` @rlfivïstil` M`kihg ]erinie @moikistr`mer Ahkhr`g Oihonre hx ecilie LEK\HDE MH MI^HL]E^H\ Gil. Silhkth Nhkae` @gnizu Oikistre mh F`lihkm` Rrhsimhkth hx ecilie Gil. Oïl`ge H. Nhroômhz Oihonre Silhprhsimhkth Mr`. @kmrhïk` @o`re ^hyhs \hlrht`ri` Ahkhr`g SEL@GH\ SEL@G H\ \r. Guis O`kuhg Nekhtti Ohs` Gil. Meoikae Mùf`drh \hgo`k Gil. Guis @. Hkl`rk`liük Riohkthg Ika. O`kuhg Hkriquh ]`vàrhz ]`vàrhz Oir`n`g Gil. Guis Ohdï` Evihme Gil. O`ri`ke Ohgg` \XRGHK]H\ MH SEL@GH\ Gil. M`kige Mï`z Gil. Félter Fhrrhr` L`nr`g Ika. ^òük mh g` êlf` Riohkthg Mr. Dugie H. Nàhz Nàhz Gil. Hsthg` Chrkàkmhz mh @nrhu Gil. @m` K. Qislevitlf L. Hst` pungil`liük, mh micusiük ar`tuit` y sik v`ger leohrli`g, hs uk prearò` lugtur`g mhg N`kle mh ^hshrv`s mh g` ^hpôngil` Meoikil`k`. LEOI]É MH HS@GX HS@GX@LIÜK @LIÜK Y \HGHLLIÜK Eriük Ohdï` Mirhlter Ahkhr`g mh Leoukil`liekhs y Ohrl`mhe, Leermik`mer Guis E. Nrh` Cr`kle Ahrhkth mh Lugtur`, Oihonre Du`k \`gv`mer ]`vàrhz ]`vàrhz Mhga`me Ahrhkth mh ^hg`liekhs Rôngil`s, Oihonre Esl`r Rhð` Dioékhz Hkl`ra`me mh Rrhks`, Oihonre De`quïk H. Ertiz Riohkthg Hkl`ra`me @moikistr`tive, Oihonre @K]EKIE T@AGXG T@AGXG Enr`s shghlt`s ]EOE I @KM^É\ NG@KLE MÏ@T Hmiter @^LFISE AHKH^@G MH G@ K@LIÜK @^LFISE K@LIÜK SEGXOHK LVVVI I\NK4916-99=8-21=->=-3 Igustr`liük mh g` pert`m`4 @ktekie Tàgug Cetear`cï` mhg àgnuo mh còigi`. Leermik`liük ahkhr`g mh g` hmiliük4 Mr. Guis E. Nrh` Cr`kle y Mr. ênhrte L`ssà Mishðe y `rth cik`g4 Kikük Ghük mh \`ghoh Ioprhsiük4 Hmiter` Nôfe \`kte Meoikae, ^hpôngil` Meoikil`k` >200 Lekthkime Rrhshkt`liük ................... ....................................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ............................ ........ 08 M@KIHG ]EÎNIE @moikistr`mer Ahkhr`g mhg N`kle mh ^hshrv`s mh g` ^hpôngil` Meoikil`k` @ktekie Tàgug hk hg rhluhrme .................................. .............. ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... .......................... ..... 01 LG@^@ OHG@KIH T@AGXG T@I]H^ Y DE\HCIK@ T@I]H^ Ois 822 geles Ohoeri` mhg mirhlter mh uk o`kileoie Oetiv`liük .................. ....................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ................................ ............ I. G` ggha`m` .................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ..................................... ................. II ^hlerm`kme `g R`mrh Niggiki ..................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ............................ ........ III ]r ]rhohktik`, hohktik`, lghrék y nekaü .................. ...................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ............................... ........... IS Cihst` meoikil`g .................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... .......................... ...... S Fisteri` mh ges o`kileoies .................. ...................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ............................... ........... SI Ges hkchrohres ................... ....................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ .............................. .......... SII Xk hxtr`ðe l`raòhkte .................... ........................................ ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ................................... ............... SIII Ges ohggizes sh hkluhktr`k .................. ....................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ................................ ........... IV Hg p`mrh Qfh`tek .................. ...................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ .......................... ...... V Hg mï` quh ges geles l`gg`rek.................. ...................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ............................... ........... VI G` Rsiqui`trï` hveguliek` .................. ...................................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ................................... ............... VII G` ohkth y sus hkchrohm`mhs................... ....................................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ............................ ........ VIII Hg oukme mh ges psilüp`t`s .................. ...................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ............................... ........... VIS G`s khuresis .................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... .................................. ............. VS G`s psilesis ..................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ .................................. .............. VSI Hg oukme oisthriese mh ges hsquizecrékiles...................... hsquizecrékiles.......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................ VSII @uteniear`cï` mh uk` hsquizecrékil` ................... ....................................... ........................................ ......................................... ..................................... ................ VSIII Rgikie ................... ....................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................... .... VIV Hg lerrhmer ..................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ .................................. .............. VV Hg gikihre quh ge s`nï` teme ................... ....................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ............................... ........... VVI Hg o`hstre................... ........................................ ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ..................................... ................. VVII Hg gele quh kukl` rhï` .................. ...................................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ....................................... ................... VVIII Hg vhkhzeg`ke ..................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ .............................. .......... VVIS Hk hg oukme mh g` tristhz` y mh g` `gharï` `kero`g. G` gelur` o`kï`le-mhprhsiv` o`kï`le-mhprhsiv` .................... ........................... ....... VVS G` tristhz` ikv`mh hg O`kileoie .................. ...................................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ........................ .... VVSI Xk` `puhst` o`l`nr` .................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ....................................... ................... VVSII Ges o`kï`les ..................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ .............................. .......... VVSIII Hpighpsi` .................. ...................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ..................... VVIV ‗G` aet`‟, p`g`nr` o`gmit` ................... ........................................ ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ................................ ........... VVV VVVI VVVII <0 <> <> << <8 <3 <9 <9 =2 => =< =< =3 =6 =9 82 80 8> 8> 8< 88 83 81 32 33 31 31 39 10 1> Oàs g`mrük quh gele.................... ...................................... .................. ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ....................... 1= Hg òiae Nhrk`rme ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ........................... 13 Hg vhthr`ke.................. ....................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ..................................... ................. 11 9 Enr`s shghlt`s VVVIII VVVIS VVVS VVVSI VVVSII VVVSII VVVIV VG VGI VGII VGIII VGIS m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Ges shkighs .................. ....................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ..................................... ................. ‗Ges c`kt`so`s mh oi lhrhnre‟ mh Desé O`rï` Airekhgg` .................. ....................................... ......................................... ........................... ....... Ges tr`tòihktes .................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... .......................... ...... R`ngite Oir`n`g ................... ....................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ .............................. .......... G` p`r`pghdï` fistéril`.................... fistéril`........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ....................................... ................... Ges hslg`ves sioug`merhs ................... ....................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ................................... ............... Ges sioug`merhs.................. ...................................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... .............................. ......... Neonïk, hg fhrneg`rie ................... ....................................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ....................................... ................... @ktekie, hg khlrecïgile .................. ...................................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ....................................... ................... G` ouhrth ggha` `g O`kileoie ..................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................ .... 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Cik`g..................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................... .... 16 62 62 6< 63 61 66 66 69 92 9> 9> Hks`yes y niear`cï`s @pukths mhg ùter ................... ....................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ..................... 91 Mh Hrüstr`te `g ciaurhe .................. ...................................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... .................................. ............. 96 Hg òer hk kuhstre oukme .............................................................................................................................. 022 Hg meoikil`ke, turist` y ahüar`ce..................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ................................... ............... 02 0200 G` `z`res` vim` mh Rhph ..................................................................................................................................... 02< Hg `milte ` mrea`s ke hs uk mhgikluhkth ........................................................................................................... 028 Cukhr`ghs mek Oiauhg mh Lhrv`kths Lhrv`kths y \``vhmr` \``vhm r` .................. ...................................... ......................................... ......................................... ............................. ......... 000> 00 Hg shaukmeper cukhr`g mh Lhrv`kths mh ...................................... .................. ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ....................................... ................... G` ahrektelr`li` y g` X@\ X@\M M ..................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ....................... ... 00= G` therï` mhg ohker hscuhrze ............................................................................................................................ 008 R`pite îvhr`, \ioük Rhonhrtek, Rhonhrtek, ^`mie Au`r`lfit` y hg psiqui`tr` ................... ....................................... ........................................ ........................ .... 003 Hg oémile meoikil`ke `kth g` ouhrth .................... ........................................ ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ............................ ........ 006 Hkchroes, oémiles, ohmilik` y fespit`ghs (Hk mhchks` mh mh oi lg`sh) ................... ....................................... ........................................ ........................ .... 009 Ges oémiles iklektreg`nghs .............................................................................................................................. 0>0 Hg quhf`lhr ke oémile mhg oémile .................................................................................................................. 0>< Rir`thrï` `érh` y hkchroes ................................................................................................................................. 0>8 G` ghpr` hs lur`ngh ............................................................................................................................................ 0>3 Hk hg Mï` mhg R`pà............................................................................................................................................. 0>6 Lekvugsiekhs .................................................................................................................................................... 0<2 Oi tihrr` y oi r`z` .................. ....................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ...................... 0< 0<00 L`kte mh liskh mh uk` lium`m .......................................................................................................................... 0<< F`nrà uk kuhve ................................................................................................................................................. oukme ................................................................................................................................... 0<= µLeiklimhkli`s5 0<3 “µ\`nhs quihk vihkh ` lhk`r5… lhk`r5… Hg mi`nge mi`nge .................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................... .... 0< 0<11 Hk oi luhrpe cuh mekmh ggerü g` l`rim`m ......................................................................................................... 0<9 Oi vel`liük o`hstr` .................. ....................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ..................................... ................. 0=0 Mhsprhli`m` hk g` vim` y egvim`m` hk g` ouhrth ............................................................................................... 0=< Ahki`gim`m y ùtemim`ltisoe.................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................... 0=3 G` hxtr`ð` phrsek`gim`m phrsek`gim`m mh ‗Or. ‗Or. Yer‟ Yer‟ .................. ...................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ............................... ........... 0=6 Hg melter O`kuhg Rérhz A`rlés ........................................................................................................................ 082 Mek Nhkite Rrelepie Ohkmez`.................... ........................................ ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ....................................... ................... 08 0800 Is`nhg G` L`tügil` y su ar`kmhz` ....................................................................................................................... 08< Hg trhk mh Leionr` s`gh ` g`s 6 `.o. ................................................................................................................. 088 Hg òer shlrhte mh A`stük Chrk`kme Mhgiakh ................................................................................................. 083 G` vel`liük t`rmï` mhg melter @rture Aruggük ................................................................................................. 089 Hg ar`k thürile mh g` ohmilik` meoikil`k`...................................................................................................... meoikil`k`...................................................................................................... 032 Aignhrte Oerigge mh \ete .................................................................................................................................. 03> Hg oukme mh kihng`s mh Hmu`rme Nrite............................................................................................................ Nrite............................................................................................................ 03< Elt`vie y Chgiph ................................................................................................................................................ 038 02 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Rhquhð` niear`cï` mh uk duhz fekhste .................. ...................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ............................... ........... 03 0311 Hg ôgtioe `miüs ` g` shðerit` L`sioir` Fhurhùx ............................................................................................ 036 Oi ikegvim`ngh o`hstr`4 Xsthm cuh uk` muglh ohktires` ................................................................................. 036 ^hlerm`kme ` O`kuhg ]hd`m` Cgerhktike ........................................................................................................ 039 Ohg`kih ............................................................................................................................................................. 010 @pukths @pukths senrh ges @pukths ................... ........................................ ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... .......................... ...... 018 Nrhvïsio` y trùo`tiz`kth fisteri` mh uk puhnge................... ....................................... ......................................... ......................................... ................................. ............. 011 @pukths p`r` g` htkear`cï` meoikil`k` meoikil`k` .................................................... ................................ ........................................ ......................................... ................................... .............. 019 ‗Hg a`klfe‟4 a`klfe‟4 g` p`r`kei` mhg meoikil`ke meoikil`ke ................... ....................................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ........................ .... 06 0600 G` sunhstio`liük mh ge kuhstre ........................................................................................................................ 06< Hg meoikil`ke y su ghkau`dh ............................................................................................................................. 063 Lugtur` y k`liek`gisoe .................................................................................................................................... 066 @giohkt`liük y o`ges fànites `giohkt`ries .................... ........................................ ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... .................... 069 Hg meoikil`ke y su leoim` .............................................................................................................................. 092 Kuhstr`s les`s phrmim`s .................................................................................................................................... 09> Hg meoikil`ke y su phk` .................................................................................................................................. 09= @f ke, ye ke k e sé, s é, ke… y hg ‗Ke oh mey m ey luhk l uhkt`‟ t`‟ ... ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... ... 093 D`ràu` Oeters, turist` Reg`kley ^`mie Reg`kle `km..................................................................................................................... tfh ^hkt L`rs ................... ....................................... ........................................ ......................................... .............................. ......... 099 096 Hg meoikil`ke, ahüar`ce ^équiho per ois phrres ................................................................................................................................... >20 µPuiék kes luim`5 ............................................................................................................................................ >2> µ\eoes o`gfuoer`mes5 ................................................................................................................................... >2= Xk quhrhr ohder p`r` kuhstr`s les`s ............................................................................................................... >23 Hg `rth mh mhspetril`r uk p`ïs .......................................................................................................................... >23 Leopghde mh isghðe ........................................................................................................................................... >21 L`d` mh rhsek`kli` ............................................................................................................................................ >26 \ek s`ktiàuhres, ke s`ktiàuhkshs .................................................................................................................. >29 Xk meoikil`ke hs sihoprh uk meoikil`ke.................... ........................................ ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... .................... >02 µHg nev`risoe kuhstre5 .................. ...................................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... .................................. ............. >00 Kuhstres premultes .................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ..................................... ................. >0> Hst`r lfive y nrekle, µhs p`r`kei`5 .................................................................................................................. >0< Meoikil`k` hs uk vel`nge vel`nge ke meoikil`ke .................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ .................... >0= Hg sicig`ze .................. ...................................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ................................... ............... >0= \eoes phsioist`s .............................................................................................................................................. >08 Hg rharhse rharhse ` g`s l`vhrk`s l`vhrk`s .................. ...................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ................................. ............. >03 ^hm Nh`lf .................... ........................................ ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ................................ ........... >01 Legecük ............................................................................................................................................................. >>2 A`ghrï` mh oémiles meoikil`kes Iktremulliük ..................................................................................................................................................... >>1 @yn`r Dioékhz, Guis H. ............................ ........ ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ........................ ... ><> Guis Hmu`rme @yn`r .......................................................................................................................................... ><> N`quhre, Guis O`kuhg ...................................................................................................................................... ><< Guis O`kuhg N`quhre ....................................................................................................................................... ><= Nhr`s Oer`ghs, Guis K`peghük .......................................................................................................................... ><= Hg Oémile mh ges N`thyhs................................................................................................................................... ><= L`khg` Gàz`re, Oiauhg ..................................................................................................................................... ><8 Mek Oiauhg L`khg` Gàz`re ............................................................................................................................... ><8 Lektrhr`s, M`rïe ............................................................................................................................................... ><3 00 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Hg lirud`ke mh ]rudigge....................................................................................................................................... ><1 Mhciggü, Chrk`kme @gnhrte ................................................................................................................................ ><1 Mhciggü ............................................................................................................................................................... ><6 Mhg Reze, Elt`vie ............................................................................................................................................. ><9 G` gelur` mhg melter Mhg Reze .......................................................................................................................... ><9 Mh Qikmt, Dugie ................................................................................................................................................ >=2 Melter Dugie Mh Qikmt ..................................................................................................................................... >=2 Hgoômhsi, @ktekie............................................................................................................................................ @ktekie............................................................................................................................................ >=0 Melter @ktekie Hgoômhsi ..................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ .......................... ...... >= >=00 Hspìgg`t, Esl`r ................................................................................................................................................. >=> Oi fhro`ke Esl`r ............................................................................................................................................ >=> Aherah, J`rg ]fhemer Jekr`m Gumwia ............................................................................................................ >=< G` hxtr`ð` phrsek`gim`m mh ‗Or. Yer‟ ............................................................................................................. >=< Aüohz êmrïauhz, Aignhrte .............................................................................................................................. >=8 G` premiaies` ohoeri` mh Mek Aignhrte ......................................................................................................... >=3 Aekzàghz Puhz`m`, @nhg .................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... .............................. ......... >= >=11 @nhg Kilegàs Aekzàghz Puhz`m` ................... ........................................ ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ....................................... .................. >= >=11 Aruggük Dugi`, Dugie @rture ............................................................................................................................... >=6 G` vel`liük t`rmï` mhg Mr. @rture Aruggük ...................................................................................................... >=6 Auhrrhre @gnizu, Hoigie @ktekie .................................................................................................................... >=9 Mr. Hoigie Auhrrhre @gnizu .............................................................................................................................. >82 G`z`g` Rérhz, Khgsek.................... ........................................ ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ..................................... ................. >8 >800 Xk `miüs ` Khgsek G`z`g` ................................................................................................................................. >80 Ghauék Oektey`, Derah K. ................................................................................................................................ >8> Hg Mr. Ghauék y N`r`fek` ................................................................................................................................ >8> O`rlfhk` @., Rhmre Hoigie .............................................................................................................................. >8< Rhmre Hoigie mh O`rlfhk` ............................................................................................................................... >8< O`roeghdes, ^`c`hg E. ..................................................................................................................................... >8= Hg ar`k thürile mh g` ohmilik` meoikil`k`...................................................................................................... meoikil`k`...................................................................................................... >8= O`rtïkhz Kek`te, L`rges .................................................................................................................................. >83 Hg priohr oémile hk \`k Rhmre mh O`lerïs ..................................................................................................... >83 Oir`km`, ^`c`hg @. ........................................................................................................................................... >81 Oir`km`................... ........................................ ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ .................................... ................ >86 Oerigge mh \ete, Aignhrte ................................................................................................................................. >86 Aignhrte Oerigge mh \ete .................................................................................................................................. >89 Oeslese Ruhgge, Cr`klisle ................................................................................................................................ >32 Ahki`gim`m y ùtemim`ltisoe ............................................................................................................................ >3> >32 Oet` Ohmr`ke, C`nie @. .................................................................................................................................. Hg melter Oet` hk ois rhluhrmes ..................................................................................................................... >3< Egivhr Rike, Dìoh ............................................................................................................................................. >3< Dìoh Egivhr Rike................... ....................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ....................... >3= Rhrmeoe L`k`g, O`kuhg H. .............................................................................................................................. >3= Xk feker ohrhlime .......................................................................................................................................... >38 Rérhz A`rlés, O`kuhg ........................................................................................................................................ >38 Hg melter O`kuhg Rérhz A`rlés ........................................................................................................................ >33 Rérhz ^`klihr, ]eoàs H. ................................................................................................................................... >31 Mek ]eo`site ................................................................................................................................................... >36 Rilf`rme, Kilegàs .............................................................................................................................................. >36 Xk oémile ggò`me Kilegàs Rilf`rme .............................................................................................................. >39 Rihthr N., Fhrinhrte ........................................................................................................................................... >39 Les`s mhg Melter Rihthr .................................................................................................................................... >12 ^h`m Félter.................... ........................................ ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ .................................. .............. >1> >100 >1 FélterN`rrhr`s, ^h`m ...................................................................................................................................................... êmrïauhz, @kmrh` Hv`kahgik` ......................................................................................................................... >1> 0> Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Mhsprhli`m` hk g` vim` y egvim`m` hk g` ouhrth ouhrth ....................................................... .................................. ......................................... ........................................ .................... >1 >1== @kmrh` Hv`kahgik` êmrïauhz4 êmrïauhz4 priohr` melter` hk ohmilik` .................. ...................................... ......................................... ................................... .............. >18 ]hd`m` Cgerhktike, O`kuhg ............................................................................................................................... >11 ^hlerm`kme ` O`kuhg ]hd`m` Cgerhktike ........................................................................................................ >11 S`gmhz, S` gmhz, Fhrinhrte ................... ........................................ ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ...................... >19 Hg Oémile mh g` Còigi` .................................................................................................................................... >19 T`cr`, L`rges @gnhrte ........................................................................................................................................ >19 Hg Melterlite ..................................................................................................................................................... >62 @ oeme mh ningiear`cï` .................. ...................................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... .................................. ............. >6 >600 Hk g`s tikihng`s mh g` gelur` Feohk`dh ` Nhkite Rrelepie Ohkmez` (Lepite)............................................................................................. >68 Du`k Isimre Rérhz mh g` R`z, R`z, hg igustrh gele (060 (0601-0 1-0636) 636) ................... ....................................... ........................................ ......................................... .......................... ..... >63 ênhrte \lfuoo`k (0602-0683) ..................................................................................................................... >69 Hv`kahgik` êmrïauhz Rhreze ............................................................................................................................ >90 \hoohgwhis ....................................................................................................................................................... >9< @gtàr`li` \`viðük .................. ...................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ..................... >98 Hmu`rme Nrite ................................................................................................................................................... >93 Aust`ve O`fghr ................................................................................................................................................ >96 Nhkite Rrelepie Ohkmez` ................................................................................................................................ >99 Rhmre @glük e @g`rlük ..................................................................................................................................... <20 Hzr` Reukm (0668-091>) ................................................................................................................................... <2< Hg fur`ðe S`k Aeaf ........................................................................................................................................ <28 R`ngite Oir`n`g .................................................................................................................................................. <23 Nenny Cislfhr .................................................................................................................................................... <21 G` gelur` mh \trikmnhra .................................................................................................................................... <26 Hma`r @gg`k Reh ................................................................................................................................................ <29 O`kuhg Mu`rth.................... ........................................ ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................... .... <00 Cgerhklie y Ahr`rme \`kt`k`.................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................ <0> ]eo`s mh Rerths h Ikc`kth (011 (0111-0686) 1-0686).................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ............................ ....... <0= Ningiear`cï`................... ....................................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ............................... ........... <03 Mhsprhli`m` hk g` vim` y egvim`m` hk g` ouhrth NIEA^@CÏ@ MH HS@KAHGIK@ ÊM^ÏAXHT, ÊM^ÏAXHT, G@ RÎOH^@ OÉMIL@ MEOIKIL@K@ @ o`khr` mh prhàonuge ................... ....................................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... .............................. ......... <09 L@RÏ]XGE I Fia÷hy ...................................................................................................................................................................... <>= L@RÏ]XGE II O`lerïs mh `zôl`r ................... ....................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ................................... ............... <>3 L@RÏ]XGE III @k`lèk` Oeslese4 o`hstr` y òia`..................................................................................... òia`..................................................................................... <>9 L@RÏ]XGE IS Hv`kahgik` y ges fhro`kes Mhgiakh .................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ .......................... ...... << <<00 L@RÏ]XGE S Hk hg oukme rhprioime rhprioime mh mh g`s fid`s mh Hv`.................... ........................................ ........................................ ................................... ............... <<= L@RÏ]XGE SI Xk` oudhr `trhvim` y sus hstumies ukivhrsit`ries .................. ....................................... ......................................... ........................... ....... <<8 L@RÏ]XGE SII Mh su ar`mu`liük ................... ....................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ................................... ............... <<3 L@RÏ]XGE SIII Ar`kes mh peghk ........................................................................................................................ <<1 L@RÏ]XGE IV Hv`kahgik` 09 0906 06 ..................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ................................... ............... <=2 L@RÏ]XGE V Ht`p` lin`hð` ..................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ....................................... ................... <=0 L@RÏ]XGE VI R`rïs ..................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ .................................. .............. <=> L@RÏ]XGE VII Hg rharhse .................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... .......................... ...... <== <== L@RÏ]XGE VIII Hg oevioihkte choikist`................... ....................................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ........................ .... <=3 L@RÏ]XGE VIS \hgishtth \hgishtth................................................................................................................................... ................................................................................................................................... <=6 L@RÏ]XGE VS L@RÏ]XGE VSI L@RÏ]XGE VSII G` l`rt` mhmhLeo`r`zòy ....................................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ........................ .... R`tear`cï` Hv`kahgik` ................... ....................................... ................... ......................................... ......................................... ........................................ ........................ .... <=9 <800 <8 \u ouhrth ................... ........................................ ......................................... ........................................ ......................................... ......................................... .......................... ...... <89 0< Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Lihkli`& fuoigm`m NIEA^@CÏ@. MHG M^.. OIAXHG C. L@KHG@ GÀT@Ê @ o`khr` mh prügeae ..................................................... ............................................................................................................ ...................................................................................... ............................... <3< L@RÏ]XGE I Nrhvh fisteri` mh hst` niear`cï` ...................................................... ................................................................................................ .......................................... <38 L@RÏ]XGE II L@RÏ]XGE III L@RÏ]XGE IS ^`ïlhs mhg Mr.`ðes Oiauhg L`khg` Gàz`re ...................................................................................... Ges priohres hk g` vim` mh L`khg` ................................................................................... ............................................... .................................... G` phrsek`gim`m mh L`khg`..................................................... ....................................................................................................... .................................................. ”L`khg`, ahkie ................................................ ...................................................................................................... ......................................................................... ................... L@RÏ]XGE S Netàkil` y `gpikisoe lihktïcile. Rriohr` ht`p`................................................... ........................................................................ ..................... ”Ht`p` mh `gpikisoe lek mek Du`k Rérhz ^`klihr .................................................... .................................................................. .............. L@RÏ]XGE SI Ikvhstia`liük oémil`. Ht`p` p`risik` p`risik` .................................................... ....................................................................................... ................................... L@RÏ]XGE SII Netàkil` y `gpikisoe. \haukm` ht`p` .................................................... ....................................................................................... ................................... ”L`khg` hs ikl`ks`ngh. \u rharhse .............................................. .......................................................................................... ............................................ L@RÏ]XGE SIII @khlmet`rie .................................................... ........................................................................................................... ........................................................................ ................. ”Hg ar`k suste suste .......................................................................................................................... .......................................................................................................................... ”Lüoe `n`kmek`r g` ohmilik` ..................................................... ............................................................................................... .......................................... ”Hxtrhoist` hk g`s mhum`s y leopreoises leopreoises.................................................... ............................................................................... ........................... ”Mhslekci`me ..................................................... ........................................................................................................... ...................................................................... ................ ”]ezumhz ”] ezumhz “ Rhrshvhr`kli` ................................................. ....................................................................................................... .......................................................... L@RÏ]XGE IV Riekhres mh g` netàkil`, òiaes y mislïpuges mislïpuges mh L`khg` .................................................... .......................................................... ...... ”Du`k Nùtist` Rérhz ^. ................................................... ......................................................................................................... ......................................................... ... ”Chmhrile Gitfaew................................................... ......................................................................................................... ................................................................. ........... ”Hrij Ghek`rm Hjo`k Hjo`k.................................................... .......................................................................................................... .......................................................... .... ”R`sl`sie ]erinie..................................................... ........................................................................................................... ................................................................. ........... ”^`c`hg Sàsquhz R`rhmhs .............................................. ..................................................................................................... ............................................................ ..... Netàkiles quh f`k tr`n`d`me y `ôk tr`n`d`k hk g` netàkil` meoikil`k`................................ ”R`mrh Dugie Lilhre .............................................. .................................................................................................... .................................................................... .............. ”Mr. ^`c`hg Oeslese .................................................... .......................................................................................................... ............................................................ ...... ”Huahkie mh Dhsôs O`rl`ke Cekmhur .............................................. ...................................................................................... ........................................ ”Oiauhg Meoikae Cuhrths (06 (06110-09>3) ................................................... ................................................................................... ................................ ”Ge quh rhluhrme mhg Mr. Oiauhg L`khg` Gàz`re .................................................. .................................................................... .................. @pékmilh ..................................................... ........................................................................................................... ......................................................................................................... ................................................... Ningiear`cï`................................................. ........................................................................................................ .......................................................................................................... ................................................... Hktrhvist`s .................................................. ......................................................................................................... .......................................................................................................... ................................................... ÏKMILH EKEOÀ\]ILE <31 <39 <39 <1< <1< <61 =<00 =< =8= =8= =60 =60 =60 =60 =60 =60 =6< =6< =6= =6= =68 =68 =68 =68 =68 =63 =63 =61 =66 =69 =69 ......................................................................................................................................... ................................................................................................ ......................................... =9< 0= Rrhshkt`liük R`r` hg N`kle mh ^hshrv`s mh g` ^hpôngil` Meoikil`k` y p`r` oï hk p`rtilug`r, lekstituyh `gte feker y ar`k rhaelide prhshkt`r ` g` selihm`m meoikil`k` g` priohr` hmiliük mh g`s Enr`s shghlt`s mhg nrigg`kth oémile psiqui`tr`, hxlhghkth leoukil`mer y precukme lekelhmer mhg `go` mhg meoikil`ke, Mr. @ktekie Tàgug, lekelime per sus òiaes leoe ]eðite. Hst` hmiliük sh rh`giz` hk hg o`rle mh g` leg`ner`liük hst`nghlim` lek hg @rlfive Ahkhr`g mh g` K`liük. G` sust`klies` g`ner mh rhsl`th mh t`k v`gies`s pàaik`s mh kuhstre p`trioekie ningiearàcile f` sime pesingh per ges oikulieses hscuhrzes mhg hmiter mh g` leopig`liük, @kmrés Ng`kle, `shser`me per quihkhs leop`rtihrek leop`rtihrek g` letimi`kim`m y g` vivhkli` ïktio` mhg ùter, hsphli`gohkth hsphli`gohkth su vium`, Deshcik` Tìthr, y su fid` Lg`r` Ohg`kih Tàgug Tìthr. @ hgg`s lerrhspekmh g` rhm`lliük mhg hstumie quh iktremulh g` hmiliük, lek hg tïtuge4 @ktekie Tàgug hk hg rhluhrme. G` enr` quh prhshktòes hk mes teoes `n`rl` l`si tem` g` premulliük hslrit` mhg ùter. Hk hg priohre, sh rhleahk sus sihth ginres pungil`mes y sh ikili` lek hg oàs lekelime y hxitese, Ois 822 geles. \h iklguyhk tòniék Hks`yes y niear`cï`s: @pukths: A`ghrï` mh oémiles meoikil`kes: Hk g`s tikihng`s mh g` gelur`: Mhsprhli`m` hk g` vim` y egvim`m` hk g` ouhrth4 niear`cï` mh Hv`kahgik` êmrïauhz, g` priohr` oémil` meoikil`k`: Lihkli` y fuoigm`m4 niear`cï` mhg Mr. Oiauhg C. L`khg` Gàz`re. Hg shaukme veguohk lekstituyh uk` shghlliük mh `rtïluges y hks`yes quh hg ùter pungil` hk g` prhks` k`liek`g, mhsmh g` mél`m` mh ges `ðes shthkt` f`st` sus ôgtioes mï`s, hk ges phriümiles Hg L`rinh, Hg K`liek`g, Hg \iage y Fey. Hstes meluohktes sh f`k lg`sicil`me n`de mhthroik`m`s l`thaerï`s4 ]ho`s mh psiqui`trï` y ohmilik`, \enrh hg leopertòihkte seli`g y g` lugtur` meoikil`k`, Rhrsek`dhs y òiaes hk hg rhluhrme. Hk temes sus hslrites hg Mr. Tàgug mhs`rregg`, mh o`khr` lekslihkth, uk` v`ri`kth phrsek`g mhg oéteme quh utigiz` hg ar`k phks`mer hsp`ðeg Desé Ertha` y A`ssht. Hsth leksisth hk `nrir uk lòike ikthghltu`g hk cero` mh hspir`g quh phroith `g ikvhstia`mer `prexio`rsh prearhsivòhkth prearhsivòhkth `g lhktre mh g` luhstiük mh quh tr`t`, sik phrmhr mh vist` g` tet`gim`m mh g` prenghoàtil` quh `k`giz`. Tàgug, p`r` quihkhs ke ge lekelhk ge sucilihkth, pemrï` p`rhlhr uk hslriter rhphtitive y rhlurrhkth rhlurrhkth hk lu`kte vuhgvh sihoprh ` tr`t`r, hk `p`rihkli`, ges oisoes tho`s. \ik hon`rae, ge f`lh perquh ke sh l`ks` mh iksistir y precukmiz`r hk iméktiles prengho`s, quh hkcel` hkcel` mh o`khr` rhkev`m` `pert`kme kuhves m`tes y `suoihkme mivhrs`s fipüthsis lihktïcil`s l`m` vhz oàs mig`t`m`s h iklguyhkths. Hste ouhstr` g` fekmur`, g` lefhrhkli` y ùthktilim`m hshkli`g mh su phksòihkte. Hktrh ges hks`yes mhg shaukme teoe mhst`l`k `gaukes quh mhstik` ` uk` preyhlt`m` Fisteri` mh g` psiqui`trï` hk g` ^hpôngil` Meoikil`k` , enr` quh ge `p`siek` y ` luy` ikvhstia`liük y hslritur` mhmil` sik mhsl`kse ges ôgtioes `ðes mh su vim`, `g rhukir ikcero`liük phrtikhkth prelhmhkth mhg p`ïs y mh `rlfives hsp`ðeghs. Iksisth, p`r` dusticil`r t`kte ikthrés per g` fisteri` y su pghk` leksàr`liük ` g` hg`ner`liük mh hsth suhðe, quh ‗g` psiqui`trï` sihoprh milh prhshkth hk g` fisteri`: ke sh g` puhmh mhsgia`r mh hgg`‟. 08 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Hg Mr. @ktekie Tàgug Hgoômhsi hdhrlh hk vim` g` g ` ohmilik` psiquiàtril`. Hs hslriter hslriter,, prechser ukivhrsit`rie y mipgeoàtile. K`lh K`lh hk \`k Rhmre Rhmre mh O`lerïs hg > mh `nrig mh 09>2. 09>2. Fide mh ges hspeses Mek Mek Desé Oiauhg Tàgug y Með` Lg`r` Hgoômhsi, ònes mh eriahk gin`kés r`mil`mes hk hg p`ïs. \h ar`mô` mh oémile per g` Xkivhrsim`m mh \`kte Meoikae y rh`giz` g` hsphli`gim`m hk psiqui`trï` leoe nhl`rie mhg Ikstitute mh Lugtur` Fispàkil` hk O`mrim, Hsp`ð`. Mislïpuge mhg Mr. Arhaerie O`r`ðük, ageri` mh g` ohmilik` y mh g`s ghtr`s hsp`ðeg`s, quihk miriah g` hg`ner`liük mh su thsis mh ar`me y, tòniék, mh ges hoikhkths l`thmràtiles Du`k Desé Güphz Iner, y @ktekie S`gghde Kàdhr`. @g rharhs`r rharh s`r `g p`ïs sh mhmil` mhm il` ` rh`giz rh `giz`r `r ikvhstia`li ikvhst ia`liekhs ekhs mhsmh m hsmh su s u pràltil` pràl til` lgïki l gïkil` l` senrh g`s hkchrhk chrohm`mhs ohkt`ghs y ges prelhses mh s`k`liük. N`de g` milt`mur` mh ]ru ]rudigge, digge, sh gh mhsiak` mirhlter mhg Fespit`g Rsiquiàtrile R`mrh Niggiki, hk uk oeohkte fistürile hk hg quh ges p`lihkths psiquiàtriles psi quiàtriles sh leksimhr`k leksimh r`k leoe shrhs fuo`kes fuo`k es ohkesl`n`mes, ohkesl`n` mes, sik miakim`m mi akim`m prepi`. prep i`. \h gh l`klhg` leoe hdhlutive mhg ohkliek`me fespit`g hk 0932 y sh hxigi` hk Ruhrte île, mekmh tr`n`d` leoe oémile hsphli`gist` hk hg Fespit`g Rsiquiàtrile mh ^ïe Rihmr`s. @ g` ouhrth mhg tir`ke vuhgvh `g p`ïs y sirvh sir vh leoe l`thmràtile hk g` Xkivh Xkivhrsim`m rsim`m @utükeo` mh \`kte Meoikae, mekmh elup` hg l`rae mh Mhl`ke mh g` C`lugt`m mh Lihkli`s Oémil`s, y sh rhtir` mh hst` ikstituliük `l`méoil` leoe Rrechser Ohritïsioe. Hk hg `ðe mh 096> hs keonr`me hon`d`mer hxtrèrmik`rie y pghkipethkli`rie `kth hg ^hike mh Hsp`ð`, priohre, y mhspués, `kth g` \`kt` \hmh hk hg pekticil`me mh Du`k R`nge II. C`gghlh hk 0993, ` lùs` mh uk làklhr hk hg hstüoàe lektr` hg lu`g gulf` hsteilòhkth per oàs mh >2 `ðes. \u phrsek`gim`m hstà meoik`m` per su ikohks` l`p`lim`m p`r` hst`nghlhr lekvhrs`liekhs hxquisihxquisit`s hk l`si temes ges tho`s mh g` lugtur` ukivhrs`g. Hdhrlh lek ar`k o`hstrï` hg miàgeae, hs` o`r`vigges` ikvhkliük mh g` cigesecï` ariha`, quh `gl`kz` su pghkitum hk g`s enr`s mh Rg`tük. Hs uk` cuhkth mh phro`khkth hkshð`kz`, y sus p`g`nr`s, gghk`s mh àumhz`, s`gpil`m`s mh nuhk fuoer y precukm` s`nimurï`, rhvhg`k ges r`saes tïpiles mh ges o`hstres ahkuikes. Hg N`kle mh ^hshrv`s, lekduktòhkth lek hg @rlfive Ahkhr`g mh g` K`liük, sh hkeraugghlhk mh hktrha`r hk vegôohkhs fhroesòhkth hmit`mes y luim`mes lek hsohre, g`s Enr` shghlt`s mh hsth igustrh ikvhstia`mer, ikvhstia`me r, quh mh shaure shrvirà p`r` leoprh leoprhkmhr kmhr ohder `sphltes siakicil`tives mh g` psiquis ikmivimu`g y leghltiv` mh ges meoikil`kes, `sï leoe p`r` rhteo`r prengho`s fistüriles y lugtur`ghs vistes ` tr`vés mh uk àume enshrvh`mer, enshrv`mer, luye hkl`kte hkl`kte phrsek`g f`lh mh g` ghltur` mh g`s pàaik`s mh sus hslrites uk` hxphrihkli` mhgilies` ikegvim`ngh. M@KIHG ]EÎNIE @moikistr`mer Ahkhr`g Ahkhr`g 03 @ktekie Tàgug hk hg rhluhrme G` prhshkt`liük mhg lekdukte mh enr`s mh @ktekie Tàgug kes gghv` ` rhhklektr`rke rhhklektr`rkess lek hg ùter y hg siakicil`me quh g`s enr`s per per ég hslrit`s f`k thkime hk g` selihm`m meoikil`k`. meoikil`k`. Hk sus hslrites sh prhshkt` leoe uk meoikil`ke quh `suoh su meoikil`kim`m mhsmh g` g ` ikthar`liük lugtur`g mhst`l`kme su `slhkmhkli` gin`khs`, leoe fide mh ikoiar`kths àr`nhs quh sh ikthar`k hk g` lugtur` meoikil`k`. \u `rrìae meoikil`ke ge sihkth mhsmh su f`nhr k`lime hk g` previkli` mh \`k Rhmre mh O`lerïs, g` lu`g hk su vim` o`rl` ges oàs precukmes shktioihktes mh phrthkhkli`. Hg shr mh O`lerïs mhg O`r, y shr mh g` shrih ><. Hk \`k Rhmre vivh y lrhlh, y sh hkluhktr` lek ge prepie mh etre arupe mh ikoiar`kths, ges leleges, lek quihkhs sh imhkticil` pghkòhkth, hxprhs`kme su ritoe lek ges augey`s, gghv`me mh g` o`ke l`riðes` mh su ouy quhrim` k`k` su ‗oòih Ohg`kih‟, lek quihk `prhkmiü ` shktirsh lelege mh O`lerïs y `prhkmiü ` quhrhr y ` v`ger`r ` uk lekdukte mh feonrhs y oudhrhs fekhstes, tr`n`d`merhs y rhspeks`nghs. \us vivhkli`s y rhluhrmes mh g` ikc`kli` y `meghslhkli` hk \`k Rhmre mh O`lerïs, ge prepie mhg lekthxte selielugtur`g mh hst` previkli` mh g` ^haiük Hsth mh g` ^hpôngil` Meoikil`k` rhprhshkt`k uk` lekst`kth hk sus `rtïluges phriemïstiles y hk sus ginres. ^hlerrhr g`s enr`s per ég hslrit`s hslrit `s kes hvel` ` uk shr fuo`ke quh lugtivü hg `rth mh lekvhrs`r. @ktekie Tàgug cuh uk lekvhrs`mer hxquisite. Hk hg miàgeae òhke y s`nie sh hklektr`n` lek hg etre, p`r` leop`rtir leop`rti r vivhkl viv hkli`s i`s,, ikq ikquih uihtum tumhs, hs, hoe hoelie liekhs khs y s`n s`nhr hrhs. hs. \u `ph `phrtur rtur`` ` g` leo leouki ukil`l l`liük iük teo teo`` vim` hk ges miv mivhrse hrsess aru arupes pes mh thrtugi`s ` g`s quh sh iktharü mur`kth su vim`. Ges hktr`ð`nghs òiaes mh su ikc`kli` phtreo`leris`k` Desé êmrïauhz Fhrrhr`, Du`klfi Ertiz, Du`k îlfihz, Aust`ve îl`rt, \`gv`mer R`r`m`s, Hkriquh Rérhz Séghz, Félter Guis êmrïauhz Dioékhz, D`lene \ioük, ]utile Nrh`, Yuye Yuye M`goù, Hmu`rme Lh`r`, Gugie Sàzquhz… sihoprh cuhrek ges oulf`lfes lek quihkhs quihkhs sh hklektr`n` p`r` rhvivir `km`kz`s `km` kz`s duvhkighs y leop`rtir `c`khs y geares geares… … @ hste hstess sh ukï` ukï`k k Derait Deraitee F`zio, F`zio, Du`k L`s` L`s`ske skev`s, v`s, lek qu quihkh ihkhss sh rh` rh`ciro ciro`n` `n` hk su su O`ler O`lerïs ïs mhg mhg O`r, su O`lerïs mh sihoprh. Guis îsi, su òiae y fhro`ke mhg `go`, lek quihk sh hklektr`n` sihoprh hk ges o`s mivhrses gua`rhs, p`r` mhn`tir imh`s, `lhrl`r preyhltes y gulf`s seli`ghs. Mh g` o`ke mh su fhro`ke o`yer, Oiauhg Tàgug, sh iktremulh hk hg oukme mh g` githr`tur` y sh ikthar` ` g` g`ner mh leoukil`mer hk g` hst`liük mh r`mie FID hk \`k Rhmre mh O`lerïs: hk hst` leop`rth lek Elt`vi`ke Rertuekme, Rhmre @. Rérhz L`nr`g. \hr leoukil`mer, geluter mh r`mie, siakicilü p`r` ég uk `prhkmiz`dh. \ihoprh sh hxprhs`n` lek eraugge mh sus `ðes y su `ltivim`m leoe geluter hk g` r`mie… Mh g`s mivhrs`s thrtugi`s, arupes mh òiaes, phð`s hk g`s quh leop`rtiü, sek mh hsphli`g rhluhrme g` quh sh ikthar`n` hk terke ` Du`k Cr`klisle \àklfhz (]ekae (]ekae \àklfhz), lek L`rges \àklfhz y \àklfhz, Desé @kïn`g \àklfhz Chrkàkmhz, Mek Lukme @oiò`, hktrh etres. Hk g`s hsquik`s mh Hg Lekmh sh hklektr`n` lek Cr`kjgik Oihshs Nuraes. Hk ges `ðes shshkt` y shthkt` mhg p`s`me siage, sh ikthar` ` g` thrtugi` mhghkFethg Hg Leohrli`g, mekmh sh hklektr`n` `prhli`me òiae hg `rquithlt `rquithlte Aì etres. Sha`, g` thrtugi` hg ^hstùr`kt Sizl`y` ge gghv` ` hkluhktreslek leksuChge F`z`, lek L`rges Lurihg, ehktrh Lek ges fhro`kes Chrkàkmhz mh L`stre sh hklektr`n` ges meoikaes hk hg R`rq R`rquh uh Ikmhphkmhkli`. 01 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Lek hg iopugse mh O`kuhg Oer` \hrr`ke, sh iktremulh y f`lh lekt`ltes lek ges oevioihktes githr`ries mh Riohkthg, \`k Cr`klisle mh O`lerïs y Oel`. G`s rhukiekhs mh ges sàn`mes hk g` l`s` mh ]eky Rr`ts Shktüs y ês` O`rï` A`rlï` ge gghv`k ` lekvhrs`r y lekvhrs`r lek L`rohklfu L`rohklfu Nrusigecc, lek ges fhro`kes Aùs`lfs, lek Erg`kme O`rtïkhz, lek Rhmre Shraés, lek Nhkdòïk Rìhweksjy y etres oulfes quh visit`n`k hg shghlte àonite mh ]eky y ês` O`rï`. G` l`s` mh sus suhares, Lite y Chmer` Tìthr, sihoprh cuh uk hkluhktre lek C`nieg` L`trìk y ]`vite Rérhz, Puiquh @lhvhme, Du`k ^h`m Hkl`rk`liük, Megerhs Tìthr, ges N`rkilft`, Guis êmrïauhz y Ohrlhmit` \eðé, R`pite M`goù y oulfes quh in`k ` lekvhrs`r `lhrl` mh g` situ`liük pegïtil` y mh g` selihm`m meoikil`k`. \u l`s` mh Fhrrhr` sihoprh hstuve `nihrt` p`r` rhlinir ` sus òiaes y òia`s, hk hgg` hk teme oeohkte sh mispekï` g` `phrtur` `g miàgeae, `g ikthrlònie ikthrlònie,, ` ges mhn`ths: hk sus ôgtioes `ðes mh vim` hsphr`n` lek ikthrés g` visit` visi t` mh ges `ktrepügeaes Chrk`kme Guk` L`gmhrük y Aghkkys ]`v`rhs, ]`v`rhs, `sï leoe mh ges `simues O`kuhg O`tes Oequhth, @op`re Lf`kt`m`, Càtio` Re Rerterrh`g, rterrh`g, @gtàr`li` Chrkàkmhz, ` quihkhs sh ukï` L`rges Hsthn`k Mhivh. \us rhukiekhs hk g` pg`y` mh Au`y`l`khs ge gghv`n`k ` hkluhktres y lekvhrs`liekhs lek su t`k quhrime òiae, mh `c`khs hk g` Xkivhrsim`m @utükeo` mh \`kte Meoikae, Fuae ]eghktike Mipp, lek Giai` Hv`kahgik`, Cégix \hrvie Muleumr`y y Nugug`, lek Defkky K`r`kde y Yeg`km` S`gghde hr`k kelfhs y kelfhs hkthr`s. \ihoprh hr` oetive mh ikthrés y mh `gharï` rhlinir ` sus mislïpuges, mislïpug es, lek quihkhs o`kthkï` uk miàgeae lektikue: hktrh hstes sh mhst`l`k ges vïkluges lek Chrk`kme \àklfhz O`rtïkhz, @gtàr`li` Auzoàk O`rlhgike y Lés`r Ohgg`, ` quihkhs hstuve viklug`me mh ouy hsphli`g o`khr` hk ge prechsiek`g y ge phrsek`g. Ges tòniék oémiles mislïpuges @ktekie \àklfhz F`z`, Oiglï`mhs êohre y ênhrte Lf`nhnh hstuvihrek prhshkths, mhsmh su `chlte mh o`hstre, hk g` letimi`kim`m mh su còigi`. \u cero`liük leoe prechsiek`g prechsiek`g mh g` ohmilik` g` ikili` hk g` Xkivhrsim`m mh \`kte Meoikae, ges hstumies mh ohmilik` ges òpgï` hk Hsp`ð`, f`liékmesh melter hk Ohmilik` y hsphli`gist` hsphli`gist ` hk psiqui`trï`. G` siakicil`liük mh sus `ðes mh cero`liük hk Hsp`ð` leksegim` uk precukme lekelioihkte y `prhlie f`li` hsh p`ïs y uk vïkluge hktr`ð`ngh y ouy hsphli`g f`li` Hsp`ð` y ge hsp`ðeg, hg lu`g ge gghv`n` ` sihoprh ir ` su hkluhktre. Rhro`khkthoh Rhro`khkthohkth, kth, nusl`n` hst`r `g t`kte mh ges `lekthlioihkte `lekthlioihktess seli`ghs, lugtur`ghs y pegïtiles mh Hsp`ð`. G` priohr` phro`khkli` hk Hsp`ð` g` rh`giz` leoe nhl`rie mhg Ikstitute mh Lugtur` Fispàkil`, hk g` épel` mh Cr`klisle Cr`kle, hs lu`kme hst`nghlh rhg`liekhs `l`méoil`s lek g` ohmilik` y g` psiqui`trï` hsp`ðeg`s: vivh lek ikthksim`m hses `ðes mh hstumies, `nihrte `g s`nhr y `g lekelioihkte, rhlinh lek mhmil`liük g`s hkshð`kz`s mh quihk cuhr` su o`hstre y mirhlter mh su thsis mh ar`me leoe melter hk Ohmilik`, Mek Arhaerie O`r`ðük, lek quihk rhlekelh y `suoh lek ékc`sis g` miohksiük fuo`kist` leoe p`rth cukmòhkt`g hk g` prechsiük oémil`. @prhkmh mh ges psiqui`tr`s Du`k Desh Güphz Iner y @ktekie S`gghde Kàdhr`. Mur`kth hstes `ðes `ðes ggha` ` lugtiv`r hspgékmim`s rhg`liekhs rhg`liekhs lek quihkhs cuhrek sus leop`ðhres mh rhsimhkli` hk hg Leghaie O`yer Ktr`. \r`. mh Au`m`guph. Mhsmh hses tihopes sek sus rhg`liekhs lek ges g`tikeòhril`kes Auigghroe Nhgùlfà`, phru`ke: ges puhrterriquhðes Rhmre Rhmre y Crhmmy Nerr`s, hg uruau`ye @gnhrte mhg Lòpe, ges fhro`kes \ighs mh Negivi`, Fuae Oekths y Fhrkàk Aemey mh Lfigh, hktrh oulfes oàs. Y lek ges hsp`ðeghs @ktekie Gàe, Desé O`rï` Gez`ke Irri`rth, @ktekie S`gmivihse, S`gmivihse, Iak`lie Aàr`th, Aàr`th, De`quïk @auirrh, @auirrh, ges fhro`kes fhro`kes Aeytisege, Du`klfïk ]hk` ]hk` In`rr`, hktrh etres. \ihoprh vi`d`n` Hsp`ð` ` Lekarhses y ` visit`s leoe turist`. R`r` 0918 rh`giz` uk `ðe s`nàtile hk hg lu`g ikvhstia` `lhrl` mh g` fisteri` mh g` psiqui`trï` y sh mispekh ` quh su còigi` lekezl`, 06 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug v`gerh y quihr` ` Hsp`ð` t`kte leoe leoe ég. Hk 096>, 096>, cuh mhsiak`me Hon`d`mer Hon`d`mer meoikil`ke `kth hg ^hike ^hike mh Hsp`ð`, cukliük quh `suoiü lek uk lg`re ikthrés mh òpgi`r y leksegim`r vïkluges y rhg`liekhs hktrh ge meoikil`ke y ge hsp`ðeg. Leoe oémile-psiqui`tr` sh mhst`l` per hg hdhrlilie fuo`kist` mh g` prechsiük. Hk hg mhs`rregge pghke mh su vim` prechsiek`g, ke sege cuh oémile mh miàküstile, cuh uk mivuga`mer mh leklhptes y mh g`s mivhrs`s cero`s mh `nerm`r hg meger, hg sucrioihkte fuo`ke y g` miakim`m `kth g` hkchrohm`m. \upe hxprhs`r g` l`p`lim`m mh tr`ksoitir `gae t`k t `k leopghde leoe sek g`s `gthr`liekhs mhg leopertòihkte y g`s rhg`liekhs mh g`s hkchrohm`mh hkchrohm`mhss mh g` ‗psiquis‟: ge fize mh uk` o`khr` shkligg` y càlig. @g tr`ksoitir y leoukil`r lekelioihktes hxprhs`n` hxprhs`n` su shktir y f`lï` p`rtïliph ` g` g ` etr` phrsek` mh su phks`r. @ktekie Tàgug Tàgug viviü `lhrl`kme ` ges etres etres ` su phksòihkte phksòihkte t`k vive vive y t`k rile. \u ar`k gha`me cuh cuh g` shkligghz hk hg s`nhr. ]rhs ]r hs prhois`s o`rl`k su vim` v im` mh prechsiek`g mh g` g ` ohmilik`4 s`k`r, ikvhstia`r y hkshð`r. Hst` pungil`liük mh sus Enr`s shghlt`s ikthar` ges sihth ginres per ég pungil`mes. ]òniék ]òniék sh rhleahk uk òpgie lekdukte mh `rtïluges quh mur`kth tem` su vim` cuh hslrinihkme y pungil`kme hk g` prhks` meoikil`k`. Ges `rtïluges hstàk era`kiz`mes per thoàtil`s y prelur`kme shauir hg ermhk lek quh ges in` pungil`kme. Ges quh tr`t`k mh Rsiqui`trï` lekstituyhk uk lekdukte iopert`kth mh su enr` hslrit`, `sï leoe ges mh tho`s mh Ohmilik` y \`gum. Hg tho` mh g` Lugtur` meoikil`k` y ge meoikil`ke ge `nerm` lek àumhz` y mhmil`liük lekst`kth. Ges `rtïluges mhmil`mes ` rhlerm`r y rhlekelhr phrsek`dhs y òiaes sek g` hxprhsiük mh ges precukmes precukmes y hktr`ð`nghs hktr`ð`nghs vïkluges mh òist`m, òist`m, mh `chlte y `moir`liük quh ` ge g`rae mh su vim` cuh lugtiv`kme. Hk su priohr ginre, Ois 822 geles, @ktekie Tàgug sh kes prhshkt` leoe oémile psiqui`tr` prhelup`me per g` s`gum ohkt`g mhg puhnge meoikil`ke. Hk hsth ginre rhleah sus ohoeri`s leoe mirhlter mhg O`kileoie hk ges `ðes mh g` milt`mur` trudiggist`. Lek g` pungil`liük mh hsth thxte nusl` lektrinuir ` g` teo` mh leklihkli` `lhrl` mh g` prenghoàtil` mh g`s hkchrohm`mhs ohkt`ghs, `nea`kme per uk` `ltitum quh rhlekezl` g` lekmiliük fuo`k` mh ges p`lihkths, quh g` selihm`m meoikil`k` leoprhkm` `g hkchroe ohkt`g. @spir`4 ‗… ke sege ` su siopgh ghltur`, sike tòniék ` g` ohmit`liük shrhk` `lhrl` mhg prengho` mh g`s hkchrohm`mhs ohkt`ghs, quh hk kuhstre p`ïs `mquihrh ar`kmhs preperliekhs‟ (p.<0). (p.<0). Ois 822 geles hs su enr` oàs ghïm` y oàs mivuga`m`, t`kte k`liek`g leoe ikthrk`liek`gohkth. Hg ginre phrthkhlh ` g` Ningiethl` ]`gghr Rhro`khkth mh g` Hmiter` ]`gghr, mhsmh mekmh lek hg luim`me y Ois 822 hsohre mhmivuga`me sus hmiterhs, y òiaes hktr`ð`nghs, Desé Isr`hg Luhgge y GeurmhsChri`s Lòige Luhgge, geles sh f` hxtrèrmik`riò hxtrèrmik`riòhkth, hkth, hst`kme prhshkth hk kuohres`s mhgmhGinre y senrh teme hst`kme `g `gl`klh mh g` duvhktum meoikil`k`. Hk hg thxte `nerm` michrhkths tr`sterkes mhg leopertòihkte, prhshkt`kme ` ges phrsek`dhs quh lekcero`k hg hsphli`g lekdukte mh sus ‗822 geles‟. Lek uk` o`rl`m` ikthkliük phmàüail`, hg thxte v` prhshkt`kme, mhsmh hg s`nhr lgïkile-psiquiàtrile, g` mhslripliük mh uk lekdukte mh tr`sterkes y p`tegeaï`s. Mh hst` cero` mispekh `g ghlter f`li` uk `lhrlòihkte ` g`s phrsek`s lek tr`sterkes ohkt`ghs. Ges l`pïtuges mhmil`mes ` hst` g`ner hmul`tiv` `n`rl`k ges siauihkths tho`s4 Fisteri` mh ges o`kileoies, g` psiqui`trï` hveguliek`, g` ohkth y sus hkchrohm`mhs. Lek hstes m` p`se ` su hxpesiliük `lhrl` mh g` lg`sicil`liük mh g`s hkchrohm`mhs ohkt`ghs hxpgil`kme4 hg oukme mh ges psilüp`t`s, g`s khuresis, g`s psilesis, hg oukme oisthriese mh ges hsquizecrékiles, hk hg oukme mh g` tristhz` y mh g` `gharï` `kero`g ges o`kï`les, hpighpsi`, g` p`r`pghdï` fistéril`, ges sioug`merhs: hsth rhlerrime ge lugoik` lek @ktekie, hg khlrecïgile. Ois 822 geles rhprhshkt` uk` hxtrèrmik`ri` iktremulliük ` g` psiqui`trï` y ` g` psilegeaï` lgïkil`. lgï kil`. \u ghltur` f`lh pesingh `gl`kz`r uk` visiük oàs fuo`k`, oàs lhrl`k`, f`li` hg hkchroe ohkt`g. Lek uk` pres` lg`r` phroith `lhrl`rsh `g lekelioihkte mh ges tr`sterkes mhg leopertòihkte, su lg`sicil`liük 09 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug y tr`tòihkte. G` enr` prhshkt` hg mrò`, g` ikleoprhk ikleoprhksiük siük y hg `n`kmeke hk quh per sihoprh f`k vivivime ges hkchroes ohkt`ghs. ohkt`ghs. Lek Ois 822 geles Tàgug gear` ggò`r g` `thkliük ke sege f`li` ges hkchroes ohkt`ghs, sike quh prhshkt`, lek àum` lrïtil`, g`s lekmiliekhs seli`ghs quh prhv`ghlihrek mur`kth g` milt`mur` mh ^`c`hg Ghekim`s ]rudigge. \u lrïtil` ` g` milt`mur` trudiggist`, g` lu`g v` suraihkme ` tr`vés mh sus rhg`tes, f`lh mh Ois 822 geles uk ginre quh phroith lekelhr g` o`khr` hk quh g` peng`liük meoikil`k` viviü y sucriü t`k lruhg o`khr` mh aenhrk`r. Hk g` enr` sh hxprhs`k hg oihme y g` rhprhsiük quh o`rl`rek o`rl`rek ` g` selihm`m meoikil`k` mur`kth hsh t`k thrringh phrieme mh kuhstr` fisteri`. \u rhlf`ze ` g` milt`mur` ge gghv` `g hxigie. Oetiv` hst` s`gim` hxprhs`kme4 ‗@shsik`k ‗@shsik`k `g melter ]hd`m` (su legha` y òiae O`kuhg ]hd`m` Cgerhktike, DT), ` g`s fhro`k`s Oir`n`g y ` oulfes etres. Y` hg lgio` lriegge ke sh puhmh rhspir`r y o`rlfe f`li` hg hxthrier, hxthrier, ` Ruhrte île y ` oi rut` mh sihoprh4 `g O`kileoie Iksug`r mh ^ïe Rihmr`s. ]r`n`de ]r`n` de lek geles puhrterriquhðes, phre sihoprh `ðer`kme ` ois 822 geles‟ (p.9<). \u vim` hk hg hxigie g` o`rl`k sus rhg`liekhs lek ges meoikil`k`s y g`s meoikil`k`s hxigi`mes: lek hgges lekvivh, gulf` y sh o`ktihkh `ltive hk g` oigit`kli` `ktitrudiggist`. Mh hstes `ðes senrhs`ghk sus rhg`liekhs lek Fer`lie Erkhs Leisleu, @gnhrte -Nhnhte- @rvhge, Siklfe M`goù: lek ges o`leris`kes Oiauhg Hkriquh Chris, @austïk @ austïk Rhreze y ^hké Mhg îsle Nhroômhz, `sï leoe tòniék tònié k lek hg Ika. L`rges \uggy Nekkhggy, Nekkhg gy, ^òük Làlhrhs ]reklese, ]eoàs ]reklese, ]reklese, Aust`ve @megce Cr`kle, Cr`kl e, @smrôn`g MeoïkMeoï kauhz, K`rlise Is` Lekmh, @ktekie @vhgike, lek g` còigi` Luhgge O`yk`rmi, hktrh oulfes etres. Lekvhrs`r, Lekv hrs`r, f`ng`r y leop`rtir lek g`s phrsek`s p`r` @ktekie Tàgug hr` `gae quh gghk`n` su vim`. Re Rerr hse miscrutü leoe prechser, leoe hslriter, leoe geluter mh r`mie y lekvhrs`r hk thrtugi`s lek sus òiaes. @ p`rtir mh g` `p`riliük mh Ois 822 geles, mie ikilie ` g` pungil`liük mh `rtïluges hk phriümiles meoikil`kes. Leoe `rtilugist` sh mhs`rregg` hk hg phriümile Hg K`liek`g mhsmh 0933, lek hg hstïouge lekst`kth y n`de g` mirhlliük mh su hktr`ð`ngh òiae Crhmmy A`tük @rlh. Dukte ` Crhmmy A`tük cuh lekelihkme hg `rth mh f`lhrsh `rtilugist`, lek ég sihoprh o`ktuve o`ktuve uk miàgeae ikthghltu`g hk terke ` g` nuhk` hslritur`, rhpghte mh s`nimurï` y hxphrihkli`s. R`r` g` mél`m` mh ges `ðes 62 pungil` su leguok` hk hg phriümile Hg L`rinh, miriaime per Ahroàk Hoigie Erkhs Leisleu: guhae vuhgvh ` Hg K`liek`g, lek g` mirhlliük mh etre hktr`ð`ngh òiae, ^`mfòés Aüoéz Rhpïk, oàs `mhg`kth hslrinh hk Hg \iage, lek Nihkvhkime Àgv`rhz Sha` Sha` y guhae v` lek Lulfite Àgv`rhz Mua`k `g phriümile Fey. Hk ges `rtïluges sh mhmil` ` mivhrses tho`s. Hk hg òpgie `n`kile thoàtile quh `n`rl`k `n`rl`k sus hslrites sh ` mhst`l`r4 ]ho`s mh Rsiqui`trï` Ohmilik`. Hstà prhshkth tho` \`k Rhmre mh O`lerïs, quhv`k p`r` ég hs mh hsphli`g ikthrés, hg gua`ry mekmh k`liü y lrhliü ` g` hg vim`, g`smh ciaur`s y phrsek`dhs mh su shrih >< hstàk sihoprh. G` rhcghxiük hk terke `g leopertòihkte seli`g meoikil`ke y g` selihm`m meoikil`k` rhprhshkt` @pukths ths, sike quh ` hsth gh siauhk uk` shrih mh uk` ciroh lekst`kth, g` lu`g ke sege sh `nerm` hk su ginre @puk `rtïluges phriemïstiles prhshkt`kme ge meoikil`ke. G` prhelup`liük `lhrl` mh g`s situ`liekhs y prengho`s prhmeoik`kths hk hg oukme quh gh tel` vivir lekstituyh uk` hxprhsiük mh su `phrtur` ikthghltu`g y su òpgitum mh oir`s. Hslrinh rhg`tes y `kélmet`s `lhrl` mh phrsek`dhs mh g` fisteri`, mh su vim`, mh sus o`hstres y o`hstr`s. Mh sus òiaes quhrimes, quihkhs `p`rhlhk mhsmh g`s mivhrs`s c`lht`s mh sus phrsek`gim`mhs, sihoprh sek hvel`mes lek sutighz` y `chlte. \upe lugtiv`r hg aékhre mh g` niear`cï`, lek ar`k `rth y o`hstrï`, ggha`kme ` prhshkt`r `g phrsek`dh niear`ci`me lek uk` vit`g prhshkli`, mhsmh uk tr`te lhrl`ke y rhpghte mh thrkur`. Ggha` ` gear`r quh hg ghlter sh ikthrhsh y sh `p`siekh lek sus phrsek`dhs lek uk` ikthksim`m shohd`kth ` g` quh ég gear` pekhr hk sus niear`cï`s. \us thxtes mh niear`cï` oàs tr`n`d`mes sek g` niear`ci` mh Hv`kahgik` êmrïauhz y g` mhg melter Oiauhg L`khg` Gàz`re: hk A`ghrï` mh oémiles meoikil`kes y hk Hks`yes y niear`cï`s ciaur`k t`ktes y t`ktes phrsek`dhs p`r` hg ùter oetive mh rhlekelioihkte y mh sus oàs shktimes `chltes. >2 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug \u shaukme ginre, Hks`yes y niear`cï`s, tr`h hg prügeae mhg Mr. Hoig J`ssh @lt`: hk hsth rhleah h ikthar` phrsek`dhs quh cuhrek o`rl`kme o`rl`kme su vim`, phrsek`dhs mh g` vim` meoikil`k` ` ges quh `moir`n` y quh leksimhr`n` leksimhr`n` quh hst`n`k egvim`mes. Lek hg mhlg`r`me prepüsite prepüsite mh lektrinuir lektrinuir ` quh g` selihm`m meoikil`k` lekezl` y v`gerh ` sus feonrhs y oudhrhs, hk ge quh f`lhk, hk ge quh vivhk y hk ge quh `pert`k, prhshkt` sus@p`rhlhk niear`cï`so`hstres nrhvhs. yHk hsth ginre `lhrt`mes tr`zes kes sitô` `g phrsek`dh lek tem` su fuo`kim`m. o`hstr`s mh lek su ikc`kli` leoe @k`lèk` Oeslese, L`sioir` Fhurhùx. Reht`s Reht`s y hslriterhs leoe ges fhro`kes A`stük y ^`c`hg Mhgiakh, `sï leoe R`quite Meoïkauhz Lf`rre. Rhrsek`dhs Rhrsek`dhs mh sus oàs ïktioes rhluhrmes leoe Ohg`kih. Hk hst` enr` y` sh phrcig` phrc ig` lugtiv`mer mh g` niear`cï` leoe aékhre githr`rie. \u ginre @pukths surah mh sus hslrites `lhrl` mhg meoikil`ke. Hsth thxte ge hopg`z` leoe @pukths ` g` psilegeaï` mhg meoikil`ke. Hs su enr` oàs pegéoil`. Hk hgg` prhshkt` su l`r`lthriz`liük mhg meoikil`ke. Ikili` lek g` ‗Nrhvisio` y trùo`tiz`kth fisteri` mh uk puhnge‟, hk g` lu`g mhst`l` g`s situ`liekhs seliepegïtil`s quh v`k o`rl`kme, ` tr`vés mhg prelhse fistürile, trùo`s y hstiges hk hg leopertòihkte seli`g meoikil`ke. Xnil` hk ges michrhkths phriemes legeki`ghs y hk g`s milt`mur`s g`s lùs`s mh ges hstiges mh leopertòihkte, o`rl`mes per hg oihme, g` p`r`kei`, g` g ` mhslekci`kz` y g` ikcr`v`ger`liük. @g hxpgil`r g` imh` mh hsth hsth ginre, Tàgug Tàgug sestihkh ge siauihkth4 siauihkth4 ‗Lrhe quh g` ikcr`v`ger`liük ikcr`v`ger`liük mhg meoikil`ke kes f`lh oulfe m`ðe y kes `tr`s`, engiaàkmekes ` nusl`r hk teme ge hxtr`kdhre g` seguliük mh kuhstres prengho`s. \h oh puhmh `lus`r mh k`liek`gist` ròpgük, phre si `gae quihre mh vhrm`m hs ` oi puhnge, y p`r` ég quihre ge ohder, y lrhe quh f`lihkme leklihkli` mh uk` c`gg` mh phrsek`gim`m `mquirim` ` tr`vés mh uk` fisteri` trùo`tiz`kth, pemhoes ohder`rkes lòni`kme hg lrithrie mhprhsive mh kesetres oisoes. Ed`gà hst` shrih mh `rtïluges `r tïluges sirv` sir v` mh `gae‟ (p.0 (p.011). 11). Hk g` prhshkt`liük mhg ginre shð`g`4 ‗Hs mhlir, tem` kuhstr` fisteri` hstà l`r`lthriz`m` per g` crustr`liük y g` àrhsiük mhg pemhrese o`kmòàs senrh g`s lg`shs hleküoilòhkth penrhs penrhs y ke penrhs, lrhü y siauh lrh`kme uk leklhpte leklhpte mh imh` phrshluteri` phrshluteri` quh tòniék hs p`rth mh g` p`r`kei`. Hg prengho` prengho` hs quh ` vhlhs hs ouy micïlig mhsgikm`r hg mhgirie phrshluterie mh g` phrshluliük rh`g. ]eme ]eme hgge, tr`h leoe lekshluhkli` uk` `ltitum mh ikfiniliük ikfinili ük ouy ahkhr`giz`m` hk kuhstre puhnge quh kes f`lh o`kthkhrkes ‖lfives’, ‖nrekles’, p`r` ke l`hr hk uk ‖a`klfe’. Hg aenihrke quh rhprioh, aenihrke quh ke mi`gea`. Y hg miàgeae hs t`k micïlig hktrh kesetres quh ges aenihrkes sihoprh rhpriohk‟ (p.011). Hg thxte prhshkt` sus mhg leksimhr`liekhs mh g` y g` mhslekci`kz` mhg luhkt`‟: meoikil`ke hk ‗Hg a`klfe‟4 G` p`r`kei` meoikil`ke:`lhrl` ‗@f, ke, yep`r`kei` ke sé, ke…‟ y hg ‗Ke oh mey ‗Hst`r lfive y nrekle, µhs p`r`kei`5‟ Hg phsioisoe ge `nerm` hk ges thxtes4 ‗G` sunhstio`liek mh ge kuhstre‟, ‗Hg meoikil`ke y su phk`‟, ‗Hg `rth mh mhspetril`r uk p`ïs‟, ‗Leopghde mh isghðe‟, ‗\eoes phsioist`s‟. ^hlekelh quh4 ‗Xke mh kuhstres prengho`s mhsmh hg ikilie mh g` épel` rhpungil`k` f`st` kuhstres mï`s hs hg mh imhktim`m. \h kes f`lh micïlig imhkticil`rkes leoe p`ïs y kes p`sòes teme hg tihope pimiékmeghs prhst`me ` etr`s lugtur`s y p`ïshs lestuonrhs, oôsil`, cegjgerh, keonrhs, vhstiohkt`s… hk cik, mh teme‗ (p.>01). (p.>01). Hk hsth thxte tòniék prhshkt` ‗@pukths p`r` g` htkear`cï` meoikil`k`‟, ge lu`g v` òpgi`kme `g f`lhr ékc`sis hk ges tho`s4 ‗Hg meoikil`ke y su ghkau`dh‗, ‗Lugtur` y k`liek`gisoe‗, ‗Hg meoikil`ke y su leoim`‟. Leoe legecük `g ginre tr`h lit`s y pg`kthòihktes mh uk lekdukte mh hslriterhs h ikthghltu`ghs meoikil`kes rhchrim`s ` ge meoikil`ke. Hg thxte A`ghrï` mh oémiles meoikil`kes sh prhshkt` lek hg prügeae mhg Mr. Au`reluy` N`tist` mhg Sigg`r, hk ég rikmh feohk`dh y rhlekelh ` sus prechserhs prechserhs hk g` l`rrhr` mh Ohmilik` hk g` Xkivhrsim`m Xkivhrsim`m >0 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug mh \`kte Meoikae y ` ciaur`s mhst`l`m`s mh g` ohmilik` meoikil`k` G` pungil`liük mh hsth ginre nusl` m`r ` lekelhr ` g`s cutur`s ahkhr`liekhs ` feonrhs y oudhrhs quh filihrek mh g` prechsiük oémil` su quhf`lhr,, ùk hk ohmie mh l`rhkli`s y gioit`liekhs. Hs uk thxte mh ikkha`ngh v`ger p`r` g` fisteri` mh quhf`lhr g` ohmilik` meoikil`k`. Mhsprhli`m` hk g` vim` y egvim`m` hk g` ouhrt h kes prhshkt` niear`cï` mh Hv`kahgik` mh g` Hk priohr` oudhr oémil` hk ^hpôngil` Meoikil`k`. Lek hsthg`thxte sh prepekh rhsl`t`rêmrïauhz, mhg egvime ` uk` oudhr y prechsiek`g mh g` ohmilik` hxtrèrmik`ri`. @ uk` oudhr quh mh kið` ikquiht` y penrh gear` priohre f`lhrsh O`hstr` Kero`g, lekdua`kme sus lg`shs hk hg Ikstitute Kero`g mh \`k Rhmre mh O`lerïs lek g`s lg`shs kelturk`s quh iop`rtï` ` enrhres y hopgh`m`s meoéstil`s. Guhae sh mhmil` `g hstumie mh g` Ohmilik`. Hv`kahgik` êmrïauhz, leoe leksàr`m` o`hstr` y oémil`, tòniék cuh uk` gulf`mer` per g` mhoelr`li`. Hk hst` enr` gghv` ` sus ghlterhs ke sege ` lekelhr ` Hv`kahgik` êmrïauhz, sike ` `moir`r ` g` oudhr mh hxtr`lliük fuoigmh quh suphr` n`rrhr`s seli`ghs y reoph lek ges hsquho`s y lrithries meoik`kths hk g` selihm`m mh su tihope. G` niear`cï` mhst`l` y miohksiek` ge quh siakicilü p`r` uk` còigi` meoikil`k`, lek prhl`rihm`mhs seliehleküoil`s, ` cik`ghs ci k`ghs mhg siage VIV y priklipies prikli pies mhg VV, lek g` oudhr leoe dhc` y rhspeks`ngh, thkhr quh tr`sg`m`rsh mh uk` previkli` ` etr` mhg p`ïs. Tàgug sitô` hg eriahk y hg lekthxte seliehleküoile mh Hv`kahgik` `g rhg`t`r quh4 … Hg ahkhr`g O`kuhg O`rï` \uhre, quihk leo`km`n` g` au`rkiliük oigit`r mh Fia÷hy, f`nï` gghv`me ` g` Sigg` ` su fhro`k` ]eo`sik` ` r`ïz mh su viumhz y lek hgg` ` sus fides ^òük, Chgili` y @gtàr`li`. Chgip` Rhreze Rhreze hr` fid` mh uk vhkhzeg`ke k`tur`g mh Shg` mh Lere. Hg p`mrh mh Chgip` o`rlfü ` \`ktiàe \ `ktiàe mh ges L`n`gghres y guhae rharhsü ` su p`tri`, `n`kmek`kme ` su fid`. Renrh, `k`gc`nht`, p`r` sunsistir f`lï` ecilies meoéstiles hk g`s l`s`s mh `lùm`g`m`s còigi`s fia÷hy`k`s. fia÷hy`k` s. Mhg òer igïlite mh ^òük êmrïauhz y Chgip` Rhreze k`liü Hv`kahgik` hg mï` 02 mh kevihonrh mhg 0619. 0619. (…) Engia`kme Engia`k me `g fide ` rhlekelhrg`, rhlekelhrg` , @kmrh` Hv`kahgik` êmrïauhz Rhreze Rhreze shrà p`r` su `nuhg` g` kiht` k iht` Gigik`. (…) Hg o`r`soe meoik`n` ` Fia÷hy Fia÷h y y sus ahkths leohkz`rek ` hoiar`r nusl`kme uk ohder ohmie mh sunsisthkli`. (…) Hktrh ges priohres hoiar`kths fia÷hy`kes quh ggha`k ` O`lerïs sh hklektr`n`k með` ]eo`sik` y su kiht` Gigik`, `sï leoe sus mes fid`s Chgili` y @gtàr`li`. Y` f`nï` ouhrte su o`mrh Chgip` (p.<>8). Hk \`k Rhmre mh O`lerïs g` kið` quh vhkmh ges muglhs quh f`lh su `nuhg` sh a`k` hg `chlte mh @k`lèk` Oeslese, quihk shràmh suO`lerïs, o`hstr`. quh o`hstr`. Ggha` ` ar`mu`rsh mh Oeslese. O`hstr` kero`g hkpriohres hg Ikstitute Kero`g mh \hðerit`s mh \`k Rhmre miriah @k`lèk` Mh hstes `ðes mh cero`liük, Tàgug hslrinh4 ‗Hv`kahgik` ke thkï` tïtuges. \iopghohkth hr` g` kiht` mh Með` ]eo`sik`, ]eo`sik`, g` muglhr`. Y ` hgg` gh mhmilü teme su òer @k`lèk` Oeslese y g` fize su prhchrim`‟ (p.<<2). Mur`kth sus `ðes mh ikc`kli` y duvhktum hk \`k Rhmre hst`nghlh uk` òist`m lhrl`k` lek ges fhro`kes A`stük, ^`c`hg Mhgiakh y su còigi`, rhg`liük mh `chlte y `peyes hktr`ð`nghs hktr`ð`nghs quh mur`rà tem` g` vim`. G` vel`liük per g` Ohmilik` y su mhmil`liük ` g` cero`liük leoe prechsiek`g mh hst` lihkli` g` prhshkt` y mhslrinh Tàgug `sï4 ‗Puhrï` `gae oàs quh shr o`hstr`: oémil`, gilhkli`m` hk Ohmilik` phre su ar`k prengho` hr` shr oudhr y g`s oudhrhs sh o`ktihkhk hk uk shaukme e thrlhr pg`ke… Hg p`ïs ge aenhrk`n` uk` a`gghr` pegïtil` rhp`rtim` hktrh legumes, neges y legi-tuhrtes, ephrht` tràil`lüoil`…‟ (p.<<3). @g mhslrinir hg hophðe lek quh Hv`kahgik` v` ` prepekhrsh rh`giz`r sus hstumies mh Ohmilik`, Tàgug rhg`t`, lek riles y hvel`merhs mht`gghs, hg `peye rhlinime mh p`rth mh ikthghltu`ghs y òiaes, quihkhs sh lekstituyhrek lekstituyhrek hk uk` ikthrhs`kth rhm mh ikthrrhg`liekhs p`r` f`lhr pesingh g` `lhpt`liük mh Hv`kahgik` leoe hstumi`kth mh Ohmilik` hk hg Ikstitute Rrechsiek`g Rrechsiek`g hk \`kte Meoikae, leg`ner`kme `sï, lek su t`k t `k mhsh`me preyhlte mh rh`giz`r ges hstumies mh Ohmilik`, hslrinh Tàgug quh4 >> Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Hv`kahgik` shauï` hk ge suye y era`kizü su hstr`thai`. @ktekie \eghr, uke mh sus prethlterhs, hr` luð`me mh Chrk`kme @rture mh Ohrike, hg p`mrh mh O`ri`kite, hg peht` l`kter mh \`k Rhmre, utigizü su ikcguhkli` lek hg @rzenispe, leksimhr`me lrh`mer mhg Ikstitute Rrechsiek`g. @k`lèk` y Mek Hg`mie gghv`rek gghv`rek leoe p`mrikes ` ges fhro`kes Fhkrïquhz y L`rv`d`g. Mek Chmhrile Chmhrile y Mek Cr`klisle hr`k tòniék feonrhs lg`vhs hk l`se mh `gauk` epesiliük p`r` g` hktr`m` mh uk` oudhr ` hstumi`r g` lihkli` mh A`ghke… Rer ôgtioe, cukliekü ge quh fey ggòòes uk rhg`liek`mer pôngile4 uk hslriter y phriemist` rhspht`me4 Desé ^òük Güphz. (p.<<3). Hk su niear`cï` Tàgug mhst`l` lüoe hgg` gear` `v`kz`r y lugoik`r sus hstumies mh Ohmilik`, ggha`kme ` ar`mu`rsh4 ‗Lek g` `shserï` mh su oàs quh fhro`ke Cr`klisle Oeslese Ruhgge, prhp`r` su thsis lek hg tho`4 ‖Kiðes lek hxlit`liük lhrhnr`g’, quh prhshkt` hg mï` >9 mh milihonrh mh 0900‟ (p.<<3). \u cero`liük oémil` Hv`kahgik` sh prepekh òpgi`rg` hk R`rïs, y` quh hst` lium`m sh rhlekelï` leoe uke mh ges àonites oàs iopert`kths mh g`s lihkli`s oémil`s. Hv`kahgik` v` ` Cr`kli` ` hsphli`giz`rsh. Hst` iopert`kth ht`p` mh su cero`liük Tàgug g` mhslrinh lek hsphli`g thrkur` hxprhs`kme4 ‗@quhgg` Gigik` quh vhkmï` aecie aeci e hk su kiðhz, quh hstumiü hg Oàisthrie y f`nï` triukc`me: triuk c`me: quh sh `trhviü ` shr g` priohr` oudhr hk hstumi`r uk` l`rrhr` sege `pt` p`r` feonrhs, tòniék seð`n` lek ‗shr mh R`rïs…‟ (p.<=<). Lektikô` rhg`t`kme4 ‗Hk R`rïs tihkh uk chgiz hkluhktre. Hk hg Fespit`g Nrel`, lekelh ` @roikm` A`rlï`, etr` `trhvim` leop`triet` quh f`nï` hstumi`me g` prechsiük hxlgusiv` mh feonrhs‟ (p.<=<). Hv`kahgik`, guhae mh cik`giz`r su hsphli`giz`liük hk R`rïs, rharhs` ` hdhrlhr g` Ohmilik` hk \`k Rhmre mh O`lerïs. @lhrl` mh ge quh siakicilü hg hdhrlilie leoe melter` hk ohmilik`, guhae mh R`rïs, Tàgug shð`g`4 ‗Leoihkz` lek uk lhktre mh Rrethlliük ` g` O`thrkim`m y ` g` ikc`kli`: sh gh pimh uk suhgme ` g` \hlrht`rï` mh \`gum Rôngil` y sh gh kiha`‟ (p.<=8). @kth hg prengho` mh g`s hkchrohm`mhs mh tr`ksoisiük shxu`g hk g` peng`liük, Tàgug mhst`l` lüoe ‗Hv`kahgik`, per su luhkt` y rihsae leoe hr` su lestuonrh, f`lh uk lhkse mh fhtìr`s y ghs ecrhlh `thkliük per pele mikhre e ar`tuitòhkth. Kuhstr` purit`k` selihm`m sh in` ` hsl`km`giz`r‟ (p.<=8). G` miohksiük mh su g`ner hk `sisthkli` oémil` g` mhslrinh `g rhchrir4 ‗G` ghpr` hr` uk` hkchrohm`m mhlg`r`ngh, hs mhlir, sh vieg`n` hg shlrhte oémile y sh ikcero`n` ` g`s ùterim`mhs. Hv`kahgik`, lek g` `yum` mh Mhciggü, hk ge oémile, `gquig` uk` l`s` hk g`s `cuhr`s mh g` lium`m h ikst`g` uk phquhðe g`z`rhte. @ggï rhôkh uk` melhk` mh hkchroes y ghs f`lh tr`tòihkte‟(p.<=8). Ikohrs` hk su hdhrlilie mh g` ohmilik`, Hv`kahgik` v` òpgi`kme su `sisthkli` ` ges hkchroes mh tunhrlugesis, ` ges kiðes mhskutrimes p`r` ges quh hst`nghlh g` aet` mh ghlfh. Mh ge quh iopgilü hst` `thkliük oémil`, Tàgug hxpgil`4 ‗Sisit` ` ges a`k`mhres y ges lekvhklh mhg suoikistre mh uk` luet` mh ghlfh mi`ri` p`r` su Lhktre. Xk p`r mh melhk`s mh o`mrhs pùpérrio`s f`lï`k leg` l`m` mï` hk g` puhrt` mhg Lhktre p`r` rhlinir su ‗aet` mh ghlfh‟ (p.<=8). Etr` g`ner ` g` quh Hv`kahgik` sh mhmil` ge lekstituyh su rhleohkm`liük p`r` hg use mh prhshrv`tives leoe oéteme mh pg`kicil`liük còigi`r. Hs piekhr` hk g` pg`kicil`liük pg `kicil`liük còigi`r. @sï tòniék, `kth g` c`gt` mh ningiethl`s hk ges n`rries, gghaü ` pg`kicil`r ningiethl`s ònug`kths. Tàgug rhlekelh lüoe p`r` hgg` hg hdhrlilie mh g` ohmilik` rhprhshkt`n` m`r uk` `thkliük ikthar`g, lek ge quh m` uk` miohksiük tr`slhkmhkth ` su hdhrlilie prechsiek`g hk g` selihm`m. @g f`lhr rhchr rhchrhkli` hkli` ` hst` lekmiliük, Tàgug milh4 ‗… Hr` uk` oudhr cuhr` mh shrih lek uk` visiük v isiük oulfe oàs ghd`k` quh g` mh ges hstrhlf hstrhlfes es ohkt`ghs quh g` custia`n`k…‟ (p.<=3). Hk g` niear`cï` Tàgug tòniék t òniék mhst`l` sus rhg`liekhs lek hg oevioihkte choikist` quh y` sh iopugs` hk g` selihm`m meoikil`k`4 >< Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Hg oevioihkte choikist` teo` cuhrz`s hk g` \ugt`k` mhg Hsth lek Rhtrekig` @kaégil` Aüohz hg mï` 08 mh dugie mh 09>>. 09>>. Lekt`kme lek hg `peye mh Mek Chmhrile Fhkrïquhz y L`rv`d`g hk \`kte Meoikae y hk \`k \` k Rhmre mh O`lerïs lek Puithrie Nhrre` L`khge, `nea`me mistikauime y hspese mh Hv` êmrïauhz, kiht` mh @kauge Aurimi, hslriter`, pehtis` pehtis` y `v`kz`m` tòniék hk hg choikisoe o`leris`ke. Leopght`k hg arupe Leksuhge Oekt`gve mh Crï`s, Mhgi` Qhnhr, @gtàr`li` Meoïkauhz, L`rohk A. mh Rhyk`me, Is`nhg Rhgghr`ke, Nh`triz Gulï` \ioü, @k` D. Dioékhz, `g lu`g sh àrha` ` su rharhse mh R`rïs, Hv`kahgik` êmrïauhz. (p.<=3). Hk rhg`liük lek g` `ltivim`m quh in` teo`kme hg oevioihkte choikist` y g` viklug`liük mh Hv`kahgik` ` hsth, Tàgug prhlis` ge siauihkth4 ‗Hg oevioihkte choikist` hr` ikthkse y òhk`z`n` lek shr hxthkse. @kth hst` òhk`z`, g` rh`lliük sh f`lï` o`yer y g` àrhsiük lukmï` hk temes ges crhkths‟ (p.<=1). (p.<= 1). Oàs `mhg`kth, lektikô` shð`g`kme4 ‗Hk hg 09>3, ` ges peles ohshs mh g` ggha`m` mh Cr`kli` mh Hv`kahgik` êmrïauhz, sh ukh p`r` iopg`kt`rgh uk kuhve mikòisoe `g arupe y g` festigim`m mh ges feonrhs sh fize oàs cuhrth…‟ (p.<=1). Hg l`pïtuge SIII mhg ginre prhshkt` Ar`kes mh peghk, hk hg lu`g sh hxpgil` hg shktime quh tuve hg priohr ginre pungil`me per Hv`kahgik`, lek hsh tïtuge, mhst`l`kme quh4 ‗Hk ahkhr`g, Ar`kes mh peghk, ` g` quh hgg` oiso` ggò` uk pegve githr`rie y quh l`m` ar`ke gghv`me g ghv`me hk `g`s mhg vihkte seli`g hkluhktr` ` quihk chlukm`r‟, hs uk` ht`p` mh g` vim` vi m` mh Hv`kahgik` quh hgg` pesthrieroh pesthrierohkth kth suphrü‟ (p.<<9). Xke mh ges l`pïtuges tr`n`d`mes lek oàs mhgil`mhz` per Tàgug hs hg quh sh rhcihrh ` su hkchrohm hkchrohm`m, `m, hg l`pïtuge mhmil`me ` g` ‗R`tear`cï` mh Hv`kahgik`‟, hk hg lu`g `nerm` g` phrsek`gim`m mh Hv`kahgik`. Hk ég nusl` situ`r ges prelhses vivimes per hgg`, g`s situ`liekhs seli`ghs quh cuhrek o`rl`kme su vim` y su leopertòihkte. S` shð`g`kme hstòp`s mh g` vim` mh Hv`kahgik` y rhcihrh4 ‗Lekelh hg oukme mh g` lugtur` y sh hkluhktr` ` sï oiso`. Gear` su imhktim`m y pihrmh ges leopghdes. Mhs`p`rhlh Mhs`p`rhlh g` tioimhz, su `ltitum fur`ð` hk g`s rhukiekhs y y` Hv`kahgik` hs g` vhrm`mhr` Hv`kahgik`, g` mh sihoprh, g` quh `spir` ` uk` oht`, ` g` quh kukl` meoikil`k` `gauk` f`nï` ggha`me y ggha` ` phs`r mh uk oukme `mvhrse‟ (p.<8=). Oàs `mhg`kth, Tàgug, situ`kme ` Hv`kahgik` hk hg lekthxte seli`g, `pukt` ge quh siakicilü p`r` g` rhaiük Hsth mh kuhstre p`ïs g` ikst`g`liük mhg réaiohk mh ^`c`hg Ghekim`s ]rudigge4 ‗\h leksegim` hg réaiohk, phre hk hg erihkth, tihrr` mh enrhre enrhress y l`nhz`s l`gihkths l`gi hkths iklermi`k ukes lu`ktes. Cuh per hse quh sh era`kizü uk` sulurs`g4 G` == (lhktre mh tertur`s, DT). Leohkz`rek ` `p`rhlhr `fea`mes gïmhrhs sikmil`ghs. Mhs`p`rhlimes, ouhrtes hk g`s l`gghs y sh ikili` uk oihme quh v` ` mur`r trhs mél`m`s. Rhre f`y `gauihk quh ke tihkh oihme. Hv`kahgik` leoihkz` ` mhspetril`r `g réaiohk y `g s`kauik`rie quh ge miriah. @fer` gh ggòòes oilreoïtikhs, phre oàs nihk hr` uk segigequie. @ g` priohr` ohkt`m` mh o`mrh `g tir`ke, sh f`lï` uk v`lïe. Y leoihkz` uk lhrle, uk lhrle mh oihme‟ (p.<83). Lektikô` rhg`t`kme Tàgug4 ‗Mhsprhlie, lhrle pegïtile, òhk`z` mh ouhrth. G` o`g k`lim`, quh sh f`nï` suphr`me y gh iopert`n` i opert`n` uk pite hse mh o`g k`lim`, sh shktï` rh`gohkth `lerr`g`m`. G`s òhk`z`s hr`k rh`ghs… µHkgequhlh e g` hkgequhlhk5‟ (pp.<83-<81). @g shauir shauir g` tr`yhlteri` mh Hv`kahgik`, Hv`kahgik`, mhst`l` quh4 ‗Gh quit`k quit`k su fid`, nusl` ` su ohmie fhro`ke fhro`ke îl`rme, quh `km` ghdes, ouy ghdes. @ggà hk Rhmre \àklfhz, mekmh Fer`lie Sàsquhz, hk su vhdhz, quise f`lhr uk` rhcero` àr`ri` g` quh t`kte suhð` hsth p`ïs. Rer ges `ðes lu`rhkt` `kmuve per hses sities. @ggï tir`rek tir`rek leoe lhrmes ` ges ges hsp`ðeghs hsp`ðeghs mh uk` Hsp`ð` tr`sfuo`kth y ohder. ohder. Hoiar`kths pegïtiles quh gulf`rek lektr` c`slisoe phrmihrekquh g` gulf`‗ (p.<81). Hg ùter v` `hgmhst`l`r g`syrhg`liekhs Hv`kahgik` hst`nghlh lek hg arupe mh rhcuai`mes hsp`ðeghs: hk hsth shktime, hxpgil` quh hk visit`s visi t`s per ég rh`giz`m`s ` g` leoukim`m mh Rhmr Rhmree \àklfhz, y f`ng`kme >= Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug lek ges `kli`kes peng`merhs, hstes gh lekt`rek4 ‗Hgg` m`n` leksugt`s, per supuhste ar`tuit`s, ` ges kiðes y oudhrhs. \h rhukï` hk el`siekhs lek ges oàs r`mil`ghs mhg arupe h iklguse, p`rtilipü hk enr`s mh th`tre quh sh prhshkt`n`k. @yumü ` shr oàs gghv`mhr` g` vim` mh hses gulf`merhs `ktic`slist`s quh vivï`k hk ferrhkmes n`rr`lekhs. @ oulfes ghs leksiauiü tr`n`de hk Fia÷hy, Hg \hine, F`te O`yer y \`k Rhmre‟ Rer etr`(p.<86). p`rth, rhciriékmesh `g `ktitrudiggisoe `ktitrudi ggisoe mh Hv`kahgik`, Tàgug mhst`l` mhst` l` ge siauihkth4 ‗Oh luhkt` hg ouy quhrime òiae h fisteri`mer Mek Shtigie Shtigie @gcù Muràk quh hk uk` el`siük uk arupe mh òiaes quh lekvhrs`n`k ` `gt`s fer`s mh g` kelfh hk su puhnge k`t`g, Fia÷hy, hklektr`rek ` Hv`kahgik` hk g` puhrt` mh g` iaghsi`, lek ges nr`zes hk lruz pimiékmegh phrmük ` g` Sirahk mh g` @gtàr`li`, perquh ]rudigge in` ` lekvhrtir g` rhpôngil` hk uk n`ðe mh s`karh. Xk lu`mre tïpile `gulik`terie mekmh eï` g`s velhs mh ges `shsikes o`gmilihkme o`gmilihkme ` sus vïltio`s. Mhspués Mhspués mh v`ri`s fer`s mh nrha`r nrha`r p`r` gghv`rg` ` uk fea`r òiae, `g cik `llhmiü. Y` `kths mh ò`khlhr Hv`kahgik` f`nï` teo`me hg lòike ikthroik`ngh y sik oht` mh ges hsquizecrékiles‟ hsquizecrékiles‟ (p.<86). Hk su `kàgisis, Tàgug rhlekelh hg hchlte quh senrh hg leopertòihkte mh Hv`kahgik` tuve g` situ`liük seli`g ` g` lu`g sh vie seohtim`: hk hsth shktime pg`kth`4 ‗\i mh `gae hstey shaure hk g` hkchrohm`m ohkt`g quh p`mhliü oi niear`ci`m` hs quh su prelhse cuh selieaékile. Ges c`lterhs seli`ghs `mvhrses g` gghv`rek ` g`s tikihng`s mh g` sikr`zük‟ (p.<81). Hg mrò` mh su ouhrth Tàgug ge viklug` ` ges `lekthlioihktes seli`ghs y pegïtiles quh hk 09=3 lekoevihrek lekoevihr ek `g p`ïs y mh o`khr` hsphli`g ` g` rhaiük mhg Hsth4 ‗09=3. ‗09=3. Ges enrhres mh g` l`ð` per priohr` vhz hk 03 `ðes mh tir`kï` rht`k ` ]rudigge. Fuhga` hk temes ges ikahkies mhg Hsth. Hg milt`mer sh serprhkmh phre rhl`p`lit` ràpimòhkth y `pgil` `pgi l` sus lgàsiles oétemes. Hkvï` ` \`k Rhmre y G` êo`k` ` sus rhcik`mes lrioik`ghs… Ges meoikil`kes mh hs` épel` f`nïòes gear`me vhklhr g` l`p`lim`m mh `seonre. @gauihk, `gauk` ohkth mh pithkl`ktrepus, phksü hk Hv`kahgik`. Hkhoia` mhlg`r`m` mhg réaiohk, òia` mh ges rhcuai`mes hsp`ðeghs, hs ouy pesingh quh cuhr` leoukist` y quh cuhsh ikstia`mer` mh g` rhnhgmï`. Y sh nuslü ` g` \hkerit` Melter`. Ke g` hkluhktr`k y pihks`k quh sh f`gg` hslekmim`. \h m` g` ermhk mh hklektr`rg` viv` e ouhrt`… @g cik g` hkluhktr`k hk uk` mh sus g`ra`s lòik`t`s hktrh Rhmree \àklfhz y Oilfhs. G` aegph`rek sik oishrilermi` y g` gghv`k Rhmr g ghv`k ` g` cert`ghz` mh \`k Rh Rhmre, mre, quh ges o`leris`kes, y ke sh per qué, g` ggò`k Oéxile‟ (p.<89). @g `ðe siauihkth, hk hkhre mh 09= 09=14 14 ‗…Mhso`y`m` ‗…Mhso`y`m` hk uk` phrmim` phrmim` l`rrhthr` mhg Hsth, Hsth, cuh gghv`m` `sul`s` mh sus còigi`rhs…. Oerï`l`si hk gòhmie l`ggh ^`c`hg viviü mhsmh kið`, `g crhkth mh òiae ghprese quh y` gghv`n` siage mhMhgiakh, ouhrte mekmh y su keonrh fekr`n` g` duste vï`‗ (p.<89). Hv`kahgik` êmrïauhz hs mhst`l`m` per Tàgug, ke sege leoe oémil` y o`hstr`, sike tòniék leoe hslriter`, leoe uk` gulf`mer` phro`khkth per g` p`rtilip`liük mh g` oudhr, gulf`mer` gulf`mer` per g`s lùs`s dust`s y g` mhoelr`li`. Hk g`s tikihng`s mh g` gelur` hs su phkôgtioe ginre pungil`me, uk thxte hk hg quh Tàgug shghlliek` uk lekdukte mh shong`kz`s y psileniear`cï`s mh phrsek`dhs quh hk sus vim`s sh l`r`lthriz`rek per su ahki`gim`m y per `mhktr`rsh hk hg terohktese oukme mh ges tr`sterkes ohkt`ghs. Hk hsth ginre v` ` lekdua`r su phrsphltiv` psiquiàtril` lek hg mhs`rregge mh g` vim` mh sus phrsek`dhs. Hk hsth thxte rhcghxiek` cg hxiek` `lhrl` mh g` rhg`liük hktrh ahki`gim`m y gelur`. \u ghltur` f`lh pesingh `prexio`rsh `g mrò` mh g`s phrsek`s quh vivhk hkth ges rhlevhles y g`nhriktes mh g` sikr`zük. Lihkli` y fuoigm`m hs hg tïtuge quh m` ` g` niear`cï` mh Oiauhg L`khg` Gàz`re, hs su ôgtioe ginre, su ginre püstuoe, y` quh ouriü `kths mh quh sh pungil`r`. Hk hsth prhshkt` g` niear`cï` mhg oémile Oiauhg L`khg` Gàz`re, rhlekeliékmege leoe ciaur` mhst`l`mïsio` mh g` ohmilik` meoikil`k`, v`ger`kme sus `perths ` ges hstumies mh @k`teoï` Fuo`k`, y` quh mhslunriü, mur`kth sus hstumies h ikvhstia`liekhs >8 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug lihktïcil`s hk R`rïs, hg giaòhkte mhg luhrpe fuo`ke quh gghv` hg keonrh mh êuvihrh-L`khg` êuvihrh-L`khg` hk feker ` f`nhr rh`giz`me t`k iopert`kth mhslunrioihkte. G` enr` niearàcil` tòniék preyhlt` y rhlekelh ges hstumies `lhrl` mh g` ahear`cï` mh kuhstr` Isg` quh rh`gizü hg Mr. L`khg` Gàz`re, quihk hs prhshkt`me leoe uk leksàr`me y hxtrèrmik`rie lihktïcile mh g`sgelihkli`s k`tur`ghs. Tàgug sh hophðü f`st` hg cik`g pungil`rquh g` niear`cï` mhfhlfes L`khg`per Gàz`re, hsh `càk `leop`ðü f`st` hg ôgtioe mh sus mï`s. Tàgug kehk leklhnï` ges `perths L`khg` Gàz`re ` g` ohmilik` hk kuhstre p`ïs ke sh rhlekelihr`k, `sï leoe g` g`ner lihktïcil` thsekhr`, lg`sicil`kme kuhstr` cger` y hstumi`kme kuhstr` ahear`cï`. \u o`yer ikthrés hr` ikthar`r hk hst` niear`cï` ges tr`n`des rh`giz`mes per t`k nrigg`kth lihktïcile meoikil`ke. ^hshð` y lekthxtu`giz` g`s `ltivim`mhs quh hk pes mhg lekelioihkte mh kuhstres rhlurses k`tur`ghs iopugsü y rh`gizü p`r` quh sh lekezl`k, sh v`gerhk y sh rhlekezl`k. Lek hsth thxte, Tàgug sh prepekh m`r ` lekelhr ` L`khg` Gàz`re y su enr` lihktïcil`, lektrinuir ` quh sh v`gerh su tr`yhlteri` mh feonrh s`nie, quh sh`k rhlekelimes sus `perths ` g` lihkli` y ` g` selihm`m meoikil`k`. Rreyhlt`r ` L`khg` Gàz`re leoe uk oigit`kth leksàr`me `g lekelioihkte mh ges rhlurses k`tur`ghs mh g` isg` mh \`kte Meoikae. Hg ginre tr`h hg prügeae mhg Mr. Oiauhg L`khg` Hsl`ðe, senrike mh Mek Oiauhg L`khg` Gàz`re, quihk cuh g` phrsek` quh oàs leg`nerü lek Tàgug hk hg prepüsite mh rh`giz`r y pungil`r hst` niear`cï`. @lhrl`rsh ` @ktekie Tàgug ` tr`vés tr`vés mh g` ghltur` ghltur` mh sus enr`s enr`s kes gghv` ` uk` ohmit`liük precukm` y shrhk` `lhrl` mh g`s situ`liekhs seli`ghs, g`s prenghoàtil`s fuo`k`s: kes mispekh ` lekelhr y ` hkt`ng`r lekt`ltes lek phrsek`dhs egvim`mes, phrsek`dhs hxtrèrmik`ries. Kes iktremulh iktremulh hk hg s`nhr mh g`s lihkli`s y g` lugtur`. Hk sus thxtes kes prhshkt` uk` lrïtil` mh crhkth ` g` prhshkli` mh cero`s milt`teri`ghs y mhspütil`s mhspütil` s hk g` selihm`m meoikil`k`. \h mhlg`r` mhchkser mh ges v`gerhs y rh`giz`liekhs quh prhshkt` g` meoikil`kim`m. \u shktioihkte mh meoikil`kim`m ge lekstruyh y preyhlt` mhsmh su shr fide mh ikoiar`kths gin`khshs, ikthar`me ` \`k Rhmre mh O`lerïs, imhkticil`me lek ge meoikil`ke, lek ‗ge kuhstre‟, rhlekeliékmesh hk l`m` uk` mh g`s rhaiekhs meoikil`k`s, aust`kme sus lestuonrhs y sus s`nhrhs. Ge pepug`r y ùtéktile mhg puhnge shkligge ge mhst`l`, sihoprh hstà hk uk` nôsquhm` `c`kes` h ikthrhs`kth p`r` leoprhkmhrge y v`ger`rge. Puiék cuh @ktekie Tàgug, ]eðe Tàgug, ]eðite, ]eðite, mh O`lerïs mhg O`r. O` r. \h imhkticilü lek ges leleges, leleges , lek g`smh hkshð`kz`s y `chlte giopieymh su oòi\h Ohg`kih. \h fize oémilerhlekelihkme y psiqui`tr`, hdhrlihkme prechsiük oémile lek fuo`kim`m s`nimurï`. supe `nrir `g oukme, y rhlekeliékmesh rhlekeliég` kmesh leoe meoikil`ke, lek su àum` lrïtil` mhvhg` mhchltes, nusl` rhsl`t`r v`gerhs. v`g erhs. \h shktï` puhnge, hk su vïkluge lek ge shkligge, lek ge pepug`r. Tàgug hs uk` hxprhsiük viv` mhg shktir mh ukes vhrses shkligges mh Desh O`rtï quh milhk4 ‗Ye vhkae mh tem`s p`rths, / y f`li` tem`s p`rths vey4 / `rth sey hktrh g`s `rths, / y hk ges oekths, oekth sey‟. G` mivuga`liük mh su enr` sh miohksiek` lek g` pungil`liük quh su sihoprh nihk quhrime mislïpuge, hg Mr. Chrk`kme \àklfhz O`rtïkhz, f`lh mh su niear`cï`. Lek g` pungil`liük mh hst` lektrinuyh siakicil`tivòhkth ` o`kthkhr viv` su ohoeri` y sus rh`giz`liekhs hk g` selihm`m meoikil`k`. @fer` lek hst` pungil`liük mh g`s Enr`s shghlt`s mh @ktekie Tàgug, sh f`lh uk` lektrinuliük rhghv`kth ` g` ningiear`cï` meoikil`k`. Hsth thxte phroitirà quh ahkhr`liekhs y ahkhr`liekhs gh`k y sh ikthrhshk per ges tho`s y ges phrsek`dhs quh t`kte siakicil`rek p`r` Tàgug y quh `sï ég lektikôh mi`gea`kme lek sus ghlterhs. @ar`mhlhoes ` ênhrte L`ssà, quihk leoe mirhlter mhg @rlfive Ahkhr`g Ahkhr`g mh g` K`liük `leah g` pungil`liük mh hst`s Enr`s shghlt`s y g`s ikthar` `sï ` g` g`ner quh f` vhkime rh`giz`kme p`r` rhsl`t`r, >3 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug preyhlt`r y mivuga`r g`s preyhlt`r g `s enr`s meoikil`k`s, lek ge lu`g m` ` lekelhr g`s rh`giz`liekhs mhg phksòihkte meoikil`ke. @g N`kle mh ^hshrv`s ^hshrv`s per m`r su `peye h ikthrhs`rsh ikthrhs`rsh hk hst` pungil`liük. @ ^`youkme Aekzàghz, quihk lek su hktusi`soe mie iopugse p`r` gear`r g` hmiliük mh hstes vegôohkhs. Ar`li`s, oulf`s oulf`s ar`li`s.rhlekelioihkte, puhs mhsmh hg tr`n`de mhmil`me f`lh pesingh quh R`r` Sïlter Guae, uk hsphli`g hg lekdukte mh ges thxtes puhm` ggha`r ` oulf`s o`kes. @g Mr. Mr. Chrk`kme Chrk`kme \àklfhz O`rtïkhz, su niüar`ce, niüar`ce, quihk quihk ke mhso`y` hk mivuga`r g`s hkshð`kz`s mh Tàgug, `fer` rhliék hst`nghlihkme g` Làthmr` Rhro`khkth @ktekie Tàgug hk g` C`lugt`m mh Lihkli`s mh g` \`gum mh g` Xkivhrsim`m @utükeo` mh \`kte Meoikae, `sï leoe p`rtilip`kme hk prearò`s, hvhktes y ohmies mh leoukil`liük lek hg ikthrés mh m`r ` lekelhr g` vim` y g` enr` mh Tàgug. @g Mr. \àklfhz O`rtïkhz, ar`li`s per su v`gies` leg`ner`liük ` hst` pungil`liük. @g Mr. R`nge Yhrohkes Cerhstihri, quihk t`k ò`nghohkth gel`gizü g` priohr` hmiliük mhg ginre Hks`yes y niear`cï`s p`r` quh `p`rhlihr` hk hst` pungil`liük mh g`s Enr`s shghlt`s. @ \hraie Oilfhg, su hktr`ð`ngh òiae phtreo`leris`ke phtreo`leris`ke tòniék, quh quh leg`nerü leg`nerü hk hk g` rhlepig`liük y lg`sicil`liük mh ges `rtïluges. @ Geurmhs Oir`n`g, quihk quihk cuh su hcilihkth y cihg shlrht`ri`. shlrht`ri`. @ ges òiaes y òia`s f`li` quihkhs o`kichstü uk hsphli`g `chlte, ` ges ghlterhs quh hk teme oeohkte ge rhluhrm`k… LG@^@ OHG@KIH T@AGXG T@I]H^ Y DE\HCIK@ T@I]H^. >1 Ois822 geles Ohoeri` mhg mirhlter mh uk o`kileoie @ oi quhrim` fid` Lg`r` Ohgìkh. Ois 822 geles (Ohoeri` mhg mirhlter mh uk o`kileoie) Oetiv`liük Ge prhshkte `sï, hk vhz mh prügeae, perquh ke quihre quh k`mih, `nsegutòhkth k`mih quh gh` hsth ohks`dh, sh quhmh `cuhr`, ki siquihr` hk hg prhàonuge. Xk psiqui`tr` hsp`ðeg, hg rhlerm`me o`hstre o`hstre Mek @ktekie S`gghde Kàdhr`, pungilü f`lh `gaukes `ðes uk ginre iktitug`me Geles harhaies. Hg prügeae hr` mhg hslriter phru`ke Chgiph \`ssekh, quihk ge rhtitugü Oh quhme `cuhr`, f`lihkme uk` kha`tiv`, ùkquh hk cero` òistes`, mh hktr`r hk hsh O`kileoie, O`ki leoie, `ôk lu`kme hsth cuhsh mh p`lihkths igustrhs. Rer oi p`rth, pumh f`nhr hklektr`me uk pregeauist`, phre phksé quh hsth `mept`rï` g` pestur` mh \`ssekh4 sh quhm`rï` `cuhr`, y hs`, prhlisòhkth, ke hs g` cik`gim`m mh hsth ginre. @spire, ke sege ` su siopgh siopgh ghltur`, sike tòniék ` g` ohmit`liük shrhk` `lhrl` `lhrl` mhg prengho` prengho` mh g`s hkchrohm`mhs ohkt`ghs, quh hk kuhstre p`ïs `mquihrh ar`kmhs preperliekhs. Rer hse fh tr`t`me mh f`lhrge leoprhksin leoprhksingh. gh. Ruhmh quh ` `gaukes ghs àr`mh: ` etres ke. ]`g vhz ` `gauihk gh premuzl` vhra÷hkz` vhr hg `tr`se mh g` Rsiqui`trï` y mh g` Fiaihkh Ohkt`g hk g` ^hpôngil` Meoikil`k`. Rhre g` siklhrim`m, g` vhr`lim`m mhg ohks`dh, ke pemràk kha`rge. Y`` f`k p`s`me likle `ðes mhsmh quh cui mhsphmime mh g` Mirhlliük mhg O`kileoie. Y` Y Y` g` kelfh khar` mh g` milt`mur` f` mh l`ïme, y hstà `cguyhkme ` kuhstre p`ïs s`karh kuhv` mh psiqui`tr`s. Hstòes era`kiz`kme g` \elihm`m Rsiqui`trï`, hg R`tre R`trek`te k`te mh Fiaihkh Ohkt`g, y `spiròes ` era`kiz`r uk` hsluhg` mh psiqui`tr`s, psilügeaes, tr`n`d`merhs tr`n`d`merhs seli`ghs p`r` hkchroes ohkt`ghs, ` cik mh m`r hg oàxioe mh `yum` `g egvim`me gele. Hsth ginre quihrh mhsphrt`r g` l`rim`m f`li` hg hkchroe. Ke uk` l`rim`m p`r` permieshre: ke g` l`rim`m leoe sungio`liük mh shktioihktes mh lugp`nigim`m, sike g` leoprhksiük f`li` g` igüail` mhg hkchroe, ` ge psilegüailòhkth ikleoprhksingh mhg mhgir`kth, ge quh sh khlhsit`. Lrhe quh ` k`mih gh premuzl` oihme oihm e hktr`r lekoiae hk oi vihde y `n`kmek`me O`kileoie. O`kil eoie. K`mih ghs tir`rà pihmr`s, k`mih ghs f`rà m`ðe. Leoprhkmhr Leoprhk mhr `g hkchroe ohkt`g y `yum`rge, hs teme ge quh pime. Hs` hs g` r`zük cukmòhkt`g mh hst` enr`. @. T. <0 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug …‗G` lùs` mh oulfes cr`l`ses hk hg tr`tòihkte mh ges hkchroes ohkt`ghs, rhsimh hk quh hg oémile prhthkmh tr`t`r ukes hkchroes quh hk hg cekme mh su `go` mhsmhð`, y hs quh f`y oulfes quh lrhhk quh hg mhsmék f`li` g` fuo`kim`m y hg shr oémile sek les`s quh puhmhk leopàik`rsh. Lek t`g `ltitum, sh puhmh, sik mum`, mhs`rtilug`r uk feonre e hxtirp`r uk `pékmilh: ge quh ke sh puhmh hs shr oémile. @ oi hkthkmhr, ke f`nrï` kukl` mho`si`mes ‗oémiles‟ si si ` teme hstumi`kth mh Ohmilik` sh gh hxòik`sh, ge priohre mh teme, hg ler`zük. Y hs quh ke sh puhmh `yum`r `g hkchroe si ke sh lrhh hk hg feonrh‟… Esl`r Nuojh I G` ggha`m` Hr` uk` o`ð`k` segh`m` y nelferkes` mhg ohs mh àeste mhg `ðe 0982 y t`ktes. Oh miriaï` hk lelfh f`li` uk gua`r mist`kth, ` uk` trhikthk` mh jigüohtres mh \`kte Meoikae, g` l`pit`g Rrio`m` mh @oéril`. In` `leop`ð`me mh `gaukes òiaes oémiles y mh uk suphrier dhràrquile mh g` \hlrht`rï` mh Hst`me mh \`gum Rôngil`. Oh hklòik`n` f`li` hg O`kileoie R`mrh Niggiki, mekmh mhshophð`rï` hg l`rae mh Mirhlter mh milfe lhktre oémile. Hg hst`nghlioihkte hst`n` unil`me hk ge quh cuh uk` làrlhg lekstruim` hk g` épel` y` p`s`m` y kukl` egvim`m` mh g` elup`liük kerthòhril`k` mh kuhstre p`ïs, `ggà per hg `ðe 0903. 0903. F`lï` peles mï`s quh f`nï` c`gghlime hg `ktiaue Mirhlter, Mirhlter, y ye ggha`n` ` rhhopg`z`rge. G` hktr`m` mhg lhktre, mhpriohkth, thkï` uk` l`sit` mh o`mhr` ohmie mhrruim`: ikili`n` uk rhmekmhg uk` lhrl` mh `gònrhs mh pô`s mh l`si uk` melhk` mh luhrm`s, quh `n`rl`n` `grhmhmer mh uk lihkte mh t`rh`s mh thrrhke. Xk khare aia`kthsle y mh restre mhsàr`m`ngh kes `nriü uk rhohme mh puhrt`, y uk hstrhlfe lòike mh tihrr` l`gilfes` kes lekmude f`li` uk p`nhggük lhktr`g mh o`mhr`, mh `sphlte t`k ruikese leoe g` a`rit` mh hktr`m`. @ggï hst`n`k g`s ecilik`s mhg hst`nghlioihkte4 Mirhlliük, @moikistr`liük, Mhsphks`, htl. ]eme hg oenigi`rie gulï` pegverihkte y hk mhs`strese hst`me. Hk uk` p`rhm l`rleoim` sh mhst`l`n` uk ouarihkte rhged mh pékmuge quh o`rl`n` g`s melh mhg mï`. Mhspués oh hkthré mh quh thkï` oàs mh likluhkt` cukliek`r, shð`g`kme hs` mh oiso` fer`. mhg \h f`nï` keliük mhghgtihope. Guhae`ðes mh g`siknrhvh lhrhoeki` mh teo` peshsiük l`rae,phrmime oh cuh g`prhshkt`me phrsek`g. Hg ôgtioe hk ggha`r hr` uk feonrhlite rhaermhth rhaermhth y mh vez `tipg`m` quh cukaï` mh O`yermeoe. Ges fuésphmhs mhg Fespit`g ge g e ggò`n`k hg Ohkermeoe, per su hsl`s` `k`teoï`. R`rsioekiesòhkth R`rsioekie sòhkth tesiü. Guhae oh mide4 ”\hðer Mirhlter, Mirhlter, `quï hstà hg lhkse mh g` o`ð`k` mh fey4 ^hpert` 822 geles. II ^hlerm`kme `g R`mrh Niggiki Hsth ikegvim`ngh s`lhrmeth y ar`k cigàktrepe meoikil`ke, mh quihk hg Fespit`g teo` su keonrh, ikiliü ` ohmi`mes mhg 0622 ge quh lu`trelihktes lu`trelihktes `ðes `tràs f`nï` fhlfe hk Hsp`ð` hg R`mrh Decré, etre leop`ðhree rhgiaiese. leop`ðhr Mhlimime ` `yum`r ` ges hkchroes ohkt`ghs, hg R`mrh Niggiki f`nï` f`nigit`me uk `khxe mh uk` iaghsi` mh g` épel` mh g` Legeki`, quh hst`n` hk ruik`s, p`r` m`rgh fesphm`dh ` ges iks`kes mh g` l`pit`g meoikil`k`. <> Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Hk sus leoihkzes, g` ikstituliük thkï` per kero` quh ges còigi`rhs mh ges hkchroes suoikistr`r`k ges `giohktes. Oàs t`rmh, lek gioesk`s, ric`s y g` era`kiz`liük mh g` Gethrï` sh pume ohder`r hk `gae hg prhl`rie l`pïtuge hleküoile mh g` ikstituliük, quh lekduktòhkth lek g` Nhkhcilhkli`, leoe Fespit`g Ahkhr`g, y hg G`z`rhte, tòniék f`nï` cukm`me hsth fhreile s`lhrmeth. Ges shrvilies oémiles hr`k ecrhlimes ar`tuitòhkth per ges a`ghkes, cukliekòihkte mh hsh iklipihkth lhktre.y mò`s mh kuhstr` selihm`m leg`ner`n`k hk pre mhg ohder Mhspués mhg ùah mh g` Gethrï` K`liek`g, ohder`rek ohder`rek oulfe oàs g`s ikmil`m`s ikstituliekhs, hsphli`gohkth g` Nhkhcilhkli`. Ges nigghths mh hsh tihope sh mivimï`k hk lu`tre, y `ltu`gohkth, ùkquh ùkquh sh lg`sicil`k hk mélioes y viaésioes, g`s ahkths suhghk phmir uk lu`rtile, leoe rhluhrme rhluhrme mh hs` épel`. Mur`kth oàs mh ohmie siage siauiü cukliek`kme hg O`kileoie `g g`me mh g`s ruik`s mh g` Iaghsi` mh \`k Cr`klisle. @ uk` mél`m` mh g` milt`mur`, y p`r` nerr`r ges ferrerhs mh g` còes` làrlhg mh Kiau`, ]rudigge g` lgùsurü y tr`sg`mü `ggï hg O`kileoie. Hste leiklimiü lek g` hoiar`liük mh rhcuai`mes hsp`ðeghs mh g` Auhrr` Livig, hk 09<9. Y `gaukes mh ges peles psiqui`tr`s quh `rrin`rek, tr`n`d`rek hk hst` ikstituliük y lòni`rek giahròhkth hg p`kerò` seonrïe mh hkchroes f`lik`mes l`rhkths mh tr`tòihkte lihktïcile. Hg hmicilie mekmh sh unil`n`k g`s ecilik`s hr` mh lekstrulliük lirlug`r y mh ar`k `gtur`. Hk hg ôgtioe pise hst`n` hg rhlikte mekmh sh hdhrlï` g` viaig`kli` mh ges rhlguses hk g` `ktiau` làrlhg, y sh f`nï` lekvhrtime hk meroiterie mh ges pr`ltil`kths-hstumi`kths mh ohmilik`. Mhsmh `ggï sh mivis`k ges likle p`nhggekhs, tòniék lekstruimes hk lïrluge. Xk priohr ar`k p`nhggük f`li` hg kerth “ke sé si pume f`nhr sime làrlhg mh oudhrhs“ `ltu`gohkth hr` p`nhggük p`r` g`s gel`s: f`li` hg sur, lhrl`ke `g o`r L`rinh y legikm`kme lek hg G`z`rhte, sh mhst`l`n`k ges etres lu`tre p`nhggekhs. Xke hr` mh oudhrhs, p`r` g`s hkchro`s àit`m`s quh ke pemï`k hst`r hk hg quh ggòànòes hg Kôohre Xke, y quh ges hsp`ðeghs quh `ggï f`nï`k tr`n`d`me mhkeoik`n`k M`lfù mh Oudhrhs, rhlerm`kme hg còese lòpe mh leklhktr`liük mh g` épel` fitghri`k`. Hg siauihkth hr` uk p`nhggük mivimime hk lhgm`s, mekmh sh fesphm`n`k ges p`lihkths phgiareses mh ònes shxes. Oàs `ggà hst`n` hg p`nhggük Kôohre ]rhs, hg M`lfù o`slugike4 uk p`nhggük mh p`lihkths hk ohderï`. Y, per ôgtioe, uke mh o`mhr`, quh hg aenihrke mh g` milt`mur` ggò`n` gg ò`n` Lgïkil`, mekmh sh lenr`n`k feker`ries e sh ikthrk`n` ` ges nihk rhleohkm`mes. G` ôkil` michrhkli` hktrh hsth p`nhggük y ges rhst`kths, hr` per g` leoim` leoim` hsphli`g quh sh prhp`r`n` prhp`r`n` hk g` lelik` mh ges hopgh`mes hopgh`mes y oémiles. Hsth hr`, puhs, hg hslhk`rie. Hk ég sh àit`n` uk ukivhrse4 hg oukme mh ois geles. III ]rhohktik`, lghrék y nekaü Hsth hs hg tïtuge mh uk` enr` mh uk còese phriemist` `glefügile `glefüg ile mh kuhstre p`ïs, pungil`m` mhspués mh f`nhr hst`me hk hg O`kileoie. Cuh uk ar`k éxite mh ginrhrï`4 t`k hkeroh quh kukl` pumh lekshauir, ki siquihr` prhst`me, uk hdhopg`r. Ke sh fize uk` shaukm` hmiliük, per hg hst`me ohkt`g mhg p`lihkth, ùkquh pungilü etre senrh hg tho` mh sus ohoeri`s crhkeleoi`ghs, iktitug`me Les`s mh geles. Ges trhs vel`nges mhg tïtuge sek uk` ohzlg` mh `gharï` y tristhz`. Nekaü hs sïonege mh kuhstre trüpile y mh kuhstr` r`z` khar`. Lghrék hs g` p`thkth fìti`k` mh g` mhstig`liük mh g` l`ð` mh `zôl`r, y nhnim` c`verit` mhg ùter, lùs` y hchlte mh sus crhluhkths hktr`m`s y `gt`s hk hg O`kileoie, y trhohktik`, hs tòniék uk premulte mh g` mhstig`liük mh ges mhriv`mes mhg pike. R`r` ges psiqui`tr`s hs uk oéteme mh tr`tòihkte oàs e lôniles ohkess`lhpt`me. Rhre re p`r`cero`k ois quikihktes geles, l`stiae y meger, perquh ukes peles lhktïohtres lônile hk ònes Rh ousges, uk `nslhse. Hk hr` ges o`kï`les hx`gt`mes, mur`kth g`raes `ðes hr` su ôkile ohmilòhkte, y hk `gauk` quh etr` hkchrohm`m ohkt`g hk quh hg p`lihkth << Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug ecrhlihr` phgiaresim`m, tòniék hr` us`m`. @ oi ggha`m` `g O`kileoie, hr` hg p`k kuhstre mh l`m` mï`, leoe mhlï` uk hkchroe. ]òniék g` mhkeoik`n`k Ges Ohggizes, y `ôk `sï sh siauh mhkeoik`kme. O`kileoie y trhohktik` sh filihrek sikükioes. G` trhohktik` hr` uk sïkteo` mh lruhgm`m, uk` c`gs` mhoestr`liük mh ùterim`m p`r` hslekmhr g` iaker`kli` quihkhs miriaï`k hst`nghlioihkte y mh suspsiquiàtril` sun`gthrkes.mh ` ohmi`mes mh hsth siage. Kuhstre mh O`kileoie hst`n` hg ` `ðes guz mh g` rh`gim`m Yee thkï` pele tihope mh f`nhr rharhs`me mh Hurep`, mekmh f`nï` hstumi`me oi hsphli`gim`m. F`nï` Y rhlerrime g` o`yerï` mh ges p`ïshs mhg Sihde Lektikhkth, y ois priohr`s visit`s ` g`s ar`kmhs lium`mhs cuhrek ` ges iopert`kths lhktres psiquiàtriles. Lek oi hsp`ðeg mh sihoprh y o`gtr`t`kme uk ikagés mh g`s Isg`s mh N`rgevhkte N`rgevhkte,, `prhkmime hk oi lium`m k`t`g, prelur`n` hkthkmhr ` ges legha`s cr`klhshs, `gho`khs, it`gi`kes i t`gi`kes h ikaghshs. Ges \`k`teries Crhkeleoi`ghs cuhrek oi endhtive hk tem` Hurep`. Puhrï` lekelhr su ohl`kisoe `moikistr`tive, ges kuhves oétemes y temes ges `v`klhs mh g` psiqui`trï` quh hk hgges sh `pgil`n`k, sihoprh lek g` hsphr`kz` mh quh `gaôk mï` pumihr` pekhrges hk pràltil` hk oi p`ïs. @fer` oh ggha`n` g` epertukim`m quh sihopr sihoprhh f`nï` seð`me, phre shktï` oihme. \ege uk psiqui`t psiqui`tr` r` thkï` ` oi g`me4 hg \unmirhlter, quh hr` hsp`ðeg, phrsek` fekhst`, l`p`z. Rhre, per su lekmiliük mh hxtr`kdhre, sh shktï` sik pemhr p`r` suahrir lònies r`mil`ghs. Xk oémile lgïkile, ikl`ks`ngh tr`n`d`mer y lek ar`k mhshe mh `prhkmh `prhkmhrr psiqui` psiqui`trï` trï` y pemhr `yum`r hk hst` hopr hoprhs`. hs`. @mhoàs @mhoàs,, f`nï` trhs hstumi`k hstumi`kths ths mh ohmilik` y trhs hkchrohr`s, ke ar`mu`m`s, phre lek ar`k pràltil` psiquiàtril`, hk g` ohmim` mh ge quh hk `quhgg` épel` siakicil`n` hs` hxprhsiük. ]òniék cero`n` p`rth mhg phrsek`g uk hquipe rhmulime mh hkchrohres quh hk su o`yerï` hr`k `k`gc`nhtes, mhslekelhmerhs mhslekelhm erhs mh ge oàs hghohkt`g hk psiqui`trï`, quihkhs sege hkthkmï`k g` cuhrz` nrut`. K`m` s`nï`k mh ges likle siages mh gulf` hk quh uk` lg`sh sh hophð`n` hk f`lhr leoprhkmhr leoprhkmhr g` r`zük mh g` sikr`zük. Hg R`mrh Decré, hk S`ghkli`, S`ghkli`, ges psiqui`tr`s ikaghshs mh Nhtfghfho, Rikhg, lek su sistho` mh ginhr`r ` ges geles hkl`mhk`mes, y teme hsh ar`k hscuhrze lihktïcile hr`k tet`gohkth hxtr`ðes p`r` hs` vhikthk` mh feonrhs, ke o`ges leoe phrsek`s, sike `gae pher hk hsth l`se4 iaker`kths. Mhsmh ges priohres oeohktes mh oi ggha`m`, leoprh leoprhkmï kmï quh oi ar`k prengho` ke in`k ` shr ois quikihktes geles sike ois vhikth gequhres. Ge priohre quh f`nï` mh rh`giz`rsh, hr` `crekt`r hs` situ`liük, h ikohmi`tòhkth oh elupé hk sesthkhr mh ioprhsiekhs lek hg phrsek`g, ouy hsphli`gohkth lek oémiles. R`s`n` g` o`yer p`rth mhglònies tihope hk g` ecilik`, sesthkihkme hktrhvist`s hktrhvist`s lek hgges y lek hg ges phrsek`g `moikistr`tive. Mh vhz hk lu`kme lu`kme air`n` uk` nrhvh nrhvh visit` per ges p`nhggekhs, p`nhggekhs, rharhs`kme rharhs`kme ge oàs oàs prekte prekte pesingh ` g` ecilik`, mekmh oh hsphr`n`k ges tràoiths nurelràtiles quh f`nï` mh mhsp`lf`r. Y`` ois gequhres Y gequhres leohkz`n`k ` rhlhg`r mhg kuhve kuhve Mirhlter, Mirhlter, y sh leohkt`n` quh hr` turle, y hk vez n`d` ge mhlï`k. ]urle hs uk téroike mhsphltive quh sh us` hk g` ^hpôngil` Meoikil`k` p`r` ges gin`khshs y sus mhslhkmihkths. Ye Ye sey mhslhkmihkth mh gin`khshs. @mhoàs, àrha`n`k etr` p`g`nr` areshr` y mhsàr`m`ngh, sikükioe mh len`rmh. len`rmh. ]hkï` quh hkcrhkt`roh lek g` prenghoàtil` situ`liük, quh oàs nihk p`rhlï` `rr`kl`m` mhg Ehsth kerthòhril`ke, y ke mh uk lhktre psiquiàtrile. ]hkï` per temes ges ohmies quh a`kàrohges, ikspiràkmeghs lekci`kz`, y `g hchlte ke hr` oi engia`liük iklugl`rghs ois lekelioihktes sike mhoestr`rghs quh ke ghs thoï` ` ges hkchroes ohkt`ghs. Hk hg R`nhggük mh Lhgm`s, `g hxtrhoe cik`g “ke ge egvime kukl`“, y f`li` g` izquihrm`, f`nï` uk hkchroe4 @GL… eriukme mh \`n`kht`, ` quihk t`kte hkchroes leoe hkchrohres thoï`k: y thkï`k sus r`zekhs, perquh hk hg \`k`terie f`nï` `shsik`me ` mes phrsek`s y mhsl`g`nr`me ` uk` melhk`. <= Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug \h rhg`t`n` quh `kths mh ikarhs`r f`nï` fhlfe uk lhohkthrie p`rtilug`r, téroike us`me hk kuhstre p`ïs p`r` shð`g`r ` ges `shsikes. \u miàküstile4 Hsquizecrhki` R`r`keimh. R`r`keimh. @ g` sho`k` siauihkth siauihkth `g mï` mh oi oi keonròihkte, keonròihkte, segilité `g O`yermeoe O`yermeoe quh @GL cuhr` gghv`me ` g` ecilik` p`r` uk` hktrhvist` psiquiàtril`. G` ermhk rhvuhge hktrh hg phrsek`g. \h tr`tü mh phrsu`miroh, phre iksistï hk quh @GL cuhr` lekmulime ` oilùsü ecilik`. Hg O`yermeoe O`yermeoe ermhkü uk mhspgihauh mhg hxiaue phrsek`g, y sh f`nigitü g` ôkil` lòis` mh cuhrz` quh f`nï` hk hg hst`nghlioihkte. @g l`ne mh ohmi` fer` `p`rhliü crhkth ` oï hg thoime @GL, cg`kquh`me per g` tet`gim`m mhg phrsek`g. Hr` uk feonrh mh l`si mes ohtres mh `gtur`, n`rnigòpiðe, mh vez rekl` y lektikhkth hxunhr`kth. ]hkï` hg phge sik rhlert`r mhsmh f`lï` `gaukes `ðes, hg lu`g gh rez`n` ges feonres. Gghv`n` lhrl` mh shis `ðes sik s`gir mh g` lhgm`. Hg `seonre y g` serprhs` cuhrek o`yerhs, lu`kme ermhké quh sh gh quit`r` g` lòis` mh cuhrz` y oh mhd`r`k sege lek ég. Lekvhrsòes Lekvh rsòes lhrl` mh ohmi` fer` mh g`s ikdustili`s quh f`nï`k leohtime lektr` su phrsek`. Oh rhciriü quh su o`mrh f`nï` sime `shsik`m` hk hg \`k`terie, y quh ég tuve quh leohr su l`rkh. G` hktrhvist` cuh chgiz, `g ohkes p`r` oï. ]hroiké rhlertàkmegh hg phge, puhs sh khaü ` quh hg n`rnhre mhg hst`nghlioihkte ge filihr`, y gh preohtï `yum`rge hk teme. Mhspués mh g` hktrhvist` ge `leop`ðé f`st` su lhgm`, sik kikauk` leop`ðï`, leopghtòhkth sege, y kes mhsphmioes òia`nghohkth òia`nghohkth f`st` hg prüxioe mï`. Ég oh f`nï` lekcukmime lek uk oihonre mh g` Dustili`, ` quihk ég f`nï` prhshkt`me su quhrhgg`. Rhre ` ges peles mï`s supe quh ye hr` hg kuhve Mirhlter, y hkteklhs durü o`t`roh o`t`r oh per shr lüopgilh mhg lriohk mh su o`mrh. Hophre,, ye f`nï` a`k`me g` priohr` n`t`gg`. Hophre IS Cihst` meoikil`g ‗µPué puhmh shr oàs ikfuo`ke, quh ceohkt`r g` gelur` mh uk feonrh, p`r` rhïrsh mh ég y mivhrtirsh uke oisoe mh su mhsar`li`5‟ Du`k Guis Sivhs Ges meoikaes hr`k ges mï`s mh visit` `g \`k`terie, y sh gghk`n` lek ges visit`kths y còigi`rhs mh ges hkchroes. Oi priohr meoikae, ùkquh ke thkï` engia`liük mh ir, gghaué ouy hktr`m` g` o`ð`k` y lekthopgé uk hsphltàluge mhseg`mer. Lihktes mh phrsek`s, sik khxes mh p`rhkthsle lek ges hkchroes, thkï`k g` lestuonrh mh `prevhlf`r su mhsl`kse meoikil`g p`r` miscrut`r mh g`s leoilim`mhs h ikshks`thlhs mh ges hkchroes. Nurg` lruhg h ikfuo`k`. Y hst` pràltil` ke hs ôkil` hk kuhstre ohmie, sike tòniék hk Hurep` y hk @oéril`, perquh sihoprh sihoprh ges geles sek uk` `tr`lliük. Lu`kme Lf`rlet, hk g` \`gphtrihrh, f`lï` g`s lur`s o`r`vigges`s hk g`s fistéril`s, hsh lhktre oémile sh lekvirtiü hk riv`g mh g` Üphr` mh R`rïs. Nhtfghfho hr` hk Gekmrhs gua`r mh t`kt` `tr`lliük leoeHshguk` lirle. les` luries`. Ge quh kes f`lh michrhkli`rkes mh ges irr`liek`ghs, hs hg duilie, y lu`kme hsth sh pihrmh, hkteklhs `g rhste mh ges oert`ghs ghs premulh fig`rim`m. <8 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Oi lüghr` gghaü `g oàxioe lu`kme hstuvh hk oi ecilik`, hk luye crhkth y hk ohmie mh uk lïrluge sh f`lï` nìg`r ` uk hkchroe `g ritoe mh p`go`s. Puish vieghkt`roh, phre oh lektuvh lu`kme uk` hkchro` sh oh `lhrlü y oh mide `g eïme4 ”Ed`gà g` o`mrh mh hses quh `fï aez`k, hkgequhlihr`, p`r` quh vh`k. Mhlimïyteo`r ohmim`s, `g siauihkth meoikae o`mruaué hk mh hg \`k`terie. Hstuvh hk g` puhrt` puhrt ` tem` g` o`ð`k`, ôkilòhkth mi yphroise mh hktr`m` ` ges còigi`rhs ges hkchroes. Y`` ke sh vhï` hg ònihkth chstive mhg meoikae `kthrier Y `kthrier.. \h shktï` hg làgime `chlte mh ges p`mrhs visit`kme ` sus fides hkchroes: mhg hspese `kth `kth su oudhr, mh ges ges fides lek ges p`mrhs. Arupes ïktioes mhshkvegvï`k ges p`quhths lek leoim`s, lia`rrigges lia`r rigges y rep`s. Y hg l`ger fuo`ke y còigi`r còig i`r hr` uk lektr`sth lek hg mhònug`r mh ges hkchroes egvim`mes, quihkhs, `grhmhmer mh hses arupes, ruoi`kme su c`gt` mh `chlte, ohkmia`n`k uk lhkt`ve e uk` legigg` mh lia`rrigge. \ik hon`rae, `g p`s`r hg tihope lekshauioes quh l`m` phrsek` lek p`rihkth hkchroe `mept`r` ` `gauke quh etre mh ges geles egvim`mes. Hsh meoikae, hk g` fer` ohrimi`k`, gghaü ` g`s puhrt`s mhg \`k`terie uk arupe mh nerr`lfes, h ikthkt`n`k per temes ges ohmies mh hktr`r hk hg rhlikte, ` ge quh oh epush lek vieghkli` y t`g vhz f`st` lek àrhsivim`m. Hg rhsugt`me cuh quh kes lekmudhrek ` uk lu`rthg pegili`g mh g`s lhrl`kï`s, y sh oh `lusü mh àrhmir ` ukes p`lïciles lium`m`kes. Hg s`rahkte mh g` Regilï` `lhptü g` vhrsiük mh ges düvhkhs, y ye ke quish mhchkmhroh4 hsphr`n` f`lhr uk hslàkm`ge. Hse oh pemï` lest`r hg hopghe h iklguse g` làrlhg hk hs` épel`. Ke f`nï` fhlfe k`m` hk lektr` mh g` pegïtil` mhg Nhkhc`lter, quh hr` ge phgiarese, y hsphr`n` enthkhr a`k`kli` p`r` ges hkchroes ohkt`ghs, h iksistï` hk phro`khlhr mhthkime. @ ruhaes mh uk sunecili`g y mh `gaukes hopgh`mes mhg \`k`terie, `lhpté o`rlf`roh. Y`` f`nï` l`ïme g` kelfh, y l`nizn`de Y l`nizn`de y mhprioime, hk vhz vhz mh rhterk`r ` oi fea`r vegvï `g \`k`terie. Lhké dukte ` ges hkchroes, hktrh g`s nreo`s mh hgges `lhrl` mh oi àrhsivim`m. Xk` fhroes` guk` irr`mi`n` senrh Kiau`. Hsth hr` mh ges peles rha`ges quh peshï`k ges geles. @sioisoe, leoe guliérkà`s, lhkthk`rhs mh gulhlit`s iguoik`n`k tòniék g`s lhgm`s. Hr`k ges geles sik suhðe quh m`n`k hg ôgtioe lep`ze ` sus p`lfulfés, sus lia`rrigges mh c`nril`liük l`shr`. Oh prhp`r`rek uk lò`stre hk oi ecilik` y `kths mh `lest`roh shktï uk ar`k mhshe mh m`rghs uk` vuhgt` ` ois geles. Hr` lhrl` mh g` ohmi`kelfh. ohmi`kelfh. Hk hgshpriohr p`nhggük, `g shktir ges mhmh ahkths ggha`n`k y mh pertekhs quh sh `nrï`k, ges hkchroes mhsphrt`n`k h ikmà`n`k hg p`ses perqué `quhgquh ruime. @g hkthr`rsh mh quh quh hr` ye quihk quihk air`n` uk` visit`, uk` hkchro` hkchro` hxlgòü4 ”Hg kuhve Mirhlter hstà oàs gele quh kesetres: mizquh p`s`kme visit` v isit` ` ohmi`kelfh. Ohmie `vhraekz`me, phre ouy chgiz, ikthrruopï hg rhlerrime y oh o`rlfé ` g` lò`. ]em` g` kelfh seðé lek ges ar`kmhs o`hstres mh g` Rsiqui`trï`, Rsiqui`trï `, lek Jr`hphgik, Jr`hphgik , Crhum, Ohyhr, Rikhg, quh f`lï`k sus visit`s hk `gaôk \`k`terie mhg oukme, y sh shktï`k s`tischlfes lekthopg`kme ` temes ges geles mh g` tihrr` sekrhïr lek g` oiso` sekris` mh ges ikthrkes mh Kiau`. S Fisteri` mh ges o`kileoies tr`vé tr`vés s mhlhktres g` fisteri` mh g` Ohmilik` mh su prhfisteri`, prhohkt`ghs, fisteri`, ke hxistï`k ges \`k`teries Rsiq Rsiquiàtriles, sike @ oàs nihk mh rhlgusiük mh ges yhkchroes hsphli`gohkth ges àit`mes e uiàtriles, curieses, perquh ges o`kses mhònug`n`k ` g` nuhk` mh Mies y vivï`k mh gioesk`s. <3 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug R`r` g` épel` mh g`s Lruz`m`s, hk tem` g` rut` f`li` ]ihrr` \`kt` \`kt ` sh era`kiz`rek lhktres fespit`g`ries, y hk `gaukes sities, lhktres mh rhlgusiük mh hkchroes ohkt`ghs. G` imh` prhmeoik`kth hk hs` épel` hr` rhlguir `g gele curiese p`r` hvit`r hg m`ðe cïsile quh pumihr` premulirgh ` ges s`kes. Y`` p`r` hg siage VI hxistï`k, oàs quh vhrm`mhres O`kileoies, ar`kmhs lhktres mh rhlgusiük mh Y hkchroes ohkt`ghs, t`kte hk Gekmrhs leoemi`nügil`s, hk R`rïs e g` S`ghkli`. g` imh` mh quhhst`n`k g`s hkchrohm`mh hkchrohm`mhs ohkt`ghs hr`k premulim`s per peshsiekhs o`yerï`M`m` mh hstes lhktres ` l`rae mhs era`kiz`liekhs rhgiaies`s, leoe g` Ermhk mh \`k Gàz`re: mhspués, g` mh ges fhro`kes mh \`k Du`k mh Mies, y oulf`s etr`s. Ges oémiles mh hs` épel` ki siquihr` seð`n`k quh lek ges `ðes hg hstumie mh g`s hkchrohm`mhs ohkt`ghs shrï` uk` mh sus hsphli`gim`mhs. Hg oisoe ar`k cigüsece `ghoàk, J`kt, iksistï` hk sus làthmr`s hk quh ges hkchroes ohkt`ghs mhnhrï`k shr `thkmimes per ges cigüseces, quihkhs ghs hkshð`rï`k g` vhrm`m mh g` vim` y hg vhrm`mhre lòike quh mhnï`k shauir. shauir. Hg R`mrh Decré, mh S`ghkli`, Hsp`ð`, lòni` per leopghte hg p`kerò`. Hk hg \`k`terie mh su lium`m k`t`g f`lh su ar`k rhveguliük kukl` egvim`m`. \h ikthrk` `g hkchroe ke p`r` quh ke fà` m`ðe, sike, per hg lektr`rie, p`r` quh ke sh gh fà` m`ðe ` ég. Lek hsth prhlurser sh f`lh oàs fuo`kit`rie hg tr`tòihkte mh ges geles. L`si `g oisoe tihope, hk Gekmrhs, hk hg O`kileoie Nhtfghfho, y sik thkhr lekelioihkte mh g` g`ner mhg R`mrh Decré, hk S`ghkli`, `mept`k kuhves oétemes p`r` hg tr`tòihkte mh ges hkchroes ohkt`ghs. \ik hon`rae, v`k ` p`s`r oulfes `ðes f`st` g` ggha`m` `g oukme mh Rikhg. Rhre f`nghoes mh Afhhg, perquh ke sh puhmh hslrinir g` fisteri` mh ges O`kileoies sik ohkliek`rge. \haôk ges tr`t`mes, lrükil`s mh g` épel`, \`kt` Myopfk`, fid` mh uk rhy mh Irg`km` quh f`nï` hkgequhlime y shktï` uk òer iklhstuese per su prepi` fid`, o`rlfü ` Négail` lek hg cik mh fuir mhg p`mrh y leksàr`r su vim` ` Mies. Hg p`mrh g` phrsiauh y g` hkluhktr` hk Afhhg. Lek sus prepi`s o`kes g` `shsik`. Hk hg sitie mekmh cuh hkthrr`m` sh lekstruyh uk` iaghsi`, y Myopfk` sh lekvihrth hk g` prethlter` mh ges hkchroes ohkt`ghs. Leoihkz`k ges oigàres y Afhhg sh lekvihrth hk g` rut` engia`m` mh temes ges hkchroes ohkt`ghs mh Hurep`. \h lekstruyhk \`k`teries hk ges `grhmhmerhs mh g` iaghsi` mekmh sh au`rm`k sus rhstes, phre hg `cg `cguir mh mhg hkchroes hs youlfe o`yerges o`yer quhf`nit`kths g` l`p`lim`m mh ges kuhves \h gghv`k ges `gihk`mes ` g`suir l`s`s peng`me sh f`nitô`k mh Afhhg ` luim`rhmicilies. mh ges iks`kes. Mhspués sh milt`rek pùt`s mh uk` thr`péutil` mh tipe rhgiaiese p`r` ges hkchroes, y uk` viaig`kli` vi aig`kli` hsphli`g p`r` hvit`r hg hsl`rkie quh sh pumihr` leohthr lek hgges. ]em`vï` tihkhk viahkli` `gaukes mh ges priklipies rhleohkm`mes p`r` hg tr`tòihkte mh ges hkchroes ohkt`ghs. Hk hg siage p`s`me, hg aenihrke nhga` rhera`kizü g` Legeki` Rsiquiàtril` mh Afhhg, y f`st` kuhstres mï`s phro`khlh leoe oemhge mh era`kiz`liük. R`s`k ges `ðes y hg mhsmék f`li` hg gele g ele f`lh quh sh egvimhk mhg R`mrh Decré y mh su nekm`m f`li` hg hkchroe mh g` ohkth. Nhtfghfho, mur`kth oàs mh uk siage, sh leop`mhlh mh ges er`ths. @g quh ikarhs` sh gh tr`t` tr`t ` leoe ` uk vhrm`mhre hkchroe, hkchroe, sh utigiz`k ges rumiohkt`ries oétemes thr`péutiles mh g` épel` y ` su rhikarhse hk g` selihm`m sh gh hktrha` ` l`m` hkchroe uk` hsphlih mh lémug` phrsek`g mh imhktim`m. Hst` lekgghv` lihrtes privighaies, y` quh sh ghs prhst`n` tem` lg`sh mh `yum`, tr`ksperth ar`tuite y fesphm`dh, `giohktes y prethlliük. Hr` uk` ar`k épel` p`r` ges hkchroes ohkt`ghs, phre in` ` mur`r pele tihope. G`mrekhs y `shsikes leohkz`rek ` ren`rghs g`s iksiaki`s ` ges Nhmgòit`s, keonrh lek hg lu`g hr`k lekelimes, y leohkz`rek ` `nus`r mh hstes privighaies y ` leohthr chlferï`s. <1 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Hg phquhðe r`sae fuo`kit`rie quh gh f`nï` m`me hg puhnge ikagés `g hkchroe ohkt`g sh pihrmh crhkth ` g` ikleoprhksiük. Suhgvh ` shr Nhtfghfho uk lruhg lhktre mh rhlgusiük mh geles, `shsikes y g`mrekhs. Hg R`mrh Decré ke hs oàs quh uk tristh rhluhrme. Ggha` g` ^hveguliük Cr`klhs`. Hk R`rïs, p`r` hs` épel`, hxistï`k mes O`kileoies4 Nilhtrh y g` \`gphtrihrh. Fh `quï uk rhg`te mh uk ùter cr`klés mh hsh tihope4 Hg vilie, hg lriohk y g`s hkchrohm`mhs oàs rhpugsiv`s y mivhrs`s, teme hst`n` lekcukmime, leoe ges prepies shrvilies fespit`g`ries. G`s lekstrulliekhs ke hr`k f`nit`nghs: ges feonrhs sh `phðusl`n`k `ggï lunihrtes mh sulihm`m, hk lhgm`s mh pihmr`, hstrhlf`s y crï`s, fôohm`s, sik ìrh ki guz, thkihkme leoe ôkile ouhngh uk ghlfe mh p`d` quh r`r` vhz sh lòni`n` y quh prekte sh f`lï` ikchlte: gel`ghs hsp`kteses mekmh shrï` pele hslrupugese legel`r ` ges `kio`ghs oàs vighs. Ges `gihk`mes quh sh `n`kmek`n`k hk hst`s lge`l`s quhm`n`k ` ohrlhm mh ges hkchrohres, y oulf`s vhlhs ges hkchrohres hr`k o`gfhlferhs quh sh gghv`n`k ` g`s làrlhghs. Ges mhsar`li`mes hkchroes hr`k l`ra`mes mh l`mhk`s y à`rret`mes leoe cerz`mes. Ginr`mes `sï y sik mhchks` `kth g` nrut`gim`m mh sus au`rmi`khs, hr`k endhte mh ges oàs lruhghs tr`tes, quh ghs `rr`kl`n`k mï` y kelfh arites y quhdimes quh f`lï`k oàs hsp`ktese hg ruime mh sus l`mhk`s. l`mhk`s. Lek hsh hslhk`rie leoe cekme, `p`rhlh Rikhg. C`gt`k peles ohshs p`r` throik`r hg 019=. Hs hg quikte `ðe mh g` ^hveguliük Cr`klhs`. Lu`kme hs keonr`me Dhch mhg O`kileoie mh Nilhtrh, su priohr` ermhk hs g` siauihkth4 ‗Cuhr` arigges y l`mhk`s, nekm`m f`li` hg hkchroe ohkt`g: phrsu`siük oer`g hs oàs ôtig quh g`s òhk`z`s, y g` cuhrz` y g` phrsek`gim`m mhg oémile mhnhk shr hg c`lter cukmòhkt`g p`r` triukc`r lek su ùterim`m senrh hg o`g‟. Hg tr`tòihkte mh Rikhg lek ges hkchroes ohkt`ghs sh prepà` lek g` oiso` r`pimhz quh g`s imh`s mh g` ^hveguliük. Lukmh hk tem` Hurep` hg tr`te pikhgi`ke f`li` hg gele. Qiggiò Yujh Yujh f`lh ge oisoe hk Kerthòéril`. ^hvivh hg hspïritu mhg R`mrh Decré. R`s`k ges `ðes, y hsh phro`khkth mhsprhlie mh g` fuo`kim`m f`li` hg gele f`lh egvim`r g` ghlliük mhg nekm`mese y fuo`kit`rie cr`klés. Hst` vhz hg iop`lte ge prevel` uk hkchroe ohkt`g. Hs ` ohmi`mes mhg `ðe 0922. Ikarhs` hk uk O`kileoie mh Kerthòéril`, Lgiccerm Nhhrs. Rhro`khlh mur`kth v`ries `ðes ikthrk`me. Lu`kme sh gh m` su `gt`, sh mhmil` ` hslrinir sus ohoeri`s mur`kth g` rhlgusiük. Hk 0926 pungil` uk ginre iktitug`me Xk` ohkth quh sh lurü ` sï oiso`. Xk rhg`te lruhg y ò`rae mh su vim` mh gele, mhg tr`tòihkte ikfuo`ke quh rhliniü. G`s ùterim`mhs s`kit`ri`s mhspihrt`k ` g` rh`gim`m, sh rhvis`k ges \`k`teries, y oulfes sek lgùsur`mes. Nhhrs ke lhd` hk su hophðe: su hspes` ge `yum`, ges còigi`rhs mh ges hkchroes, tòniék. G`s imh`s mhg R`mrh Decré y mh Rikhg ke puhmhk ki mhnhk l`hr mh kuhve hk hg egvime. \h era`kiz`k leoités mh Fiaihkh Ohkt`g y sek sus prepüsites hg prethahr y ohder`r g` s`gum ohkt`g ohkt`g mh temes y hstumi`r ges tr`sterkes tr`sterkes y mhcilihkli`s ohkt`ghs, hsphli`gohkth hsphli`gohkth sus lùs`s, su tr`tòihkte y precig`xis. Leoe rhauhre mh pügver` lukmhk hk Kerthòéril` ges leoités mh Fiaihkh Ohkt`g. @g priklipie gulf`k sik kikauk` `yum` p`r` g` lekquist` mh sus oht`s, phre prekte rhlinhk prethlliük hst`t`g, y g`s cukm`liekhs oiggek`ri`s tòniék leg`ner`k. Ges leoités sh s`ghk mhg àonite kerthòhril`ke. Hurep` tòniék p`rtilip` hk g` lruz`m`. @si`, Fisp`keòéril`, @ustr`gi`, mhspihrt`k, tòniék. G` imh` eriaik`g mh hstes leoités sh v` òpgi`kme oàs y oàs4 Rrhvhkliük mh g` Mhgikluhkli`, Hmul`liük p`r` kiðes `kero`ghs, Era`kiz`liük mh hkchrohr`s psiquiàtril`s, visit`mer`s seli`ghs, ikcero`liük per ohmie mh pungil`liekhs, lekchrhkli`s, htl. <6 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Hs phkese mhlirge. F` p`s`me oàs mh ohmie siage mhsmh g` cukm`liük mhg priohr leoité mh Fiaihkh Ohkt`g, y hk kuhstre p`ïs hs `fer` lu`kme sh f`lhk ikthktes p`r` era`kiz`rges. SI Ges hkchrohres Ye hst`n` hk uk ònihkth prioitive, y thkï` quh pekhroh Ye pekhroh ` teke lek ég. Kuhstre Kuhstre p`ïs hr` aenhraenhrk`me lek o`ke cérrh`, y hsh hstige sh tr`ksv`s`n` mhg ònihkth `g O`kileoie, hsphli`gohkth ` ges quh mhkeoik`n`k hkchrohres psiquiàtriles. Xk` fiphrtreci` mh pemhr, uk` o`l`k` hk g` liktur` y uk mhsprhlie mhsp rhlie `nsegute per hg hkchroe ohkt`g, hs` hr`, hk sïkthsis, g` situ`liük y f`nï` quh suphr`rg` e irsh ` g` nuhk` mh Mies. Ges rhukï hk v`ri`s el`siekhs, ghs f`ngé, tr`t`kme mh ioprhsiek`rges, phre ges rhsugt`mes cuhrek hstérighs. G` lg`vh oh g` mie Gépime, hg \un`moikistr`mer. Oh mide4 ”Melter,, `tàquhghs g` l`rthr` ”Melter l`r thr` y usthm vhrà lüoe ge hktihkmhk. @g etre mï`, l`si hk hk sek mh n`kme, sh ikceroü ikceroü ge siauihkth4 siauihkth4 ”‗]eme hkchrohre quh sh` viste pert`kme uk` o`l`k`, shrà ougt`me lek likle phses‟. Lùsü hchlte g` ermhk. ]emes, ohkes mes, `n`kmek`rek g`s o`l`k`s4 ges quh luim`n`k mh ges hkchroes àit`mes. @onesphre cuhrek ` oi ecilik` quhd`rsh mh hs` mispesiliük, ghs ikmiqué quh pemï`k gghv`r sus a`rreths sik us`rges: quh hk` l`se mh khlhsim`m rhlgò`r`kphre ges shrvilies mh etres hkchrohres. hkchrohr es. Hs` cuh g` ermhk. Ois geles sh siktihrek chgilhs lu`kme mhs`p`rhlihrek ges a`rreths. Y` Y` ke f`nï` hkchroes fhrimes ki aegph`mes per ges hkchrohres, y hk g`s pel`s el`siekhs quh ges fune, cuhrek mhsphmimes lek l`d`s mhsthopg`m`s ges lugp`nghs mh hses fhlfes. Leohkzòes hg melter Ar`k`m` y ye ` hkshð`r ` ges hkchrohres ` tr`t`r ` ges p`lihkths, y ges rhsugt`mes cuhrek iklrhïnghs. @gaukes mh hstes, gghv`kme mihz `ðes tr`n`d`kme hk hg \`k`terie, ke thkï`k g` ohker imh` mh hstes `suktes. Mhlï`k4 ”Ges geles ke sh lur`k: ‗g` aet`‟ sh lektài` per g` hspuo` s`kauikeghkt`. Hg suhgme mh ges hkchrohres hr` oishr`ngh y ùkquh tr`té per temes ges ohmies mh lekshauir ùohktes, teme cuh iopesingh. Iau`gohkth sulhmiü lek ges s`g`ries mh hkchrohr`s y hstumi`kths. Xk mï`, uk hpigéptile cuh ` quhd`rsh mh quh lu`kme f`lï` lrisis lekvugsiv`s sh aegph`n` y k`mih hvit`n` hse. Lihrt` o`ð`k` ges rhukï y ges ikthrreaué `lhrl` mh g` lektàiesim`m mh g` aet` (hpighpsi`), y temes lekchs`rek quh gh thkï`k uk oihme `trez `g lektàie per g` n`n` s`kauikeghkt`. Puish hxpgil`rghs hg ohl`kisoe mh g`s lekvugsiekhs, phre mhspués mh vhr sus hxprhsiekhs hk ges restres `seonr`mes, mhlimï l`gg`roh. F`nï` quh nusl`r etre ohmie p`r` f`lhrghs leoprhkmhr milf` hkchrohm`m. Hophre, Hophre, cuh hg oisoe hkchroe quihk oh mie g` imh`4 ‗µRhre usthmhs ke vhk quh, màkmeghs hghltresfeljs ` ges geles, hs iau`g ` oi `t`quh5‟ Kes hkl`raòes mh m`rghs hxpgil`liekhs `lhrl` mhg ohl`kisoe mh ges H. \. y g` sioigitum lek ges `t`quhs mh aet`, y `g cik lekvhklioes ` g` o`yerï`. Fuhga` mhlir quh tr`tòes mh mhsf`lhrkes mh ges ke lekvhklimes. SII Xk hxtr`ðe l`raòhkte Xk` cui ggò`me lek l`ràlthr mh urahkli` perg` Mhp`rtòhkte mh Ikoiar`liük `g @hrepuhrte mh o`ð`k` \`kte Meoikae. Oh `phrseké ràpimòhkth, puhs g `hgmist`kli` mh oi fea`r `g vihde @hrepuhrte hr` n`st`kth lert`. <9 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Xk `viük mh uk` leop`ðï` `érh` kerthòhril`k` `l`n`n` mh mhslhkmhr y sege hsphr`n`k oi ggha`m` p`r` `nrir g`s puhrt`s. Rhksé quh uk p`s`dhre f`nï` hkgequhlime y hg pigete, per g` r`mie, f`nï` phmime uk psiqui`tr`. Oi serprhs` cuh o`yer lu`kme phkhtré hk hg `viük. @grhmhmer mh trhikt` p`s`dhres, temes lek lòis`s shoi-ò`rr`mes, `chrr`mes ` sus `sihktes. Hk mh uk cuhrz`s `vhri`mey hsp`ðeg, hg l`pitàkhst`n`k mh g` k`vh oh ikceroü quh p`r` hst` lium`m f`nï` trhs p`s`dhres. Xk devhk quh cris`n` hk ges mihlisihth `ðes, lek uk` sekris` ikoetiv`m`, cuh hg priohre hk n`d`r: uk` lin`hð`, tet`gohkth mhserihkt`m`, oh prhaukt`n` si hst`n` hk Oè e hk Kuhv` Yerj, y, per ôgtioe, mhslhkmiü, hslegt`me per mes ar`kmhs hkchrohres hkchrohres psiquiàtriles kerthòhril`kes, uk khare aia`kth lek felile l`t`tükile. Ges mes òhril`kes, ` su g`me, p`rhlï`k hk`kes. \h ggò`n` g gò`n` Nihkvhkime, Nihkvhkime, ùkquh ke hr` mhg teme àr`m`ngh su rhlinioihkte. Oàs t`rmh gh mhmil`rhoes uk l`pïtuge. Mhspués mh ges tràoiths gha`ghs, ges trhs hkchroes oh cuhrek hktrha`mes cero`gohkth, leoe si cuhshk nugtes pest`ghs. O`rlfé mirhltòhkth `g \`k`terie lek ois trhs p`lihkths4 g` lin`hð` geaerrhil` y mhserihkt`m`, hg devhk sekrhïme, y Nihkvhkime, lek hg lhðe cruklime y su felile l`t`tükile. ]emes oh oir`n`k lek edes mh rhlhge. Oihktr`s hg `viük hoprhkmï` vuhge ` \umòéril`, gghv`n` uk hxtr`ðe l`raòhkte4 geles g`tikeòhril`kes quh f`nï`k sime mhpert`mes mhg thrriterie mh Hst`mes Xkimes mh Kerthòéril`. SIII Ges ohggizes sh hkluhktr`k @ g` o`ð`k` siauihkth siauihkth oh mhmiqué mhmiqué ` ghhr g`s fisteri`s fisteri`s lgïkil`s mh ges rhliék rhliék ggha`mes, y ` tr`t`r mh f`lhr lekt`lte lek ges còigi`rhs, p`r` `vis`rghs mh su ggha`m`. Ges miàküstiles hr`k4 ` g` lin`hð`, Hsquizecrhki` p`r`keimh: hg devhk mh g` sekris` ikoetiv`m`, Fhnhcrhoi`: y Nihkvhkime, Hsquizecrhki` l`t`tükil`. Rumioes gel`giz`r ` ges còigi`rhs mh ges mes priohres, puhs thkï`k ikcerohs mh su ggha`m`. @ones cuhrek m`mes mh `gt` mhg \`k`terie ` segilitum mh sus `ggha`mes. Oàs t`rmh rhikarhs`rek. Hg prengho` hr` Nihkvhkime. K`mih thkï` g` ohker imh` mh quiékhs pemï`k shr sus p`rihkths. @mhoàs, hst`n` hk uk` c`sh mh su hkchrohm`m hk quh ke sh pemï`k enthkhr m`tes, y ge pher, quh oàs t`rmh mhslunrioes, mhslunrioes, hr` quh f`nï` egvim`me hg hsp`ðeg. Hk ge quh migiahkliànòes hg lekt`lte lek g` còigi`, hstumié su fisteri`g mh hkchroe. F`lï` shis `ðes quh f`nï` fhlfe hg priohr nreth mh gelur` y cuh ikthrk`me i kthrk`me hk uk fespit`g mh Mhtreit: guhae cuh m`me mh `gt`, `g p`rhlhr nihk: oàs t`rmh sh rhiktharü `g tr`n`de y vegviü `g \`k`terie ` ges mes `ðes, hst` vhz hk Kuhv` Kuhv` Yerj. Yerj. Ke ohderü ohderü y cuh hkvi`me hkvi`me ` uk fespit`g mh hkchroes hkchroes lrükiles, mekmh mekmh p`sü teme hg hg tihope f`st` lu`kme ge mhpert`rek ` kuhstre p`ïs. @g ke lekelhr hg hst`me mh àrhsivim`m àrhsivim`m mhg hkchroe, per lestuonrh lestuonrh sh gh quit` g` lòis` mh cuhrz` y hs gghv`me ` uk` lhgm`. Ge ôkile ikthrhs`kth mh hsth hsth l`se hk hses mï`s hs su hkeroh, su areshr` areshr` aug`. Ges p`lihkths quh phgh`n`k per su pel` r`liük, gh gghv`n`k p`rth mh g` suy` p`r` vhrge leohr. @ temes ges quh p`s`n`k per hg p`sigge mhg p`nhggük mh ìsgòihkte, Nihkvhkime ghs hxthkmï` su nr`ze y o`kes hkerohs, pimihkme hk sighklie. Hktrh temes gesRrevimhkli`, p`lihkths quh ` selerrhr hthrk`mhfònrh Nihkvhkime, f`nï` uk` hsquizecrékil`, mh keonrh quhin`k tr`n`d`n` hk g`g`lelik` Riklfh.mh Hst` ge f`lï` oàs crhluhkthohkth, lek p`rth mh su leoim`, y `gauk`s vhlhs lek tem` g` r`liük. =2 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Hg hkl`ra`me mh milfe p`nhggük oh gghvü g` quhd` uk` o`ð`k`4 ”Melter,, “oh mide“ ”Melter mi de“ Rrevimhkli` hstà hkòer`m` mhg khare òhril`ke (leoe gh ggò`n`k ges etres p`lihkths). @ Nihkvhkime sh gh ikiliü uk tr`tòihkte mh hghltresfeljs, y mhspués mhg lu`rte sh fize oàs `llhsingh. HkMhspués su o`g hsp`ðeg lekchsüukquh f`nï`sh k`lime hk mhg G` o`r êo`k` y quhquhm`rsh sh f`nï` hk fhlfe o`rike ohrl`kth. mh vi`d`roh mur`kth tihope, `nurriü y mhlimiü ges Hst`mes Xkimes. Hktrü hk hg thrriterie lek keonrh supuhste, y `gha`kme k`liek`gim`m puhrterriquhð` tr`n`dü hk ges ouhgghs: mhspués ke rhluhrm` oàs quh Nhgghvuh, êljg`km, keonrhs mh ges \`k`teries psiquiàtriles mekmh phro`khliü hk sus épel`s mh lrisis silütil`s. Hk hs` épel` ye tr`t`n` mh hvit`r per temes ges ohmies g`s rhg`liekhs shxu`ghs hktrh ges hkchroes, y hst`n` riauresòhkth riauresòhkth prefinime `tr`vhs`r `tr`vhs`r g`s zek`s quh shp`r`n`k ` ònes ònes shxes, g`s lu`ghs hst`n`k hst`n`k ouy viaig`m`s. \ege pemï`k lruz`rg`s `gaukes hkchroes vihdes y mhthrier`mes quh ke sh teo`n`k hk leksimhr`liük. @sioisoe, ôkilòhkth ges hkchroes quh mur`kth g`rae tihope mh ikthrkòihkte hk hg \`k`terie f`nï`k m`me ouhstr`s mh uk` ar`k oer`g shxu`g, thkï`k mhrhlfe ` lruz`r ges gïoiths quh shp`r`n`k ` feonrhs mh oudhrhs. Rrevimhkli` hr` uk` mh hs`s p`lihkths. \us visit`s visi t`s ` Nihkvhkime sh pregeka`n`k oàs mh ge lerrihkth, y ges rha`ges y leoim`s sh f`lï`k oàs `nukm`kths. Hg rhperth mh O`kuhg, hg hkchrohre hkl`ra`me mh hsh p`nhggük, iksistï` hk quh ke sh mhd`r` p`s`r ` hs` hkchro`, ùkquh ég lekelï` sus lu`gim`mhs y kukl` sh f`nï` puhste hk thg` mh duilie su iktharim`m. Hr` uk` `tr`lliük iklrhïngh, puhs Rrevimhkli` dòàs f`nï` fhlfe òist`mhs hk hg \`k`terie. F`lï` su tr`n`de `siak`me hk g` lelik`, sik miriairgh g` p`g`nr` ` k`mih. Puihk lekvivh lek hkchroes hsquizecrékiles hsquizecrékiles mur`kth g`rae tihope, lekelh ouy nihk hs`s situ`liekhs. Ermhké ` O`kuhg uk` o`yer viaig`kli` mh hst`s visit`s, visit `s, phre ke g`s prefinï. @g l`ne mh mes sho`k`s, sho`k`s, hg hopgh`me hopgh`me oh lekchsü quh lu`kme lu`kme ggha`n` Rrevimhkli` Rrevimhkli` mekmh NihkvhNihkvhkime, sege gh hktrha`n` g` leoim` y ges rha`ges, y guhae ònes sh lekthopg`n`k mur`kth g`rae r`te. Hk kikaôk oeohkte sh miriaï`k g` p`g`nr`. Xke mh ges meoikaes siauihkths, quh ye mhmil`n` ` lekvhrs`r lek ges còigi`rhs mh ges p`lihkths, oh hktrhtuvh uk r`te lek ges mh Rrevimhkli`. Hr`k mes fhro`kes. Mhsmh f`lï` `gaukes mï`s g` hklektr`n`k oàs mhga`m`, sihkme hgg` uk` p`lihkth mh nuhk `phtite, y tem`s g`s sho`k`s gh gghv`n`k ar`k l`ktim`m mh leohstinghs. Ghs lekté mh su òist`m lek uk p`lihkth, ` quihk hgg` gh gghv`n` g` leoim`. Hste `lil`thü g` luriesim`m mh hgges, puhs lekelï`k nihk hg l`ràlthr rhtr`ïme y pele seli`ngh mh hgg`, y hsth f`nï` hopher`me lek g` hkchrohm`m. Ges `leop`ðé ` g` lhgm` mekmh hst`n` hg Khare @ohril`ke, òiae mh Rrevimhkli`. Hs ikhk`rr`ngh hsh oeohkte. Lu`kme hgges ge vihrek, hxlgò`rek4 ”\i hs kuhstre fhro`ke: hs hg ohggize ohgg ize mh Rrevimhkli`. F`lï` oàs mh mihz `ðes quh ke s`nïòes mh ég. Ikthkt`rek s`gum`rge, phre Nihkvhkime, lek su felile l`t`tükile y ges nr`zes hxthkmimes, phmï` oàs leoim`. Rrhchrï o`rlf`roh mhg gua`r y cui ` oi mhsp`lfe. Leoe hr` mh mhsl`kse y ke hst`n` prhshkth hg phrsek`g mh g` ecilik`, oh push ` fura`r hk ges `rlfives nusl`kme g` fisteri` lgïkil` mh Rrevimhkli`. @g cik g` hklektré y g` leop`ré lek g` mh Nihkvhkime. Nihkvhkime. Xk fige oisthriese ukï` ukï` ` hstes mes shrhs. @ lihktes lihktes mh jigüohtre jigüohtress mh mist`kli` y lek uk` michrhkli` michrhkli` mh peles peles ohshs, ohshs, Nihkvhkime Nihkvhkime f`nï` ikarhs`me ikarhs`me hk uk O`kileoie mh Mhtreit, y Rrevimhkli`, su fhro`k` ahohg`, hk hg mh Kiau`. =0 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug IV Hg p`mrh Qfh`tek Hr` g` épel` mhg Nhkhc`lter mh g` R`tri` lu`kme miriaïòes hg O`kileoie. Hsth vel`nge sh f`lï` mhsàr`m`ngh ` ges meoikil`kes. Kuhstre p`ïs sh fukmï` hk hg oàs precukme `nisoe mh g` hslg`vitum. ]rudigge, hk su haeg`trï`, mhsprhli`n` ` su puhnge y ge engia`n` oàs y oàs ` fuoigg`rsh `kth ég. Mh tem`s g`s phrsek`s phr sek`s ` g`s quh mhsprhli`n` oàs precukmòhkth, hr`k ` ges geles, ` quihkhs ke pemï` ki vhr. Legikm`kme lek kuhstre O`kileoie hst`n` uk` mh sus oàs fhroes`s cikl`s4 G`s O`rï`s. Hk hsh shlter g` lhrl` mh `gònrh mh pô`s hr` mh vhiktilikle luhrm`s. Lek teme y hste, ges p`lihkths g` utigiz`n`k leoe hsl`ghr` y hktr`n`k ` ren`r crut`s e ` n`ð`rsh hk g` mhshonel`mur` mhg rïe quh gh m` keonrh ` g` rhaiük. Puihre us`r hst` vhz hg vel`nge Nhkhc`lter hk su `lhpliük hx`lt`. Kesetres thkïòes uke vhrm`mhre4 hg R`mrh Qfh`tek. Hr` uk cg`le y g`rauirulfe kerthòhril`ke, p`ster `kagil`ke. Y` f`lh `gaôk tihope quh o`rlfü mhg p`ïs. \é quh lu`kme gh` hsth ginre, sh hked`rà lekoiae, puhs ke gh àr`m` g` pungilim`m. Hg rhvhrhkme sh prhshktü uk mï` hk hg \`k`terie, y hk pel`s p`g`nr`s oh mide4 ”Melter, ye ke thkae mikhre, phre thkae òiaes y chgiarhshs quh tihkhk. Lu`gquihr les` quh gh fà` c`gt`, pïmòhg` y tr`t`ré mh lekshauïrshg`. Hr` `gae r`re, puhs ye gghv`n` g`rae tihope hk g` Mirhlliük y k`mih, `nsegutòhkth k`mih, sh ikthrhs`n` per g` vim` mh kuhstres hkchroes. Hse sï, hk g`s rhukiekhs seli`ghs sh oh ikvit`n` ` f`lhrghs luhktes mh geles ` ges `ggï rhukimes. Oh hsohr`n` hk rhg`t`r ges lfisths oàs lruhghs mh ges hkchroes, phre temes hst`n`k hkquist`mes hk su ikmichrhkli` f`li` hg iks`ke, y ges quh thkï`k còigi`rhs `chlt`mes hgumï`k hg lïrluge hk quh sh f`ng`n` mh hgges. Hsth hr` hg l`se mh oi pikter y mh oi lfüchr lfüchr.. Mur`kth g`rae tihope mh tr`n`d`r lekoiae, dòàs oh midhrek quh sus p`rihkths hst`n`k ikthrkes hk hg \`k`terie, sike quh cuhrek hstes quihkhs oh ge filihrek s`nhr. Lu`kme hgges ourihrek, ges fides oh lekchs`rek g` vhrm`m4 sh shktï`k `vhraekz`mes mh thkhr ` sus p`mrhs hk hg \`k`terie. Hophre, ònes hkchroes hr`k oemhge mh lekmult`, ouy michrhkths michrhkt hs ` g`s mh ois hopgh`mes, ` quihkhs hk oulf`s el`siekhs ke mhsphmï mh sus l`raes per sus prepies p`mrhs. Hg ^hvhrhkme Qfh`tek p`rhlï` thkhr uk seonrhre mh prhstimiait`mer. Ye gh mhlï`4 ”^hvhrhkme, ”^hvhrhk me, ke f`y rep` p`r` vhstir ` ges hkchroes. Y `g etre mï` `p`rhlï` `p`rhlï` g` rep`. ”R`mrh, ùohkt`rek ùohkt`rek ges hkchroes y hsl`sh` g` leoim` “gh rhphtï`. @g mï` siauihkth suraï` uk` lòiekht` mh uk lego`me, lego`me, l`ra`m` mh leohstinghs. leohstinghs. ”Ke thkhoes r`mie “gh midh uk mï`. Y gghaü g` r`mie. Y, hk cik, lu`kme t`rmànòes uk ohs sik ggò`rge, in` `g \`k`terie p`r` prhaukt`r qué kes f`lï` c`gt`. Lu`kme sh o`rlfü mh kuhstr` tihrr`, quish f`lhr pôngil` su ohriteri` g`ner y f`nï` hslrite uk`s lu`rtigg`s p`r` uk phriümile. \h g`s oestré ` uk hkchroe, y hsth oh mide quh ke g`s pungil`r`, puhs `g R`mrh ke gh àr`m`rï`k ois hgeaies. Hkteklhs leoprhkmï su r`zekòihkte, phre `fer`, lu`kme k`rre g`s ohoeri`s mh oi épel` mh Mirhlter Mirhlter, puhme hvit`r \ege, ke puhme mhlir, quhhgsilit`rge. `gaôk mï` mï ` ghh hsth ginre, oh phrmekh. Y, Y, ar`li`s, R`mrh Qfh`tek, oulf`s ar`li`s per teme ge nuhke quh usthm fize per ois geles. => Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug V Hg mï` quh ges geles l`gg`rek Xk mï`, `g ggha`r `g \`k`terie, hklektré `g R`mrh Qfh`tek hsphràkmeoh mhsmh f`lï` g`rae r`te. Rhksé quh shrï` p`r` ikmà`r qué kes f`lï` c`gt`, phre hr` per etr` les`. Xk` o`s` ler`g mh uk` Xkivhrsim`m kerthòhril`k`, vhkmrï` `g p`ïs ` m`r leklihrtes. Hg R`mrh hr` hg hkl`ra`me mh f`lhr hg itikhr`rie, y f`nï` iklguime hg O`kileoie. ]r`té mh phrsu`mirge, gh hxpgiqué quh t`g vhz ` ges hkchroes ke ghs aust`rï` g` oôsil` s`lr`, y` quh hr`k p`lihkths hk su o`yerï` mh eriahk lòphsike y lg`sh per mhn`de mh g` ohmi`, sik prhp`r`liük lugtur`g, quh ki siquihr` `lhpt`rï`k g` oôsil` pepug`r kerthòhril`k`. Hk cik, c ik, gulfé mur`kth ohmi` fer` per lekvhklhrge, lek hg prepüsite mh ke ecrhlhr hg leklihrte, phre ke pumh misu`mirge. Hg leklihrte sh m`rï` hk hg O`kileoie, n`de prethst` mh g` Mirhlliük, phre sh m`rï`. Oh p`sé v`ri`s kelfhs sik meroir, hsphr`kme hg milfese mï`. µLüoe rh`lliek`rï`k ges geles lek hs` oôsil`5 Rhksé hklhrr`r ` ges rhvegteses, ` ges geaerrhiles, ` ges ùtist`s. Lu`kme throiké g` shghlliük, sege quhm`n`k ohkes mh vhikth, y hg phrsek`g. Lek uk ler`dh lektài`me mhg R`mrh Qfh`tek, Qfh`tek, gh ikceroé `g O`yermeoe quh temes ges hkchroes `sistirï`k `g `lte mhg mï` siauihkth. Hsth oh oirü lek l`r` mh serprhs`, y `kths mh quh leohkz`r` ` prethst`r, prethst`r, gh rh`ciroé4 ”Y tòniék s`l` ` @GL. Hs`p`r` o`ð`k` ouyhk thopr`ke hst`nghlioihkte. `gaukes hkchroes thkï`k mhsmh rep`s, f`lï` sh ghs hktrhaü quh gghaué g` us`r`k gua`r mhg`g‗oeke‟ quh hr` hg @ ukiceroh. R`lihkthsquh ` quihkhs v`ries `ðes f`nï` viste lek tr`dh tr`dh o`kïleoi`g, o`kïleoi`g, sh vhï`k rimïluges rimïluges lek su rep` rep` mh l`ggh, y hgges tòniék sh shktï`k oerticil`mes, y oh ge g e o`kichst`rek. Miriaï, leoe si cuhr` uk Ahkhr`g, uk` n`t`gg`. Hg phrsek`g sh hktrhohzlgü lek ges hkchroes: arupes shkt`mes hk hg suhge, etres hk n`kles y uk thrlhr arupe mh pihs. @GL tòniék hst`n` `ggï, lek l`r` serprhkmim`, y lek su lòis` mh cuhrz`, shkt`me hk uk` sigg` hsphli`g. Nihkvhkime, g` o`hstr`, g` o`hð`, temes hst`n`k hsphr`kme hg oeohkte hsphli`g. G` ermhk hr` throik`kth4 hg priohre quh tr`t`sh mh ikthrruopir, shrï` hxpugs`me ikohmi`tòhkth. Y`` leohkz`n`k ` sum`roh g`s o`kes y ` shktir `ksihm`m, lu`kme ggha`rek ges oôsiles lek hg Y R`mrh Qfh`tek ` g` l`nhz`. Leohkzü hg leklihrte. Mur`kth mes fer`s quh p`rhlihrek oikutes, velhs `roekies`s y nihk `lepg`m`s filihrek l`gg`r ` ois quikihktes geles. Cuh uk hsphltàluge ioprhsiek`kth. ioprhsiek`kth. Xk sighklie shpuglr`g rhik`n` hk hg ònihkth, y ges hkchroes p`rhlï`k `kio`mes per uk` oiso` lerrihkth mh hghv`liük hspiritu`g. Mur`kth oulfe tihope mhspués, ois geles oh prhaukt`n`k4 ”Melter,, µluàkme vegvhràk ges runites quh l`kt`k5 ”Melter l`kt `k5 VI G` Rsiqui`trï` hvegul hveguliek` iek` Hg feonrh p`mhlh hkchrohm`mhs ohkt`ghs. Ges `kio`ghs irr`liek`ghs, ke, perquh ke sh pihrmh `gae quh ke sh tihkh. Kikaôk `kio`g irr`liek`g tihkh ohkth. Hst` hs ikfhrhkth ` hsh shr suphrier quh hs hg feonrh. Ge ôkile p`rhlime ` g` hkchrohm`m ohkt`g mhg feonrh, hs uk` lrisis mh thrrer quh `p`rhlh hk hg phrre: g` ggò`m` hkchrohm`m mhg oihme, hg criaft mish`sh, o`g`mih mh g` phur. Cuhr` mh hste, k`m`. G` hkchrohm`m mh g` ohkth hs hxlgusivòhkth mhg feonrh. Rhre Rh re fàòes uk rhluhkte. G` fisteri` mh g`s\hhkchrohm`mhs lerper`ghs, mhmh g` g` ohmilik` sh phrmiü mur`kth lhkturi`s lek g`s imh`s mi`nügil`s. mhs`kmü hg lòike, sh `ghdü rh`gim`m cïsil`, mur`kth siages y guhae sh vegviü ` ég. G`s hkchrohm`mhs ohkt`ghs siauihrek mur`kth g`rae tihope uk shkmhre =< Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug hquivel`me, lu`kme sh f`lï` ohmilik` seoàtil`, güail` y rh`g. Rhre shauï` m`kme tuones ge quh oàs hquivel`me, t`rmh shrï` g` Rsiqui`trï`. Gele hs peshsiük mi`nügil`. Lekvugsiük hs peshsiük mi`nügil`, uk mi`nge michrhkth, phre mi`nge, `g cik. Hg tr`tòihkte hr` g` rhlgusiük, y k`m` oàs. R`s`k ges siages. @p`rhlhk oémiles quh ikthk ikthkt`k t`k tr`t`r ` gesCr`kz hkchroes ohkt`ghs y ` quihk ges khrvieses. khrtr`n`dü vieses. Ges ggò`k lf`rg`t`khs, y uke mh hgges hs uke igustrh4 sh ggò` @ktük Ohsohr, lek io`khs y mie p`shs oàkétiles. Rhre Rhre ge quh hk rh`gim`m f`lï` hr` fipketiz`r. Hr` uk` phrsek`gim`m pemhres` lek uk` ar`k cuhrz` mh suahstiek`nigim`m. ]em`vï` su cò` phrmur`, y oulf`s phrsek`s hk kuhstre p`ïs us`k `ltu`gohkth g` pugshr` io`kt`m` p`r` oulf`s hkchrohm`mhs hkchrohm`mhs cïsil`s y ohkt`ghs. Hk su ouðhl` izquihrm` gghv`k su rhged mh pugshr`, y hk g` mhrhlf` su pugshr` ohsohri`k`. Oh hkthré mh hste per uk rhgedhre, p`lihkth oïe. Hst`n` f`lihkme uk` certuk` lek g` oem` mh g`s pugshr`s io`kt`m`s. Hkteklhs ges rhgedhs leohkz`rek ` c`gg`r y ges muhðes ke s`nï`k luàg hr` g` r`zük. Hr` hg ioàk hk g` etr` ouðhl`, g` lùs` quh ges f`lï` lòik`r o`g. Ke f`nï` `gthrk`tiv`4 e quit`rsh hg ioàk e leopr`r uk rhged `ktioàkétile. \h mhlimihrek per ge ôgtioe. \ik hon`rae, mhlï`k4 ‗G` pugshr` oh lurü uk `so`, oh ohderü ges khrvies, oh hvitü uk` ephr`liük‟. Hr` Ohsohr rhmivive, lek su imh` mhg oàkhtisoe. G` lihkli` kiha` hg ohsohrisoe y hg fipketisoe vuhgvh ` l`hr hk o`kes mh vives y lf`rg`t`khs. Hs hsphltàluge mh th`tre: ke mh leksugterie oémile. Ggha` hg siage VIV. Ges oémiles mh O`kileoies ke sh lekcero`k lek lekthopg`r `g gele, sike quh ge hstumi`k, ges shp`r`k hk arupes mh iau`ghs sïkteo`s. Ges cr`klhshs, lek su ar`k tr`miliük mh lgïkil` seoàtil`, f`lhk kuohreses mhslunrioihktes hk g` lgïkil` psiquiàtril`. Hs khlhs`rie ermhk`r hs` l`ktim`m mh m`tes lgïkiles. Hoigie Jr`hphgik, `ghoàk mh k`lioihkte y `ghoàk hk era`kiz`liük ohkt`g, mivimh g`s hkchrohm`mhs mh g` ohkth `g iau`g quh sh mivimhk g`s hkchrohm`mhs mhg luhrpe. Hs uk tr`n`de aia`kthsle y o`r`viggese. ^hlepig` temes ges m`tes enthkimes per ges hurephes, ke iopert` g` k`liük, ki tòpele iopert` quh prelhm`k mh sus hkhoiaes k`tur`ghs, ges cr`klhshs, ki mh suizes, ikaghshs, feg`kmhshs e ùstrï`les. \h sistho`tiz` hg hstumie mh g` Rsiqui`trï`. Hst` sistho`tiz`liük tihkh sus c`gg`s, phre sh gear` uk` o`yer leoprhksiük leoprhksiük mhg hkchroe. G` Rsiqui`trï` sh f`lh oàs `shquingh `g hstumie. Dukte lek hg prearhse, `p`rhlhk g`s g `s imh`s imh `s michrhkths, michrhkths , y lek l ek l`m` imh`, uk` hsluhg` hsluhg ` psiquiàtril`. psiqui àtril`. Misluthk uk`s lektr` etr`s, y mh hstes mhn`ths sh gear`k oàs lekelioihktes. Crhum `p`rhlh lek uk` psilegeaï` tet`gohkth michrhkth mh g`s y` hxisthkths, uk` psilegeaï` precukm`4 hg psile`kàgisis. @gaukes mh sus mislïp mislïpuges uges misihkth misihkthk k y sh cero`k etr`s hsluhg`s hsluhg`s.. @p`rhlhk ges keonrhs mh @mghr, Duka. @sioisoe, @sioi soe, Nrel`, Qhrkiljh, Jghist, tihkhk tihkh k g` thkmhkli` mh gel`giz`li gel` giz`liekhs ekhs lhrhnr`ghs. lhrhnr`ghs . Cgerhlhk g`s v`ri`kths y ùohkt`k g`s hsluhg`s, y dukte lek hst`s ges lekelioihktes psiquiàtriles. psiquiàtriles. Nghughr hk \uiz`, Ohyhr hk X\@. Ges O`kileoies mhd`k mh shr lhktres hstàtiles, y `mquihrhk mikòisoe. \h miàkestil`k ges hkchroes y duktes lek ges miàküstiles, leoihkz` uk rumiohkte mh thr`péutil`. \h tr`n`d` oàs hk hg hstumie mh g` Rsilegeaï` @kero`g mh ges g es p`lihkths, quh hk rhohmies p`r` g` oiso` hkchrohm`m. Suhgvhh hg fipketisoe ` pekhrsh hk nea`, Suhgv nea`, phre hk hk pg`k lihktïcile, hst` vhz vhz hk uk phquhðe phquhðe puhnge puhnge mh Cr`kli`4 K`kly. @fï tr`n`d`k Gihnùgt y Nhrkfhio. Hk R`rïs, hg ar`k o`hstre mh g` Khuregeaï`, Lf`rlet, lur` g`s fistéril`s lek fipkesis. Ges psiqui`tr`s `gho`khs y ùstrï`les v`k ` Cr`kli`. Xke mh hgges, \iaoukm Crhum, hstumi` lek Lf`rlet y tòniék hk K`kly. Ges tr`tòihktes tr`tòihk tes nàsiles mh g` épel` sh rhmulhk ` chküohkes suahstives. Muneis lrh` g` phrsu`siük psilegüail` lek oàs e ohkes éxite. G` hsluhg` mh Sihk`, lek Crhum ` g` l`nhz`, hstumi` hg lekthkime mh g`s imh`s mhgir`kths mh ges hkchroes, y hg Rsile`kàgisis hktr` hk g` thr`péutil` mh ges hkchroes ohkt`ghs. == Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Jr`hphgik vuhgvh ` g` l`ra`, hst` vhz hk hg hstumie mh g`s lùs`s mh g`s hkchrohm`mhs mh g` ohkth. Fh `quï su epikiük4 Ke hxisth hkchrohm`m ohkt`g. Hxisth ôkilòhkth hkchrohm`m. @gauk`s hkchrohm`mhs o`kicihst`k sïkteo`s meoik`kths hk g` hschr` psilegüail`, y ` hst`s ggòòes hkchrohm`mhs ohkt`ghs, phre hk hg cekme sek tòniék hkchrohm`mhs eraàkil`s e cisiegüail`s. G` Rsiqui`trï` sh v` ` mivimir f`st` fey hk mes ar`kmhs hsluhg`s4 g` Rsilegüail` y g` Era`kilist`. @on`s hsluhg`s tihkhk sus pre y sus lektr`s. \h ggha` `g meao`tisoe. Hs pher y oàs àrhsive quh quh uk` gulf` mh lg`shs. \ek mes p`r`ghg`s quh kukl` sh ukhk. Mhlirgh ` uk mislïpuge mh Jr`hphgik, siquihr` uk` iksiku`liük senrh g`s lùs`s psilegüail`s mh g`s hkchrohm`mhs ohkt`ghs, hs uk` c`gt` mh rhsphte. F`ng`rgh mh Era`kilim`m ` uk `guoke mh g`s hsluhg`s psilegüail`s, hs uk` ng`schoi`. @ôk per vï`s michrhkths, michrhkths, `v`kz` hg hstumie hstumie mhg hkchroe ohkt`g, ohkt`g, phre ke `v`kz` g` thr`péutil`. thr`péutil`. Sihkh g` Rriohr` Rriohr` Auhrr` Oukmi`g. Mhspués mh lu`tre `ðes mh s`karh y mhstrulliük, sh `n`rret`k `n`rret`k ges O`kileoies. Hk Nhrgïk, hk hg O`kileoie mh Gilfthrchgmh, uk devhk oémile mh ohkes mh trhikt` `ðes tr`n`d` lek g` iksugik`. Hsth hs uk premulte mh uk üra`ke mhg luhrpe fuo`ke4 hg pàklrh`s. F`lï` peles `ðes quh ukes oémiles l`k`mihkshs g` f`nï`k mhslunihrte y sh us`n` hk hg tr`tòihkte mh g` mi`nhths. @ ar`kmhs mesis f`lï` mhs`p`rhlhr mhs`p `rhlhr hg `zôl`r mh g` s`karh y hg p`lihkth l`ï` hk leo` fipeagiléoile. Mhspués, uk` nuhk` mesis mh `zôl`r y s`gï`k mhg hst`me leo`tese. \`jhg f`nï` mhslunihrte quh premuliékmegh hg leo` ` ges hkchroes ohkt`ghs, ohder`n`k y f`st` quhm`n`k lur`mes mh su quhnr`kte. Xk` y etr` vhz sh ghs rhphtï` ` sus hkchroes. Ar`kmhs mesis mh iksugik` i ksugik` y leo` fipeagiléoile. Lek uk` nuhk` mesis mh `zôl`r s`gï`k mhg hst`me, lek g` ohkth mhspihrt`, sik `gulik`liekhs y sik imh`s mhgir`kths. @v`kz` ` p`ses mh aia`kth g` thr`péutil` psiquiàtril`. L`si `g oisoe tihope mhg mhslunrioihkte mh \`jhg, mhg leo` iksugïkile, etre devhk fôka`re, G`misgè Sek Ohmuk`, mhslunrh hg tr`tòihkte lekvugsive. Gh mòes g` r`zük ` ges prioitives, ` ges mes mi`nges `ktàükiles, hg mh g` gelur` y hg mh g` hpighpsi`. Rrevel`kme hpighpsi` `g gele, hsth ohder` y ke sh s`nh per qué. Ohmuk` us` ikyhlliekhs mh L`rmi`zeg. Ges it`gi`kes Lhrghti y Niki g` prevel`k lek hghltrilim`m, y hkteklhs ggha` ` g` Rsiqui`trï` hg hghltresfelj. N`de g` tuthg` mh Aermek Ghkkex, Ghk kex, hg melter Ohrrit, mh Nestek, Nestek , y hg melter ]r`ly Rutkò, mh Kuhv` Yerj, Y erj, mhslunrhk uk rhohmie rhohmie p`r` ges hpigéptiles. Hs g` quïoil` `g shrvilie shr vilie mh ges hkchroes ohkt`ghs. L`m` mï` oàs sh `v`kz` hk g` thr`péutil` mh ges iks`kes. Suhgvh Suh gvh Cr`kli` ` g` l`ra`. Oémiles, quïoil quïoiles es y c`ro`lé c`ro`léutiles utiles cr`klhsh cr`klhshss tr`n`d`k hk ^fekh Re Reughkl, ughkl, y tr`n`d`k lek uk premulte4 g` Chketi`zik`, sust`kli` quh sh us` leoe `ktip`r`sit`rie hk ges lhrmes. ]r`n`d`k hk uk` mirhlliük4 prevel`r g` finhrk`liük hk ges fuo`kes, phre hg mhstike v` ` shr etre. Mhslunrhk hkteklhs hg G`ra`ltig. \us priohres uses hstàk ` uk` ar`k mist`kli` mh ges O`kileoies y mh sus fuésphmhs. Rer l`su`gim`m sh hopgh` hk Rsiqui`trï` y ` hst` rò` gh m` uk hopudük mh oàs mh uk siage hk `v`klh thr`péutile. Hkteklhs g` liruaï` hktr` hk hg `rshk`g thr`péutile mh g` Rsiqui`trï`. Hk 09<3, uk pertuaués, Ha`s Oekiz, L`thmràtile mh Khuregeaï` mh g` Xkivhrsim`m mh Gisne`, pungil` hg ginre Ikthktes ephr`teries hk hg tr`tòihkte mh lihrt`s gelur`s . Hk milf` enr` rhg`t` sus éxites y cr`l`ses hk hg tr`tòihkte quirôraile mh g`s hkchrohm`mhs ohkt`ghs. Xk ericilie hk hg lràkhe, hk ges `grhmhmerhs mh g` crhkth, y sh iktremulh uk hstighth. Hste premulh ghsiekhs lhrhnr`ghs leopghd`s y mislutinghs, phre lek uk` rhsugt`kth4 lihrt`s `gthr`liekhs ohkt`ghs ohder`k mhspués ephr`liük. Crhho`k y Q`ttslek v`rï`k g` télkil`y lek `p`rhkths üptioes rhsugt`mes. Leoe tem`s mh g`s g` les`s kuhv`s, ukes g`s `lhpt`k vhfhohkli` etres g`s lritil`k. =8 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug G` `rquhegeaï` tòniék sh pekh `g shrvilie mh g` Rsiqui`trï`. Oulfes lràkhes mh phru`kes mh g` épel` iklìl` `p`rhlhk lek shð`ghs mh liruaï` lr`kh`g. \h hkluhktr`k iklguse ges ikstruohktes quirôraiquirôrailes rumiohkt`ries quh us`n`k ges lirud`kes mh `quhgges tihopes. \h pruhn` quh lihktes mh `ðes `tràs sh f`lï` tr`tòihkte psiquiàtrile lek liruaï`. Hs etre p`se oàs mh `v`klh hk g` g ` thr`péutil` psiquiàtril`. \`nhoes quh hg p`gumisoe uk` hkchrohm`m hk kuhstre p`ïs hs premulim` uk pg`soemie y tr`ksoitim` per ges hs oesquites. L`si lekcrhluhkth iau`g crhluhkli` ge hs g` ysïcigis. F`y uk`per gelur` premulim` per g` sïcigis4 hs g` mhohkli` p`r`gïtil` e p`ràgisis ahkhr`g. Xk ùstrï`le, Dugie Qàkhr-Dùrhaa, mhslunrh quh ikyhlt`kme s`karh mh uk p`gômile ` uk p`lihkth lek sïcigis lhrhnr`g, y mhd`kme quh gh premuzl` v`ri`s cihnrhs, lekshauï` ohderï` y oulf`s vhlhs lur`liekhs tet`ghs. Mhspués ggha` g` Rhkiligik`, quh hk ar`kmhs mesis lur` r`mil`gohkth hst` hkchrohm`m, sihoprh y lu`kme sh `tihkm` ` tihope. Hk ohkes mh ohmie siage sh leksiauh ge quh mur`kth oighs mh `ðes ke sh f`nï` gear`me. G` quïoil`, g` liruaï`, g` cïsil`, g` psilethr`pi`, g` o`g`riethr`pi`, cero`k uk lekdukte mh éxites hk hg tr`tòihkte mh ges hkchroes ohkt`ghs. Lu`kme uk tr`tòihkte ke m` nuhkes rhsugt`mes, sh us` etre, y hg `rshk`g thr`péutile siauh lrhlihkme temes ges mï`s. F`nï` `gae oàs, y ke hs premulte c`ro`léutile, perquh sihoprh hstuve hstuve ` o`ke y ` k`mih gh p`sü per g` ohkth hg us`rge. Hs tr`tòihkte pele lestese y `mhoàs premultive. \ioük ge phksü y ge gghvü ` g` pràltil`4 pekhr ` tr`n`d`r `g p`lihkth ohkt`g. K`mih gh lrhyü. Rhre ég phrsistiü hk su imh`4 g`nerthr`pi`, thr`péutil` per hg tr`n`de. G` puse hk pràltil` y ges rhsugt`mes cuhrek oàs quh f`gà÷hðes. Hg p`lihkth ohder`n` mh su tr`sterke ohkt`g y `mhoàs mhd`n` mh shr uk p`ràsite mh su còigi` y mh g` selihm`m. Cuh t`k cugoik`kth hg iop`lte, quh hk Hurep` ges sikmil`tes enrhres prhshkt`rek quhd`s per g` leophthkli`, t`kte hk p`k`mhrï`s, cànril`s mh duauhths, tr`n`des hk o`mhr`, htl. Lek teme y g`s prethst`s, lektikô`k ges lhktres mh g`nerthr`pi` hk ges ar`kmhs O`kileoies mhg oukme. Geles lur`nghs h iklur`nghs tr`n`d`k hk ges O`kileoies mhg Hst`me, f`lhk su hst`m` oàs n`r`t` `g Aenihrke, y sestihkhk ` sus còigi`rhs `ôk hst`kme hkchroes h ikthrk`mes. VII G` ohkth y sus hkchrohm`mhs Sòes ` tr`t`r `fer` Sòes `fer` mh g`s hkchrohm`mhs hkchrohm`mhs ohkt`ghs, utigiz`kme g` lg`sicil`liük mh hsh ar`k o`hstre mh g` Rsiqui`trï` hsp`ðeg`, melter Hoigie Oir` Güphz, ket`ngh psiqui`tr` quh hdhrliü hg oàisthrie hk oulf`s ukivhrsim`mhs mh G`tikeòéril`, y per ôgtioe sh mhmilü ` g` era`kiz`liük mh O`kileoies y shrvilies psiquiàtriles psi quiàtriles hk Nr`sig, Xruau`y Xruau`y y @rahktik`. \ïkmreohs mh mécilit ohkt`g.......... .... Egiaecrékiles \ïkmreohs mhs`roükiles ...................Rsilüp`t`s \ïkmreohs oernepàtiles ................ ................... ... Khurütiles Rsilütiles Ges egiaecrékiles e rhtr`s`mes ohkt`ghs lekstituyhk uke mh ges prengho`s oàs shries hk kuhstre p`ïs. Kuhstre O`kileoie ke thkï` kikaôk ohmie ` su `gl`klh p`r` thkhrges: sik hon`rae, hr`k gghv`mes `ggà sik kikauk` pihm`m, y leoe ges `kli`kes, oerï`k sik rhohmie, puhs `g c`gt`rgh hg luime mh sus còigi`rhs, g` ouhrth hr` ikoikhkth. Oh kha`n` ` `lhpt`rges, hk el`siekhs ggha`n`k l`rt`s mhlek rhleohkm`liük mhmh g` lugp` suprho` ùterim`m mh hs` épel`, y f`nï`y quh ikthrk`rges, ùkquhlek l`ra`r` uke uk shktioihkte per su ouhrth. Hk etr`s el`siekhs hr`k mhd`mes ` g` puhrt` mhg \`k`terie, y dòàs vegvï`k ` nusl`rges ges =3 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug còigi`rhs. Hkteklhs `mihstrànòes ` uk` hkchro` y sh ges hktrhaànòes, y hgg` f`lï` mh o`mrh sustitut`, lek rhsugt`mes hxlhghkths. Lu`tre kiðes cuhrek `n`kmek`mes ` g` puhrt` mhg O`kileoie, y ges lu`tre sek `fer` düvhkhs quh sh mhshkvuhgvhk oàs e ohkes nihk mhktre mh g` Ikstituliük. Ki siquihr` si quihr` sh supe quiékhs hr`k sus còigi`rhs ki mh mükmh prelhmï`k. Hk hg rhtr`se f`yukar`m`liekhs mh ohker ` o`yer o`yer.. G` i kthgiahkli` ikthgiahkli` tihkh uk` hsl`g`. Nikht, uk cr`klés, y guhae g uhaeohkt`g ]hro`k, ]hro`k, kerthòhril`ke, mhs`rregg`rek uk` hsl`g`. Mivimihrek ` ges rhtr`s`mes hk Imiet`s, Ionélighs y Ménighs Ohkt`ghs. Remhoes Remhoes mhlir quh hg Imiet` ke f`ng`, hg Ionélig f`ng`, phre ke `prhkmh kukl` ` ghhr ki ` hslrinir, y hg Ménig Ohkt`g hs suslhptingh mh uk` phmàeaï` hsphli`g hk quh sh gear` ke m`rgh uk` ikthgiahkli` kero`g ki uk` lugtur` v`st`, phre sï prhp`r`rge p`r` g` vim` mhktre mh sus prepi`s gioit`liekhs. Hk ges O`kileoies sihoprh f`y p`nhggekhs p`r` ges Imiet`s. Hk hg kuhstre ke hxistï`k. R`r` hgges sege hxisth uk luim`me hxlhpliek`g, y k`m` oàs. @g Ionélig sh puhmh `mihstr`r, y, `kth teme, hvit`r quh sh fà` uk mhs`dust`me hk g` selihm`m. Lek ges Ménighs Ohkt`ghs, y` ge midioes, sh puhmh lekshauir `gae, y oàs quh `gae, oulfe, phre sh khlhsit`k lhktres hsphli`ghs, lek o`hstres hsphli`ghs. Hk uk` el`siük ` ]rudigge sh gh pg`kthü hsth prengho`, y leoe hr` su lestuonrh, fize uk ar`k hsphltàluge4 tr`de `g p`ïs ` ges ohderhs psiqui`tr`s, hsphli`gist`s hk kiðes rhtr`s`mes mh Inhreòéril`. Ggha`rek Lrhspe, mh Lun`: \egïs Puirea`, mh Oéxile y Aekzàghz M`krhé, mh Xruau` Xruau`y, y, y sh era`kizü uk \hoik`rie p`r` pg`kh`r g` era`kiz`liük mh lhktres mh rhtr`s`mes. Guhae, hg preyhlte cuh hka`vht`me. @ ges etres aenihrkes, mhspués mh g` ouhrth mh ]rudigge, ki siquihr` ghs f` p`s`me per g` ohkth elup`rsh mh ges kiðes rhtr`s`mes mh kuhstre p`ïs. Y hxisth uk` lrum` vhrm`m4 mh l`m` lihk kiðes, mes prhshkt`k rhtr`ses, y leksimhre hst` licr` `gae n`d` hk kuhstre p`ïs m`m` g` mhcilihkth `giohkt`liük mh kuhstres kiðes mh ges lòpes y n`rries penrhs mh g`s lium`mhs. G`s lùs`s puhmhk shr v`ri`m`s. F`lh likluhkt` `ðes, g` lugp`ngh mh temes ges rhtr`ses hr` g` sïcigis. @fer`, mhspués mh hstumies `lhrl` mh g` lùs`gim`m mh g`s egiaecrhki`s, sh f` rhmulime hst` lùs` `g oïkioe. Hst`s puhmhk shr fhrhmit`ri`s: puhmhk shr per tr`sterkes mhg hon`r`ze: puhmhk shr mhspués mhg k`lioihkte, per trùo`tisoe e ikchlliek i kchlliekhs hs mhg lhrhnre lhrhnre.. \h` g` lùs` quh cuhrh, si sh tihkh uk fide rhtr`s`me, mhnh `thkmhrsh leoe quihr`, quihr`, leoe sh`, y ke sh mhnh hsphr`r ` quh hg kiðe mhs`rreggh ‗p`r` vhr si sh leksiauh `gae‟, leoe hs g` c`gs` lrhhkli` mh ges p`mrhs. Iaker`kli`. Hsh hs hg prengho`. ]em` g` Rsiqui`trï` mh kuhstre p`ïs hstà prhð`m` mh iaker`kli` y mh vhra÷hkz`. Kes `vhraekzòes mh thkhr uk fide rhtr`s`me y kes hophðòes hk uk` gulf` hk quh sihoprh gghv`rhoes g` mh phrmhr. phrmhr. Kikaôk fuo`ke quh thka` fides sh hsl`p` mh g` g ` pesinigim`m mh thkhr uke rhtr`s`me, sh` g` lùs` quh cuhrh. G` o`mrh quh sh hophð` hk pekhr ikthgiahkli` hk hg fide quh ke g` tihkh: hg p`mrh quh rhlekelh g` vhrm`m y oihkth per pihm`m, oihkth per hg thoer ` quh gh s`quhk ` rhgulir uk` fhrhkli`: oihkth per thoer ` quh gh mia`k sicigïtile, `glefügile e ge quh cuhrh. Oihktr`s t`kte, sh pihrmh uk tihope prhliese. Xk mï` phrmime hk ges tr`tòihktes psiquiàtriles hquiv`gh ` `ðes mh lrekilim`m, y ke sh mhnhk mhsphrmili`r ges mï`s. Oihktr`s oàs prekte, ohder. ohder. Hs uk` cr`sh quh mhnhk rhphtirsh l`m` mï` ges còigi`rhs mh hkchroes ohkt`ghs. Ohder p`r` hg p`lihkth, ohder p`r` hgges, ohder p`r` hg psiqui`tr`. Ges meoikil`kes vòes ` f`lhr, vòes ` gulf`r. Ke hs uk` p`g`nr` fuhl`. Sòes ` f`lhr, y hsphli`gohkth hk g` egvim`m` y ouy ohkliek`m` hsphli`gim`m mh g` ohmilik`4 g` Rsiqui`trï`. =1 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Y` uk arupe mh oémiles, Y` oémiles, psiqui`tr`s y ke psiqui`tr`s, f` cukm`me g` \elihm`m mh @yum` @yum` `g Kiðe ^htr`s`me. S`k S`k ` tr`n`d`r lek `yum` y sik si k `yum` mhg Hst`me. Hk hg oeohkte mh f`lhr hst` enr`, hstàk m`kme sus priohres p`ses, ges p`ses mh uk kiðe quh `prhkmh ` lòik`r: t`g vhz ges p`ses mh uk kiðe rhtr`s`me quh `prhkmh ` lòik`r. Hs quh ges meoikil`kes seoes egiaecrékiles hk \eoes hg tihope. Hg shmiohkte kuhstr` ge phkes` fisteri` kes f`c`kc`rri`s mhd`me hkquist`mes hk uk haeïsoe nrut`g. ikl`p`lhs mh m`r,mh y lu`kme f`lhoes, telòes y f`lhoes `g`rmh mh kuhstr` hspghkmimhz. F`y peles, y hste lekciro` g` rhag`, quh v`k ` f`lhr y ge f`ràk. Puh Mies ges `yumh hk hst` kengh t`rh`. t `rh`. VIII Hg oukme mh ges psilüp`t`s Hg psilüp`t` hs g` crekthr` quh mivimh ` ges luhrmes mh ges geles. Hstes, pel`s vhlhs sek lgihkths mh ges psiqui`tr`s, y lek oulf` crhluhkli` sek fuésphmhs mh g`s làrlhghs. Hgges prhshkt`k l`r`lthrïstil`s ouy phlugi`rhs. Ke sek iks`kes ki rhtr`s`mes, y ouhstr`k uk` l`rhkli` mh shktioihktes, c`gt` mh meoikie y uk` ùshkli` mh teme shktime étile. Hg priohre hk hstumi`rges cuhmhgRrilf`rm, oernes` kero`g.quihk ges mhkeoikü ‗geles mh g` oer`g‟. Oehnius ges mhcikh leoe uk` v`rihm`m ]em`s g`s hsluhg`s psiquiàtril`s sh f`k hkcr`sl`me hk hg hstumie mh g` phrsek`gim`m psilepàtil`, y tem`s ecrhlhk uk` vhrsiük michrhkth. F`y uk fhlfe: f`y uk tipe mh fuo`ke michrhkth `g kero`g, y` mh lùs`s fhrhmit`ri`s, y` mh lùs`s ònihkt`ghs, quh lrh` uk prengho` hk g` selihm`m. Honusthre, lïkile, g`mrük, dua`mer, `shsike, teme uk lerthde mh sïkteo`s mh lekmult` quh ge f`lhk uk `ktiseli`g y hs khlhs`rie ìsg`rge, g` o`yer p`rth mh g`s vhlhs hk g` làrlhg, e hk etr`s el`siekhs hg duhz ge hkvï` `g O`kileoie ` leopren`r si hs uk iks`ke e ke. Ikthkt` oulf`s vhlhs sioug`r uk` hkchrohm`m ohkt`g y si ke ge gear`, g ear`, rhlurrh iklguse ` g` òhk`z` mh ouhrth p`r` hg psiqui`tr`. Hk g` fisteri` mh g` Rsiqui`trï` `ltu`g, g`s ar`kmhs àrhsiekhs ke f`k sime prevel`m`s prevel`m`s per geles e hpigéptiles, sike per psilüp`t`s. ^hlermhoes ^hlerm hoes hg l`se mh Ha`s Oekiz, Rrhoie Kenhg mh g` Ohmilik` y còese khuresiqui`tr`, mhslunrimer mh oétemes quirôrailes hk hg tr`tòihkte mh ges hkchroes ohkt`ghs, quh cuh fhrime mh n`g` per uk psilüp`t` feoilim`. Hk kuhstre O`kileoie, oulf`s vhlhs filioes lekt`lte lek psilüp`t`s lrioik`ghs. Hstes hr`k hkvi`mes lek cikhs mh hxphrtilie, y kukl` sh leoprenü kikaôk r`sae mh irrhspeks`nigim`m hk ges lrïohkhs leohtimes. Mhsmh su hktr`m` `g \`k`terie sh lekvhrtï`k hk muhðes `nsegutes mh g` situ`liük, òhk`z`kme ` hkchroes, ` hkchrohres h iklguse ` oémiles. ^hluhrme phrchltòhkth hg l`se mh uk psilüp`t` quh o`tü ` uk` prestitut` hk uk lhktre mh ghkelikie: guhae hkviü uk` l`rt` ` uk phriümile gel`g lek cikhs pungilit`ries y sh hktrhaü ` g` dustili`. Hk kikaôk oeohkte khaü hg fhlfe ki sh `rrhpiktiü mh f`nhrge rh`giz`me. Mur`kth hg prelhse y hk g` l`r` mhg prepie Duhz, gh òhk`zü mh ouhrth ` su s`gim` mhg phk`g. G` r`zük quh `ghaü p`r` o`t`rg` cuh perquh ke ge mhd`n` meroir. Etre psilüp`t` lrioik`g o`tü ` su p`mrh `meptive per kha`rgh hsth uk` phquhð` l`ktim`m mh mikhre. Guhae mh leohthr hg lriohk, o`rlfü `g puhste pegili`g oàs lhrl`ke y lek tem` k`tur`gim`m rhg`tüHk sukuhstr` fhlfe. épel` mh Mirhlter mhg O`kileoie, g` ohder leghlliük mh psilüp`t`s lrioik`ghs tr`n`d`n`k p`r` hg \hrvilie mh Ikthgiahkli` mh ]rudigge. Hk ouy r`r`s el`siekhs vi `gaukes hk oi leksugt` =6 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug priv`m`. Oàs quh ` leksugt`r in`k hk nusl` mh shm`kths p`r` meroir. Kukl` suph ` lihkli` lihrt` si rh`gohkth in`k hk nusl` mh ohmilòhktes p`r` sus khrvies e in`k ` viaig`roh. \h` hg psilüp`t` uk prengho` fhrhmit`rie, leoe `gha`k ges Era`kilist`s, e uk` mhsvi`liük mh g` gïkh` kero`g mhg mhs`rregge psilegüaile hk su ikc`kli`, leoe `gha`k ges crhumi`kes, g` rh`gim`m hs quh ke sege p`ròàs gesmicïlighs psiqui`tr`s sike tòniék p`r` g` selihm`m, hstes iks`kes mh g` oer`g lrh`k uke mh ges prengho`s y leopgil`mes. Ke puhmh f`nhr seguliekhs siopghs p`r` `gae t`k leopghde leoe hs g` lekmult` fuo`k`. Mivimir hst` hk tipes leoe nuzekhs mh lerrhes y hkl`dek`r ` l`m` feonrh hk uke mh hgges, kes `yum` hk `gae ` su ohder leoprhksiük y ` su oàs càlig hstumie, phre kukl` kes f`lh ggha`r `g pukte oàs `gte mh g` vhrm`m. \hauirhoes \hauirhoes mhslunrihkme mhslunrihkme etres oukmes. oukmes. @v`kz`ràk @v`kz`ràk g` cïsil` y g` quïoil` f`st` f`st` ggha`r ` g` r`ïz oiso` mh g` vhrm`m. Lek temes ges `v`klhs, hk hg hstumie mh g` ohkth mhg feonrh sihoprh quhm`rà uk` ikthrrea`kth. VIS G`s khuresis \i cuéshoes ` mhcikir g`s khuresis perggòòes g`s michrhkths hsluhg`s, mhg o`rle kuhstr` imh`mhg `g pungil`r hsth ginre. Hg khurütile hs ge quh hg khrviese, khr viese, hgs`gmrïòes khur`stékile. Kukl`mhsek lgihkths O`kileoie, y hk g` o`yerï` mh g`s vhlhs tòpele ge sek mhg leksugterie priv`me mhg psiqui`tr`. Oàs nihk visit`k lek crhluhkli` ` ges oémiles ahkhr`ghs, y hk l`se mh üra`ke-khuresis, v`k mekmh hg hsphli`gist`, shaôk hg üra`ke quh leksimhr`k hkchroe: visit`k ` l`rmiügeaes e a`strehkthrügeaes. Hstes, ` su vhz, y lu`kme leksimhr`k quh sus ohmies ke `gl`kz`k ` g` pesingh lur`liük, ges hkvï`k mekmh hg psiqui`tr`. G`s lùs`s mh g` khuresis siauhk g`s lgàsil`s gïkh`s mh g`s hsluhg`s mh psiqui`trï`. G` Era`kilist` leksimhr` ges c`lterhs fhrhmit`ries y ges prengho`s mhg ohmie ònihkth. G`s Rsilegüail`s, ` prengho`s mh hst` ïkmegh, hk su o`yerï` mh g`s vhlhs el`siek`m`s hk g` ikc`kli` y hk etr`s el`siekhs hk g` `mugthz. \ek suoòhkth ikthrhs`kths g`s mislusiekhs ` hsh rhsphlte mh g`s hsluhg`s psilegüail`s, Rsile`kàgisis, @mghr, Duka, Khepsile`kàgisis. Khepsile`kàgisis. Lu`gquihr Lu`gquihr m`te, per oàs seohre quh cuhsh, cuhsh, quh iksiku`r` hk hsth ginre, ginre, gghk`rï` oulf`s pàaik`s. @g ikthrhs`me hk hstes hstumies ge rhoite ` hstes ùterhs quh f`k pungil`me ginres mh vuga`riz`liük mh sus therï`s, `shquinghs ` g` ghltur` mh lu`gquihr prec`ke. Xk` p`lihkth oï` mivimï` ges hkchroes ohkt`ghs hk nenes (rhtr`s`mes): ges quh v`k `g psiqui`tr`, (khurütiles), y ges quh sek lekmulimes `kth hg psiqui`tr`, (psilütiles). G` mivisiük hs l`si iméktil` ` g` mh lu`gquihr hsluhg` mh Rsiqui`trï`, `p`rth mhg tràaile fuoer mh g`s mhcikiliekhs. Leoe midh `kthrierohkth, hg khurütile kukl` v` `g O`kileoie, y hk oulf`s el`siekhs ki siquihr` mekmh hg Rsiqui`tr` e mekmh hg oémile ahkhr`g. Hk kuhstre p`ïs, y hk feker ` g` vhrm`m, sh f` gear`me `gae. @ltu`gohkth hg khurütile hs l`p`z mh f`lhr `kths`g` `kth hg leksugterie mh uk psiqui`tr`, `ôk ` lest` mh g`s nreo`s mh ges òiaes, quihkhs, mhoestr`kme lr`s` iaker`kli`, sh nurg`k mh hgges. Hxisth uk tipe mh khuresis quh hstòes hk g` engia`liük mh tr`t`r. Hs g` Khuresis Enshsiv`. Hs suoòhkth r`r`. Hk ois vhikth `ðes mh psiqui`tr`, sege fh viste trhs l`ses. Xke mh hgges hk uk devhk mh vhikth `ðes. S`ri`s vhlhs pr`ltil`n`, mur`kth hg mï`, uk ritu`g mh giopihz` lek `glefeg lek lu`gquihr les` quh ég phks`r` funihr` tel`me su`glefeg. p`mrh, geHgquh gh premulï` y hk shauim` su `lte leopugsive mh quh giopihz`, sihoprh lek enshsive gulf` `she, per crhk`r su `lte hdhlut`n` leopugsive, phre gh hs iopesingh, àrhaàkmesh ` hste uk hst`me mh `ksihm`m. =9 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Etre p`lihkth mh <8 `ðes pr`ltil`n` pr`ltil `n` uk oevioihkte hsthrhetip`me mh sen`rsh g` crhkth lek hg merse mh g` o`ke mhrhlf`. Etr`, thkï` uk ritu`g mh trhs, y temes sus `ltes sh ikili`n`k lek trhs4 hg leohr, hg n`ð`rsh, hg vhstirsh, temes. G` thr`péutil` mh hsth tipe mh khuresis ke f` gear`me kikaôk nuhk rhsugt`me. Rsilethr`pi`, hghltresfelj, liruaï` hk cik, teme hg `rshk`g thr`péutile-psiquiàtrile, thr`péutile-psiquiàtrile, rhsugt`k v`kes p`r` hst` ar`vh iksugik`, cero` lgïkil` mhlhrhnr`g, hkchrohm`m ohkt`g. VS G`s psilesis \ek prepiòhkth g`s gelur`s, ges hk`dhk`mes, er`ths, iks`kes, ges quh f`k phrmime hg duilie mh g` rh`gim`m, ges `gihk`mes, ges mhsquili`mes. Hxisthk oulfes téroikes p`r` g`s psilesis. ]emes ]emes ges `rrin` hkuohr`mes, sek sikükioes mh psilesis. \ik hon`rae, hg vugae utigiz` uk vel`nge quh ke lerrhspekmh `g téroike psiquiàtrile4 mhohkli`. Mhohkth hs, p`r` g` `lhpliük pepug`r, ke sege hk kuhstre p`ïs sike tòniék hk teme hg oukme, hg hquiv`ghkth `g gele. R`r` kesetres, ges psiqui`tr`s, mhohkli` hs uk prelhse ohkt`g mh mhthriere, prio`rie e shlukm`rie ` uk mhs`rregge psilütile. Rer t`g r`zük, mhohkli`rsh uk` phrsek` hs f`lhrsh rhtr`s`me ohkt`g mhspués mh `mugte. F`y psilesis shkig y mhohkli` shkig, psilesis hpigéptil` y mhohkli` hpigéptil`, psilesis sicigïtil` y mhohkli` sicigïtil`. Rsilesis, hs uk `mdhtive quh `kthpekhoes ` uk` shrih mh hkchrohm`mhs ohkt`ghs lek l`r`lthrïstil`s l`r`lthrï stil`s hsphli`ghs. Xk` mh hgg`s, hk g` o`yerï` mh g`s vhlhs, hg p`lihkth quh g` p`mhlh ke tihkh leklihkli` mh su hkchrohm`m, y pihrmh hg leklhpte mhg oukme mh ges endhtes. Rhre tr`thoes mh g`s mes psilesis oàs iopert`kths y crhluhkths hk kuhstre O`kileoie4 g` hsquizecrhki` y g` o`kï`le-mhprhsiv`. ]`k `ktiau` leoe g`s hkchrohm`mhs ohkt`ghs, ohkt `ghs, sh lekelï` uk lu`mre lgïkile lgïki le quh `p`rhlï` l`si sihoprh hk g` duvhktum, luy`s l`r`lthrïstil`s hr`k uk` lrisis mh àit`liük e curi` mur`kth g`rae tihope, y mhspués uk mhthriere ikthghltu`g o`rl`me. Ges psiqui`tr`s cr`klhshs mhg siage p`s`me g` mhkeoik`rek mhohkli` prhlez, per su `p`riliük hk düvhkhs y per g` mhohkli` cik`g. Lu`kme sh sistho`tizü hg hstumie mh g` Rsiqui`trï`, cuh puhst` hk gua`r preoikhkth. Oàs t`rmh t `rmh sh cuh leopren`kme su `p`riliük hk tem`s g`s hm`mhs, y Nghughr, teo`kme leoe n`sh uk` l`r`lthrïstil` lgïkil` mh g` hkchrohm`m, g` ggòü Hsquizecrhki`, ohkth hslikmim`, vel`nge `lhpt`m vel`nge `lhpt`mee `ltu`goh `ltu`gohkth kth per per g` tet`g tet`gim`m im`m mh mh ges psiqu psiqui`tr`s i`tr`s mh g`s g`s michrhk michrhkths ths hsluhg` hsluhg`s. s. G` hsquizecrhki` hs uk aia`kthsle hmicilie piltürile mh oernesim`m psïquil`. Oihktr`s oàs sh hstumi`, (hs g` psilep`tegeaï` oàs hstumi`m` hk Rsiqui`trï`) oàs sh prhst` ` lekcusiük y mislusiük. \h f` tr`t`me mh mivimir hk cero`s lgïkil`s. \h leoihkz` per trhs y guhae sh f`lhk ikthroik`nghs. Ges Era`kilist`s `gha`k c`lterhs fhrhmit`ries leoe lùs`, ùkquh ke mh tipe meoik`kth. G`s Hsluhg`s Rsilegüail`s `gha`k ge lektr`rie. Mhktre mh g`s oiso`s hsluhg`s, g`s epikiekhs micihrhk. \h f`ng` mh g` Hsquizecrhki`, guhae mh g`s Hsquizecrhki`s y mhspués mh g` Leksthg`liük Hsquizecrékil`. \unhk y n`d`k ges leklhptes `lhrl` mhg hstumie mh g` hkchrohm`m, y ges quh hk su leoihkze sek òpgies, throik`k rhmulimes ` g` oàs oïkio` hxprhsiük. \ik hon`rae, `gae quhm`, y `ôk ` p`se mh tertua` sh `v`kz` hk hg mhslunrioihkte mh g`s lùs`s, mh g` psilegeaï` `kero`g y thr`péutil` mh g` hkchrohm`m oàs oisthries` y leopgil`m` mh g` Rsiqui`trï`. Nghughr, hk suhk leoukil`liük mhlï`4 ‗Leoe g` hk hkchrohm`m keeprearhs` sihoprhmhf`li` g` mhohkli`, y ke tem` el`siükprio`ri`, sh prhshkt` prhlezohkth g` punhrt`m pele mhspués hgg`, prhcihre hg keonrh mh Hsquizecrhki` p`r` mhsiak`rg`‟. 82 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Hsquizecrhki`4 ohkth hslikmim`, ohkth p`rtim`. Hg p`lihkth reoph hktrh ég y g` rh`gim`m, y v` ` vivir sus sus imh`s mhgir`kths. ]ihkh misarha`me hg Ye. Htioegüailòhkt Htioegüailòhkthh mhgir`r quihrh mhlir ‗hst`r cuhr` mhg lòike‟. @ktiauòhkth mhcikï`k `g hsquizecrékile leoe si cuhsh uk` lhktr`g thghcükil` lek ges figes lekcukmimes. Hg p`lihkth leohkz`rà ` eïr velhs quh ge iksugt`k, quh ge iktioim`k. \ek g`s `gulik`liekhs `gulik`liekh s ùmitiv`s. phrshauime e sh lrhhrà uk s`kte,irrh`g y ukc`ktàstile, sïkteo` ouy hs su ùtisoe, y` quh lekstruirà\h ukshktirà oukme lek su phksòihkte igüaile retecrhluhkth lek g` rh`gim`m. Xk còese oémile kerthòhril`ke, kerthòhril`ke, hk lrïtil` oerm`z p`r` hg psiqui`tr`, mhlï`4 ‗Hg hsquizecrékile f`lh l`stigges hk hg ìrh: hg khurütile ges vivh y hg psiqui`tr` ghs lenr` hg `gquighr ` ges mes‟. Hktrhoes y vhòes `gaukes mh ois hsquizecrékile hsquizecrékiles. s. @gaukes sek rhtr`ïmes: etres, lekvhrs`merhs. Xkes, p`lïciles: etres, phgiareses. Rhre sihoprh, sihoprh, lek uk leoôk mhkeoik`mer4 su igüail` mhgir`kth, su psilegeaï` ikleoprhksingh p`r` kesetres quh kes ggòòes luhrmes. G`s Hsluhg`s Rsilegüail`s f`k hstumi`me hg lekthkime mh hstes misp`r`ths gghkes gg hkes mh sionegisoes, y f`k gear`me mhslunrir `gae. Ke sihoprh sek hx`ltòhkth misp`r`ths, y quhm` uk fige fig e ikvisingh quh ges ukh ` g` rh`gim`m, y hk lu`gquihr oeohkte hsth sh pekh hk hvimhkli`. F`y uk fhlfe luriesïsioe hk Rsiqui`trï`4 g` lur`liük hspektàkh`. R`lihkths quh mur`kth g`raes `ðes f`k p`mhlime hsquizecrhki` y lek `p`rhkths tr`sterkes mhohkli`ghs, f`k leohkz`me ` m`r sïkteo`s sï kteo`s mh lur`liük sik tr`tòihkte `gauke, ggha`kme f`st` uk rhst`nghlioihkte tet`g. tet`g. VSI Hg oukme oisthriese mh ges hsquizecrékile hsquizecrékiless Ges prüxioes l`pïtuges hstàk mhmil`mes ` ois p`lihkths hsquizecrékiles: ` hsh oukme oisthriese, uk oukme mh hrrer, uk oukme hquivel`me, uk oukme mh imh`s i mh`s mhgir`kths. Xk` phrsek` lekvugsiek`, y s`nhoes hk p`rth, hg perqué lekvugsiek`. Xk` phrsek` hktristhlh p`tegüailòhkth, y s`nhoes, `gae mhg perqué mh su tristhz` `kero`g: sh `ghar` `kero`gohkth y ùkquh kes serprhkmhoes, visguonròes `gae. Hxàhr`liük mh uk l`ràlthr, hstïouges p`tegüailes quh `ltô`k leoe hspik` irrit`tiv`. Xk vihde hkgequhlh y s`nhoes quh su `rthriehslghresis `rthriehs lghresis hstà `ltu`kme hk hg lhrhnre. G` sïcigis sïcigi s mhohkli` ` lu`gquihr phrsek` y hstòes hkthr`mes mh quh uk hspirequht` hstà hk g` s`karh y `ltô` hk hg hkléc`ge. µY mh g` hsquizecrhk hsquizecrhki`, i`, qué5 µHs uk virus5 µXk` n`lthri`5 µXk` texik` mh `gaôk oilrenie5 µ@gaôk prengho` psilegüaile `ltu`g e hk g` ikc`kli`5 Hs g` ar`k prhaukt`. µRer qué uk` phrsek`, quh sh sihkth nihk, quh hstà nihk, quh temes ges `kàgisis mh G`ner`terie hstàk lerrhltes hk rhg`liük ` ge kero`g, quh hg hxòhk lgïkile ke prhshkt` kikauk` `kero`gim`m cïsil`, leoihkz` ` misp`r`th`r5 Lrhh quh ge phrsiauhk, eyh velhs, pihrmh su rhg`liük mh `chlte lek ge quh gh remh`. µPué gh f` p`s`me5 F` lòni`me su Ye kero`g per uk Ye `kero`g. Hstà p`mhlihkme mh Hsquizecrhki`. \h gh f`lh tr`tòihkte. tr`t òihkte. Hghltrelfequh, Hghltrelfequh, iksugik`, psilethr`pi`, psi lethr`pi`, mhriv`mes mh g` lgerpreo`zik`. lger preo`zik`. Xkes Xkes lur`k, etres ohder`k y hk etres cr`l`s`k ges tr`tòihktes. Y siauh siauh nugghkme nugghkme hk g` ohkt ohkthh mh ges psiqui` psiqui`tr`s4 tr`s4 µper qué5 qué5 Ge quh `p`rhkthohkth hs oeküteke, oeküteke, siopgh y hghohkt`g4 miàkestil`r suphrcili`gohkth ` uk hsquizecrékile, lu`kme hklg`r`s hg hstumie mh su quh phrsek`gim`m `kero`g, hktròes hk uk oukme leopgil`me, hk uk`precukmizòes o`r`ð` mh imh`s y lekcus`s sh suohrahk y `cger`k irrhaug`rohkth. Hs hg oukme oisthriese mh ges hsquizecrékiles. 80 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug VSII @uteniear`cï` @uteniear` cï` mh uk` hsquizecrékil` hsquizecrékil` ‗µPuiék sey5‟… Oh ggòe O`rï`.“ \ey uk oekstrue mh seghm`m, tristhz` y shksinigim`m. Ke l`h uk `gcighr quh ke sihkt` g` lg`v`m` hk oi vihktrh. \ey uk` iklekshluhkli` mh Mies, quh ke mishð` leoe hg `rth: `g shr y phrthkhlhr `g aékhre fuo`ke, sey iophrchlt`. \ey l`tügil`, `pestügil` y reo`k` per nùtize. Rrethst`kth per k`tur`ghz`. ^hnhgmh perquh thkae n`st`kths lùs`s p`r` shrge. ês`lruz per hstumie. Dumï` per `moir`liük. ]hstiae mh Dhfevà perquh lrhe hk hg féreh mhg Aügaet`: quh hs uk Aia`kth hk uk oukme mh hk`kes. Yeaist` Yeaist` per luriesim`m. Numist` per rhsphte. Oer`g perquh `lhpte g`s ghyhs mh Oeisés. R`licist` perquh leoprhkme leoprhkme ` A`kmfi. Crhumist` perquh sus leklhptes sek g` s`gv`liük mh g` ohkt`gim`m fuo`k`. Hspiritist` per lekvilliük, perquh perquh sey leoe \`kte ]eoàs, thkae quh vhr p`r` lrhhr. Hk cik, sey ginrh phks`mer` per fhrhkli`. ‗Ois p`mrhs y g` selihm`m hk quh vivioes sh hkl`ra`rek mh f`lhroh virahk. G` o`thrkim`m mh f`lhroh o`mrh s`kt`. Oi hspese oh fize Oàm`ghk`. ‗\ey tipe E-^-F pesitiv`. @gt` leoe uk feonrh, mhseg`m` ke thkae k`m`: g` lfisp` mh g` ait`k` g` gghve tem` per mhktre. \ey tïoim` leoe uk` khar` hk uk s`gük mh o`kit`s mh gig`s ng`kl`s. Fuoigmh, uk`prhmile, ikmi`, luy` `pg`stü yuaeg`hxtr`kdhre. lristi`k` ke sege pr`ltileleoe ge quh sikephrsek`gim`m perquh f`lhg`siages fh hgviste via` hk ois\ey edes, y per hse vhe perquh g` p`d` hk hg ede `dhke. \ey fid` mh Mies y mhg r`zekòihkte fuo`ke. Cui, sey y shré sihoprh NXHK@ p`r` ges ar`kmhs oémiles y lihktïciles mhg oukme. R`r` ges ar`kmhs peht`s, oôsiles, hslriterhs, `rtist`s y hspiritu`gist`s leoe Dhsôs. R`r` temes ges feonrhs quh ò`k g` oudhr per su ohkth y su `go` y ke sege per sus l`rkhs. ‗R`r` ges s`mist`s, ges o`sequist`s, ges feoeshxu`ghs, ges k`rlisist`s, p`r` ges hkchroes y ges prestitutes ohkt`ghs shré sihoprh G@ OXDH^ O@G@. G` quh per su lugp` hg feonrh phrmiü hg R`r`ïse‟. VSIII Rgikie ”‗F`y suno`rikes `gho`khs y `viekhs d`pekhshs d `pekhshs rekm`kme hg O`kileoie. Ye hstey hstey hk `lhlfe mh hgges p`r` s`gv`roh g` vim`‟. F`lh uk `mhoàk mh `shktioihkte, y lek g` o`ke senrh g` crhkth oir` f`li` g` mist`kli`, mist `kli`, hk nusl` mh sus ioàik`ries hkhoiaes. L`m` ohmi` fer` sh prhshkt` Rgikie ` oi ecilik` p`r` ikcero`ro i kcero`rohh `lhrl` mhg `v`klh mh ges ikv`serhs y mh ges ohmies quh peshh p`r` rhlf`z`rges. Milh4 ”‗]hkaee uk `p`r`te hsphli`g fhlfe per oï p`r` leon`tirges: hs ` n`sh mh hghltrilim`m y ` vegukt`m ”‗]hka oï`. Ke sh prheluph, Melter, Melter, mhdh hse per oi luhkt`. Hsté usthm shaure oihktr`s ye hsté `quï‟. Rgikie hst`n` lhrl` mh ges shshkt` `ðes, y g` oit`m mh su vim` g` f`nï` p`s`me hkchroe mh g` ohkth. Hsquizecrhki` p`r`keimh hr` su miàküstile. Sivï` thoper`m`s thoper`m` s hk su fea`r, fea`r, y lu`kme rhlrumhlï`k sus sïkteo`s phrshluteries phr shluteries hr` lekmulime lekmul ime `g \`k`terie. Y` gghv`n` v`ries `ðes sik `gt` y sik ohder`r. Lòik`n` lektikuòhkth lektikuòhkth per temes ges gikmhres mhg hst`nghlioihkte hslumrið`kme hg ferizekth hk nusl` mh `viekhs d`pekhshs y suno`rikes `gho`khs. Lu`kme quh g` ikcero`liükHkquh suoikistr`n` iopert`kli`, oh g` ecrhlï` per hslriteleksimhr`n` y hstriltòhkth lekcimhkli`g. gesoh `ðes `kthrierhs `hr` su mh hkchrohm`m, Rgikie tr`n`d`n` mh lekt`mer hk leohrlies y f`lï` tr`mulliekhs mhg ikagés. Hk uk` el`siük vi`dü per hg 8> Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug oukme hk uk n`rle kerthòhril`ke mh turisoe. Hstuve hk D`pük y Hurep`, y per hse mhsprhli`n` ` ges etres geles. Mhlï` quh hr`k iklugtes y o`g hmul`mes. Ges geles, ` su vhz, gh rhliprel`n`k hs` `ktip`tï`. Rgikie thkï` oem`ghs mh mipgeoàtile y sihoprh o`kthkï` g` mist`kli`, iklguse hk sus rhg`liekhs lekoiae. \u g`ner g` f`nï` iopuhste leoe mhnhr, y hst`n` g` engia`liük mh ikcero`roh hk mh oi viaig`kli` lekmiliükégmhsh Mirhlter. Lu`kme ohder`n` mh sus lrisis,hkhslrinï` vhrses hgeai`kme oi g`ner y, per supuhste, g` mh ég. Lrhe quh hk su duvhktum gghaü ` pungil`r uk ginre mh peho`s. Fh `quï uk` phquhð` ouhstr` mh su enr` githr`ri`4 Rhksòihkte ‗Ges priohres nròimes mh uk peht` sh michrhkli`k mh ges mh uk kiðe hk quh ges mhg priohre ke leksiauhk sihoprh ggò`r g` `thkliük, ge quh ke sulhmh lek ges mhg kiðe‟. Aehtfh. ”Puihre quh Xm. keth oi hxtrho`m` oemhsti`, puhs hsh phksòihkte ke hs mh Aehtfh, sike oïe. Ke quish `trinuiroh uk` shkthkli` t`k precukm`. ¡Pué lirluksphlliük g` oï`! ¡Pué mhgil`m` leklihkli`! @ uk githr`te Ruhs, hg l`se hs, oi shðer quh hk lihrt` epertukim`m, hk uk sitie egvim`me, ouy ghdes mh g` lium`m ye l`sl`n` uk` vhz kuhlhs lek uk phmrhaük y lek hste f`lï` ye uk ruime rh`gohkth hksermhlhme hksermhlhmer. r. ]em`s oh s`gihrek v`lï`s sik sust`kli` `mhktre phre lek l`sl`rük. Fà` usthm leop`r`liük lek sus enr`s quh f` hstòp`me \`t`kàs ghs f` s`l`me hg shktime y g` r`zük. VIV Hg lerrhmer Hk su duvhktum cuh uk ar`k `tght`. Lerrhmer mh mist`kli`s g`ra`s, p`rtilipü hk hg hxtr`kdhre hk v`ri`s egiopï`m`s leoe oihonre mhg hquipe meoikil`ke. Cuh gghv`me `g O`kileoie per uk luriese sïkteo`. @ v`ri`s oulf`lf`s mh g` `gt` selihm`m phrshauï` mï` y kelfh. \h ioàik`n` quh hr`k sus kevi`s lu`kme oulf`lf`s o`trioe o`trioekie, kie, ég sh leksimhr`n` hg hspese. Oulf`s vhlhs, `kthsy mh quh égg`s ikarhs`r` hk hglektr`ï`k O`kileoie, leohktànòes ges òiaes, hst` situ`liük. Hr` risingh, `g ohkes p`r` kesetres, phre ke p`r` g` phrshauim`. Oulfes mh ges quh gh`k hst` enr` 8< Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug rhlerm`ràk f`nhrge viste hk g` l`ggh Hg Lekmh, lek su hsl`s` `k`teoï`, phrshauir ` uk` mh sus kevi`s e hspes`s. Leohkz`rek g`s quhd`s y ge gghv`rek per priohr` vhz `g O`kileoie. Mhspués mh su priohr` visit`, visit `, sh fize `simue fuésphm. fués phm. @ l`m` kevi`, kuhve ikarhse, y ` l`m` ikarhse, i karhse, kuhve meger mh l`nhz` p`r` Leoe oï. p`lihkth ke prhshkt`n` kikauk` àrhsivim`m àrhsivim`m y ke f`nï` r`zük p`r` ìsg`rge, phre su phrshvhr`kli` hk lekshauir lekshauir su `gt` ge lekvhrtï` hk hg pher mh ois geles. Oulfe Oulfe `kths mh ggha`r ` oi ecilik`, y` ég hst`n` hk g` puhrt`, p uhrt`, hsphràkmeoh. R`s`n` visit` lekoiae, `yum`n` ` f`lhr ges tr`tòihktes mh hghltrelfequhs, hghltrelfe quhs, y ke phrmï` epertukim`m p`r` phmiroh quh ge mhd`r` o`rlf`r o`rlf`r.. @g ohrimi`ke, fer` hk quh s`gïòes mhg tr`n`de, hst`n` hk g` puhrt` mhg \`k`terie pimiékmeoh su `gt`. ^hlermhoes quh eriaik`gohkth Kiau` f`nï` sime uk` làrlhg, lekvhrtim` guhae hk O`kileoie. G`s ecilik`s hst`n`k ìsg`m`s mhg rhste mh ges p`nhggekhs. @fer` hr` ge lektr`rie4 hst`n`k hk hg oisoe lhktre, y leoe ye quhrï` m`r uk` tükil` mh nekm`m f`li` hg hkchroe, ke gh hst`n` prefinime hg visit`roh, ùkquh hse oh ren`r` tihope. Lu`kme g` situ`liük hr` mhshsphr`kth, ge m`n` mh `gt` lek uk` lekmiliük4 ke oeghst`r ` g` oulf`lf` mh turke, quh sihoprh hr` hxlhpliek`gohk hxlhpliek`gohkth th nhgg`. Oh ge preohtï` ` rha`ð`mihkths. \h o`rlf`n` y oulf`s vhlhs, vhlhs, y` hk g` t`rmh, hst`n` mh kuhve kuhve hk Kiau`. Hk uk` el`siük mhlimï f`lhr uk hstumie leopghte mh hst` phrsek`gim`m `kero`g. Cuh uk` ar`k serprhs`, puhs m`n` g` ioprhsiük mh shr uk prelhse ohkt`g lek uk` sikteo`tegeaï` si kteo`tegeaï` mh lekmult` `kero`g. Oh mide4 ”‗Yee uk` vhz oh oerï. G` lùs` mh oi ouhrth cuh uk vhkhke hspiritu`g quh segimicilü oi s`karh. ”‗Y Oi duae aàstrile, quh hr` ge quh oh f`lï` lerrhr ` ar`kmhs vhgelim`mhs, sh lekvirtiü hk fihge. Hste fize quh oh hkòer`r` mh oudhrhs nekit`s y lek mikhre. Ges feg`kmhshs filihrek uk `p`r`te, ohzlg` mh r`mie, tel`misles, thghvisiük y oilrüceke. \h ggò` g` rh`lliük Rfiggips. Ikohmi`tòhkth oh pusihrek g` rh`lliük Rfiggips y leohkzü oi s`karh ` àu`rsh: y` mhdé mh oerir p`r` vegvhr ` vivir: viv ir: oh mi luhkt` perquh oh shktï` g` pukt` mh ges mhmes. Oi k`tur`ghz` leohkzü ` shktir: ges `kio`ghs mh oi hstüoàe leohkz`rek ` s`gir, ukes per g` nel` y etres per hg `ke. \hktï` quh hse oh quho`n`: thkï` quh rhsistir p`r` vegvhr ` vivir y ` quhrhr oulf`lf`s gikm`s. ]em`s sek uk`s ohktires`s perquh oh quihrhk y ge kiha`k: oh ge milh g` rh`lliük Rfiggips, quh oh mie vim` y quh oh milh g` vhrm`m mh g` vim` y quh oh f`lh lerrhr p`r` a`k`r prhoies p`r` oi p`ïs. Melter Melter,, mhoh mh `gt`, puhs g` rh`lliük milh quh v` ` p`s`r `gae ar`kmh. Y` oh sihkte mh kuhve ges `kio`ghs hk oi hstüoàe, y sek leoe lughnr`s y s`pes quh lòik`k. Xsthm ke sh m` uk` imh` mh ge quh hs hv`lu`r uk s`pe per hg `ke: ke sh ge mhshe ki ` Du`k, quh hs oi ar`k hkhoiae y quh sh leonik` lek uk` nrud` p`r` quit`roh ` oi oudhr y lu`d`roh g` s`karh leoe oerligg`. Ar`li`s ` g` rh`lliük Rfiggips, quh oh mhcihkmh mh ois hkhoiaes visinghs h ikvisinghs, y oh f`lh rhvivir lu`kme `gauihk `g auihk oh o`t`. ]hkae oihme, puhs si mure ouhrte `gaôk tihope, oh l`hk aus`kes: y` ges fh viste y oh ges quite mh hklio`. @gaôk mï` shràk oulfes y `l`n`ràk lekoiae `kths mh quh vhka`k hk oi `yum` ges feg`kmhshs mh g` g ` rh`lliük. @kelfh oh s`qué ukes lu`ktes aus`kes mhg eïme y mh g`s k`rilhs: ke sek geonrilhs mh oulf`lfites4 oulf`lfites4 sek aus`kes mh hses quh sh leohk g` l`rkh mh ges ouhrtes. Melter, per òer mh Mies, mhoh mh `gt`‟. Rer ke eïr hsth mislurse temes ges mï`s y hk tem`s g`s fer`s mhg tr`n`de, hr` prhchringh m`rgh mh `gt`. @sï ge f`lï`, y ` ges peles mï`s rharhs`n`. rharhs`n`. Hk el`siekhs sus còigi`rhs ge gghv`n`k ` su lium`m k`t`g y ég phro`khlï` ukes ohshs sik ikarhs`r ` Kiau`. Rhre vegvï` sihoprh, leoe hg lerrhmer quh rharhs` ` su oht`. 8= Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug VV Hg gikihre quh ge s`nï` teme F`nï` k`lime hk g` Gïkh` Kerehsth mh g` ^hpôngil`, y sh f`nï` lri`me ` teme ge g`rae mh g` crekthr` lek Fìtï. \u p`mrh hr` oigit`r oigit `r y lektikuòhkth hr` tr`sg`m`me mh uk puhste ` etre. F`nï` fhlfe mh teme hk g` tihrr`: g` f`nï` tr`n`d`me ` auste y, ùkquh `k`gc`nhte, `k`gc`nhte, thkï` ar`k shktime mh ge g e thgôrile. Lu`kme sh ikmhphkmizü mhg p`mrh, l`raü lek uk` prestitut` y sh o`rlfü ` thrrhkes leoukhres leoukhres hk ges `grhmhmerhs mh Sigg` @gtàr`li`. ]hkï` lekules, lri`kz` mh `vhs y lhrmes. Rrelrhü v`ries fides lek g` oudhr, y g` vim` sh mhshkvegvï` p`r` ég leoe g` mh lu`gquihr àrilugter mh kuhstre p`ïs. Fekr`me ` l`rt` l`n`g, tr`n`d`mer mh seg ` seg, viviü v iviü chgiz f`st` lu`kme hg ]ir`ke mhlimiü lekvhrtir ` g` ^hpôngil` hk uk ikohkse l`ð`vhr`g. Hkteklhs cuh mhs`ged`me mh su prhmie, tuve quh vhkmhr sus `kio`ghs ` lu`gquihr prhlie y sh lekvirtiü, mh prüsphre àrilugter, hk uk siopgh lert`mer mh l`ð`. \us ikarhses ohro`rek leksimhr`nghohkth leksimhr`nghohkth y g` oudhr ge g e `n`kmekü, mhdàkmegh ges trhs fides. @sï sh lekvihrth hk p`mrh y o`mrh o`mrh mh sus fides: hg tr`n` tr`n`de de sh mupgil mupgil`: `: gh pà`k o`g: ggha`k t`rmï` t`rmïòhkt ohkthh ges pàes y hk `gauk `gauk`` el`siü el`siük k ge hka`ð`k: `prevhlf`k su `k`gc`nhtisoe y su pele lekelioihkte mh `ritoétil` p`r` hka`ð`rge. ]r`n ]r`n`d` `d` f`st` mh kelfh y sh mhshkvuhgvh hleküoilòhkth hleküoilòhkth lek ges `ferres mh g`s vhkt`s mh sus `kio`ghs. Lu`kme `mvihrth quh ke tihkh uk sege lhkt`ve, y hk lònie v`ries ohshs mh tr`n`de sik pà`r, leoihkz` ` shktir `gulik`liekhs. Hs g` vez mh su oudhr quh ge iksugt`: sek g`s velhs mh sus p`mrhs quh ge rhlrioik`k. Xk` t`rmh sh ioàik` muhðe mh tem`s g`s pg`kt`liekhs mh l`ð` mh `zôl`r quh hxisthk hk g` rhaiük. Ermhk` tr`n`des, era`kiz` lu`mrigg`s mh feonrhs quh g`ner`k ` sus ürmhkhs: sh giopi`k ges l`ð`vhr`ghs, sh f`lhk l`rrighs p`r` g`s l`rrht`s, tr`n`d`k lihktes mh feonrhs ` su l`rae, f`st` lu`kme ggha`k ges suphrierhs. Hs hkvi`me `g Lu`rthg mh g` Regilï` K`liek`g y pesthrierohkth `g O`kileoie. \h gh ikili` uk tr`tòihkte mh hghltrelfe hghltrelfequhs quhs y ohder` ràpimòhkth. Ges p`lihkths hsquizecrékiles prhshkt`k uk` l`r`lthrïstil`. Hs ge quh ggòòes ges psiqui`tr`s rhspuhst` mh g`me e p`r`rhspuhst`. @g p`lihkth sh gh prhaukt` su keonrh y rhspekmh lek hg mï` mh su k`lioihkte: si sh gh ikmà` per hg mï` mh su k`lioihkte, ecrhlh su keonrh. Lek Hg gikihre, g`s rhspuhst`s mh g`me hr`k `nukm`kths. Lu`kme gh prhauktòes su keonrh, kes mide4 ”Hg ar`k prengho` mh hsth p`ïs hstà hk g` tihrr` o`g rhp`rtim`. Lu`kme gh prhauktòes mükmh k`liü, kes mide4 ”Hsth `ðe f`nrà fònrh hk kuhstr` tihrr`, perquh hstàk ouy cgerhlimes ges o`kaes y ges àu`l`ths. G`s `gulik`liekhs ùmitiv`s phrsisthk y sh lektikô` hg tr`tòihkte. Hg gikihre sh p`s` g` g ` o`yer p`rth mhg tihope ghyhkme rhvist`s y ginres rhgiaieses, phre ke s`nh ghhr, y f`lh `g`rmhs mh lugtur` sik thkhrg`. @g ohkes, hk ge quh quh rhsphlt` ` g` ghltur`. Rhre hk ge rhg`liek`me lek g` tihrr` y sus prengho`s, ge s`nh teme. @gauihk f`ng` mh `nhd`s, y Hg gikihre s`nh mh `nhd`s, tòniék. ]ihkh uk` therï`, quh `km` lhrl` mh g` vhrm`m4 ‗Ges gikihres gi kihres sek cuhrths perquh sek ges ôkiles lòphsikes mhg p`ïs quh leohk l`rkh, ùkquh sh` mh lfive: hg rhste leoh p`d`s‟. R`d`, p`r` ég, sek ges tunérluges4 g` yul`, g` n`t`t`, n`t`t `, htl. ‗Hg pgàt`ke hs p`s`ngh p`s`ng h si hstà o`mure “milh“ y g`s ghauonrhs sek nuhk`s tòniék. Xk ikmivimue quh leo` l`rkh y oihg mh `nhd`s, mhnh shr cuhrth‟. @sï sh mh hxprhs`n` Hg gikihre.shLu`kme mh leoim`, hr` ypregide y siklhre. Lu`kme sh lekvhrs`n` tihrr`s, hkteklhs lekvhrtï`f`ngànòes lekvhrtï` hk uk fur`ðe: thkï` thoer f`ng`n` hk p`ràneg`s4 ”Melter,, hg a`te lek sus p`t`s ”Melter p`t `s f`lh l`rili`s, phre lu`kme sh hkc`m`, fihrh lek hgg`s. hgg `s. 88 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug R`s`me `gaôk tihope, tihope, Hg gikihre ikiliü su lri`kz` mh `kio`ghs4 lhrmes, lfives, a`ggik`s, p`tes, htl. G` oert`gim`m hr` rhmulim`. Ég thkï` lekelioihktes rumiohkt`ries mh thr`péutil` vhthrik`ri` y s`nï` `pgil`rg` ` tihope. Hk uk` epertukim`m leksiauiü uk`s a`ggik`s pekhmer`s, iopert`m`s. Hst`s `vhs sek hopegg`m`s hk iklun`mer`s mhsmh oulf`s ahkhr`liekhs, y f`k phrmime hk p`rth su ikstikte mh prelrh`liük, y` quh mhspués mh peles mï`s `n`kmek`k ges fuhves. Gh filioes hs` `mvhrthkli` `g gikihre, y per tem` rhspuhst` kes fize uk` ouhl` mh mhsmék. @gaôk tihope tihope mhspués Hg gikihre oh oh ikvitü ` ir ` su a`ggikhre, mekmh mekmh uk` a`ggik` ng`kl` l`ghkt`n` uk` vhikthk` mh peggites. Lu`kme gh prhauktòes lüoe f`nï` gear`me hsh premiaie, kes hxpgilü quh f`nï` puhste ` etre hkchroe mï`s y kelfhs ` sesthkhr à`rr`m` ` g` a`ggik` hk hg kime, ` cik mh hvit`r quh ge `n`kmek`r`. \i ke hstey hquivel`me, lrhe quh mur` vhiktiôk mï`s hg tihope quh t`rm` g` a`ggik` hk hopegg`r sus fuhves. Ruhs, vhiktiôk mï`s, t`kte Hg gikihre leoe su etre leop`ðhre, phro`khlihrek phro`khlihrek turkàkmesh hk hg kime p`r` pren`roh quh teme sh puhmh lekshauir phrshvhr`kme. phrshvhr`kme. Hk uk` el`siük Hg gikihre gghaü ` kuhstr` ecilik`, mekmh lekvhrsànòes lekvhrsànòes hg \unmirhlter y ye senrh g` o`rlf` mhg \`k`terie. Y`` hst`n` l`si rhoitime mh su hkchrohm`m y kes pimiü gilhkli` p`r` ir ` vhr ` sus fides hk Rihmr` Y Ng`kl`, puhs mhsmh quh hkchroü ke ges f`nï` viste ki s`nï` mh hgges. Gh leklhmioes hg phroise. @g l`ne mh ukes mï`s kuhstr` serprhs` ser prhs` cuh ar`kmh. Hg gikihre vhkï` `leop`ð`me mh mes kiðes hsluàgimes y `kéoiles. Kes mide4 ”µShrm`m, ”µS hrm`m, Melter, Melter, quh p`rhlhk mes s`pites5 Hstes sek ois mes fides v`rekhs: g` fhonrit` g` mhdé lek uk` nuhk` shðer`. Hg Melter ^h`m sh `pi`mü mh ges kiðes y ges gghvü ` su Lgïkil`, lekduktòhkth lek hg p`mrh, ` quihk gh leksiauiü uk hopghe. Guhae, ` ges kiðes ges gghvòes `g Fespit`g Ikc`ktig, perquh hg fònrh y hg p`r`sitisoe f`nï`k mhstruime ges luhrphlites mh ònes. Hg ohker hst`n` oàs ar`vh y khlhsit`n` vhroïcuaes, `kti`kéoiles y leoim`. Mur`kth ohshs thoioes per g` vim` mhg ohker. @g cik gearü rhn`s`r hg phgiare mh ouhrth. F`k p`s`me ges `ðes. Mes renustes devhklites hstàk sihoprh dua`kme ` g` hktr`m` mh g` Lgïkil` mhg Mr. ^h`m, y `gthrk`k hg hstumie lek hg ecilie mh giopi`net`s. \ek ges fides mhg gikihre. Hsth, leoe sihoprh, lektikô` sihkme uk tr`n`d`mer ikl`ks`ngh. Rer thoper`m`s thoper`m`s tihkh `pi`ries, lrï` p`geo`s, `tihkmh ` su lekule. Ge ôkile quh ke peshh hs mikhre, y` quh sihoprh ge hka`ð`k. Ég lrhh hk g` fekr`mhz fuo`k`, y ùkquh lektikuòhkth gh mhouhstr`k ge lektr`rie, siauh ciroh hk su lrhhkli`. VVI Hg o`hstre ”‗Hsh ke hs oàs quh uk aetese, `phstè `phst è mh g` o… R`r` feonrhs `sï cuh quh filihrek hsth lerr`g quh ggò`k O`kileoie, y quh hg kuhve mirhlterlite gh ggò` \`k`terie. ¡Pué eptioist`! Hste hs uk lerr`g y k`m` oàs quh uk lerr`g mh feonrhs ohmie geles quh `quï sh f`lhk geles hkthres, dukte lek temes hstes hpigéptiles o`glri`mes y nurres, leoe temes ges \hlrht`ries mh Hmul`liük quh f` thkime hg p`ïs. Ye, uk o`hstre rur`g, sé oàs quh temes duktes y quh temes ges psiqui`tr`s duktes, iklguyhkme `g turle quh f` ggha`me mh Mirhlter. Ois shses sek suphrierhs ` ges shses mh teme hg oukme y oi gelur` hs ahki`g: k`mih pume lek hgg` y tuvihrek quh tr`hr uk arikae y oh ohtiü uk 83 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug lg`ve hklio` mh ges edes p`r` vhr si ohder`n`, y µqué leksiauiü5 Mhd`roh oàs gele y lek uk feye hk g` crhkth‟. Hst` hs g` mhlg`r`liük mh T. L., y hk sus p`g`nr`s sh tr`mulh su l`se. Ég hr` k`tur`g mh g` rhaiük mhg Hsth mhg p`ïs, y mur`kth oulfes `ðes cuh o`hstre mh hsluhg`s hk su puhnge. Hr` uk` phrsek` shri`, ikthgiahkth y hstumies`. \u hkchrohm`m4 Hsquizecrhki` R`r`keimh, quh sh ikiliü lek uk ikthkte mh ugtr`dh ` uk` mh sus mislïpug`s. Hkteklhs cuh lekmulime ` g` làrlhg y mh `fï `g \`k`terie. Y` Y` hk hg hst`nghlioihkte, lekduktòhkth lekduktòhkth lek Rgikie era`kizü uk shrvilie mh viaig`kli` vi aig`kli` p`r` hvit`r hg `t`quh mh sus hkhoiaes. F`lï` `g`rmhs mh er`teri`, y sus mislurses hr`k g`rauïsioes y hg tho` sihoprh hr` Hg Lerr`g, h iksistï` hk f`lhr mhs`p`rhlhr ` ges hpigéptiles mh g` c`z mh g` tihrr`. R`r` ég ges ‗aeteses‟ hr`k pher quh hg hstiérleg, y hg O`kileoie vegvhrï` ` shr O`kileoie lu`kme o`t`r`k ` temes ges hpigéptiles, e mh ge lektr`rie shrï` sihoprh uk lerr`g. Ges pghites hktrh ég y ges hpigéptiles hr`k lektikues, y ég rhlinï` sihoprh g` pher p`rth. Rer ôgtioe, tuve quh shr ìsg`me y `fï phro`khliü ukes lu`ktes `ðes. Hk uk` el`siük hk quh visitü hg O`kileoie hg Melter Crhho`k, lrh`mer mh uk` télkil` quirôrail`4 G` Ghulhteoï` ]r`ksernit`ri`, ]r`ksernit`ri `, mhlimiü ephr`rge. G` ephr`liük ke tuve éxite. Mhspués mh ephr`me ges sïkteo`s àrhsives hopher`rek, h iksistï` hk f`lhr mhs`p`rhlhr ` ges hpigéptiles. Hg O`kileoie, `sioisoe, shauï` sihkme uk lerr`g p`r` ég, y ges o`hstres, ukes `skes, ohkes ég. Hk hg tr`kslurse mh ges `ðes prhshktü uk` giahr` ohderï` y gh mioes mh `gt`. Mur`kth g`rae tihope, sho`k`gohkth, rhlinïòes rhlinïòes l`rt`s mh T. L. G` mirhlliük mhg senrh mhlï`4 Mr. @ktekie Tàgug, Lerr`g mh Kiau`. ]em`s sus oisiv`s ggha`n`k puktu`gohkth ` su mhstike. VVII Hg gele quh kukl` rhï` Hr` uk feonrh aia`kthsle quh ke kha`n` su r`z` ahroàkil`. ûnie, mh edes `zughs, mh o`mrh meoikil`k` mhslhkmihkth mh cr`klhshs: su p`mrh hr` `ghoàk. Rer l`su`gim`m f`nï` k`lime hk \`kte Meoikae. @ ges pele peless ohshs ohshs mh k`lhr k`lhr,, su còigi` còigi` o`rl o`rlfü fü ruone ruone ` @ustri @ustri`` y `ggï `ggï viviü tem` su vim`. vim`. Hr` uk kiðe fur`ðe, àrhsive y f`lï` uk` vim` segit`ri`. segit `ri`. @g lekvhrtirsh hk feonrh, mhdü mh shrge y leohkzü ` pr`ltil`r g` feoeshxu`gim`m. ]òniék ]òniék leohkz`rek sus prengho`s còigi`rhs: sh hkhoistü lek su p`mrh, hg lu`g ke `lhpt`n` su thkmhkli` shxu`g `kero`g y sh `ghdü mh g` l`s`. Hstumi` Rsilegeaï` hk g` Xkivhrsim`m mh Sihk` f`st` quh g`s ferm`s fitghri`k`s lekvihrthk ` g` ^hpôngil` mh @ustri` hk g` Rrevikli` mhg M`kunie. Hg p`mrh `prevhlf` g` epertukim`m p`r` hkvi`rge ` \`kte Meoikae mekmh quhm`k `gaukes còigi`rhs o`thrkes. \u ik`m`pt`liük ùohkt`, sh f`lh hkhoiae mh teme hg quh gh remh`, iklguse mh su còigi` meoikil`k` quh t`kte `chlte gh ecrhlh. S` mh tr`n`de hk tr`n`de, mh mekmh gh mhspimhk per su l`ràlthr vieghkte y quhrhgg`kth. \h lekvihrth hk uk sepgük mh ]rudigge y sus mhg`liekhs f`lhk phrmhr g` vim` ` oàs uk` phrsek`: etr`s sh pumrihrek hk g`s o`zoerr`s mh G` Silteri` y G` =2. Y`` ke Y ke tihkh tr`n`de, ki òiaes, òiaes, ki còigi`. Sivh hk uk` ikoukm` phksiük lek uk` phquhð` rhohs` quh gh hkvï` g` o`mrh. Xk` o`ð`k`, oihktr`s p`s`n` visit` hk hg \`k`terie, uk hopgh`me oh milh quh uk shðer hxtr`kdhre vhkï` ` leksugt`r. @gae serprhkmime, `lumï ` g` ggò`m`, gg ò`m`, puhs ke `lestuonròes ` m`r leksugt`s p`r` p`lihkths ònug`kths. 81 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Hk uk hsp`ðeg lek o`rl`me `lhkte `ghoàk, rhquihrh mh oï uk hxòhk psiquiàtrile, puhs, hk ges phriümiles mhg mï`, ‗hslrinï`k senrh su feoeshxu`gim`m‟. Oh hkshð` ges hmiteri`ghs mh ònes phriümiles, quh `gumï`k senrh lu`gquihr tho`, ohkes senrh ge quh hg p`lihkth `gha`n`. \u oir`m` hr` terv`: g`s o`kes prhs`s mh giahre thonger: g` hxprhsiük mhg restre, p`r` hg `lestuonr`me ` tr`t`r hkchroes ohkt`ghs, ikmil`n` g` hxpgesiük mh uk` ar`k lrisis psilütil` ouy phgiares`. \u`vhohkth, \u`vhohk th, ghktòhkth, tr`té mh phrsu`mirge mhg hrrer. Oh lekthst` lek vieghkli`4 ‗Ke f` viste k`m` hk ges `rtïluges, perquh usthm mhslekelh ` DXKA. Ges phriümiles f`ng`k mh oi feoeshxu`gim`m hk sionegisoes DXKAI@KE\. Puihre quh usthm oh mé uk lhrticil`me hk quh leopruhnh quh ke sey feoeshxu`g, p`r` gghvàrshge ` ges mirhlterhs mh hses phriümiles. Rà`ré Rà`ré ge quh sh`, ùkquh ` ukquh ke sh` `fer`, puhs ke gghve mikhre, phre usthm hstà hk g` engia`liük mh m`roh hsh lhrticil`me‟. G` situ`liük sh f`lï` oàs thks` l`m` oikute. Hste sege hk g` ecilik` lek uk shðer mhslekelime, lek teme hg `sphlte mh hxtr`kdhre, mh quihk ke s`nï` ki su keonrh, suoòhkth àrhsive àrhsive y phgiarese. G` puhrt` mh g` ecilik` hst`n` ` ohmie `nrir. Hk hg uonr`g, hst`n` uk devhk mh oir`m` phrpghd` lekthopg`kme g` hslhk`4 hr` hg lfechr mhg t`xi quh hsphr`n`. Rhk` hk ég, puhs gghv`n` uk p`s`dhre gele y phgiarese, quh `km`n` sik mikhre y t`g vhz `ro`me. F`nï` quh `mvhrtirgh `g lfechr `lhrl` `lhrl` mhg lgihkth quh gghv`n`. Lenr`rgh, pemï` lest`rgh vi m`. Y` ke oh Y` iopert`n` m`rgh uke, mes e trhsy lhrticil`mes. Oh g`s ikahkié p`r` mhd`rge segegùkvim`. oeohkte. F`nï` quh f`lhrgh hg lhrticil`me hk g` ecilik` mh `moikistr`liük hr` mekmh sh f`lï`k. Gh filh shð`s `g lfechr lek g` vist` p`r` quh oh siauihr`. Gh hxpgiqué hg l`se mh su p`s`dhre y sh hophðü hk o`rlf`rsh mhdàkmege hk hg \`k`terie. µRemï` mhd`r ` uk hkchroe, quh quh v` per sus prepies pihs `g O`kileoie ` leksugt`r leksugt `r senrh ioàik`ri`s echks`s fhlf`s lektr` ég per phriemist`s quh dòàs seð`rek g` hxisthkli` mh hsth sudhte5 µRemï` µRe mï` mhd`r ikthrk`me i kthrk`me hk hg \`k`terie Rsiquiàtrile ` uk sudhte, `g p`rhlhr hxtr`kdhre, quh ki siquihr` m` su keonrh, quh ke ruha`, sike hxiah uk lhrticil`me mh quh ke hs feoeshxu`g, `g oikute mh lekelhrge5 Hsth hr` uk prengho` psiquiàtrile y uk prengho` mh leklihkli`. Ge lerrhlte hr` mhd`rge ikthrk`me ikthrk` me ` g`s nuhk`s e ` g`s g `s o`g`s. Hst`n` crhkth ` uk hkchroe phgiaresïsioe, phgiaresïsioe, l`p`z mh lu`gquihr mhs`tike. Mhd`rge ir hr` shkthkli`r ` `gauihk ` g` ouhrth. Remï` shr hg lfechr, lfechr, uk phriemist` e uk còigi`r. Mhd`rge ikthrk`me ` g` cuhrz`, hr` tòniék etre prengho`, perquh su còigi` e su hon`d`m` ge rhlgò`rï`k, prethst`kme prethst`kme per su ikthrkòihkte sik ùteriz`liük. µPuiék hr`5 µMh mükmh vhkï`5… Ke thkïòes g` ohker imh`. Hr` uk hkchroe phgiarese y ge iopert`kth hr` quh ke gh filihr` m`ðe ` k`mih y quh ke gh filihr`k m`ðe ` ég. Leksugté lek ges etres oémiles. ]hkï`k oi oiso` epikiük4 mhd`rge ikthrk`me, p`s`r` ge quh p`s`sh. Ge mhdé sege p`r` nusl`r hkchrohres y engia`rge ` quhm`rsh: leoprhkmiü leoprhkmiü g` situ`liük y lu`kme ye nusl`n` ges `yum`kths, oektü hk hg vhfïluge y engiaü `g lfechr ` o`rlf`rsh. Lu`kme tr`té mh ggha`r `g t`xi hk o`rlf`, oh mie g` ioprhsiük i oprhsiük mh quh òhk`z`n` lek uk `ro` `g lfechr lfechr.. Hstànòes crhkth ` uk` phrsek` hkgequhlim` y phgiares`. Rhgiares` p`r` uk penrh lfechr quh lu`kme gh ecrhliü su shrvilie ke s`nï` ` quiék ge f`lï`. @g ohkes, y` hst`n` hkthr`me mh quiék hr` su lgihkth. Rhgiares` p`r` su còigi`. Rhgiares` p`r` sus hkhoiaes ioàik`ries. F`nï` quh m`r g` vez mh `g`ro`, h ikohmi`tòhkth o`rlfé o`rlfé f`li` g` Ecilik` Ec ilik` Lhktr`g mh g` Regilï` K`liek`g. Xk shðer ng`kle, runie, mh edes `zughs, mh lhrl` mh mes ohtres mh hst`tur`, quh f`ng` hsp`ðeg lek `lhkte `ghoàk, ke sé su k`liek`gim`m, hs uk hkchroe ohkt`g quh ecrhlh phgiare y mhnh shr mhthkime 86 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug ikohmi`tòhkth… In` phks`kme oihktr`s o`rlf`n` ` ar`k vhgelim`m hk oi vhfïluge, mhsmh hg O`kileoie f`st` hg R`g`lie mh g` Regilï`. D`mh`kth, gghaué gghaué mekmh hg ecili`g mh turke. turke. In` ` leohkz`r leohkz`r ` hxpgil`r g` situ`liük, lu`kme lu`kme `g oir`r f`li` uk g`me, vi shkt`me hk uk n`kle `g feonrh quh nusl`n`. Hsth cuo`n` cuo`n` khrviesòhkth uk` legigg` mh lia`rrigge quh gh quho`n` ges g`nies. Hg Ecili`g oh rhciriü quh f`nï` ikthkt`me o`t`r ` ukes còigi`rhs. Ke pume leohthr hg fhlfe perquh g` pisteg` quh pert`n` sh gh `t`slü. `t `slü. Gh ikceroé `g ecili`g mhg hst`me ohkt`g mh milfe p`lihkth: phre ges tràoiths gha`ghs f`nï`k quh gghk`rsh. Rer hse cuh hkvi`me ` g` làrlhg mh G` Silteri` y pesthrierohkth ikarhsü ikarhsü hk hg O`kileoie. @ su ikarhse `g \`k`terie \`k`terie o`kthkï` g` oiso` oiso` `ltitum mhg mï` hk quh cuh ` leksugt`r. Ges meoikil`kes thkhoes g` c`ligim`m mh pekhr oeth y ois geles, ùkquh hkchroes mh g` ohkth, ke f`nï`k phrmime hs` c`lugt`m. Ge G e nùtiz`rek lek hg senrhkeonrh4 ‗Hg `ghoàk emiese‟. Y ég f`lï` feker ` hsh senrhkeonrh. Mhspués, per leoemim`m y p`r` f`lhrge oàs nrhvh, gh mhlï`k shkliggòhkth ‗Hg emiese‟. Hg emiese sek`n` sus t`lekhs leoe nuhk ahro`ke, phre sege lu`kme quhrï` lekshauir `gae. DuzD uza`n` ` g`s phrsek`s per su r`z`. G` Khar` gel` quh vhkmï` l`cé: g` Khar` lelikhr` quh gh suoikistr`n` g` r`liük, hg Oug`te hpigéptile quh gh vhkmï` lia`rrigges, hg \hoit`, Mirhlter mhg O`kileoie. Ges meoikil`kes fhoes vivime sihoprh sik prengho`s mh r`z`. Khares, oug`tes, ng`kles, seoes tr`t`mes iau`gohkth. Hk hg O`kileoie ke pemï` shr s hr michrhkth. Lek g` ggha`m` mhg `ghoàk, teme f`nï` lòni`me. ]emes p`r` ég hr`k ukes khares `squhreses: hg Mirhlter, uk shoit`, shoit `, quh ùkquh ke pr`ltil`n` g` rhgiaiük dumï`, hr` uk vuga`r shoit`. R`r` oï, hsth prengho` ke thkï` kikauk` iopert`kli`. Rhre Rhre p`r` ois hkchroes, sï. Hgges sh shktï`k ikmiak`mes crhkth ` g` `ltitum mh uk hkchroe, t`k hkchroe leoe hgges, quh tr`t`n` mh o`kthkhr uk` suphrierim`m, `gha`kme shr mh uk` r`z` suphrier. Rele ` pele ges hkchroes sh cuhrek `ghd`kme mh ég. Kikauke gh miriaï` g` p`g`nr`: g` situ`liük hopherü lu`kme ges hopgh`mes leohkz`rek ` teo`r g` oiso` `ltitum mh ges hkchroes. G` Rilfirigi, uk` p`lihkth quh thkï` uk jiesle mh vhkt` mh l`cé y lia`rrigges, y mh quihk f`nge hk uke mh ges prüxioes l`pïtuges, sh kiha` ` vhkmhrgh hk su phquhðe khaelie. L`m` vhz quh ikthkt` ir ` leopr`r,, ge ikduri` mh p`g`nr`s. leopr`r ”‗Hs runie, lek nuhk phge, phre ges shses ges tihkh gghkes mh leohdék‟ “mhlï` hgg`. Hg `ghoàk vivï` hk su oukme hsquizecrékile y ke gh iopert`n` hk `nsegute g` `ltitum mh ges p`lihkths. @ ges hopgh`mes hopgh`mes ghs rhlrioiké rhlrioiké su `ltitum, `ltitum, y lòni`rek. lòni`rek. Lek ges ges p`lihkths, dòàs pumh gear`r quh quh mhoestr`r`k hg ohker r`sae mh siop`tï` f`li` hg `ghoàk. Xk hkchroe hkchroe oh mhlï`4 ‗\i kes kharh`, `ggà ég, quh sh v`y` per mekmh vike‟. \ik hon`rae, p`r` oï hg prengho` phrsistï`4 hr` uk meoikil`ke per `llimhkth, ng`kle, runie, mh edes `zughs, hmul`me hk g` @gho`ki` mh Fitghr. Rhre hkchroe hkchroe ohkt`g, `kth teme: quh f`nï` lrh`me uk` situ`liük mh thksiük hk uk O`kileoie mh uk p`ïs p`ï s phquhðe, aenhrk`me per uk tir`ke sik hslrôpuges, lek uk` sunvhkliük crekthriz` lek hg fònrh, lek p`lihkths hk su o`yerï` mh hxtr`lliük fuoigmh y rur`g, lek hopgh`mes iaker`kths mh suhgmes oishr`nghs, mekmh ` l`m` oikute uk hkchroe lek uk c`gse leopghde mh suphrierim`m r`li`g, ghs s`l`n` ` rhgulir su r`z` y su penrhz`. R`s`rek ges ohshs y tòniék ges `ðes. Hg `ghoàk emiese shauï` t`k emiese leoe hg priohr mï`. ]r`tòihkte tr`s tr`tòihkte sik gear`r rhsugt`me pesitive. Fesle, `gt`khre. Emiese leoe hg oeth, kukl` ge viSivï` sekrhïr, kioukme siquihr`c`gse lek yg`hrrükhe4 sekris` ikoetiv`m` mhg hkchroe ohkt`g. Dòàs kikaôk hkchroe gh sekriü. hk uk su oukme hsquizecrékile. \ege, oàs sege quh k`mih: sik òiaes, sik còigi`, sik ég oisoe. 89 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug m Xk mï` mh visit`, gghaü `g \`k`terie uk shðer mh hm`m `v`kz`m`. Rrhaukt` per `gauihk. Hsh `gauihk hr` hg `ghoàk. Hr` g` priohr` phrsek` quh in` ` visit`rge. visit`rg e. Xk hopgh`me ge nuslü. Lu`kme sh hklektr`rek crhkth ` crhkth, hg visit`kth gh hslupiü g` l`r`. Lu`kme hg hkchrohre ikmàü hg perqué mh su `ltitum, hsth gh rhspekmiü4 ‗@l`ne mh s`gir mh g` làrlhg: hstuvh mes `ðes prisiekhre per uk` mhg`liük mh hsth o`gmite gele‟. Hg emiese `ghoàk sh `ïsg` oàs y oàs: sh terk` àrhsive. Hk uk` el`siük àrhmh `g @moikistr`mer: @moikistr`mer: mhspués àrhmh ` hopgh`mes y hkchroes. Hs khlhs`rie ìsg`rge. \h gghv` ` lhgm`. \h v` mhg oukme, mhserihkt`me, lek `gulik`liekhs ùmitiv`s phro`khkths. Rhre mhktre mh ge iklefhrhkth mh su ghkau`dh o`ktihkh su pestur`4 uk O`kileoie mh khares sulies, miriaimes per uk shoit`. Kukl` ecrhliü uk` sekris`, ki siquihr` uk` sekris` ikoetiv`m`. VVIII Hg vhkhzeg`ke Hk uke mh hses hsp`soes mh ginhrt`m quh @oéril` G`tik` prhshkt` mh tihope hk tihope, sh mhrruon` hk p`rth hg ]hgük mh J`ji. \h reoph uk lhrle mh oigit`rhs quh eprioï` uk` ar`k perliük mh kuhstre Lektikhkth. Rhrük, Rhrük, hk @rahktik`: N`tist` hk Lun`: êd`s Rikigg` hk Legeoni`: Rérhz DioéDi oékhz, hk Shkhzuhg`, sihkthk hg iop`lte. \us aenihrkes rhsphltives l`hk leoe l`stigges mh kìphs, y ges milt`merhs tihkhk quh s`gir mh sus thrriteries. \u rhcuaie leoôk hs g` au`rim` chum`g mh ]ru ]rudigge, digge, quihk tem`vï` sh lekshrv`n` ciroh, `ôk lek oàs mh trhikt` `ðes mh aenihrke. Hsl`gek`mes hk hg tihope, lek michrhkli` mh peles ohshs, leoihkz`k ` `rrin`r ges tir`kuhges ` kuhstr`s lest`s. Dukte lek hgges ggha` su hslegt` mh psilüp`t`s lrioik`ghs, quihkhs `yum`rek lek sus fhlfes pukinghs ` sesthkhr hs`s milt`mur`s. @prhkmilhs mh p`r`keiles pis`k g` tihrr` mhg Nhkhc`lter, hg oàs ar`kmh mh ges lrioik`ghs mh kuhstr` @oéril`. ]emes ]emes gulï`k hk`kes `g g`me mh kuhstre ‗ò`me Dhch‟. Hg sihoprh o`g rhlerm`me \hrvilie mh Ikthgiahkli` Oigit`r (\IO) ges lektreg`n` ` temes: mhsmh hg oàs ar`kmh f`st` hg oàs iksiakicil`kth mhg arupe. ]emes y l`m` uke mh hgges hst`n` lfhquh`me g`s >= fer`s mhg mï`. \ik hon`rae, hxistï` uk` viaig`kli` hsphli`g p`r` uk phrsek`dh. Hr` p`r` uk oigit`r vhkhzeg`ke phrthkhlihkth `g arupe mh hmhl`khs mh Rérhz Dioékhz. Di oékhz. Hk hg cilfhre sh lg`sicil`n` leoe ‗suhgte mh ghkau` y dua`mer mh ar`kmhs suo`s mh mikhre ` g` rught`‟. Hg prengho` mhg \IO hr` su priohr mhchlte. Hk lu`kte `g shaukme, s haukme, hse ke iopert`n`, puhs hstes tir`kuhges y su s u arupe, mhspués mh hsquigo`r lek sumer y s`karh ` sus puhnges, mig`pim`n`k hg mikhre o`g f`nime, sik dustiprhli`rge leoe ge rhlekelh hg quh ge a`k` tr`n`d`kme. Xk` t`rmh cui ggò`me per hg òiae y legha`, Mr. Rérhz Aekzàghz. Ég oh rhciriü hg l`se mh uk vhkhzeg`ke quh `thkmï` hk su lgïkil` p`rtilug`r, quihk p`mhlï` uk prelhse Hsquizecrékile R`r`keimh. R`r`keimh. \h f`nï` cua`me mhg hst`nghlioihkte h ikthktü o`t`r `g Hon`d`mer mh Shkhzuhg` Shkhzuhg` hk kuhstre p`ïs. Rh Rhre re ke pume rh`giz`r hg fhlfe per hklektr`rsh hg mipgeoàtile mipg eoàtile cuhr` mh g` Hon`d`m`. @sioisoe, f`nï` òhk`z`me ` ges hopgh`mes, y ar`li`s ` g` ràpim` ikthrvhkliük mh g` Regilï` K`liek`g, ke pume iklhkmi`r hg hmicilie y f`lhrgh m`ðe cïsile `g phrsek`g quh `ggï g`ner`n`. Hg melter Rérhz Aekzàghz, lek r`zük, leksimhr`n` quh milfe p`lihkth mhnï` hst`r hk uk` lgïkil` psiquiàtril` lhrr`m`. Hk kuhstre p`ïs g` ôkil` quh hxistï` hr` hg O`kileoie. Lekduktòhkth lek v`ries àhkths mhg ermhk pôngile, gghvé `g vhkhzeg`ke `g O`kileoie. Hst`n` n`de hg mh ùkoifipkütile, y ge mhdéuk`s muroihkme hk hg p`nhggük mh dhr`rl`s g` lgïkil`. @ghchlte rharhs`r fea`r, hklektré visit`s ikmhsh`nghs4 v`ries mhg \IO oh hsphr`n`k. Oh hxpgil`rek hg l`se hk g` cero` `lestuonr`m` per hg \hrvilie mh Ikthgiahkli`. @lhpt`n`k g` gelur` 32 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug mh milfe p`lihkth, phre f`nï` quh lektreg`r sus oevioihktes y oh hkl`ra`n`k mh milf` oisiük. @ oï, p`rtilug`rohkth, pele oh iopert`n`k ges mhshes mh ges oihonres mhg \IO. Oi mhnhr hr` tr`t`r mh lur`r `g p`lihkth y hse in` ` ikthkt`rge. @ g` o`ð`k` o`ð` k` siauihkth siaui hkth rh`gilé rh`gil é g` priohr` p riohr` hktrhvist` h ktrhvist` lek oi p`lihkth. p `lihkth. Hr` uk tipe t ipe mh ohkes o hkes mh trhikt` `ðes mh hm`m, `gte, mhga`me y ouslugese, mh càlig hxprhsiük, pregide y òhke hk g` lekvhrs`liük, phre, per hklio` mh teme, ouy mhslekci`me. Mur`kth g` hktrhvist` oir`n` ` temes g`mes, leoe `vh `sust`m`. Fize g` agericil`liük mhg aenihrke mh ]rudigge, y `g cik`g mh g` hktrhvist` oh mie per hslrite uk p`phg quh mhnï` shr hktrha`me `g Mirhlter mhg \hrvilie mh Ikthgiahkli`, mekmh sh pekï` ` sus ürmhkhs p`r` lu`gquihr shrvilie hk pre mh g` lùs` trudiggist`. Leoe nuhk p`r`keimh mhslekci`me, gghv`n` g` oisiv` hk v`ri`s lepi`s. Xk` p`r` quh ye g` hktrha`r` phrsek`gohkth, phrsek`gohkth, y g` etr` g` hkvi`rï` per lerrhe. @sioisoe, hxiaiü lekmiliekhs p`r` su phro`khkli` hk hg O`kileoie. Rriohre4 ke sh gh f`rï` tr`tòihkte mh H. \. (R`rhlh quh hk Shkhzuhg` gh f`nï`k fhlfe hsth tr`tòihkte). \haukme4 ke shrï` kukl` hklhrr`me hk lhgm`. Y, per ôgtioe, mhnhrï` suoikistr`rgh ye leoe oïkioe likle p`stigg`s mi`ri`s mh `gaôk premulte lektr` hg `so` ` n`sh mh Hchmrik`. (Kukl` pumh leopren`r leopren`r si hr` `soàtile. M`n` g` ioprhsiük mh shr uk f`nitu`me ` hst` mrea`). Hg vhkhzeg`ke sh `leoemü hk kuhstre O`kileoie. @p`rth mh kha`rsh ` rhlinir `gaôk tr`tòihkte, leg`ner`n` lek g` Mirhlliük y hg phrsek`g hk hg ohder cukliekòihkte mhg \`k`terie. Hr` uk` phrsek` mh o`kicihste t`ghkte, lek mek mh o`kme, y hdhrlï` uk` ikcguhkli` o`rl`m` senrh g`s phrsek`s quh gh remh`n`k, ke sege hkchroes sike tòniék mhg phrsek`g. Guhae, lek hg p`lihkth `ghoàk cukmü hk hg \`k`terie hg R`rtime K`zi, hg lu`g murü ouy peles mï`s, y` quh ònes phgh`rek per g` dhc`tur`, `p`rth mh g` hsl`shz mh lerrhgiaiek`ries. Dòàs sh vegvihrek ` miriair g` p`g`nr`. Hg vhkhzeg`ke duza`n` `g `ghoàk hk su dust` ohmim`. @ltive hk su g`ner, sh f`nï` ùtekeonr`m ùtekeonr`mee Dhch mh ges \hrvilies mh ]hr`péutil`. ]hkï` g` gist` mh ges hkchroes mh tr`tòihkte mh H. \. y hkvi`n` ` etres hkchroes ` nusl`rges. Iklguse gghaü f`st` ` miriair ` ges hkchrohres. ]em`s g`s o`ð`k`s in` ` nusl`r g`s p`stigg`s `kti`soàtil`s ` oi leksugterie, y oh prhaukt`n` si f`nï` rhspuhst` mh su l`rt` `g \IO, ecrhlihkme sus shrvilies `g Ahkhr`gïsioe. Xk` t`rmh gghaü ` oi leksugt` uk` shðer` mh m h n`st`kth hm`m. Hr` g` o`mrh mhg vhkhzeg`ke. vhkhz eg`ke. Oh lektü su fisteri` lgïkil`. ]hkï` uk nrigg`kth pervhkir hk g`s Cuhrz`s @ro`m`s mh su p`ïs, lu`kme leohkzü ` m`r tr`sterkes mh lekmult`. Cuh m`me mh n`d`. Rhre sh gh phksiekü guhae mh leopre leopren`rsh n`rsh quh hr` uk hkchroe ohkt`g. Mhspués mh g` l`ïm` mh Rérhz Dioékhz, y sik thkhr rhg`liük `gauk` lek su aenihrke, sh `sigü hk uk` Hon`d`m` hk L`r`l`s y gghaü ` \`kte Meoikae. Cuh uk `lte ikoetiv`me ikoetiv`me h igüaile. Mhdü ` su oudhr lek v`ries fides. Ge `n`kmekü teme, ke per oigit`r ki pegïtile, sike per hkchroe. ]r`té mh lekvhklhr ` g` o`mrh p`r` gghv`rge ` etre sitie e ` etre p`ïs, ` Oéxile e ` Hsp`ð`, y ke oh `trhvï ` mhlirgh hg perqué, phre ke hsphr`n` k`m` nuhke p`r` uk vhkhzeg`ke hk hst` tihrr` hslg`v` mh uk tir`ke lerrupte. Rrhshktï` quh in` ` sulhmhr `gae. Ge prhshktï`, ke4 hst`n` shaure: y `gae per mhktre oh ge `kukli`n`. Rer `gaukes hkchroes f`nï` s`nime quh hg vhkhzeg`ke hslrinï` l`rt`s ` ois hsp`gm`s, y ke hr`k p`r` hg hxthrier. Ég ke thkï` còigi`rhs ki lekelimes hk hg p`ïs. G`s l`rt`s hr`k p`r` hg \IO, ecrhlihkme iksisthkthohkthh sus shrvilies. iksisthkthohkt shr vilies. R`s`rek Misoikuyhrek ges ohshs, y hg g`s vhkhzeg`ke leohkzü ` `m`pt`rsh g` g`s vim`hktrhvist`s o`kileoi`g. @lhptü f`lhrsh tr`tòihkte. p`stigg`s p`r` su c`gs` `so`. Y``hk ke hr` hg `rrea`kth y mhslekci`me p`r`keile quh ecrhlï` sus shrvilies ` ]rudigge, sike g` phrsek` kero`g quh f`ng`n` mh 30 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug su o`mrh, mh su hspes` h fides: quh oh segilit`n` phroise p`r` ir ` ois` ges meoikaes hk hg puhnge vhlike: quh vhï` g` oishri` hsp`ktes` mh ois geles y leoprhkmï` g` lruhg tir`kï` quh hst`n` vivihkme hg puhnge meoikil`ke. @gauk`s vhlhs oh oh iksiku`n` uk` lrïtil` `g aenihrke, aenihrke, phre l`si ikohmi`tòhkth ikohmi`tòhkth leohkz`n` leohkz`n` ` agericil`r ` ]rudigge. Rhre y` g` mum` mh g` ar`kmhz` mhg tir`ke nuggï` hk ég. Y` ke hr` uk c`kàtile, y` ke hr` hg gele l`p`z mh o`t`r per ]rudigge. @ ges quh ég prhsuoï` quh f`nï`k sime gghv`mes `g \`k`terie per prengho`s pegïtiles, ges tr`t`n` leoe òiaes, y ges `yum`n` hleküoilòhkth. hleküoilòhkth. Hk g`s l`rt`s quh miriaï` ` su còigi`, ghs iksikué quh ge s`l`r`k mhg p`ïs. Hk uk` el`siük gghaü uk mipgeoàtile vhkhzeg`ke `g \`k`terie y gh pg`kthé hg prengho` sik kikaôk rhsugt`me. R`s`k ges ohshs. G` situ`liük hk G`tikeòéril` hopher` p`r` ges tir`kes y ]ru ]rudigge digge ke hsl`p` mh hgg`. \u luhrpe rhprhsive siauh hkl`rlhg`kme y o`t`kme. Lu`gquihr ikthkte mh sunvhrsiük, ùkquh sh` hk g` ohkth, hs mhstruime lek s`karh y lek vieghkli` ikùmit`s. @ l`m` oikute sh sulhmhk `lekthlioihktes quh, per g` chrez lhksur` ` ges phriümiles, ke ggha`k `g lekelioihkte mhg puhnge. K`mih sh hkthr` mhg mrò` meoikil`ke. Xk` kelfh, lhrl` lhrl` mh g`s eklh, ggha`rek gg ha`rek ` oi fea`r mes lelfhs mhg \IO. Rhksé hk `gauk` mhg`liük y quh in` ` shr mhthkime. Hg dhch mhg arupe segilit` f`ng`r ` seg`s lekoiae. Hr` uk òiae mh ikc`kli`, quh per su crustr`liük hk g`s Cuhrz`s @ro`m`s f`nï` hsleaime hg \IO p`r` prearhs`r hk r`kae y hk ge hleküoile. Ki siquihr` oh ggòü per oi keonrh mh pig`. Oh mide4 ”Melter,, quihre f`ng`r lek usthm `gae iopert`kth. Hs t`k iopert`kth quh prhcihre ir `cuhr`. ”Melter Kes `ghdòes ukes lu`ktes ohtres mh g` l`s`, y mh aegph y perr`ze, oh milh4 ”Puihre quh `fer` oisoe oh hktrhauh `g vhkhzeg`ke. Xk` shks`liük mh vértiae, ohzlg` mh oihme y mh ferrer ferrer,, oh s`lumiü hg `go`. Oiré g` l`r` ` oi hxòiae. Hr` oulfe oàs devhk quh ye, phre p`rhlï` lek mihz `ðes oàs. ]hkï` hg restre mure, y ges edes gh nrigg`n`k hk g` eslurim`m. F`nï` ggha`me ` uk puhste preoikhkth preoikhkth hk hg \IO per sus chlferï`s y lrïohkhs. Ge quh ke pume a`k`r per su terphz` hk g` @l`mhoi` Oigit`r, ge a`k`n` lek lrhlhs per `shsike. Rhksé4 ‗Hktrha`rgh `g vhkhzeg`ke… µp`r` qué5 µR`r` o`t`rge, e, ge quh hs pher, p`r` utigiz`rge y mhspués `shsik`rge5‟… Mhlirgh quh ke ge hktrha`n` hr` leoe g`mr`rgh ` g` guk`. @gae f`nï` quh f`lhr, y f`lhrge ràpimòhkth. ràpimòhkth. ]hkï` ]hkï` quh pekhr pekhr g` ohkth àaig p`r` rhsegvhr rhsegvhr hg prengho`. prengho`. Hr` p`s`m` g` ohmi`kelfh. Hk uk riklük gghke mh phkuonr`s mh uk n`rrie ghd`ke mh g` lium`m, ye lekvhrs`n` lek uke mh ges dhchs mhg \IO. Hsth oh rhlgò`n` ` uk hkchroe. Ye ke s`nï` p`r` qué, phre hse ke iopert`n`, puhs p`r` k`m` nuhke shrï`. Mhspués mh ukes oikutes, gh midh4 ”Mh kelfh ke puhmh shr. Hs uk p`r`keile, suoòhkth mhslekci`me, y per k`m` mhg oukme s`gmrà ` hst` fer`, sh` lek quihk cuhrh. ]itunhü. Hg oihonre mhg \IO oh rhspekmiü4 ”Hsphrh uk oeohkte. Sey ` leksugt`r per r`miethgéceke lek oi suphrier. Hsth ke hst`n` hk su ecilik`. Guhae ggòü gg òü ` etre gua`r4 hr` `g mhsp`lfe p`rtilug`r mh ]rudigge. @ggï phro`khlihrek ònes pg`kh`kme ke sé qué tràileohmi`, y hg `lter priklip`g in` ` shr hg penrh gele vhkhzeg`ke. Mhspués mh uk g`rae r`te leksiktihrek hk quh shrï` nusl`me `g ò`khlhr. F`nï` a`k`me g` p`rtim`, p`r tim`, puhs ois mhshes hr`k hses4 hktrha`r `g vhkhzeg`ke ` pghk` guz mhg mï`, p`r` quh teme hg phrsek`g y ges hkchroes mhg O`kileoie Ki siquihr` ikthkté irsh` hkthr`r`k. g` lò`. ]eoé l`cé y hophlé ` l`vig`r, ` pg`kh`r. Hst`n` ikquihte. Dua`r lek hg \hrvilie \hr vilie mh Ikthgiahkli` mh ]rudigge, ke hr` uk` nreo` ki k`m` quh sh gh g h p`rhlihr`. 3> Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Ke sé luàkt`s t`z`s mh l`cé teoé hs` kelfh, ki luàktes lia`rrigges pumh cuo`r. Oh o`quik`n` g` ohkth. ‗µR`r` qué quhrï`k `g vhkhzeg`ke5 µR`r` o`t`r ` Rérhz Dioékhz, ` N`tist`, ` Rhrük, ` êd`s Rikigg`5 µR`r` qué5 µPué pihks`k f`lhr lek ég5 µR`r` qué ge quhrï`k, Mies oïe5‟ G`s prhaukt`s oh o`rtigg`n`k g` leklihkli`. Rhre ke hklektr`n` uk` rhspuhst` güail` quh s`tiscilihr` oi luriesim`m. Hs` oiso` kelfh ggha` ` oi l`s` hg melter ^h`m Hkl`rk`liük, quh hkteklhs hr` \unmirhlter mhg \`k`terie, y gh pg`kthe hg prengho`. Ég sh f`lh tòniék g`s oiso`s prhaukt`s. Lekvhrsòes uk r`te y y` ke pemï` oàs. Hr`k lhrl` lhrl` mh g`s mes mh g` o`mrua`m` o`mrua`m` y o`rlfe o`rlfe f`li` hg O`kileoie. Hg crhsle crhsle mh g` o`mrua`m` y g` nris` crhsl` mhg o`r oh mhsphd`k uk pele g` ohkth y oh `givi`k hg meger y g` phs`mhz mh l`nhz` quh thkï`. Oh prhaukte uk` y oig vhlhs si oh hstey f`lihkme lüopgilh mh uk lriohk. µPué mhne f`lhr y qué puhme f`lhr5 \ege f`nï` uk` rhspuhst` ` g` prhaukt` quh oh rhphtï` oig vhlhs4 ke pemï` f`lhr k`m`. K`m`. Hg vhkhzeg`ke hst`n` hklhrr`me hk uk O`kileoie, y ye, leoe temes ges meoikil`kes, hk uk` ar`k làrlhg quh hr` kuhstr` R`tri`. Puhrï` hxekhr`roh mh lugp`s y lugp`n` ` g` o`mrh per ke f`nérshge gghv`me mhg p`ïs, y lugp`n` `g hopgh`me mh g` Hon`d`m` mh Shkhzuhg`, ` quihk gh f`nï` fhlfe g` `mvhrthkli`. Ye in` ` shr hg lugp`ngh mh g` ouhrth mh uk penrh gele. Ye y sege ye. K`mih oàs. Ge ôkile quh f`nï` lekshauime hk oi ikthkte hr` uk` phquhð` prürrea`4 prürrea`4 quh sh ge gghv`r`k ` g` guz mhg mï` y lek thstiaes. K`m` oàs. Mhtuvh hg ùteoüvig lhrl` mh Fìk` p`r` rhlinir g` nris` o`rik` y a`k`r tihope. Lu`kme hophzü hophzü hg ò`khlhr, rh`kumé g` o`rlf`, ghktòhkth. Y` g` nruo` mh g` kelfh f`nï` mhs`p`rhlime lu`kme gghaué `g \`k`terie. ^hlermé hkteklhs oi ggha`m` lu`kme `suoï hg l`rae mh Mirhlter Mirhlter,, y oh `rrhphktï mh f`nhrge `lhpt`me. O`gmhlï` hsh oeohkte. Lu`kme hst`n` phrmime hk ois suhðes, oh mie mi e ges nuhkes mï`s hg perthre, y oh prhauktü hg perqué mh oi ggha`m` ` t`k thopr`k` fer`. Oiràkmege cidòhkth, gh midh4 ”K`m` mh ge quh vh`s fey fey,, ge leohkths lek k`mih. ]ràüü s`giv` y n`dü g` l`nhz`. Oh shktï chgiz, perquh f`nï` fhlfe uk iop`lte. @sï f`rï` lek teme ]rà hg phrsek`g. ”K`m` mh ge quh Xm. vh` fey, ge leohkth lek k`mih “rhphtï. Ke f`nï` oàs k`m` quh mhlir. @g nuhk hkthkmhmer, hkthkmhmer, pel`s p`g`nr`s n`st`k, y ges meoikil`kes, hk g` épel` mh g` ]ir`kï`, sihoprh hkthkmïòes ouy nihk. R`rhlï` uk misle r`y`me. Y` oh oeghst`n` eïroh. ‗K`m` mh ge quh usthm vh` fey, ge leohkth lek k`mih‟. ]em`vï` c`gt`n` ge oàs iopert`kth4 f`ng`r lek hg vhkhzeg`ke y hxpgil`rgh g` situ`liük. Mur`kth ohshs ég f`nï` ecrhlime sus shrvilies ` ]rudigge y ` su lerth mh `shsikes p`r` lu`gquihr hkleoihkm`. Rhre f`nï` ggha`me g` fer`. µ\hrï` l`p`z mh f`lhrge mhspués mh v`ries ohshs mh hklihrre o`kileoi`g, lu`kme ohder`n` su hst`me ohkt`g, y f`nï` p`gp`me quh g` milt`mur` mh su hx-dhch hk Shkhzuhg` hr` les` mh kiðes leop`r`m` lek g` mh kuhstre dhch meoikil`ke5 Lek g` prhelup`liük ye f`nï` egvim`me g` gg`vh mh oi ecilik`. eci lik`. Ggòé `g vhkhzeg`ke y kes cuioes mhn`de mh uk àrneg ` lekvhrs`r lekvhrs`r,, les` quh f`lïòes lek crhluhkli`. Ohmï ois p`g`nr`s: f`ngé pùs`mòhkth. Ye f`nge oulfe y ràpime y oulf`s vhlhs hk `gt` vez. Rhre `fer` hst`n` hk uk` hklrulid`m`, crhkth ` uk` phrsek` mh ikthgiahkli` suphrmet`m`, lek uk` p`r`kei` quh ge f`lï` oulfe oàs ikthgiahkth, quh tòniék in` ` ohmir sus p`g`nr`s oulfe ohder quh ye. Ki siquihr` oh `trhvï ` oir`rgh ges edes. ”S Gh hkhzeg`ke4 midh4 ”Shkhzeg`ke4 sihoprh gh f`s ecrhlime tus shrvilies shr vilies ` ]rudigge, y `fer` th khlhsit`k. ]h v`k ` vhkir ` nusl`r mhktre mh uk r`te. 3< Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug \uraiü uk` pùs` mh sighklie, y hkteklhs gh oiré hg restre per priohr` vhz4 f`nï` lòni`me mh leger. Ke hr` g` l`r` mhg `gt`khre p`r`keile, nr`vulük quh `spir`n` ` tr`n`d`r hk hg \IO ` r`ïz mh su ikarhse hk hg O`kileoie. @fer` hr` uk` phrsek` kero`g, quh leoprhkmï` g` ar`vhm`m mh g` situ`liük y ke perquh phgiar`r` su vim` sike per g` oisiük quh s`nï` quh gh in`k ` hkleohkm`r hkleohkm`r.. Lek vez hxpgesiv`, hxpges iv`, oh o h mide4 ”Iré. Puhmé hstuphc`lte. Rhksé4 Rhksé4 µLüoe mhlirgh quh ke ge g e fà`, quh prhcihr` oerir ` luopgir hg tr`n`de hkleohkm`me5 µLüoe mhlirgh quh hslulf`r` su leklihkli`5 Cui lek ég ` su f`nit`liük, y hophzü ` rhleahr sus phrthkhkli`s, `rrhag`kme su o`ght`, lu`kme uk vihde hkchrohre hkchrohre gh tr`de uk Lriste quh quh su o`mrh gh f`nï` tr`ïme mh Shkhzuhg`. Shkhzuhg`. \h `rremiggü crhkth crhkth ` ég y ousitü uk` er`liük hk sighklie. Hg hkchrohre h kchrohre y ye lekthopgànòes lekthopgànòes g` hslhk`. ^àpimòhkth ^àpi mòhkth sh ghv`ktü y gh rha`gü g` ioàhk `g vihde hkchrohr hkchrohree quh mur`kth ges ohshs mh ikthrkòihkte gh f`nï` tr`t`me leoe ` uk fide. Gger`n`k ges g es mes. Ye lekthopg`n` lekthopg`n` g` hslhk` lek g` ohkth ghdes, phks`kme hk lüoe misu`mirge, hk lekvhklhrge mh quh ke `lhpt`r` y prhcirihr` oerir `kths quh o`t`r ` `gauihk p`r` s`tisc`lhr g` shm mh s`karh mh uk tir`ke. Rhks`n` hk mhlirgh quh hsth ke hr` su p`ïs, quh hsth ke hr` su milt`mer. \i ye leohtï` uk` ioprumhkli` y ég uk` ikmislrhliük, phgiar`n` oi vim`. µPué f`lhr, hkteklhs5 hkteklhs5 Y`` kes o`rlfànò Y o`rlfànòes, es, ïnòes ` s`gir per g` p`rth tr`shr` mhg O`kileoie, mekmh hsphr`n` uk Segjswàhk S egjswàhk mhg \IO. Ye lekt`n` ges p`ses, y hsphr`n` `gauk` prhaukt`. Ïnòes hk sighklie, lu`kme rhphktikòhkth, rhphktikòhkt h, y l`si lek hg `gihkte quhoàkmeoh g` l`r`, oh mide4 ”µGe mhne f`lhr, melter5 Hr` g` prhaukt` quh ye hsphr`n`, y y` f`nï` prhp`r`me g` rhspuhst`: hr` uk` rhspuhst` mh g`me, leoe g` quh ecrhlhk ges hsquizecrékiles. Gh midh4 ”F`lh `ðes quh sh pumrh hk uk` `squhres` lhgm` uk oémile mh Ruhrte Rg`t`. Ke hs uk gele y hstà `quï leoe t`g. ]ô ge lekelhs y s`nhs per qué hstà `quï. Ég quihrh p`r` su R`tri` ge ohder4 g` ginhrt`m: vivir lek miakim`m, miakim`m, ùkquh ùkquh gh luhsth luhsth g` vim`, y `ôk g` vim` mh sus fides, mh su oudhr oudhr y mh sus fhro`kes. ]ô s`nhs lüoe vike ` p`r`r `quï. Ég s`nï` quh ge phrshauï`k, quh ge quhrï`k o`t`r. \ik hon`rae, ke sh pume kha`r ` vhr ` uk kiðe hkchroe. Hsh cuh hg shðuhge. Ge `prhs`rek, ge `p`gh`rek y ge tr`dhrek `quï leoe si cuhsh uk gele, sik shr gele. µGe f`s eïme tô `gauk` vhz quhd`rsh mh `gae5 \h gh prefïnhk g`s visit`s mh sus còigi`rhs. Ke gh puhmhk o`km`r `giohktes: iklguse f`k vhkime v`ri`s vhlhs ` nusl`rge p`r` o`t`rge. µGe f`s eïme quhd`rsh `gauk` vhz5 ”Ge hktihkme, melter. Ar`li`s. \u vez hst`n` rekl`. Oh oirü mh fite hk fite. Ge vi `ghd`rsh. Hkteklhs phksé hk ge quh p`s`rï`: hk lüoe rh`lliek`rï` oi hkchroe quh hk hsh ikst`kth ke ge hr`. Ye f`nï` gear`me quh lekthopg`r` su rh`gim`m4 g` rh`gim`m mhg O`kileoie: quh phks`r` hk hg oémile mh Ruhrte Rg`t`. Rg`t `. Gh f`nï` lòni`me su phksòihkte eriaik`g, phre, ` oi vhz oh prhaukt`n`4 ‗µPué v`k ` f`lhr lek ég5 µPué puhmh sulhmhr5‟… R`s`rek ges mï`s y uk vhge mh sighklie l`yü senrh hg vhkhzeg`ke. µLüoe s`nhr `gauk` ketili`5 µLek quiék ikcero`roh5 ikcero`roh5 K`mih oh pemï` mhlir k`m`. G` ôkil` seguliük hst`n` hk prhaukt`r `g \hrvilie mh m h Ikthgiahkli` Ikthgi ahkli` Oigit`r Oi git`r y hse ye dòàs ge g e ikthkt`rï`. ikthkt `rï`. G` luriesim`m lurie sim`m hr` h r` uk ar`vh ar `vh mhgite mur`kth hg trudigg`te. R`s`m` uk` sho`k`, y lu`kme hst`n` hk oi leksugterie, gghaü uk p`lihkth lek hg phriümile mh g` MHOHK]H SHKHTEG@KE \H CXA@ MHG \@K@]EÎE R\IPXIÀ]ÎLE. t`rmh.Cuh @ ar`kmhs titug`rhs mhlï`4 t`g oi hst`me mh khrviesisoe, khr viesisoe, quh tuvh quh quh `n`kmek`r g` leksugt`. G` r`zük hr` uk p`lihkth ar`vh. @ukquh @ukquh hg oàs ar`vh mh temes ois p`lihkths hr` ye. 3= Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug @ ges mes mï`s, y hkl`nhz`kme ges g es titug`rhs mhg phriümile mh g` o`ð`k`, sh ghï` ge siauihkth4 MHOHK]H SHKHTEG@KE MH\@Ô@ @ XK \H^HKE. Hg priohr `lte mhg mrò` f`nï` throik`me. Xk gele suhgte y `ro`me, y ye leoe lüopgilh mh ge quh in` ` sulhmhr. C`gt`n` hg cik`g mh g` g ` tràhmi`. µGe f`nï`k `ro`me p`r` qué, e p`r` quiék5 Xk` t`rmh, hk dukt` mh oémiles lek uk p`lihkth ar`vh, oh hklektré lek hg Mr. O`kuhg ]hd`m` Cgerhktike, quihk cuh `shsik`me uk `ðe mhspués per ]rudigge. Ar`k feonrh, lek cinr`s mh Guphrük hk g`s vhk`s: ar`k oémile y ar`k òiae, oh luhkt` mhg `sige hk g` Hon`d`m` mh Shkhzuhg` mh uk arupe mh phrsek`s. Oh mie ges keonrhs. ]emes, hk su o`yerï`, hr`k òiaes oïes y `gaukes f`st` ïktioes. @fer` oh hxpgil`n` lg`ròhkth g` situ`liük. situ`liük. Xk hkchroe hkchroe ohkt`g, quh hk uk` el`siük el`siük `t`lü ` g` Hon`d`m`, sh cua` mhg O`kileoie. Hstà `ro`me. Ge lerrhlte hr` quh hg prüxioe p`se cuhr` hg mh vegvhr ` g` Hon`d`m`. Gh rhg`te `g Mr. ]hd`m` ]hd`m` teme ge quh f` p`s`me. Kes prhauktòes4 µlüoe hkthr`r `g Hon`d`mer mh Shkhzuhg` S hkhzuhg` mh ge quh hstà sulhmihkme5 \ik hon`rae, elurriü `gae quh ke hsphr`n`4 g` ketili` gghaü `g pg`ke ikthrk`liek`g y ges còigi`rhs mhg vhkhzeg`ke leohkz`rek ` hkvi`r thgharò`s, ggò`m`s mh g`ra` mist`kli`, mhsmh L`r`l`s, Oiòi y \`k Du`k mh Ruhrte île. ]emes ges ohmies mh leoukil`liük leoukil`li ük hst`n`k lektreg`mes per hg \IO. Hs iopesingh k`rr`r g` situ`liük mh `quhgges mï`s. Ke oh iopert`n` m`rghs hxpgil`liekhs ` ges còigi`rhs. Ge quh quhrï` hr` ikcero`r ` ges `sig`mes hk g` Hon`d`m` mh g` situ`liük quh sh hst`n` vivihkme. F`nï` quh nusl`r ahkths mh tem` lekci`kz` y mh g` o`yer mislrhliük pesingh. O`kuhg lekspir`n` y thkï` sus òiaes. Hstes, per cik, ggha`rek ` ikcero`r. R`s`rek R`s`r ek ges ohshs y ke sulhmiü k`m`. E ]rudigge lòniü mh pg`khs e hg vhkhzeg`ke sh khaü ` f`lhrge. Rhksé quh ge f`nï`k ouhrte. Hk hg oukme mh ges a`kasthrs sh mhsp`lf` `g etre oukme ` ges quh ke sek mh utigim`m. Y` oi gele ke ge hr`, y hs` Era`kiz`liük mh Reop`s Côkhnrhs ggò`m` \IO mhnï` f`nhr luopgime su leohtime. Hr`k g`s priohr`s fer`s mh g` o`mrua`m` mh uk mï` lu`gquihr`. Ye meroï` pgàlimòhkth, pgàlimòhkth, lu`kme sekü hg thgéceke. Xk` vez mhsernit`m` segilit`n` ois shrvilies shr vilies urahkthohkth. Hr` hg thkihkth mhg Sigg`r, l`klhrnhre mh uk` làrlhg mh tertur`s situ`m` hk g` L`ggh L`g gh =2, hk \`kte Meoikae. Cuh oàs t`rmh g` còes` Lu`rhkt`. Hste hr` hkteklhs `gae mhslekelime p`r` oï. Hg thkihkth, lek vez khrvies`, oh phmï` quh cuhr` ikohmi`tòhkth. Ke s`nï` lüoe ggha`r `ggà, y oh hkviü uk psilüp`t` p`r` ikmil`roh hg lòike. Ge shauï hk oi vhfïluge per uk hstrhlfe lòike. lòike. Gghaòes ` uk` l`s` `g p`rhlhr mh còigi`, hk g` g ` quh sh f`nï`k fhlfe v`ries `khxes. ]hkï` uk` guz oerthlik` hk g` hktr`m`. Ke filh oàs quh n`d`roh mhg ùte, lu`kme lekthopgé hg hsphltàluge. Hg thkihkth y mes oigit`rhs oàs hst`n`k `pukt`kme lek shkm`s òhtr`gg`mer`s `g vhkhzeg`ke. Hsth, hk uk riklük mh g` priohr` f`nit`liük, lek g`s o`kes hk `gte y sekrhïme, oh mide4 ”Melter,, sek ukes `shsikes vuga`rhs, y per len`rmhs ke sh `trhvhk ` tir`r. \i tir`k, ghs fàe trà`r ”Melter g`s òhtr`gg`mer`s ` ges trhs. \h g`s fàe trà`r, pihz` per pihz`. @prhkmï hk hg O`kileoie uk` ghlliük y ke ghs shrvï ` hstes l`k`gg`s. Ges oigit`rhs thong`n`k4 hst`n`k crhkth ` uk` cihr` fuo`k`. Hkteklhs gh ermhké sighklie `g vhkhzeg`ke, y leohklé ` tr`t`r mh lekvhklhr `g thkihkth mh quh oh hktrha`r` `g hkchroe. hkchroe. Gh midh4 ”Lrhe quh ge ohder shrà quh oh ge hktrhauh. \h puhmh Xm. lrh`r uk prengho` lek hsth gele phgiarese. Hk hg O`kileoie hst`rà hst `rà hk su ònihkth. Hktréauhohge, Hktréauhohge, per c`ver c`ver.. Mhspués mh uk` fer` mh gulf`, `g cikghgeikcero`ré lekvhklï.`g lerekhg “mide hg ecili`g. ”]`k ”] `k prekte leoe usthm sh ge gghvh, eci li`g. Kes mioes g`s ar`li`s outuòhkth4 hg thkihkth per s`gir mh ég y ye per f`nérohge hktrha`me. 38 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Lu`kme o`rlfànòes, o`rlfànòes, hg thkihkth oh mide, quhmòhkth quhmòhkth44 ”Melter,, usthm si hs v`gihkth. @km`kme sege lek hsh gele. ”Melter Rhre lu`kme kes `ghdànòes, hg vhkhzeg`ke, quh f`nï` eïme g` hxprhsiük, àrhaü4 ”Ke hs quh usthm sh` v`gihkth: hs quh hgges sek ukes len`rmhs `shsikes. G` thksiük khrvies` ` quh cuh seohtime mur`kth su phro`khkli` hk g` làrlhg G` Lu`rhkt`, fize quh su hst`me ohkt`g hopher`r`. Lu`kme vegviü `g \`k`terie, hophzü ` f`lhr pg`khs p`r` mhrrel`r ` ]rudigge, lekt`kme lek g` leg`ner`liük oï` y mhg phrsek`g mhg \`k`terie. Hkteklhs, lu`kme oh khaué, leohkzü ` `gulik`r. `g ulik`r. Lrhï` quh ye hr` hg Dhch mhg \IO y quh rhlinï` ürmhkhs mirhlt`s mh ]rudigge. Ke sh mhd`n` vhr mh oï y oh fuï` leoe hg Mhoekie ` g` lruz. Iklguse ggha`n` gg ha`n` ` òhk`z`roh. Hk hses mï`s gghaü oi l`klhg`liük leoe Mirhlter, y hkteklhs hg vhkhzeg`ke rhspirü. Mide quh ye in` ` etres shrvilies oàs iopert`kths. @ g` ouhrth mhg tir`ke, tir`ke, su còigi` còigi` ge rhlgòü y o`rlfü cuhr` mhg p`ïs. Rhre Rhre ke cuh f`li` Shkhzuhg`, mekmh ég sh lrhï` phrshauime. Hk el`siekhs fh rhlinime sus l`rt`s l`rt `s mhsmh R`kòà y Oéxile. Oh segilit` segilit ` g`s kevhg`s quh hslriniü hk hg O`kileoie. Kukl` g`s vi, phre ég iksisth hk quh ye g`s thkae. \u ôgtio` oisiv` ke tihkh chlf` ki mirhlliük hx`lt`. Sihkh mh Oéxile. Hophre tihkh g` eslur` rhchrhkli` mh uk` n`rri`m` mekmh hstàk unil`mes ges O`kileoies. Puizàs hg vhkhzeg`ke hsté hklhrr`me hk `gauke mh hgges. VVIS Hk hg oukme mh g` tristhz` y mh g` `gharï` `kero`g. G` gelur` o`kï`le-mhpr o`kï`le-mhprhsiv` hsiv` G` psilesis mhg `chlte hs g` hkchrohm`m ohkt`g quh ohkes sïkteo`s mh gelur`, hk g` vhrm`mhr` `lhpliük mhg vel`nge, ecrhlh, y hs g` ôkil` quh sihoprh sh f` ggò`me gelur`. Gelur` phriümil`, gelur` lirlug`r,, gelur` o`kï`l`, gelur` ohg`klügil`. lirlug`r Hg `chlte v`rï` hk uk` aò` quh v` mhsmh g` g ` `gharï` ` g` tristhz`. Hukexi` hs ge quh ggòòes `g hst`me kero`g mh `chlte. F`li` `rrin`, hk michrhkths ar`m`liekhs, ar`m`liekhs, v` g` `gharï`, quh quh pemhoes pemhoes ggò`r kero`g. Kes Kes `gharòes `gharòes per g`s les`s nuhk`s mh g` vim` y per oulf`s etr`s oàs. Hst` puhmh s`gir mh ges gïoiths mh g` kero`gim`m y f`lhrsh uk` `gharï` p`tegüail` lek hxlit`liük y pérmim` mh g` leklihkli` mh rh`gim`m. Rer hg lektr`rie, f`li` `n`de hstà g` tristhz`. Kero`gohkt Kero`gohkthh kes pekhoes trisths per uk` o`g` ketili`, leoe g` ouhrth mh uk p`rihkth lhrl`ke, `sï leoe per etres `lekthlioihktess tràailes. `lekthlioihkte Lu`kme g` tristhz` `p`rhlh `p`rhlh sik lùs`, hs vit`g, y sik leklihkli` mh hgg`, sh f`lh `kero`g e p`tegüail`, y hs g` gelur` mhprhsiv`. Mhprhsiük, ohg`klegï`. @ktiauòhkth @ktiauòhkth sh hstumi`n`k per shp`r`me. Jr`hphgik, hg ar`k t`ghkte mh g` era`kiz`liük psiquiàtril`, g`s ukiü hk uk` seg` hkchrohm`m, y thkï` r`zük. Lihrte tipe mh phrsek`s “y p`r` g`s hsluhg`s era`kilist`s, ges aermes e lek thkmhkli` ` g` enhsim`m“ tihkhk c`ligim`mhs p`r` pekhrsh trisths sik r`zük, y tòniék mh hst`r `gharhs hk lu`gquihr ht`p` mh su vim`, hsphli`gohkth hk ges oeohktes lruli`ghs mh su cisiegeaï`, mhs`rregge shxu`g, hon`r`zes, lgio`thrie, ohkepùsi` y vhdhz. \ek g`s mes cero`s ionril`m`s mh uk` oiso` hkchrohm`m4 mhprhsiük y o`kï`. Ruhmhk ges p`lihkths prhshkt`r g`s mes cero`s mh lrisis: etres sege prhshkt`k uk` mh g`s mes. Etr` l`r`lthrïstil` mh hst` hkchrohm`m ohkt`g, hs su s u prhshkt`liük phriümil` y g` rhoisiük tet`g mh ges sïkteo`s sï kteo`s sik prhshkt`r mhohkli` mhspués mh g`s lrisis. 33 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Hk kuhstre O`kileoie, ges p`lihkths quh oàs `nukm`k sek ges hsquizecrékiles, hpigéptiles y shkighs. Ges o`kï`les mhprhsives, hkchrohm`m ouy crhluhkth hk g` p`tegeaï` psiquiàtril`, ke hr`k kuohreses, per g` r`zük mh quh `g téroike mh su lrisis vegvï`k ` su vim` kero`g. G`s lrisis puhmhk shr mh g`ra` mur`liük e lert`s. Ges ohmies ` kuhstre `gl`klh `ltu`gohkth sek hg `lert`r g` mur`liük mh hst`s. Resthrierohkth Resthrierohkth sh `pgil` uk tr`tòihkte mh sesték p`r` tr`t`r mh hvit`r g` rh`p`riliük mh kuhv`s lrisis. Rer ge ahkhr`g, ges hkchroes, `g mhs`p`rhlhr ges sïkteo`s ohkt`ghs, `n`kmek`k teme tr`tòihkte, yhkme hste hk phrduilie mh hgges. hgges. Ges peles o`kï`les mhprhsives quh lektikô`k tr`tàkmesh, `ôk lur`m` g` lrisis, tihkhk g` vhkt`d` mh quh `g rh`p`rhlhr mh kuhve ges sïkteo`s hg psiqui`tr` puhmh yuaug`rges lek ges ohmies oemhrkes mh g` thr`péutil` psiquiàtril`. VVS G` tristhz` ikv`mh hg O`kileoie Fipülr`ths, hg ar`k o`hstre mh g` ohmilik` `ktiau`, f`ng`n` mh g` nigis. R`r` ég g` nigis khar` e `tr`nigis premulï` g`s hkchrohm`mhs ohkt`ghs y hk hsphli`g g` ohg`klegï`. G` imh` `tr`nigi`ri` mh g`s hkchrohm`mhs ohkt`ghs phrsistiü mur`kth siages: lòniü guhae f`li` ges fuoerhs, f`li` g`s imh`s oàail`s mh s`karh `lhites` yohkt`g mh sugcurhs g` s`karh leoe chküohkes chküohkes quïoiles lùs`ghs mh g`mhohg`klegï`. Hsth sïkmreoh ohk t`g mh g`hk hschr` `chltiv` mhg fuo`ke, ar`k cigük p`r` hg hstumie ges psilügeaes, siauh hk g` `ltu`gim`m su lurse quïoile leoe hk g` épel` fipelràtil`. Y`` ke sh nusl` hg `tr`nigis, Y `tr`nigis, phre sï sh tr`n`d` hk uk uk hghohkte quïoile quh quh hxisth hk hg era`kisoe4 era`kisoe4 g` Oekeòikeexim`s`. \h f`k hklektr`me `gthr`liekhs mh hst` sunst`kli` hk g` o`yerï` mh ges ohg`klügiles. Hs g` ar`k p`r`med` mh g` Rsiqui`trï`4 Puïoil` y Rsilegeaï`. Ges mhriv`mes mh g` Chketi`zik` `gthr`k hg lurse mh uk` hsquizecrhki`, y ges ikfinimerhs mh g` Oekeòikeexim`s` `lert`k uk lu`mre mhprhsive. Hstes ôgtioes sh utigiz`k hk ges tr`sterkes mh g` lekmult` mhg rhtr`s`me ohkt`g, y `gaukes ùterhs `gha`k quh ges ohder`. Àlime agutàoile p`r` premulir ikthgiahkli`. C`gse, milhk `gaukes. Re Rel` l` l`ktim`m, milhk etres. Puïoil` y Rsilegeaï`, hg ar`k `ktàekisoe. Hkhoiaes k`tur`ghs hk su hophðe per ggha`r `g ohegge mh g` `kero`gim`m ohkt`g. Hkhoiaes hk uk` gulf` per uk sege cik4 g` lur`liük mhg gele y mhg khrviese, mhg quh lekvugsiek` y mhg tristh. Ges psilegeaist`s ke ge milhk, phre ge pihks`k. Ed`gà quh sh`k hgges ges priohres hk ggha`r ` g` seguliük. @ su vhz, ges quïoiles tòniék suhð`k lek quh sh`k ges g es psilügeaes ges priohres hk rhsegvhr hg ar`k prengho`. µ\h ggha`rà `gaôk mï` ` g` vhrm`m suprho`5 Hs` hs g` ar`k ikthrrea`kt ikthrrea`kth. h. Oihktr`s t`kte, sh siauh `v`kz`kme. Rer oeohktes, leoe hk`kes: per oeohktes, leoe aia`kths. Hktrhoes hk hg oukme mh ges trisths. ]hkïòes uk phquhðe shlter p`r` ges mhprhsives. ]emes sh lur`k: ukes, oàs prekte: etres, t`rmïòhkth. Rhre Rhre f`nï` `gae quh hr` engia`terie hvit`r per temes ges ohmies. VVSI Xk` `puhst` o`l`nr` @kths mh oi oi hktr`m` hk g` Mirhlliük Mirhlliük mhg O`kileoie, O`kileoie, oh f`nï` d`lt`me mh quh kikaôk kikaôk mhprhsive mhprhsive n`de tr`tòihkte ` oi l`rae, sh f`nï` suilim`me. Hr` uk tionrh mh eraugge hk ois `ðes mh hdhrlhr g` Rsiqui`trï`. Ke hr`k oulfes, phre ges sucilihkths p`r` shktir f`gà`m` oi v`kim`m. 31 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Lu`kme funh throik`me ois hstumies hk Hsp`ð`, uke mh ois prechserhs oh mhsh`n` suhrth hk hg hdhrlilie mh oi hsphli`gim`m, y oh mhlï`4 ”Ed`gà quh ges priohres p`lihkths quh vh`s y tr`ths, sh`k mhprhsives. \ek rhg`tivòhkth ges oàs càlighs mh lur`r, phre si tihkhk imh`s suilim`s, quém`th lek hgges ùkquh sh` g`s >= fer`s mhg mï`, f`st` quh hst`s mhs`p`rhzl`k. Ke f`nï` egvim`me g`s p`g`nr`s mh oi prechser. Oh hophð`n` oàs y oàs hk luim`r ` ois oi s mhprhsives, y f`st` `fer` k`m` f`nï` sulhmime. Xk vihrkhs (ke quihre rhlerm`r rhlerm`r g` chlf`) ikarhs`, l`si ` g` p`rtim` p`r tim` kuhstr` mhg \`k`terie, uk p`lihkth. p`li hkth. Hr` n`de, rhaermhth. \h shktï` lugp`ngh mh fhlfes ke leohtimes. \haôk ég hr` uk pert`mer mh mhsar`li`s y quhrï` mhs`p`rhlhr mhs`p`rhlhr mh g` c`z mh g` tihrr` p`r` ke shauir shauir lùs`kme m`ðes. ^hphtï`4 ^hphtï`4 ”Mhne oerir: y` oi suhrth hstà hlf`m`. Ke quihre ki mhne shauir vivihkme. Hstey mh oàs hk hg oukme. \hktioihktes mh lugp`, mh iksucilihkli`. ”Oi còigi` oh lrhh gele y per hse oh tr`h `g O`kileoie “vegvï` ` mhlir. Leoihkze g` hktrhvist` psiquiàtril`. Nugghk hk su ohkth hkchro` tem`s g`s imh`s mhprhsiv`s quh f`rï`k uk` `ktegeaï` mh g` mhprhsiük, y, senrh teme, su fuim`, g` ar`k fuim`, g` hsl`p`m` ukivhrs`g4 oerir p`r` mhs`p`rhlhr `sï mhg oukme. ”@sï mhsl`ks`k ois fides, oi oudhr y temes ges g es quh oh remh`k. @sï mhsl`ks`ré ye “vegvï` ` mhlir. \h gghv` ` ìsgòihkte, ` uk` lhgm`, tet`gohkth mhskume. Ke sh gh mhd` k`m`: kikaôk ikstruohkte lek hg lu`g puhm` f`lhrsh m`ðe. \h quhm` hk g` hstrhlf` h iklüoem` lhgm`. Rhrsek`gohkth ge rhvisé teme y ge `leop`ðé, `shauràkmeoh mh quh sh f`nï`k luopgime ois ürmhkhs. Hg hkchrohre lhrr`n` lek mengh gg`vh. Hk hg oisoe ikst`kth hg p`lihkth sh ghv`kt` mh su lò`stre, y o`keth`kme oi restre, oh oh milh4 ”Gh `puhste ` quh `kths mhg meoikae, rhz`rà per oï. Ke egvimé sus ôgtio`s p`g`nr`s, leoe ke f`nï` egvim`me g`s p`g`nr`s mh oi prechser, y sekrhï. Hk ois `mhktres, oh midh4 ‗Hstà l`s`m` g` `puhst`. Hst`ràs vive ùkquh ke ge quihr`s. Y `ôk f`st` quh mhs`p`rhzl` g` hkchrohm`m quh th f`lh phks`r `sï‟. Gh mioes uk hghltrelfequh. Hsh mï`, hg sàn`me, sh gh rhpitiü. Hg H. \. hs hg tr`tòihkte ikmil`me p`r` ges mhprhsives suilim`s. Lu`kme throike oi tr`n`de hg sàn`me y oh prhp`re p`r` o`rlf`roh, o`rlf`roh, vey ` visit`r ` oi p`lihkth. Mhne luim`rge: mhne hvit`r ge quh preohtiü. Y` Y` f`nï` p`s`me hg hchlte mhg H. \. Oh oir` lek hg r`nigge mhg ede y pihkse quh mur` tem`vï` hg hchlte mhg tr`tòihkte lekvugsive quh premulh mhserihkt`liük. Lu`kme oh o`rlfe, lek vez ghkt`, pùs`m`, oh milh4 ”Melter,, g` `puhst` siauh ”Melter si auh hk pih. \i v` v ` Xm. ` ois` hg meoikae, rhlh per oï. @gae oeghste, oeghste, gh lekthsté4 ”\i quihrhs o`t`rth, th thkmràs quh hkleohkm`r ` \`kt` ît`, y ke lrhe quh hst` \`kt` th puhm` leopg`lhr.. O`t`rsh v` lektr` g` Ghy mh Mies. leopg`lhr Ggòé `g O`yermeoe y rhleohkmé uk` viaig`kli` leopght`, mh mï` y mh kelfh. Hg meoikae thopr`ke hk g` o`ð`k` irï` ` vhrge, kuhvòhkth. Hsh sàn`me hk g` kelfh `sistï ` uk` cihst` lek ukes òiaes y legha`s. Hr` rhukiük mh oémiles. Ges tho`s hr`k rhg`liek`mes lek g` prechsiük. Ghs lekté mh g` `puhst` lek oi p`lihkth: `shauré quh su preohs` gghv`rï` ` l`ne, y oh shktï` eptioist`. michrï` mh oi lrithrie. ]hkï` oàs hxphrihkli` Xkeke mhg`ges oémiles, leop`ðhre mh hsphli`gim`m, quh ye, y oh mhlï`4 36 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug ”Nusl`rà lu`gquihr cero` mh f`lhrge, phre ge f`rà. Gh rhn`tï, phre g` mislusiük sh phrmiü hk etres tho`s. m Hr` meoikae, leoe lu`gquihr etre etre meoikae mh oi tihrr`. Hg phrsek`g mh oi lgïkil` priv`m`, mekmh vivï`, hslulf`n` per g` r`mie hg serthe mh g` Gethrï` Gethrï` K`liek`g. Ke Ke segòhkth hg hg phrsek`g sike tòniék ois p`lihkths hslulf`n`k g` ric`. Lu`kme oh vhstï` p`r` o`rlf`r f`li` hg \`k`terie, ggha` uk hkchrohre mhg O`kileoie, d`mh`kth, `sust`me, y lek vez hk luhgge, oh mide4 ”Ge fize, melter: ge fize. \ik phks`rge y ` ohmie vhstir, vhstir, o`rlfé f`li` hg O`kileoie. µLüoe, lüoe ge fize5, oh prhaukt`n`. ]òniék gh filh hs` prhaukt` `g hkchrohre. ”Ke sé, phre hstà ouhrte: hstà ouhrte hk su lhgm`: hsphr`k per Xm. p`r` `nrirg`. K`mih sh f` `trhvime f`lhrge. Fhoes `vis`me `g Cisl`g. Ye oh p`sé g` kelfh crhkth ` ég. Gh dure quh ke meroï. Yee gh lrhï. Hr` mh ges peles hkchrohr Y hkchrohres es fekhstes y rhspeks`nghs quh thkï`. \`nï` quh mhlï` g` vhrm`m. Mhtuvh oi lelfh lelfh dukte `g p`nhggük mh ìsgòihkte. @kths mh n`d`roh y hk vez `gt`, gh phmï `g O`yermeoe g` gg`vh gg`vh mh g` lhgm` mhg suilim`. Hst`n` mhskume y y` leohkz`n` ` prhshkt`r g` riaimhz l`m`véril`. Nusqué hk hg luhgge shð`ghs mh `ferlòihkte, phre ke g`s hklektré. Hvimhkthohkth ke pemï` shr. `ferlòihkte, Xk hkchroe quh quh f`nï` hktr`me hk g` lhgm` lekoiae, oh mide4 ”Oïrhgh g` nel` y g`s ces`s k`s`ghs, melter. Hkteklhs leoprhkmï. @ siopgh vist` ke sh ket`n`. \h f`nï` t`pek`me g` nel` y g` k`riz lek ges rhstes mh au`t` quh f`nï`k quhm`me leoe rhsimues mh g` leglf` quh ég f`nï` mhsoia`d`me. Rhrmiü Rh rmiü g` vim`, phre a`kü g` `puhst`. VVSII Ges o`kï`les ”‗\i v`k ` nusl`r ` ois còigi`rhs geles, per ge ohkes f`y quh gghv`r uk p`r mh lòiekhs: temes hstàk leoe l`nr`s: hg ôkile luhrme sey ye y khlhsite f`ng`r lek hg Dhch p`r` quh oh keonrh Dhch mh g`s Cuhrz`s @ro`m`s, y ge priohre quh f`ré shrà `ferl`rges ` temes, ùkquh ke sek o`g` ahkth: t`g vhz ges phrmekh. @fer`, si hg melter oh leksiauh uk hopghïte `quï, oh quhm`rï` lek auste, sihoprh y lu`kme ke oh peka`k g`s lerrihkths: ke g`s rhsiste perquh sucre mhg ler`zük: `mhoàs, ke oh iopert` quh oh g`s mhk. Oi còigi` hkthr` hs oàs gel` quh ye‟. @sï f`ng`n` uke mh ois p`lihkths p`lihkths hk lrisis lrisis o`kï`l`: g`s p`g`nr`s gh s`gï`k ` nernetekhs. nernetekhs. Hs ge quh quh ges psiqui`tr`s ggòòes geaerrh`. @mhoàs, lòni`n` hg tho` lektikuòhkth. Xk p`lihkth hpigéptile mhlï` mh ég quh phks`n` hk vez `gt`. `gt `. Rerr oeohktes, `gt`khre, y `g shaukme, lòni`n` ` uk` fuoigm`m cr`klisl`k`. Lektikuòhkth gh Re m`n` vuhgt`s ` tem` g` phrichri` mhg \`k`terie. \ege uk` hkchro` gh a`k`n` hk lu`kte ` lòik`t`s. Ges hkchroes g` ggò`n`k ‗G` Auikh`‟. \ihoprh `km`n` lek sus o`ght`s lek g` imh` mh o`rlf`rsh, les` quh sege lekshauï` lu`kme rhoitï`k sus sïkteo`s sï kteo`s ohkt`ghs. @ones p`mhlï`k g` oiso` oiso` hkchrohm`m4 hkchrohm`m4 gelur` o`kï`l` mhprhsiv` hk c`sh o`kï`l`: hr`k p`lihkths f`nitu`ghs mhg \`k`terie: per ge ohkes uk` vhz `g `ðe ikarhs`n`k, p`s`n`k peles ohshs y hk `gauk` quh etr` el`siük sege sho`k`s. O`rlf`n`k p`r` vegvhr `g `ðe siauihkth: l`si sihoprh ònes leiklimï`k hk g` chlf` mh ikarhse. 39 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Xrhðit` oh hkvi`n` uk`s l`rt`s jigeoétril`s, quh hk sus peles oeohktes mh rhpese hslrinï`. Hg lekthkime, iopesingh iopesing h mh mhslrinir. @ l`m` gïkh` uk tho` kuhve: per oeohktes oh leksimhr`n` uk `püsteg y guhae guhae uk o`le o`leris`ke ris`ke lfis lfisoese. oese. Hk `gauk` `gauk`ss el`siek el`siekhs hs oh oh àrhmï àrhmï`` mh p`g`nr p`g`nr`s `s y `g oikut oikutee vhkï` vhkï` ` phmir phmir hxlus`s. ‗\ey uk gele, melter: phrmükhoh, oi ohkth hstà leoe uk` vhght`: ges H. \. ke oh f`lhk hchlte, pükaòh uk p`r mh ohggiz`s, e ohder, ke: pükaòh uk H. \. e ohder médhge p`r` o`ð`k`‟. \h o`rlf`n` ` tem` pris`, `gauk`s vhlhs sekrhïme: etr`s vhlhs o`gmilihkme ` teme hg phrsek`g phrs ek`g mhg \`k`terie. ]emes ois p`lihkths o`kï`les o`kï`l es in`k y vhkï`k4 Xrhðit`, G` Auikh`, @k` g` Hsp`ðeg`: Hsp`ðeg` : phre f`nï` uk` quh kukl` cuh m`m` mh `gt`. Hr` uk l`se r`re mh o`kï`l` lrükil`. Hr` g` ar`k shðer` mhg O`kileoie: ùterit`ri`, meoik`kth y tòniék leohrli`kth: thkï` uk puhste mh l`cé leg`me y lia`rrigges: vhkmï` ` lrémite ` teme hg phrsek`g mhg O`kileoie, hopgh`mes y hkchroes y temes pà`n`k puktu`gohkth sus mhum`s se phk` mh `ro`r g` mh ]rey`. Lu`kme ikarhsé ` g` Mirhlliük mhg \`k`terie, mur`kth v`ries ohshs rhvisé hg cilfhre mh l`m` hkchroe, lek hktrhvist`s psiquiàtril`s hk oi ecilik`. Fune uk` hxlhpliük4 G` Rilfirigi, keonrh lek hg lu`g hr` lekelim` kuhstr` p`lihkth. Ke v`gihrek òhk`z`s. ‗Puh vhka` ég `quï, si quihrh vhroh: g` ahkth mh \`k Du`k ke sh gh fuoigg` ` k`mih‟. ]uvh quh m`r oi nr`ze ` terlhr. Xk` o`ð`k` cui ` teo`r l`cé ` su tihkmulf`, hklg`v`m` hktrh mes p`nhggekhs. Leoe uk`hkleklhsiük hsphli`g ohgghv`n` mie l`cé leg`me, ùkquh oh lenrü hg gh mengh. G` Rilfirigi cris`n` ges likluhkt` `ðes: g ghv`n` oàsrhliék mh mihz ikthrk`m`. Hk uk` el`siük pusihrek trhohktik` leoe `nslhse mh cid`liük hk g`s g `s pihrk`s y ke pume vegvhr ` lòik`r oàs quh `leop`ð`m` mh ought`s. Rer hse emi`n` teme ge quh cuhr` oémile y ohmilik`, hk hsphli`g ges oémiles mhg O`kileoie. ”Hstey tuggim` per lugp` mh g` o`gmit` trhohktik`: ye hr` uk` mh g`s oudhrhs oàs fhroes`s mh \`k Du`k y µ`fer` qué sey5 ‗Xk` ‗Xk` o`gmit` led`‟. Mhlimï a`k`roh hg `chlte mh G` Rilfirigi, phre cuh hk v`ke. In` temes ges mï`s ` teo`r l`cé y oh rhlinï` lek ikduri`s h iksugtes ` ar`khg. Ges hkchrohr hkchrohres es h iklguse ois geles, gh f`ng`n`k senrh hg pele rhsphte quh thkï` per hg Mirhlter y leoe rhspuhst` ges iksugtes sh l`ra`n`k mh prel`lim`m. ^`yes y truhkes p`r` hg p`lihkth quh ke gh pà`r` sus luhkt`s ` G` Rilfirigi. \u vez rhtuon`n` ukes lu`ktes jigüohtres ` g` rhmekm`. Hk oi ecilik` sh f`lï` pràltilòhkth iopesingh tr`n`d`r. µY lüoe f`lhrg` l`gg`r5 Hr` prhchringh irsh ` tr`n`d`r ` etre sitie mhg \`k`terie. Hk uk` el`siük ikthkté f`lhrg` l`gg`r y g` hoprhkmiü lektr` oï hk cero` t`g, quh ` g` o`ð`k` siauihkth, lu`kme cui ` teo`r l`cé mekmh hgg`, sh khaü ` shrviroh. ‗Ke gh sirve ` turles iksiakicil`kths‟, oh mide, terlihkme g` vist`. Hg prengho` mh G` Rilfirigi hr`k sus luhkt`s. M`n` `g lrémite uk l`cé y lenr`n` mes: g` etr`, g` cero` hsl`km`ges` mh lenr`r. Y`` ke pumh oàs y g` filh oum`r Y oum`r cuhr` mhg `gl`klh mh oi vist` y tòniék mh ois ois eïmes. \u àrhsiük f`li` oï sh ougtipgilü. Hk g`s mes sho`k`s siauihkths ` su oum`kz` phrmiü g` vez mh t`ktes arites h iksugtes lektr` oi phrsek`. Hg òàe mh òist`m hktrh G` Rilfirigi y ye sh f`nï` phrmime. \h khaü ` vhkmhroh l`cé y lia`rrigges y lu`kme p`s`n` lhrl` mh su tihkm`, hgg`, shkt`m` hk uk` pegtrek` c`nril`m` hsphli`gohkth p`r` hgg`, mhtràs mh uk phquhðe oestr`mer, oh lert`n` ges edes. Ke nihk gh f`nï` m`me g` hsp`gm`, leohkz`n` ` ikduri`roh lek vieghkli`. Ye f`nï` phrmime g`s hsphr`kz`s mh rhlekligi`roh lek G` Rilfirigi. Y `sï p`s`rek ges `ðes. @oò`kt`n` @oò`kt`n` oàs y oàs su emie lektr` lektr` oï. m K`lh uk kiðe hk hg \`k`terie, fide f ide mh uk` hkchro` quh ouhrh hk hg p`rte. Hg p`mrh, `gaôk hkchroe: ke sh s`nh quiék. 12 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Ge gghvòes `g Fespit`g Fespit `g mh \`k Lristün`g mekmh ge `tihkmhk `tihkm hk mur`kth uk ohs. @g l`ne mh hsh tihope kes `vis`k quh v`yòes ` nusl`rge. Lekvhrse lek hg Mirhlter y gh pg`kthe hg prengho` mh vegvhrge ` gghv`r `g O`kileoie. @gaôk o`trioekie sik fides quh ge quihr`. F`nge lek g`s oekdit`s mhg Fespit`g y sihoprh uk` uk` kha`tiv`. Hs uk fide mh geles y k`mih k`mih ge quihrh. \ihoprh \ihoprh g` o`gmit` fhrhkli`. ^harhse `g O`kileoie lek hg kiðe, y oh prhaukte4 µPuiék ge luim`rà5 µPuiék sh f`rà l`rae mh ég5 \h ge hktrhae ` g`s hkchrohr`s, senrhl`ra`m`s mh tr`n`de. ]em`s g`s kelfhs quhm` uk` seg` hkchrohr` p`r` ois quikihktes geles y `fer`, `mhoàs, uk kiðe rhliék k`lime quh `thkmhr. `thkmhr. Hr` `gae iopesingh. F`nï` quh nusl`r uk` hkchro` quh hstuvihr` ohder`kme mh su hst`me ohkt`g p`r` quh `thkmihr` ` g` lri`tur`. Hs` o`ð`k` rhlinï hk oi ecilik` uk` hxtr`ð` visit`. @rr`stràkmesh lek sus ought`s, ggha`n` per priohr` vhz hk mes `ðes, G` Rilfirigi, ` oi leksugterie. Shkï`, S hkï`, shaôk hgg`, ` ikcero`roh quh hk su tihkm` thkï` thkï` lia`rrigges runies mh oi o`rl` o`rl` prhchrim` prhchrim` y quh pemï`, f`lihkme uk` leklhsiük hsphli`g p`r` oï, màrohges ` lrémite. F`ngòes mh v`ries tho`s: mh su vim` hk \`k Du`k, mh su vim` hk hg O`kileoie, mh lüoe phrmiü su pihrk` mhrhlf`. Hk cik, àetòes temes ges tho`s. ]em`vï` ke s`gï` mh oi serprhs`, lu`kme `g mhsphmirsh oh milh4 ”Rer f`yhktr`me uk kiðefey fuérc`ke. \i Xm. quihrh, puhme: hr` `thkmhr. G` quh`fï f`nï` ` oi leksugterie ke hr`yeG`geRilfirigi etr` phrsek`. \esha`m`, oimihkme sus p`g`nr`s, ùkquh filihr` uk hscuhrze p`r` hse. Ggòé ` uk hkchrohre p`r` quh g` `yum`r` ` ggha`r ` su tihkm` y `g oisoe tihope gh midh4 ‗Mïa`gh ` g` hkchrohr` quh gh hktrhauh hg kiðe ` G` Rilfirigi‟. Hst` sh mhvuhgvh y oh milh4 ‗Ke gh v` ` phs`r, melter.. Ge vey ` lri`r leoe uk fide melter fid e mh riles. Xsthm shrà su p`mrike‟. Hg kiðe cuh g` tr`kscero`liük mh G` Rilfirigi, ùkquh siauihr` t`k hkchro` leoe ` su ikarhse. Ghlfh hk pegve, vitòik`s y teme hg luime quh sh gh m` ` uk kiðe: hse f`lï` hgg` lek \ioük Negïv`r, keonrh lek quh cuh nùtiz`me. G` imh` p`rtiü mhg vhkhzeg`ke, quh, shaôk g`s o`g`s ghkau`s mh ois gel`s, hr` hg p`mrh. Hg ar`k prengho` cuh quh G` Rilfirigi, p`r` hg luime mhg kiðe, ùohktü g` luhkt` mh ges l`cés ke teo`mes. Xk l`cé ` lrémite, sh lekvhrtï` leoe per `rth mh oài` hk trhs, hk g` luhkt` mh hgg`. G`s mislusiekhs hktrh G` Rilfirigi y su lgihkthg` sh filihrek oàs crhluhkths, phre temes temes pà`n`k e sh fukmï` hg O`kileoie. Oihktr`s t`kte, t `kte, \ioük Negïv`r hkaerm`n` y sh f`lï` uk renuste y reggize kiðe. R`r` oï sh `nriü uk lrémite hsphli`g mh l`cé, ke p`r` lia`rrigges. Hg l`cé lest`n` mes lhkt`ves g` t`z`. Lu`kme G` Rilfirigi cuh m`m` mh `gt`, oi luhkt` `km`n` per ges elfelihktes phses. ]emes ges ohshs G` Rilfirigi vihkh mh \`k Du`k mh g` Oàu`k` ` oi leksugterie ` nusl`r `gaôk `neke ` su luhkt`, `neke `g lu`g ke puhme kha`roh. \ihoprh tr`h ` oi `fid`me \ioük Negïv`r. Lu`kme sh o`rlf`, hgg` oh oir` lek sus edes ar`kmhs y pïl`res y oh milh4 ”R`r` `gae seoes leop`mrhs, melter. VVSIII Hpighpsi` ‗Xk` l`ggh mh uk puhnge mh Erihkth. Xk` ougtitum mh ahkths, y hktrh hgges uk p`mrh `ksiese lek uk fide ôkile, hpigéptile. Hg p`mrh f`nï` leksugt`me ` temes ges oémiles mhg puhnge, y `ôk f`nï` rhlurrime ` uk hsphli`gist` mh Dhrus`gho, g` lium`m l`pit`g. 10 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug ‗Rer cik f`nï` iopger`me ` ges mislïpuges mhg oigàrese Dhsôs mh K`z`rht, phre teme f`nï` sime hk v`ke. G` ôgtio` hsphr`kz` f`nï` mhs`p`rhlime p`r` ég. Rhre hk g` l`ggh mhg puhnge `p`rhlï` `fer` hg oisoe Dhsôs, shauime per uk` ougtitum mh mislïpuges rhvhrhkths y mh puhnghrikes lurieses. ‗]eo`kme ‗]eo `kme ` su fide fid e per g` o`ke, hg p`mrh sh `mhg`ktü ràpimòhkth f`li` hg O`hstre y rhpitiü su fisteri` t`kt`s vhlhs lekt`m`. Mide4 ”‗Hk uk oeohkte uk hspïritu sh `pemhr` mh ég y rhphktikòhkth arit` y ge s`lumh, f`st` quh gh s`gh hspuo` per g` nel` y ge mhd` ikthksòhkth oàugg`me mhspués mh uk` cuhrth gulf`‟. ‗Oihktr`s hg p`mrh f`ng`n`, hg kiðe, p`r` lekciro`r sus p`g`nr`s, preciriü uk ahoime suspirese, n`gnulh`kth, y su luhrpe sh puse rïaime, y oihktr`s ges puhnghrikes rhtrelhmï`k lek thoer, l`yü `g suhge, mekmh ges oevioihktes lekvugsives ghv`kt`rek uk` kunh mh pegve quh ke pumihrek iophmir hg sumer y g` s`giv` s`kauikeghkt` mhg oulf`lfe y g`s gàario`s mhg p`mrh. ‗Guhae Dhsôs, oir`kme `g kiðe hpigéptile lek leop`siük y sik ohzlg` mh thoerhs, `fuyhktü hg o`g hspïritu. Ges oevioihktes lhs`rek ràpimòhkth, g` leklihkli` vegviü ` iguoik`r ges edes mhg oulf`lfe, y oir`kme g` l`r` leoprhksiv` y òia` mh Lriste, p`mrh h fide leohkz`rek kuhvòhkth ` thkhr hsphr`kz`. ‗Oihktr`s g` ougtitum sh misphrs`n`, `gaukes sh `prexio`rek y hslupihrek `g kiðe leoe uk` prhlùliük lektr` hg o`g hspïritu. ‗Mh `quï hg keonrh mh Oernus Iksput`tus (hkchrohm`m hsput`tiv`)‟. \`k Gul`s. VVIV ‗G` aet`‟, p`g`nr` o`gmit` Hpighpsi`, Oernus Iksput`tus, Hkchrohm`m mh ges Leoilies, Hkchrohm`m \àr`m`, Hkchrohm`m Mi`nügil`, Oernus, Cehmus, Oernus Fhrlugi. G` aet`, vel`nge quh lerrhspekmh ` etr` hkchrohm`m, hs us`me hk kuhstre p`ïs p`r` shð`g`r ges `t`quhs hpigéptiles. G` aet`, p`g`nr` o`gmit`. Y`` ke hslupioes lu`kme vhoes uk` phrsek` lek hg `t`quh, phre sï g` lekthopgòe Y lekthopgòess lek uk` ohzlg` mh phk`, `sle y thoer thoer,, leoe si cuhr` uk phrre fimrücene. fimrücene. Hs uk fuo`ke quh lekvugsiek`, quh sh aegph` lek vieghkli`, quh ohzlg` su s`giv` s`kauikeghkt` lek hg pegve mh g` l`ggh l`gg h y k`mih gh prhst` `yum`. µHs quh tem`vï` lrhhoes hk g` peshsiük mi`nügil`5 Lrhe, sik thoer ` hquivel`roh, quh hk kuhstre p`ïs oàs mhg 62% mh g` peng`liük lrhh hk g` lektàiesim`m mh g` hpighpsi`. Hk uk` hkluhst` quh pr`ltiqué f`lh `gaôk tihope hk mes fespit`ghs ahkhr`ghs mh hst` lium`m, hg shshkt` per lihkte mh g`s hkchrohr`s lrhï` hk g` lektàiesim`m: `g etre lu`rhkt` per lihkte gh premulï` `sle y oihme. Hs uk` rh`gim`m lrum` y lruhg. @ vhikth siages mh fisteri`, g` hpighpsi` siauh sihkme g` Lhkilihkt` mh g`s hkchrohm`mhs: siauh sihkme uk` fisteri` mh peshsiük mi`nügil` y oihme irr`liek`g `g lektàie. Ke f`lh oulfe tihope, tihope, y p`r` shr oàs hx`ltes, hk 09>9, hg oémile `ghoàk F`ks Nhrahr mhslunriü quh hg lhrhnre thkï` hghltrilim`m leoe g` thkï` hg ler`zük, ùkquh hk ohker ikthksim`m. Ikvhkt` hg hghltrehklhc`güar`ce, hghltrehklhc`güar` ce, quh rhleah hst`s ekm`s hgéltril`s hk p`phg, y mhslunrh mh slunrh quh ke temes ges fuo`kes g`s tihkhk iau`g. Hs hg oisoe ohl`kisoe mhg hghltrel`rmiüa hghltrel`rmiüar`ce. r`ce. Lu`kme hg ler`zük hstà hkchroe, g` ekm` hgéltril` sh `gthr`. Lu`kme hg feonrh lekvugsiek`, `p`rhlh uk tipe mh ekm` michrhkth `g kero`g: lu`kme hg feonrh muhroh, tòniék sh `gthr` g` ekm`: lu`kme `nrh ges edes y ges lihrr`, sh `gthr` tòniék g` ekm`. 1> Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Hs hg ar`k `v`klh mh g` Ohmilik` f`li` hg thrriterie prefinime mh g` hpighpsi`. Hg `mhg`kte mh vhikth `ðes quho` g`s ht`p`s mh vhikth siages. \h mhslunrhk oulf`s les`s, hktrh hgg`s, quh g` vuga`r d`quhl` hs prio` fhro`k` mh g` hpighpsi`. Hg d`quhlese puhmh mhsprhli`r mhsprhli`r `g hpigéptile, phre hstà ` uk p`se mh hsth, h iklguse puhmh lekvugsiek`r hk uk oeohkte m`me mh su vim`. Leoihkz` ` `nrirsh uk kuhve oukme p`r` ges hpigéptiles. G` hpighpsi` hs uk` terohkt` lhrhnr`g. µRer qué5, sh prhaukt`k ges ikvhstia`merhs. F`y uk prengho` cïsile-quïoile tem`vï` sik seguliük. F`y µRer uk mht`ggh luriese4 fides hpigéptiles lek hghltrehklhc hghltrehklhc`gear`cï` `gear`cï` `kero`g, tihkhk p`mrhs sik sïkteo`s mh g` hkchrohm`m, phre lek tr`z`mes tòniék t òniék `kero`ghs. µRer µR er qué ukes f`lhk lekvugsiekhs y etres ke5 Hst` hs g` prhaukt` quh sh siauhk f`lihkme. µLuàg hs hg ohl`kisoe mh premulliük mh g` lrisis5 ]em`vï` quhm`k oulf`s oulf`s les`s per s`nhr. µHs fhrhmit`ri`5 G`s hst`mïstil`s mh ges kerthòhril`kes ker thòhril`kes ecrhlhk ecrhlhk ge siauihkth4 Rer l`m` trhikt` y shis fides mh hpigéptiles, uke puhmh prhshkt`r `t`quhs e thkhr uk tr`z`me mhg hghltrehklhc`gü hghltrehklhc`güar`ce ar`ce `kero`g. µ\h mhnh l`s`r uk hpigéptile y thkhr fides5 \ï. \ï. Y g` rhspuhst` ke g` mey ye, sike g` Gia` Ikthrk`liek`g Ikthrk`liek`g Lektr` g` Hpighpsi`, quh rhôkh ` ges oàs ket`nghs khurügeaes y psiqui`tr`s psiqui`tr`s mhg oukme, hsphli`gist`s hk hst` hkchrohm`m. Hg hpigéptile prelrh` fides hkchroes, l`si hk g` oiso` preperliük quh ges pemrï`k m`r o`trioekies s`kes. @kthrieroh @kthr ierohkth kth f`ngé mh khurü khurügeaes geaes y psiqu psiqui`tr`s. i`tr`s. @one @oness sh misput`k hst` hkch hkchrohm`m rohm`m.. G` hpighpsi` hs g` crekthr` quhleoe mivimh` hst`s mh g` mh Ohmilik`. Hg quh p`mhlh hst` hkchrohm`m puhmh ir t`kte mekmh uke etre. hsphli`gim`mhs Lu`kme hs sïkteo` `gaôk tr`sterke lhrhnr`g, g` `tihkmh hg khurügeae: lu`kme prhshkt` lekvugsiük lek tr`sterke ohkt`g, hs hg psiqui`tr`. @gauihk ggòü `g hghltrehklhc`güar`ce hghltrehklhc`güar`ce mh Nhrahr uk `p`r`te mhg khurügeae quh quh us` hg psiqui`tr`. ^h`gohkth ges mes ge khlhsit`k, y hg use per ònes sh mhnh ôkil` y hxlgusivòhkth ` g` hpighpsi`. Hst` hkchrohm`m ke segòhkth sh prhshkt` lek lekvugsiekhs, sike quh tòniék `mept` etr`s cero`s lgïkil`s. @ ‗g` aet`‟ g` ggòòes hg Ar`k O`g. Rh Rhre re hxisth tòniék hg Rhquhðe Rhquhðe O`g quh sh prhshkt` hk cero` mh mhso`yes mh lert` mur`liük, `gauk`s vhlhs `leop`ð`mes mh giahre thonger hk g` l`r`. Hk òn`s cero`s mh lrisis, g` l`r`lthrïstil` priklip`g hs g` pérmim` mh g` leklihkli`. Hxisth tòniék ge quh ges psiqui`tr`s ggòòes G` Rilfirigi, hk quh hg p`lihkth prhshkt` uk tr`sterke ohkt`g tr`ksiterie mh oàs e ohkes lert` mur`liük. Oulf`s vhlhs hsth òhrit` hg ikthrkòihkte mhg hpigéptile hk hg O`kileoie. G` o`yerï` mh ges hpigéptiles quh ikarhs`k hk hg \`k`terie sek per mhohkli` hpigéptil` e per tr`sterkes mh g` lekmult`. L`si sihoprh si hoprh hste hs mhnime ` uk tr`tòihkte `kti-lekvugsive o`g pr`ltil`me e ` ke f`lhrsh tr`tòihkte. tr`t òihkte. Lek g`s l`ïm`s crhluhkths sucrhk trùo`tisoes mhg lràkhe, quh v`k ghsiek`kme ghkt` y prearhsivòhkth hg ikthghlte mh ges p`lihkths, throik`kme hstes hk mhohkli`. L`si temes ois hpigéptiles, fuésphmhs f`nitu`ghs mhg O`kileoie, ke sh tr`t`n`k tr`t `n`k sus lekvugsiekhs, y si ge f`lï`k hr` irrhaug`rohkth e `nus`n`k mhg `glefeg. Hk leklgusiük4 f`y fuo`kes quh tihkhk c`ligim`m p`r` lekvugsiek`r: etres, etres, ke. Hg perqué mh quh hk uk oeohkte m`me lekvugsiek`k, ke sh s`nh tem`vï`. Hophre, f`y ohmilòhktes p`r` hvit`r hst` lrisis. Ges melterhs Ohrrit y Rutk`k mhslunrihrek hg michkigfim`kteki`te mh semie, lekelime hk hg ohrl`me c`ro`léutile leoe Hpòik. ]eoàkmege ]eoàkmege lek rhaug`rim`m, sh hvit`k ges `t`quhs lekvugsives. Hs hg shaukme ar`k `v`klh hk hg shktime mhg tr`tòihkte mh hst` hkchrohm`m. Mhspués f`k ggha`me ohmilòhktes quh ohder`k hsh Rhquhðe O`g, y ges tr`sterkes ohkt`ghs mh ges hpigéptiles. R`r` hg mhthriere ikthghltu`g tem`vï` ke f`y k`m`, phre sï uk` les` cukmòhkt`g4 `thkmhr su hkchrohm`m ` tihope, teo`rhgsuoukme ohmil`liük `ktilekvugsiv`kth uk` vim`mh s`k`, kukl` ggha`rà `Xk` g` mhohkli`. Hxisthk hk teme era`kiz`liekhs p`r` hgyhstumie hst`y hkchrohm`m. mh hgg`s hs g` Gia` Ikthrk`liek`g Lektr` g` Hpighpsi`, quh àrup` ` uk kuohrese hquipe mh oémiles mhmil`mes 1< Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug ôkil` y hxlgusivòhkth `g hstumie agen`g mh hst` hkchrohm`m. Y` ke sege sh tr`n`d` hk g` prhp`r`liük mh ohmilòhktes quh hvithk g` lekvugsiük, sike tòniék hk mhslunrir hg chküohke cïsile-quïoile quh hstioug` g` lrisis lekvugsiv`. Hg tr`tòihkte `ltu`g ke sh rhmulh ` mhlirgh `g hkchroe quh quh teo`kme g`s p`stigg`s mur`kth tem` g` vim` hvit`rà ges `t`quhs. `t`quhs. Hs uk` seguliük ouy siopgh p`r` uk` hkchrohm`m hkchrohm`m ouy leopghd` y thoim`: hs mhvegvhr `g hpigéptile ` g` selihm`m, f`lhr vhr ` ges s`kes quh ke p`s` mh uk` terohkt` lhrhnr`g g` t`k emi`m` lrisis: quh g` n`n` fhmiekm` s`kauikeghkt` ke hs oàs quh s`giv` quh hkredhlh lek g`s oermim`s mh g` ghkau` y l`rrigges mh ges penrhs hkchroes. @yum @ yumhoe hoess `g hpi hpigép géptil tilee ` veg vegvhr vhr ` g` sel selihm ihm`m. `m. \u ik` ik`m`p m`pt`li t`liük ük ke hs lug lugp` p` mh ég sike mh kes keset etre res. s. F`s F`st` t` ges geles ges mhsprhli`k. \u leopertòihkte f`st` hk hg oisoe O`kileoie mhd` oulfe quh mhsh`r. \h lekvihrth vihr th hk uk seg segit`r it`rie ie y, per hkm hkmh, h, hk uk `kt `ktise iseli`g li`g,, y emi emi`` ` tem temes, es, ` sus sus còi còigi`r gi`rhs hs h iklg iklguse use ` ég ég oiso oisoe. e. Hs iklrhïngh quh hg hpigéptile mh kuhstre siage sh mhstruy` lu`kme hk siages `kthrierhs y oàs `tr`s`mes quh hg kuhstre, cuhrek ar`kmhs feonrhs, ` phs`r mh su hpighpsi` e mhnime ` su hpighpsi`. Dugie Lés`r, O`feo`, Rhmre hg Ar`kmh, Nyrek, Mesteihvsji, cuhrek hpigéptiles. Hk hg òpgie hsphltre mh ges tr`sterkes ohkt`ghs, ges hpigéptiles hstàk hk uk pg`ke oàs ikchrier. @kths mh throik`r hsth l`pïtuge, lite uk`s p`g`nr`s mhg melter melter Auigghroe Aermek Ghkkex, uke mh ges oàsg`ket`nghs hpighptügeaes mhg oukme, y mur`kth oulfes `ðes prhsimhkth mh g` Gia` Ikthrk`liek`g lektr` Hpighpsi`4 F`gg`r g`s lùs`s mh g` hpighpsi` hs hg priohr p`se p`r` hklektr`r kuhves oétemes mh tr`tòihkte. Hxisthk Hxisthk lihrtes hghohktes ùxigi`rhs quh f`k sime utigiz`mes lek éxite éx ite per temes ges pràltiles mhg `rth mh lur`r, y quh f`k lektrinuime ` `yum`r ` ges hkchroes mur`kth mur`kth g`s épel`s eslur`s, oihktr`s sh hsphr`n` g` `p`riliük mh g` ohmilik` oemhrk`. Hstes hghohktes ùxigi`rhs, vhrm`mhr`s ohmilik`s oàail`s, sh titug`k Ch y Hsphr`kz`. Lriste g`s `moikistrü lek rhsugt`mes oigàreses. Rhre ég tòniék mide ` sus lektiku`merhs4 ‗O`yerhs enr`s quh g`s quh fàe, f`ràk usthmhs‟. Mhspués mh c`tiaeses `ðes mh hsphr`, y` hstàk `quï ‗g`s ohderhs enr`s‟, quh certicil`k y dusticil`k g` ch. Lriste mie `givie y hsphr`kz` ` ukes peles hpigéptiles: ges oémiles f`lhk fey ge oisoe lek oighs mh hkchroes. VVV Oàs g`mrük quh gele ”‗Ye sey oàs g`mrük quh gele. Hste ôgtioe ge use leoe ohmie mh hvit`r g` làrlhg. @mhoàs, thkae ”‗Ye prhchrhkli` per Kiau`. @quï thkae oulfes òiaes, leoe usthm, melter. Hk g` làrlhg mh G` Silteri` ke oh quihrh k`mih‟… @sï sh hxprhs`n` uk p`lihkth ouy lekelime per temes hk hg O`kileoie. Gh ggò`n`k Hg Nizle, per uk o`rl`me hstr`nisoe mh ònes edes. Hr` eriukme mhg \ur mh g` ^hpôngil`, y l`m` vhz quh leohtï` uk rene hr` lekmulime `g \`k`terie. ]hkï` ]hkï` oàs `kthlhmhkths o`kileoi`ghs quh mh prhsimi`rie. \u fisteri` lgïkil` ikcero`n` quh p`mhlï` rhtr`se ohkt`g ohkt` g ghvh lek lrisis hpigéptil`s. hpigéptil`s . R`rhlh shr quh quh t`k prekte leoe leohtiü su priohr fhlfe mhgiltive, cuh lekmulime ` Kiau` per prhshkt`r sïkteo`s ohkt`ghs, y sihoprh quh rh`giz`n` lu`gquihr chlferï`, les` ouy crhluhkth, ge lekmulï`k `g O`kileoie. @ l`m` ikarhse mhg Nizle `g O`kileoie sh lrh`n` uk` thksiük ke sege hk ges hkchro hkchroes es sike tòniék hk hg phrsek`g mhg hst`nghlioihkte. @g mï` siauihkth leohkz`n`k ` mhs`p`rhlhr g`s les`s leoe per `rth `r th mh oài`. T`p`tes mh hkchroes, l`rthr`s mh hkchrohres y teme ge lekt`kth y sek`kth quh hklektr`n` ` su p`se, sh hscuo`n`. Hk uk` el`siük hk quh mhdé per pele tihope oi ecilik` `nihrt`, mhs`p`rhlihrek hg d`nük, g` te`gg` mhg g`v`ne y oi n`t` mh oémile. ]eme cuh per lùs` mhg Nizle, `p`rth mh quh hsth ikairiü `mhoàs oi 1= Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug mhs`yuke. Reles oikutes mhspués Hg Nizle sh p`sh`n` lek uk` lòis` iko`lug`mòhkth ng`kl`4 hr` oi n`t` lekvhrtim` per enr` mh uk `rtist` hk uk` siopgh si opgh lòis`. Hked`me, o`kmé ` hklhrr`rge hk uk` lhgm`, y hg o`yermeoe oh mide quh ke v`gï` g` phk`, puhs ke t`rm`n` ki ohmi` fer` hk s`girsh lek g` suy`, y mh g` lhgm` tòniék, lek a`kzô`s quh k`mih f`nï` pemime mhslunrir mükmh g`s lekshauï`. Ge òekhsté shriòhkth y preohtiü ke mhgikquir oàs, `shauràkmeoh quh hg phrmük quh ye gh m`n` shrï` ar`ticil`me. Y, hk hchlte, `g l`ne mh ukes peles oikutes Hg Nizle oh tr`de uk l`raòhkte mh fhroeses àu`l`ths aia`kths. Ikmàué su prelhmhkli`, y oh lekthstü quh sh ges rha`gü hg vhlike. Hg vhlike hr` k`m` ohkes quh g` f`lihkm` mh ]ru ]rudigge. digge. Yee quhrï` hvit`r ` lu`gquihr prhlie hg relh mhg phrsek`g y hkchro Y hkchroes es mhg \`k`terie lek ges hopgh`me hopgh`mess mh milf` cikl`, h iksistï i ksistï mh kuhve lek hg o`yermeoe hk g` lekvhkihkli` lekvhkihkli` mh ìsg`r `g Nizle. \u rhspuhst` cuh g` siauihkth4 ”Melter,, mh temes ges geles quh p`s`k p`r` `quhg g`me, `g ôkile quh kukl` f`k mhslunihrte hs ` ”Melter hsh a`te. G` ôkil` seguliük hs m`rgh mh `gt`. \ik hon`rae, prhchrï mhd`rge hk hg \`k`terie, ` cik mh hstumi`r `gae oàs su phrsek`gim`m y hg tr`sterkeHk quh prhshkt`n`. hg hstumie quh gh filh, ég oh rhciriü quh kukl` `lhptü hk su kiðhz uk sege lhkt`ve mh su p`mrh, y quh gh premulï` premulï` oàs pg`lhr hg renàrshge. renàrshge. Cuh ` g` hsluhg`, phre ke `prhkmiü ki hg `nhlhm`rie. Y lu`kme gh leohkz`rek sus `t`quhs mh aet`, ke vegviü oàs ` hgg`. \u p`mrh kukl` ikceroü ` g` pegilï` mh sus chlferï`s, f`st` quh renü hk uk leohrlie, ` ges quiklh `ðes. Hk hst` el`siük cuh lekmulime ` uk rhcero`terie, mh mekmh hsl`pü ` ges peles mï`s, l`ra`kme lek ohmie hst`nghlioihkte ` luhst`s4 sàn`k`s, rep`s mh leop`ðhres y teme ge quh pume lekshauir hk hchltive. @ ges mihz y shis `ðes `ðes cuh cuh per priohr` vhz ` g` làrlhg mh G` Silteri`. @ggï fize uk hst`me hst`me lrhpuslug`r lrhpuslug`r hpigéptile, y sh gh lekmude ` Kiau`. Mhsmh hkteklhs, l`m` vhz quh leohtï` `gaôk mhgite, hr` gghv`me ` kuhstre hst`nghlioihkte. Lu`kme sh `nurrï` ept`n` per g` cua` e hr` m`me mh `gt`. Hg fhlfe mh vhrge hg Mirhlter hk hktrhvist`s psiquiàtril`s v`ri`s vhlhs per sho`k`, lektrinuyü ` quh Hg Nizle sh leksimhr`r` uk phrsek`dh iopert`kth hk hg \`k`terie. Ges renes sh ougtipgil`n`k y vivï` lekst`kthohkth sunime hk g`s o`t`s mh o`kaes y leles, tuon`kme milf`s crut`s p`r` guhae vhkmhrg`s. F`nï` hst`nghlime uk khaelie. ]em`s ]em`s g`s o`ð`k`s ggha`n`k lòiekht`s ` g` puhrt` mhg O`kileoie ` leopr`rgh `g Nizle g` premulliük mhg mï`. Lu`kme oh hkthré, ge ggòé ` oi ecilik` y gh ikceroé quh thkï` quh m`roh uk perlhkt`dh perlhkt`dh mh ges nhkhcilies, ` cik mh `yum`r ` ges rhst`kths hkchroes. \h quhdü mh hst` ohmim`, miliékmeoh quh oh p`rhlï` ` `gauihk quh hxiaï` uk per lihkte hk ges khaelies hst`t`ghs. (\h rhchrï` ` ]rudigge, phre ke ohkliekü su keonrh). Ke hxiaï, sike quh gh reaué, y mhlimioes f`lhr hg khaelie ` ohmi`s. @sï sh rh`gizü hg lektr`te vhrn`g. Y`` ges lòiekhs Y lòiekhs pemï`k hktr`r hk hg \`k`terie ` nusl`r g`s crut`s lek ùteriz`liük oï`, y hg hkl`ra`me mh lenr`rg`s hr` ye. Hg Nizle sh p`s`n` g` o`yer p`rth mhg tihope hk g` lep` mh ges àrneghs, y oihktr`s ye vhkmï` ges crutes, teme hg mikhre sh uk gh suoikistr`n` `giohktes ` ges hkchroes. Xk` o`ð`k` gghaü oihonre mhghk Hdérlite K`liek`g `g \`k`terie. Hst`n` vieghkte. Hr` mh ges hopgh`mes mh g` cikl` mhg vhlike. Oh mide4 18 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug ”S`y` usthm hk shauim` ` rhleahr ` uk o`gmite gele, `kths mh quh sh hkthrh hg Dhch. \ik mhslhkmhr mh kuhstre vhfïluge, o`rlfòes f`li` g` cikl`. Ïnòes prhelup`mes, y ke quhrïòes kikaôk prengho` lek Hg Nhkhc`lter y su cikl`. @g ggha`r hklektròes ` uk arupe mh feonrhs `ro`mes, quh remh`n`k ` uk hkchroe mh ges kuhstres. Hst`n` tir`me hk hg suhge, y phksé quh f`nï`k pemime fhrirge. Oh oermï` ges g`nies p`r` ke leohthr uk hx`nrupte quh hopher`r` g` situ`liük. ]hkmime hk g` tihrr` hst`n` Hg Nizle, lferrh`kme ghlfh per g` nel` y lek hg vihktrh `nugt`me ` lùs` mh g` ikmiahstiük. Kes o`klfü ` temes `g ghv`kt`rge p`r` iktremulirge hk hg vhfïluge. L`m` vhz quh ikthkt`n` f`ng`r, s`gï`k nernetekhs mh ghlfh per su nel`. @quhgge ke hr` vüoite sike rhaurait`liük mh ghlfh lektiku`. @g ggha`r `g \`k`terie \`k`terie tuvioes quh n`d`rge hk lòigg` p`r` gghv`rge ` g` lò`. Mur`kth teme teme hg mï` hstuve hxpugs`kme ghlfh per g` nel` y g` k`riz. @g mï` siauihkth prhshktü uk lu`mre mi`rrhile chnrig y kuhstre lgïkile tuve quh f`lhrsh l`rae mhg l`se. Mï`s mhspués, y y` hk lekv`ghlhkli`, Hg Nizle kes lekt`n` quh quise mhs`yuk`r ouy thopr`ke y leoe ke gh shrvï`k f`st` v`ri`s fer`s mhspués, mhlimiü f`lhrge hk g` cikl` mhg vhlike. \h gghvü leksiae uk` v`sid` mh fed`g`t` p`r` ermhð`r ` uk` mh g`s v`l`s suiz`s, y leoe hst` hr` ouy phquhð`, prhciriü nhnhr g` ghlfh mh g` unrh, àet`kme tet`gohkth g` ghlfh mh uk ermhðe mh uk` mh g`s ohderhs v`l`s mhg mirhltòhkth oukme, prepihm`m mhg Nhkhc`lter. R`s`rek R`s`r ek ges ohshs. Xk mï` mh Kelfhnuhk`, leoe sihoprh, `p`rth mh uk iksiakicil`kth hxtr` hleküoile quh kes suoikistr`n` \`gum Rôngil` p`r` chsthd`r hs` chlf` y `gauke quh etre rha`ge hkvi`me per hg R`mrh Qfh`tek, k`mih rhlerm`n` rhlerm`n` ` ois 822 geles. Y`` sh f` Y f`nï` nï` rh rhp`r p`rtim timee hg `go `gouh uhrze rze,, qu quhh le leks ksist istï` ï` hk gh ghlf lfük ük `s` `s`me me y uk uk`` me mesis sis rh rhmu mulim lim`` mh `v `vhgg hgg`k `k`s, `s, ku kuhl hlhs hs y mugl muglhs. hs. Shïò hïòes es p`s p`s`r `r lòi lòiekh ekht`s t`s ruo ruone ne `g Ghpr Ghprele eleoie oie,, lekmu lekmulih lihkme kme rh rha`ge a`gess mh mh selih selihm`m m`mhs hs nhk nhkécil écil`s `s y mh riles cigàktrepes. Mh prekte, hktrü hk hg O`kileoie uk` lòiekht` mh uk lego`me l`pit`gike. ”@g cik, `gauihk sh `luhrm` mh kesetres “mide Hg Nizle, quh sh hklektr`n` ` oi g`me. Leohkzü ` mhsl`ra`r hg vhfïluge. Dòekhs mh Yerj, Yerj, lunht`s mh muglhs, l`d`s mh o`kz`k`s, cukm`s mh fiaes. Rhre kuhstr` `gharï` murü ouy pele tihope. Lu`kme hg lfechr oh hktrhaü g` c`ltur`, g` ghï y leoprhkmï hg hrrer4 hr` p`r` hg Ghpreleoie, enshquie enshquie mh g` hspes` mhg Nhkhc`lter. \h f`nï`k hquivel`me mh lòike. Mh kuhve ` l`ra`r. ]emes, ]emes, ouy trisths, `yumòes hk g` phkes` t`rh` mh mhvegvhr ge quh lrhïòes kuhstre. ]emes ]emes hstànòes ohg`klügiles, ohkes uke4 Hg Nizle. Oh oirü lek sus edes hxtr`vi`mes y uk` sekris` mh pil`rmï`, shð`g ` g` quh `shktï lek oi oir`m`. Mhspués mh o`rlf`r g` lòiekht`, f`nï` hk hg O`kileoie uk l`raòhkte mh dòekhs, muglhs, `vhgg`k`s, kuhlhs, o`kz`k`s, teme enshquie, ke mh g` hspes` mh ]rudigge sike rha`ges quh Hg Nizle gh f`nï` hsl`tio`me `g vhfïluge. ”Médhge p`r` g` kelfh vihd`, quh fey hstòes ouy f`rtes “oh mide hg mek`kth. ”Hg mï` priohre puhmhs cua`rth, si quihrhs “gh lekthsté. VVVI Hg òiae Nhrk`rme ”Ye sey su òiae, Melter, ye sey su òiae. Lek g` tïpil` phrshvhr`kli` mh uk hpigéptile, Nhrk`rme oh m`n` ges nuhkes mï`s y rhphtï` uk` y oig vhlhs su cr`sh4 ye sey su òiae, melter melter.. Oh hstrhlf`n` g` o`ke y ke g` segt`n`, shauï` lekoiae hg lurse mh oi visit` mh rutik` `g \`k`terie, thkï` quh f`lhr uk hscuhrze p`r` segt`r oi o`ke, phre kukl` 13 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug mhsprhliàkmege. Hg penrh Nhrk`rme hst`n` l`ra`me mh emie y rhkler lektr` teme ge quh gh remh`n` per hg mhsprhlie lek quh sihoprh cuh tr`t`me. \u restre gulï` honruthlime per ges `t`quhs lekvugsives y ges aegphs rhlinimes mur`kth ges `t`quhs. Oi òist`m lek Nhrk`rme k`liü hk ges priohres mï`s mh oi ikarhse. Ge vi tir`me hk hg suhge hk pghk` lekvugsiük y ge `yumé ` hvit`r quh sh aegph`r`. @g r`te mhsphrtü mhserihkt`me, vegviü ` meroit`r uk r`te y lek vieghkli` sh ghv`ktü. Hr` l`si uk rhcghde rhc ghde lekmiliek`me. ]hroik`m` ]hroik`m` su lrisis, lòik`n` ` g` hkchrohrï` p`r` quh gh `thkmihr`k g`s fhrim`s. Lu`kme `gauihk gh mide quh hst` vhz ke sh f`nï` fhlfe m`ðe perquh hg kuhve Mirhlter ge hvitü, cuh ` m`roh g`s ar`li`s y `fï quhmü shgg`m` kuhstr` òist`m quh f`st` `fer` phrmur`. Hr` uk aia`kth, leoe Nihkvhkime, hg @ohril`ke y hg Emiese @ghoàk, phre oàs gghke mh l`rkhs y oàs `tgétile. Hr` uk` ciaur` ioprhsiek`k ioprhsiek`kth, th, gghk` mh ferringhs lil`trilhs per g`s l`ïm`s mur`kth ges `t`quhs. Cuioes òiaes f`st` uk gïoith4 hg tr`tòihkte mh su hpighpsi`. Ke g` quhrï` `lhpt`r leoe hkchrohm`m, y dòàs teoü k`m` quh pumihr` p`rhlhr ohmilik`. Hg ôkile ohmilòhkte `lhpt`ngh p`r` ég hr` hg ohrlurelreoe p`r` sus fhrim`s mhg restre y p`rths mhg luhrpe. Ohrlurelreoe Ohrlurelreoe y k`m` oàs. Xtigilé g` phrsu`siük, g` òhk`z`: per ôgtioe gh reaué y ke, ke y ke. ‗Ke oh vey ` f`lhr hslg`ve mh uk`s p`stigg`s. Oi o`g hs hspiritu`g, oh ge premude uk` oudhr quh `n`kmeké y thkae quh `lhpt`rge‟. ^hoevï ^hoe vï ges lioihktes mhg O`kileoie y ke pumh lekshauir òist`m lekoiae hr` les` `p`rth, phre teo`r p`stigg`s, dòàs. quh Nhrk`rme teo`r` su Hpòik. G` Hg leoihkze mhg `t`quh mhg Ar`k O`g mh Nhrk`rme sh ikili`n` hk uk` cero` `gae hxtr`ð`. Leohkz`n` ` l`kt`r uk ritoe oeküteke mur`kth ohmi` fer`, mhspués ikili`n` ikili` n` uk nìgh quh mur`n` etr` ohmi` fer` y guhae l`ï` hk g` lekvugsiük. @kths mh lekvugsiek`r sh f`lï` phgiarese y kikaôk hkchroe pemï` `lhrlàrshgh se phk` mh shr aegph`me. Hs uk hst`me mh irrhspeks`nigim`m mhg hpigéptile. \ik hon`rae, ye oh gh `lhrl`n`, gh quit`n` g`s pihmr`s e hg p`ge quh gghv`n` y dòàs Nhrk`rme ki siquihr` fize hg ohker ikthkte mh àrhmiroh. Kukl` shktï thoer mh `lhrl`roh ` Nhrk`rme, perquh ùkquh phrmim` su ohkth hk tem` su precukmim`m, vhï` hk oï ` `gauihk quh hk uk oeohkte mh su vim` gh mie hg `chlte y l`riðe mh quh t`kte khlhsit`n`. Nhrk`rme thkï` uk ar`k hkhoiae4 T. L. @ones hr`k mh Fia÷hy, phre ges `ghd`n` g` hkchrohm`m. T. L. ge mhsprhli`n` per hpigéptile y per iklugte. Nhrk`rme, nuhketh, nuhketh, rumiohkt`rie, hghohkt`g, mhvegvï` lek lrhlhs hsh mhsprhlie lek o`ket`zes ` ar`khg, y hk el`siekhs lek uk`s p`gh`mur`s quh f`lï`k phro`khlhr hk lò` ` T. L., mur`kth v`ries mï`s. Nhrk`rme hr` hg tïpile hpigéptile quh per iaker`kli`, per imh`s prioitiv`s y prhgüail`s mh peshsiük mhoekï`l`, sh mhd`n` mhstruir per su hkchrohm`m. Hk ois visit`s hsperàmil`s `g O`kileoie, vey ` s`gum`r sihoprh ` Nhrk`rme, y` hsphltre mh ge quh cuh, mhga`me, hklerv`me, su ohkth mhohkli`m` per g`s crhluhkths lrisis. \ege rhluhrm` mes les`s4 quh hs oi òiae y quh ke v` ` teo`r kikauk` p`stigg`. VVVII Hg vhthr`ke Hg Shthr`ke Shthr`ke hr` ge lektr`rie lektr`ri e mhg fia÷hy`ke. Nhnhmer ikvhthr`me, dua`mer y g`mrük, k`mih s`nï` s `nï` lüoe f`nï` ggha`me `g O`kileoie, phre sihoprh leiklimï` lek g` chlf` mhg pàe. Ges p`lihkths mhlï`k4 ”Hs r`re quh sh `lhrquh hg >8 y ke f`y` ggha`me Hg Shthr`ke. Hr` hpigéptile y teo`n` sus ohmilik`s p`r` crhk`r sus `t`quhs, phre g`s mhstighrï`s mhg p`ïs hr`k pel`s p`r` s`li`r su shm mh `glefeg. Ggha`n` `g O`kileoie, y, shaôk sus prepi`s mhlg`r`liekhs, mhlg`r`liekhs, hr` p`r` 11 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug mhsiktexil`rsh y lekshauir p`stigg`s, puhs g` situ`liük hleküoil` ‗hst`n` mur`‟ y ke thkï` mikhre p`r` leopr`rg`s. Hg fia÷hy`ke hr` siopgh, rumiohkt`rie. Hg Shthr`ke hr`, hx`ltòhkth, ge lektr`rie. Fuimize, kukl` m`n` hg crhkth. Ggha`n` `g O`kileoie y `g etre mï` y` hst`n` `yum`kme ` ges hkchrohres hk g` rhp`rtiliük mh leoim`, hk nusl`r ` ges g es p`lihkths p`r` hg hghltrelfequh. Ke sé mh qué ohmies sh g`s ikahki`n`, phre lekshauï` leoim` hsphli`g. Rhre ggha`n` g` chlf` mhg pàe y hsh hr` su ar`k mï`4 `p`rhlï`k ukes m`mes t`k prekte leoe ye m`n` g` hsp`gm`, y ` mhsn`kl`r ` ges hopgh`mes y hkchroes. Hk v`ri`s el`siekhs `g p`s`r visit` ge hklektr`n` hk ìsgòihkte, hklhrr`me. Hg ikceroh mh ges hkchrohres hkchrohr es hr` quh hst`n` phgiarese, phre g` rh`gim`m hr` etr`4 ghs f`nï` a`k`me hg mikhre dua`kme. F`lï` o`r`vigg`s lek g`s o`kes, y `gaukes mhlï`k quh gghv`n` m`mes l`ra`mes. ^h`gohkth kukl` gh vi sïkteo`s quh òhrit`r`k su ikarhse hk hg O`kileoie. Mhspués mh hkthr`roh mh hst` situ`liük, si tu`liük, ge ggòé ` oi ecilik` y lekvhrsé lek ég g`raòhkth. Ke gh prefinï dua`r, phre gh push lekmiliekhs. Gh midh4 ”Ge quh gh a`khs ` ges p`lihkths oh ge hktrha`s: phre th puhmhs quhm`r lek hg mikhre quh pihrm`k ges hopgh`mes. Xk` o`ð`k` Hg Shthr`ke Shthr`ke gghaü ` oi leksugterie y oh hktrhaü melh phses y uk` gist` mh ges g es p`lihkths quh f`nï`k phrmime mikhre. Lu`kme mhsphmï` mhoh oï,geoh mie“oh uk p`quhth ”^haàghg` usthmhsh ` `gaôk penrh gele: sh hste tòniék a`ké mide. mh rep`s. Hsh ohmiemï` Hg Shthr`ke Shthr`ke sh cuaü mhg fespit`g. fespit `g. Hg p`quhth lekthkï` rep`s mh mes hkchrohres kev`tes quh f`nï`k phrmime su lfhquh leopghte, leopghte, sus `ferres y sus vhstiohkt`s ` o`kes mh uk hpigéptile mh o`kes fànighs. Hk prhshkli` mh uk arupe mh hkchrohres, hktrh hgges ges prepies muhðes, g` rep` cuh rhp`rtim` hktrh ois geles. Hr` luriese vhr g` `gharï` mh ges hkchroes quh g` rhlinï`k y g` l`r` mh tristhz` mh sus `ktiaues prepiht`ries, quh per thoer `g Mirhlter `lhpt`rek hs` rimïlug` situ`liük. Kukl` oh shktï t`k t `k sàmile leoe hsh mï`. Hkteklhs gh filh uk` `mvhrthkli` `g O`yermeoe4 ”Hs` rep` rha`g`m` hs enshquie mhg Mirhlter, y sh g` quihre vhr puhst` ` ges p`lihkths, ` quihkhs sh g` rha`gé. Mur`kth ohshs, au`y`nhr`s mh legerhs gulihrek ukes mihz hkchroes, p`r` hkvimi` y phk` mh ges hopgh`mes quh g`s phrmihrek hk hg duhae. d uhae. @ ges peles ohshs, y lhrl` lhrl` mh g` chlf` chlf` mhg pàe, pàe, rharhsü Hg Shthr`ke. Shthr`ke. Rhksé Rhksé quh f`nrï` rhprhs`gi`s rhprhs`gi`s y leohklé ` hkthr`roh, ke per ges hopgh`mes, hopgh`mes, sike per ges hkchroes, y suph quh sh pg`kh`n` p`r` hg mï` >8 etr` ar`k dua`m` mh m`mes. Puish hvit`rg` y o`kmé ` nusl`r `g Shthr`ke. Shthr`ke. Gh phmï ges m`mes y oh ges hktrhaü. \`tischlfe, leksimhré oi enr` throik`m`. Hg mï` >3 hk g` o`ð`k`, hsphr`n` oi ggha`m` hg O`yermeoe. Hst`n` iop`lihkth. Oh ikceroü quh Hg Shthr`ke sh f`nï` cua`me kuhvòhkth. G` kelfh `kthrier f`nï` sime mh duhaes y mhspguoü ` g` oit`m mhg phrsek`g. Oh oestrü hg luhrpe mhg mhgite4 ges m`mes ges f`nï` fhlfe mh shoigg`s mh àu`l`th prhks`m`s, y thkï`k uk` phlugi`rim`m4 sihoprh l`ï`k hk ges kôohres quh Hg Shthr`ke `pest`n`. VVVIII Ges shkighs F`y uk` rh`gim`m, uk` lruhg rh`gim`m4 hkvhdhlhoes. Kes p`s`k ges mï`s, ges ohshs, ges `ðes. G`s fed`s mhg l`ghkm`rie l`hk y dukte lek hgg`s kuhstr` duvhktum mhs`p`rhlh. \h v`k phrmihkme g`s cuhrz`s, 16 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug kes oevhoes lek ghktitum: g` pihg sh `rrua`, ke teghròes ghvhs hscuhrzes cïsiles, egvimòes g`s les`s rhlihkths y kes elupòes oàs mh ges rhluhrmes. Ges ikthrhshs ikthrhshs vit`ghs sh rhmulhk `g oïkioe. Hk cik, sh `v`kz` f`li` g` oht` mh g` vim`. @gauk`s vhlhs sh `kfhg` g` ouhrth: etr`s, kes `chrròes lek vieghkli` `g vivir, ùkquh sh` o`gvivihkme. o`gviv ihkme. Hs hg mhstike ikhxer`ngh mh temes kesetres. Rg`tük rhcihrh quh ges `ktiaues `ktiaues s`rmes o`t`n`k ` p`ges ` ges vihdes. Hk hg Àcril` f`nï` ges ggò`mes phrres shpugturhres, quh sh `giohkt`n`k mh `kli`kes. Hk ges O`rhs mhg \ur ges f`lï`k sunir ` ges lelethres y s`lumï`k vieghktòhkth hg àrneg. Ôkilòhkth si hg `kli`ke hr` l`p`z mh à`rr`rsh sik l`hrsh, thkï` mhrhlfe ` shauir vivihkme. Ges sïkteo`s oàs `rrin` mhslrites mh g` vhdhz, hk `gauk`s el`siekhs sh mupgil`k, y duktes lek hstes `p`rhlhk sïkteo`s mhohkli`ghs. Hg p`lihkth leoihkz` ` prhshkt`r sïkteo`s mh lfelfhz e sh vuhgvh mhohkth. Ges mhohkths shkighs sek hg ar`k prengho` p`r` hg Mirhlter mh uk O`kileoie, y p`r` p` r` kesetres, lek ges peles ohmies ` kuhstre `gl`klh, sh f`lï` o`yer. Ges vihdes mhohkths ggha`n`k ` kuhstre \`k`terie per mes vï`s4 fides ikl`p`lhs mh sepert`r g` gelur` shkig mh sus p`mrhs, y ges `siges mh ges `kli`kes. Ges priohres tr`ï`k `g O`kileoie ` su p`mrh e ` su o`mrh. Guhae oekt`n`k hg ar`k hsphltàluge mh g` ohktir`4 ggeres, mhoestr`liekhs hxàhr`m`s mh `chlte, gòhktes, phre senrh teme g` ciroh mhlisiük mh mhd`rge ikthrk`me. \ihoprhthkhr mhlï`k4 ”Melter, ”Melter , ke ge pemhoes hk l`s`. Ôgtioòhkth hstà phgiarese. ]hoe ]hoe per ges kiðes. Hs l`p`z mh o`t`r ` uk kihte. Fh `quï uk` rht`fïg` mh fisteriht`s oàs e ohkes figv`k`m`s senrh g` n`sh mh phgiaresim`m mhg p`lihkth y g` khlhsim`m mh ikthrk`rge. Lu`kme gear`k mhd`rge, v`ries meoikaes ge visit`k, gghvàkmegh ‗`g penrh p`pà‟, leoim`s y aegesik`s. Rhre `kths mh cik`giz`r hg ohs l`h hg egvime leopghte. Dòàs ge vuhgvhk ` visit`r. visi t`r. Ôkilòhkth ge rhlerm`n`k,, lu`kme sh ghs hkvi`n` hg thghcekho rhlerm`n`k thghcekho`` e thgharò` ikceroàkmeghs mh su ouhrth. Hkteklhs ggha`n` g` segilitum mhg l`màvhr, hg ar`k hktihrre lek oulf`s gàario`s, hg ar`k shktioihkte mh lugp`. G` etr` vï` mh ikarhse hr`k ges @siges mh @kli`kes. Ges vihdites àrhsives, ges quh ke muhrohk ki mhd`k meroir, thkï`k su rut`4 Kiau`, y lek hgg`, su ouhrth. Ke thkïòes phrsek`g `nukm`kth ki `mihstr`me: f`nïòes f`nigit`me uk phquhðe p`nhggük, quh f`nï` `yum`me ` lekstruir @au`l`th, y `ggï ges thkïòes. Lu`kme ohder`n`k hr`k mhvuhgtes `g @sige n`de g` prethst` mh g`s nuhk`s oekdit`s quh t`kte sh hophð`n`k hk `thkmhr ` ges vihdes, vi hdes, phre quihkhs ghs thoï`k ` ges mhohkths leoe `g oisoe \`t`kàs. \`t `kàs. Mh ges lihktes mh mhohkli` mh vihdes quh p`s`rek per hg \`k`terie, sege rhluhrme ` mes4 `g vihdite lun`ke mh quihk f`ng`ré oàs `mhg`kth, y ` uk prechser rhtir`me. Hsth ôgtioe, peles ohshs `kths f`nï` rhlinime uk hsphde mh rha`ge mh uk òiae, puhs su còigi` hst`n` ùshkth, hk hg hxtr`kdhre, y sh p`s`n` teme hg mï` lekthopgàkmesh hk hg lrist`g `zea`me. Hse hs ge quh ges psiqui`tr`s ggòòes \iake mhg hsphde, leoe si nusl`r` su imhktim`m phrmim` lek su mhohkli`. Mh hsth prechser, prechser, ges ikcerohs rhlinimes cuhrek quh ges sïkteo`s ohkt`ghs f`nï`k leohkz`me ` `p`rhlhr lu`kme mhdü mh tr`n`d`r. Hs uk` rh`gim`m4 hkvhdhlhoes oàs prekte lu`kme ohkes `ltivim`m thkhoes. Hk g` `ltu`gim`m, y lek ges g es `v`klhs mh g` Ohmilik`, hg preohmie mh mur`liük mhg fuo`ke hs o`yer y ` su vhz f`k ùohkt`me ges shkighs y g`s mhohkli`s. ]em`vï` ke sh f` mhslunihrte kikaôk ohmilòhkte hsphlïcile g` lur`liük e prhvhkliük hkchrohm`m. g` `ltivim`m hs c`ver`ngh. Rruhn` mh hgge sek gesp`r` ar`kmhs hst`mist`s hurephes, mh geshst` lihktïciles mh hst`\ege épel`, quh senrhp`s`k ges shthkt` `ðes lek uk` l`p`lim`m ikthghltu`g quh oulfes düvhkhs hkvimi`rï`k. 19 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug VVVIS ‗Ges c`kt`so`s mh oi lhrhnre‟ mh Desé O`rï` Airekhgg` ‗Xk` hkchrohr` `lumiü ` oi g`me, oh teoü mhg nr`ze y lek hxtrho` mugzur` oh `leop`ðü `g s`kit`rie. ‖]ihkh usthm quh erik`r’, oh mide. Ye eriké y s`gï mhg g`v`ne. G` hkchrohr` hkteklhs oh gghvü ` uk lu`rte `gte mh thlfe hk hg quh f`nï` uk` lò`. \upush, ke sé per qué, quh oh mhskum`rï`k, phre ke cuh `sï. Oh thkmihrek hk g` lò` y vi, senrh g` ohsigg` mh kelfh, uk `p`r`te p`rhlime ` uk` r`mie. @lte shauime hktrü uk pr`ltil`kth gghv`kme uk phm`ze lerte mh aeo` hk g` o`ke. ]òniék lek mugzur` oh pimiü quh `nrihr` g` nel`: `sï ge filh y ég oh legelü g` aeo` hktrh ges mihkths. ‖@prihth lek cuhrz`’, oh mide. Y ye enhmhlï etr` vhz. Fhlfe hste oh lunrihrek g`s remigg`s lek uk` o`kt` y oh midhrek4 ‖Ke hs k`m`, y` ge vhrà’. Mhg `p`r`te s`gï`k mes lermekhs g`raes, `g cik`g mh ges lu`ghs f`nï` leoe mes t`pekhs mh luhre rhmekmes y `klfes. Hg pr`ltil`kth, lek suo` f`nigim`m, teoü hstes t`pekhs h ikhsphr`mòhkth, vegviékmesh f`li` oï, oh ges `pgilü ` g`s sihkhs, uke hk l`m` sihk: y `g ikst`kth phrmï g` leklihkli`, oh fukmï hk uk suhðe `niso`g. ‗Lu`kme mhsphrté ke thkï` g` keliük mhg tihope tr`kslurrime. Oàs t`rmh suph quh mhspués mh l`m` hghltrelfequh hghltrelfequh t`rm`n` ukes vhikth oikutes hk mhsphrt`roh‟. VVVS Ges tr`tòihktes Kuhstre `rshk`g thr`péutile hr` ouy phquhðe4 uk `p`r`te p`r` hghltrelf Kuhstre hghltrelfequhs equhs quh àekiz`n` mh pure us`me, G`ra`ltig y Hpòik hk mesis feohepàtil`s, g`nerthr`pi`, iksugikethr`pi` y psilethr`pi`. Hg hghltrelfequh hghltrelfequh hs uk `p`r`te imh`me per mes it`gi`kes p`r` premulir lekvugsiekhs. Xk Xk p`sh mh lerrihkth mh 002 002 vegties, mélio`s mh shaukmes hk g`s sihkhs si hkhs mhg p`lihkth, premulh hg hchlte mhsh`me. G` r`zük per g` lu`g ges hkchroes ohkt`ghs, `g lekvugsiek`rsh, ohder`k y lur`k mh sus quhnr`kte quhnr`ktes, s, tem`vï` phro`khlh hk hg oàs eslure oisthrie. F`lh oighs mh `ðes ges haiplies mivimï`k g`s hkchrohm`mhs ohkt`ghs hk mes `ktàekisoes mh tipe mi`nügile4 hg mh mhlir misp`r`ths, y hg quh lekvugsiek`n`. Hsh `ktàekisoe phrsisth hk ges o`kileoies. Hg hpigéptile rhpumi` `g gele y hsth rhliprel` hs` `ktip`tï`. `ktip`tï `. Iméktile l`se sulhmh hk g`s làrlhghs. Hg g`mrük mhsprhli` `g `shsike y hsth gh mhvuhgvh lek g` oiso` oekhm`. Hxisthk l`ses, ùkquh r`res, mh hpighpsi` lek gelur`. Xk ar`k enshrv`mer y ohder psiqui`tr`, hg melter Ohmuk`, enshrvü quh lu`kme hstes p`lihkths lekvugsiek`n`k, ohder`n` su hst`me ohkt`g. Xtigizü ohmies quïoiles p`r` premulir g`s lekvugsiekhs, f`st` lu`kme sh gghaü `g mhslunrioihkte mhg hghltrelfequh. Hst` hr` kuhstr` `ro` priklip`g hk hg rhmulime kôlghe thr`péutile, thr`péutile, lek peles a`stes y rhsugt`mes pesitives, sihoprh y lu`kme sh `lhrt`r` hk su ikmil`liük. G` L`dit` Khar`, leoe g` ggò`n`k ges hkchroes, cukliek`n` lektikuòhkth. Rer Rer hlekeoï`, hk vhz mh us`r g` p`st` quh hvit` hvit ` g`s quho`mur`s mh g`s sihkhs, usànòes àu` mh s`g y hst` mhstruï` ges hghltremes. Xk hkchroe hkchroe sh hkl`ra`n` lektikuòhkth mh `rrhag`rges. F`nï` sime t`g`n`rthre, t `g`n`rthre, mh ges ohderhs mhg p`ïs, y o`kthkï` hk cukliekòihkte kuhstre kuhstre hghltrelfequh lek tir`s mh luhres y `gauk` quh etr` etr` a`s`. \ege f`nï` uk prengho`4 lu`kme ég f`lï` lrisis lris is mh àit`liük y s`nï` quh ïnòes ` pekhrgh ges g es hghltrelfequhs, hghltrelfequhs, reopï` hg `p`r`te, y, p`lihkthohkth, ges oémiles, o`g quh nihk, kes g`s `rrhagànòes p`r` rhp`r`rge. Kuhstr` shaukm` ar`k ohmilik` hr` hg G`ra`ltig. Ges geles g` ggò`n`k ‗g` p`stiggit` ò`rigg` mh gà`rte‟. Hsth premulte hs lgerpreo`lik`, uk mhriv`me mh g` chketi`zik`. Ges cr`klhshs g` mhslunrihrek f`lh `gaukes `ðes h fize `v`kz`r g` thr`péutil` psiquiàtril` hk oulfes `ðes. 62 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Lek kuhstre rhmulime prhsupuhste, prhsupuhste, g`s mesis quh usànòes mh G`ra`ltig hr`k oulfe ohkes quh g`s khlhs`ri`s p`r` gear`r lur`liekhs. @g priklipie g` utigizànòes p`r` l`go`r ` ges àit`mes: mhspués imhòes segilit`rg` ` ges còigi`rhs mh ges p`lihkths, mh ges lu`ghs `gaukes g` suoikistr`n`k y etres ke. Etre ohmie hr` lekshauir g` ouhstr` ar`tuitòhkth. \`jhg, uk mistikauime oémile ùstrï`le ime ` mhstihope, mhslunriü etre etre ohmie p`r` g` thr`péutil` mh ges hkchroes ohkt`ghs: g` iksugikethr`pi`, hs mhlir, g` iksugik` mhg `zôl`r, dukte lek etres hghohktes hghohktes mh shlrhliük ikthrk`. Xkes oémiles l`k`mihkshs, N`ktika y Nhst, mhslunrihrek g` iksugik`. Guhae sh gearü f`lhrg` siktétil` y sh us` p`r` rhaug`riz`r hg `zôl`r mh ges mi`nétiles. Hk ar`kmhs mesis prevel` hg leo` fipeagiléoile fipeagiléoile y g` ouhrth. Hk uk` el`siük, `g us`rsh g` iksugik` hk uk` hkchro` ohkt`g mi`nétil`, gh premude uk leo` mhg lu`g rhoitiü. Ges sïkteo`s ohkt`ghs mh hst` p`lihkth ohder`rek y mie pùt`s ` \`jhg p`r` rhphtirge, gear`kme g` lur`liük tet`g mh milf` hkchro`. Hs uk tr`tòihkte phgiarese, puhs hg p`lihkth hs gghv`me ` uk hst`me leo`tese. \h mhd` uk tihope hk hsh hst`me y mhspués, lek g` ikyhlliük mh suhre agules`me e màkmegh duaes mh crut`s ouy `zul`r`mes, sh s`l` mh hsh hst`me. R`r` hsth tr`tòihkte sh khlhsit` uk phrsek`g `mihstr`me, y` quh hs ouy mhgil`me y lekgghv` lihrtes phgiares, phre leoe hs n`st`kth hleküoile, mhlimioes f`lhrge hk kuhstre O`kileoie. G`s trhs hkchrohr`s ygespr`lti pr` ltil`k l`kths thsquh cuhre cuh rek hktrhk`m hktrh k`mes eslek perhghltrelfequhs per kesetr kese tres, es, y y` `g `hr`k g ohs ohsseohtimes mh pràl pràltil` til`` g` meoik` meo ik`n`k n`k hst hst`` thr`p thr`péut éutil` il`.. ]eme ]emes`s p`lihkths kek ohder`n`k iksugikethr`pi`, y leohkzòes vhr ges ges rhsug rhsugt`me t`mes. s. R`li R`lihkt hkths hs m`mes m`mes per iklu iklur`n r`nghs ghs,, hophz` hophz`re rek k ` prhshkt` prhshkt`rr ohderï`: ohderï`: `gau `gaukes kes gear` gear`n`k n`k uk` uk` lur`liük leopght`: etres, ùkquh p`rli`gohkth, pemï`k lekvivir lek sus còigi`rhs y hr`k m`mes mh `gt`. Kuhstr` imh`, `mhoàs mh quhrhr g` lur`liük mhg hkchroe, hr` lekvhklhr `g ar`k pôngile mh quh ke tem`s g`s hkchrohm`mh hkchrohm`mhss ohkt`ghs sek iklur`nghs y quh oihktr`s oàs prekte sh `tihkmhk, o`yerhs pesinigim`mhs tihkhk mh shr rhohmi`m`s. Y`` hk g`s rhaiekhs oàs ghd`k`s Y g hd`k`s mh g` ^hpôngil` sh f`ng`n` mh kuhstres éxites, ùkquh g` imh` mh O`kileoie y trhohktik` shauï` hk g` ohkth mh temes. Iklguse phrsek`s òia`s oh prhaukt`n`k si hr` lihrte quh hk hg O`kileoie sh ghs `pgil`n` trhohktik` ` ges hkchroes p`r` quh ourihshk. \ihoprh fh sime ouy gelu`z, phre hk hs`s el`siekhs oh p`s`n` mh g` r`y` m`kme hxpgil`liekhs, ke lek hg cik mh ginhr`roh mh lugp`s ikhxisthkths, sike lek hg cik mh f`lhrghs leoprh leoprhkmhr kmhr kuhstr` pesiliük hk uk` psiqui`trï` y hk uk` thr`péutil` psiquiàtril` lek peles ohmies hleküoiles, phre lek ar`k mhshe mh f`lhr g`s les`s leoe hs mhnime. @p`rth mhg ar`k prengho` quh `l`rrh`n` g` lekmult` mh ges hpigéptiles hk hg O`kileoie y uk oïkiouo mh `prhksiük quh o`kthkï`k ges hkchroes f`li` hgges, kuhstre etre etre prengho` hr` m`rghs su Hpòik. Hsth hs uk premulte mhriv`me mh g` Fim`kteik` y ùkquh ke lur`, crhk` ges `t`quhs lekvugsives. Ges p`lihkths gh ggò`n`k ‗G` p`stigg` mh n`km` ng`kl`‟. L`m` vhz quh vhï` ` uk hpigéptile l`hr lek ges `t`quhs y f`lï` uk` lrisis lrisi s mh nhgilesim`m, rhukï` `g phrsek`g y ggha`n` f`st` ` ikduri`rges, ` ge quh hgges oh lekthst`n`k4 ”Rhre, melter, hs quh ke quihrh teo`rsh g`s n`km`s ng`kl`s. Hk hses mï`s f`nï` ikarhs`me `g \`k`terie uk` devhk mh oi puhnge, quh sucrï` mh `t`quhs `t `quhs lekvugsives y f`nï` fhlfe uk` lrisis mh hst`me lrhpuslug`r. ]eo`n` ]eo`n` su Hpòik lek rhaug`rim`m, y hk `gauk`s el`siekhs ge `leop`ð`n` mh Chken`rnit`g p`r` hvit`r etre tipe mh hquiv`ghkths. Hr` uk` p`lihkth quh leephr`n` lek su tr`tòihkte, thkï` leklihkli` mh iklur`nigim`m, phre s`nï` quh pemï` shr uk` phrsek` kero`g gghv`n` g` susitu`liük thr`péutil` pih mh g` ghtr`. Gh si hxpgiqué y sh`gecrhliü vegukt`riòhkth ` suoikistr`rgh hg Hpòik ` temes ges hpigéptiles mhg O`kileoie. Mhsmh g` o`mrua`m` y f`st` ouy hktr`m` g` kelfh, sh g` vhï` per temes ges 60 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug p`nhggekhs rhp`rtihkme, y ke sege rhp`rtihkme, sike hsphr`kme quh l`m` p`lihkth trà`r` su p`stigg` mh Hpòik. Leoe per `rth mh oài` mhs`p`rhlihrek g`s lrisis lekvugsiv`s mhg \`k`terie. @ ges peles ohshs uk` sirvihkt` cuh mhsphmim` per irrhaug`rim`m hk hg shrvilie. Keonré ` oi hpigéptil` hopgh`m` mhg \`k`terie. Kukl` vie su keonròihkte mh oihonre mhg shrvilie shr vilie perquh, ùkquh lek pele suhgme, sh f`nï` ùtekeonr`me hkchrohr`, uk` nihk ohrhlim` mhsiak`liük. \ioük cuh hg lrh`mer mh uk tr`tòihkte psiquiàtrile mhkeoik`me thr`péutil` per hg tr`n`de e g`nerthr`pi`. Kesetres thkïòes quikihktes geles y peles hopgh`mes. G` o`yerï` mh ges hkchroes p`s`n`k hg mï` sihst`kme ` g` seonr` mh ges àrneghs. ]`g ]`g hr` hg p`kerò`. Khlhsitànòe Khlhsitànòess nr`zes y, senr`n`k. Mhlimioes pekhr hk o`rlf` kuhstre pg`k mh tr`tòihkte. Xk sàn`me p`sòes lhkse, p`r` lekelhr ges keonrhs y ecilies mh ges p`lihkths, y lg`sicil`rges. lg`sici l`rges. Ges l`rpikthres irï`k ` uk rhohme mh l`rpikthrï` mekmh sh f`lï`k ges `t`ômhs. F`nï` v`ri`s fhltàrh`s mh tihrr` sik lugtiv`r y uk phquhðe lekule mh uk hkchroe quh sh leksimhr`n` muhðe `nsegute mh ég, thrrhke quh ikthktànòes ikthktànòes utigiz`r, lek hg iklekvhkihkth mh quh ke f`nï` k`mih quh sh `trhvihr` ` mhs`ged`r `g thohr`rie elup`kth. Hg muhðe ke in` ` meroir ` ges p`nhggekhs per thoer ` phrmhr su tihrr`. Fize hkteklhs uk` phquhð` l`sulf` mekmh vivï` lek uk kiðe imiet` mh k`liek`gim`m fìti`k`, ` quihk leksimhr`n` su fide, y sh `giohkt`n` mh ge mh quhquh premulï` g` tihrr`. Ki siquihr` Nizle sh `trhvï` ` hktr`r hk sus Ge lekvhklï oh vhkmihr` su p`rlhg`, y lekHg peles lhkt`ves ge gearé. Ge quh ke prhmies. pumh lekshauir cuh gghv`r ` ges hkchroes ` tr`n`d`r `g lekule, per hg thoer quh ghs ikcukmï` hktr`r hk thrrhke `dhke. F`nï` cr`l`s`me hk oi g`nerthr`pi` àrïleg`. Hg `kthrier Mirhlter f`nï` ikili`me g` lekstrulliük mh uk phquhðe p`nhggük p`r` hkchroes seoàtiles y hsth sh f`nï` quhm`me ` ohmie lekstruir per c`gt` mh cekmes hleküoiles. Y` Y` p`s`n`k mh quikihktes ois geles y sh `prhtud`n`k oàs y oàs. Lek ges éxites thr`péutiles g`s `gt`s ùohkt`n`k, phre tòniék ges ikarhses. Mhlimioes per kuhstr` luhkt` rhikili`r ges tr`n`des mhg p`nhggük. Leksugté lek hg `moikistr`mer y hg lekt`mer. Mh mikhre senr`kth, senr`kth, ki f`ng`r, puhs f`nï` f`nï` ohkes quh lhre. Rhree `g ohkes hxistï`k nr`zes y shghlliekòes uk arupe mh hkchroes p`r` pekhrges ` tr`n`d`r. HsleRhr aioes ukes vhikth. Hktrh hstes f`nï` uke ` quihk ggò`n`k ‗@au`l`th‟. Hr` uk mhga`me phre ouslugese ousluges e khare mh \`k Gerhkze mh ges Oik`. @kths mh hkchro`r ke f`nï` tr`n`d`me kukl`: tem` su duvhktum g` p`sü hk lhktres mh prestituliük y hr` còese nìg`rïk. Mhspués mh g` hkchrohm`m “uk` hsquizecrhki` hsquizecrhki` ar`vh mh g` quh kukl` ohderü“ sh lekvirtiü hk hg feonrh oàs tr`n`d`mer mhg oukme. @sï mhlï`k ges mhoàs hkchroes y hr` lihrte. \ege f`nï` uk` les` quh ge tr`sterk`n`4 g` leoim`. Lu`kme tr`n`d`n` sh gh m`n` mengh r`liük. \u etre prengho` hr` uk vhk`me, y sihoprh hst`n` `gulik`kme, vihkme y eyhkme ` hsth `kio`g. Hk su lekvhrs`liük, leopghtòhkth misarha`m`, ourour`n`4 ”@kelfh vi `g vhkè. Rremulï` serprhs` lekthopg`rge tr`n`d`r. G` lekstrulliük mhg p`nhggük sh leohkzü per hg peze séptile. Xk` o`ð`k` thopr`ke y `kths mh o`rlf`roh, y` @au`l`th f`nï` l`v`me hg hquiv`ghkth ` mes vhlhs su tò`ðe. Hk pele tihope hst`n` throik`me. \h mhlimiü per pil`r pihmr`s, pi hmr`s, y ` ges peles mï`s @au`l`th thkï` thkï` oàs mh likle ohtres mh `gtur` mh pihmr`s y prhaukt`kme prhaukt`kme ‗si f`nï`k viste viste `g vhkè‟. Ges mhoàs hkchroes sh f`nï`k rhtir`me mhg tr`n`de y sege quhm`n` ég. ^h`giz`n` melh fer`s mh g`ner ikthks` lek trhs mhsl`kses4 mhs`yuke, `gouhrze y lhk`. Hk hses mï`s kes visitü uk `gte Rôngil` y gep`nhggük. gghvé p`r`@ quh vihr` tr`n`d`r @au`l`th. @g o`rlf`rsh oh mide quh cukliek`rie tr`t`rï` ge mhmh g` \`gum lekstrull lekstrulliük iük mhg g` sho`k` siauihkth` ggha`rek uk ikahkihre, uk o`hstre mh enr`s y `gaukes enrhres, quihkhs lektiku`rï`k hg p`nhggük. 6> Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug O`rlf`rek hg ikahkihre y ges O`rlf`rek g es enrhres, perquh iksistï lek hg o`hstre mh enr`s hk us`r phrsek`g mhg O`kileoie, phre lek g` pà` mh ges enrhres, y `sï sh fize. @au`l`th f`lï` hg tr`n`de mh mihz enrhres, e t`g vhz vhz mh oàs. ]r`slhkmiü ]r `slhkmiü cuhr` mhg àonite o`kileoi`g g` l`p`lim`m mh tr`n`de mh hsth hkchroe hkchroe,, ggha`kme ` eïmes mh sus còigi`rhs, quihkhs dòàs sh f`nï`k prhelup`me per ég, ki siquihr` mh visit`rge. Rhre thkï`k hk sus o`kes uk penrh hkchroe misarha`me y lek uk` l`p`lim`m mh tr`n`de iklrhïngh. \h ge gghv`rek uk meoikae. @g gukhs siauihkth siauihkth oh ikcero`rek ikcero`rek mh su `gt`. \hktï ar`k phk`, phk`, y sihoprh ge rhlerm`ré rhlerm`ré lek su l`r` phrpghd` y su prhelup`liük per hg vhk`me. VVVSI R`ngite Oir`n`g ]em`vï` hg puhnge meoikil`ke ke f`nï` s`gime mh su hstuper per g` chrez l`rkilhrï` mhs`t`m` per ]rudigge y sus hsnirres lektr` ges ikmhchkses prisiekhres mh Oìoük, Hsthre Fekme y Lekst`kz`, lu`kme uk` o`ð`k` rhlinï g` visit` mh uk ket`ngh dhr`rl` mhg \IO. Cuh hk oi ecilik` mhg \`k`terie. Ég in` `leop`ð`me mh uk kiðe mh ukes melh `ðes mh hm`m, n`de y rhaermhth, quh thkï` hg phge g`lie y khare nrigg`kth, hg lu`g gh lunrï` g`s erhd`s y gh ggha`n` ` g` kul`, y ge f`lï` `p`rhlhr leoe uk` kið`. Hg dhr`rl` oh mide4 ”Melter, hsth hs R`ngite, hg oulf`lfe quh vike lek ges ikv`serhs. Hgges lrhyhrek quh ]rudigge hr` N`tist` y oirh ge quh ghs p`sü. Fhoes mhd`me `gaukes vives mh ouhstr`. Hsth sh s`gvü perquh gh l`yü siopàtile ` ges fides mhg Dhch. Mh ge lektr`rie, funihr` thkime g` yhrn` mh su tò`ðe. Milh hg Ahkhr`g quh ge tr`th ge ohder pesingh, phre quh gh peka` uk` viaig`kli` vi aig`kli` hsphli`g. Guhae sh o`rlfü, mhdàkmeoh ` seg`s lek uk kiðe lun`ke quh vike ` \`kte Meoikae ` `yum`rkes ` ginhrt`rkes mh ]rudigge. Hk hsh oeohkte ke shktï phk` per ég4 shktï phk` per oï y per temes ois leop`triet`s. ]hkï` ]hkï` `kth oï ` uk kiðe quh ke f`nï` ggha`me ` g` punhrt`m, punhrt `m, prhse hk g`s ferringhs o`zoerr`s mh g` tir`kï`, `fer` hk uk O`kileoie, sik còigi`, sik k`mih quh sh `trhvihr` ` `yum`rge. @ukquh cuhr` uk hkchroe ohkt`g thkï` prengho`s pegïtiles, quh hr` pher quh thkhr g` phsth p hsth nunükil` hk hg ohmiehve. F`nï` ` ginhrt`rkes, ` kesetres y `fer` hr`pegïtiles oi prisiekhre e oi µLüoe in`kvhkime ` rh`lliek`r ges hopgh`mes `kthges ukmeoikil`kes, p`lihkth lek prengho`s hk g` Hr` mhp`lihkth. ]rudigge, ùkquh cuhsh uk kiðe5 Ke ùaur`n` k`m` nuhke p`r` hg penrh R`ngite. R`ngite. @nserte leoe hst`n` hk ois phksòihktes, ke oh f`nï` mhthkime ` oir`rge. Lu`kme per priohr` vhz ge filh, y lekthopgé su restre, oi phk` sh fize o`yer o`yer.. Ar`kmhs edhr`s lirlukm`n`k sus edes. \us g`nies shles ges rhgòï` p`r` fuohmhlhrges. ]`g vhz hst`n`k shles per hg oihme. Leoihkze g` hktrhvist`. @kths mh prhaukt`rgh hg keonrh gh ecrhzle uk v`se mh àu`. Oh mie g`s ar`li`s. Hk teme hg mï` ke f`nï` pren`me ki uk` aet`. Oh prhauktü mükmh hst`n` y per qué ge f`nï`k gghv`me `ggï. ”Hsth hs hg \`k`terie Rsiquiàtrile “gh rhspekmï. ”µMekmh tr`hk ` ges geles5 @g lekthst`rgh `ciro`tivòhkth, `ciro`tivòhkth, oh mide lek lihrt` vieghkli`4 ”\i oh ohth hk uk` lhgm`, oh o`t`ré. Oh shktï oeghste y gh rhpgiqué4 ”Puihre quh shp`s `fer` y hk teme hg tihope quh phro`khzl`s `quï, `quï, quh sey uk oémile, quh f`y etres oémiles, hopgh`mes, hkchrohr`s hkchrohr`s y temes, o`g quh nihk, tr`n`d`k hk uk` enr` hk leoôk4 `yum`r 6< Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug ` ges hkchroes. Hsth \`k`terie ke hs uk` làrlhg ùkquh ùkquh ge p`rhzl`. @mhoàs, ke sé si ` ti th f`k tr`ïme leoe uk hkchroe e leoe uk prhse. ^àpimòhkth oh lekthstü4 ”Leoe ` uk gele, melter melter.. Mh kelfh y mh mï` hstey vihkme visiekhs. Rer hse hs quh oh f`k tr`ïme, perquh `g p`rhlhr oh hstey vegvihkme gele. In` ` lektiku`r f`ng`kme, y mh rhphkth hkoumhlh. Oh oir` lek sus edes mh leop`siük y mh oihme. ”Ke th prheluphs, R`ngite, quh `quï ke th p`s`rà k`m`. ”µHs usthm hxtr`kdhre, melter5 ”µRer qué oh f`lhs hs` prhaukt`5 ”Rerquh ”R erquh hs Xm. g` priohr` phrsek` quh fh viste sekrhïr hk \`kte Meoikae. Nruslòhkth phkhtrü hk oi ecilik` uk kiðe rhtr`s`me y hpigéptile quh ye f`nï` lekvhrtime hk oi shlrht`rie, y oir`kme ` R`ngite, mide4 ”Melter,, µmükmh pekhoes ` hst` oulf`lf` ”Melter oulf`lf`55 Ge quh mur`kth ohshs f`nï` phrmime, su psilegeaï` ikc`ktig, `cgerü `c gerü lek vieghkli` hk R`ngite. Lek ler`dh rhspekmiü4 ”Lu`kme `cuhr` thhgmhoestr`ré ge O`kileoie feonrh quhlek sey.hg kiðe lun`ke mh g` ikv`siük5 µGh f`rï`k µLüoe in`s`ga` ` rh`lliek`r phrsek`g mhg hg v`lïe per oihme ` g` mhg`liük pegïtil`5 µGe o`gtr`t`rï`k hk oi ùshkli`5 µPué irï` ` sulhmhr5 Ke tuvh quh hsphr`r oulfe g` rhspuhst`. G` ggha`m` mh ges l`rrites Segjswàhk mhg \IO f`nï`k puhste hk oevioihkte ` teme hg \`k`terie. Y` temes hst`n`k hkthr`mes mhg p`lihkth quh tr`ï`k. Rriohre ges oémiles: guhae hg phrsek`g `moikistr`tive, ges hkchrohres, hkchrohr`s, hkchrohr`s, sirvihkths, sirv ihkths, y f`st` g`s lelikhr`s, mhscig`rek per oi ecilik`. K`mih thkï` oihme. ]emes quhrï`k lekelhr ` uk kiðe quh vike ` ginhrt`rkes y quh tr`ï`k hkchroe mh g` ohkth, t`g vhz perquh ke pume rhsistir g`s tertur`s ` quh cuh seohtime per ges psilüp`t`s lrioik`ghs mh ]rudigge. Oulfes `ðes `kths mh oi hktr`m` hk g` Mirhlliük mhg O`kileoie, hk ég sh f`nï`k leohtime kuohreses lrïohkhs. Hg phrsek`g mh g` làrlhg mh Kiau` `ggï phro`khliü mur`kth ukes `ðes y siauiü g` oiso` tr`miliük mh g` ferringh prisiük, ùkquh hkteklhs cuhr` uk O`kileoie. Kukl`, mur`kth ois `ðes hk g` Mirhlliük, pumh enthkhr m`tes `lhrl` mh hstes lrïohkhs. F`nï` uk p`lte mh sighklie y mh oihme. \ege `gaukes hkchroes, iklekhxes iklekhxes hk su ghkau`dh, iksiku`n`k mht`gghs ìsg`mes, phre k`m` oàs. Hophre, ges hopgh`mes mh hs` épel` prhchrï`k phro`khlhr oumes ` siquihr` iksiku`r `gauk` quh etr` les`. Cuhr` mh hste, dòàs ye f`ng`n` mh pegïtil` lek kikaôk hopgh`me. \ege hk hg kivhg mh ges oémiles sh f`lï`k leohkt`ries y lrïtil`s lektr` hg réaiohk y lek ges hopgh`mes `moikistr`tives, `moikistr`tives, ` phs`r mh quh hg `moikistr`mer hr` uk l`pitàk rhtir`me mhg Hdérlite K`liek`g. Rhre Rhre hr` uk phrchlte l`n`gghre quh hk kikaôk oeohkte `suoiü pestur` pegïtil` hk su tr`n`de. Cuh uk` les` luries` g` rh`lliük mh teme hg phrsek`g lek R`ngite. Lhrl` mh mes fer`s murü hg mhscigh per oi ecilik`. Gh ecrhlï`k lia`rrigges y muglhs. Gh tr`ï`k leoim`, y, senrh teme, ge lekthopg`n`k lek `moir`liük. Hr` uk` hxpgesiük mh `chlte güail`, phre `trhvim`. Kukl` phksé quh cuhr`k l`p`lhs mh f`lhrg`. Gghaü uk oeohkte hk quh tuvh quh lhrr`r g`s puhrt`s mh g` ecilik` p`r` quh ke hktr`r`k oàs phrsek`s. \egilité hktrh ges hkchrohr hkchrohres es mes vegukt`ries p`r` p `r` g` viaig`kli` mh R`ngite. ]emes ]emes quhrï`k hg l`rae. Hsleaï ` mes mhmhges mh vhikth hgges, Mek gghv`n` oàs mhhktrhikt` `ðes tr`n`d`kme ges fespit`ghs g` ohderhs. lium`m y Xke oàs mh hk hgHuahkie, \`k`terie. ]r`n`d`n` hg R`nhggük mh Oudhrhshky f`nigitòes p`r` R`ngite uk` f`nit`liük p`r` ég y su au`rmiàk. 6= Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Lu`kme oh o`rlfé o`rlfé hs` o`ð`k` mhg \`k`terie, oh `leop`ðü f`st` g` puhrt` y ge vi sekrhïr per priohr` vhz. Hs` hr` su priohr` sekris` hk g` p`tri` hxtr`ð` quh quise ginhrt`r mhg yuae mh uk tir`ke y mh quihk `fer` hr` su prisiekhre. Oh shktï erauggese mh oi p`tri`, mh ois leop`triet`s y, oàs quh teme, mh ois hkchrohres. \ihoprh f`ng`n` o`g mh hgges, sihoprh phks`n` o`g mh hgges, y hsh mï` shktï uk ar`k eraugge. Hsh mï` ke cuh ginrh4 temes sh quhm`rek p`r` luim`r ` R`ngite. Y hkteklhs oh preohtï dòàs vegvhr ` ougt`rges per irrhaug`rim`mhs irrhaug`r im`mhs hk hg shrvilie: dòàs f`nrï` l`klhg`liekhs, l`klhg`liekhs, y quh si hslrinï` ois ohoeri` ohoeri`ss crhkeleoi`ghs, sh g`s mhmil`rï` tòniék t òniék ` hgges, keonrh per keonrh. Hs uk` preohs` quh oh filh ` oï oisoe hg mï` quh ikarhsü `g O`kileoie uk kiðe quh quise `yum`r ` g` ginhrt`m mh kuhstr` tihrr`, y hgges, mhktre mh sus gïoiths, sik thoer, ge `moir`rek, y lek mhveliük ge `thkmihrek oihktr`s phro`khliü hk kuhstre O`kileoie. G` vim` mh R`ngite hk hg \`k`terie sh mhshkvegvï` oàs e ohkes nihk. @ ges peles mï`s mh su ikarhse mhs`p`rhlihrek sus `gulik`liekhs. @ ohmim` quh p`s`n`k ges mï`s su s u tioimhz y su mhslekci`kz` mhs`p`rhlï`k leoe per hkl`kte. Rhre Rhre `gae quhm`n`4 dòàs f`ng`n` mh su prisiük. Lu`kme sh tel`n` hsh tho`, ràpimòhkth lòni`n` mh lekvhrs`liük e sh o`rlf`n` lek vieghkli`. \ege oh mhlï`4 ”Oi p`mrike hstà prhse hk G` Lu`rhkt`. Oh mh temes ohmies f`lhrge f`ng`r, phre entuvh rhsugt`mes. rhsu gt`mes. ”Oiv`gï` p`mrike hstà ges prhse hk G`y `rtio`ð`s Lu`rhkt` p`r` lek ges meoikil`kes quhke quhm`rek vives “rhphtï`“. K`m` oàs. Leoe rhauhre rhauhre mh pügver` sh hkthr` g` lium`m mh g` phro`khkli` mh R`ngite hk hg \`k`terie, y ges meoikaes sh gghk` mh visit`kths. ]emes ]emes v`k ` vhrge. G` imh` mh O`kileoie y Lirle f`nï` mhs`p`rhlime. Rhre `fer` hr` ye quihk hstioug`n` g`s visit`s. Ke in`k ` vhr ` ois geles y ` nurg`rsh mh hgges4 in`k ` vhr `g kiðe quh f`nï` mhs`ci`me g` lüghr` mhg ]ir`ke, y hsh hr` hg hg trinute, phquhðe, phquhðe, phre ohriterie. ohriterie. \h f`nï` phrmime hg oihme mh trhikt` `ðes mh ferrhkm` tir`kï`, h in`k ` rhkmir feohk`dh ` uk phquhðe féreh. Xk gukhs oh ikceroü hg O`yermeoe quh hg meoikae f`nï` ime `g O`kileoie uk` ar`k l`ktim`m mh oigit`rhs. Hgges Hgg es tòniék quisihrek vhr ` R`ngite R`ngite,, y lekvhrs`r lekvhrs`rek ek g`raòhkth lek ég. Ggòé ` R`ngite y gh prhaukté hg tho` mh g` lekvhrs`liük mh ges oigit`rhs. Oh mide quh hr`k segm`mes quh f`nï`k phgh`me hk g` zek` mh Lekst`kz`. ]emes `gha`n`k f`nhrge fhlfe prisiekhre, phre g` rh`gim`m hr` etr`4 hg arupe mh Aüohz Elfe` sh f`nï` hktrha`me ` uk s`lhrmeth. \hktï thoer per hst`s visit`s y leohklé mh kuhve ` ir `g \`k`terie ges meoikaes, p`r` hvit`r quh lu`gquihr ikmislrhliük sh lekvirtihr` hk prengho` pegïtile y pumihr` phrdumil`r `g kiðe. G` rh`gim`m hr` etr`4 ke sege ges livighs in`k ` `moir`rge, sike tòniék ges oigit`rhs. ]emes gh gghv`n`k `gaôk rha`ge y ge lego`n`k mh gisekd`s. Ég sh shktï` chgiz, ouy chgiz. Hs` t`rmh ge s`qué mhg \`k`terie p`r` m`rgh uk p`she hk ùteoüvig per g` l`rrhthr` mhg Linè. Y` Y` ke puhmh oàs y sh mhsnerm`. \`nï` quh ye hr` su òiae y ke gh pemï` f`lhr kikaôk m`ðe. Lek gàario`s hk ges edes oh lektü lüoe prhshkliü g` tertur` mh uk leop`ðhre y mhspués su ouhrth. Oàs t`rmh ge tertur`rek lek vieghkli` p`r` hxiairgh hg shlrhte mh hs` ouhrth. Gh midhrek4 ”\i milhs ohmi` p`g`nr`, o`t`rhoes ` tu p`mrike Aüohz Elfe`. Ge gghv`rek ` uk` lhgm` segit`ri`, y `ggï phro`khliü mur`kth v`ries mï`s. Guhae, lu`kme leohkzü ` `gulik`r, ge tr`sg`m`rek `g O`kileoie. Hr` g` ohkth mh uk penrh kiðe mhstruim` per g` o`gm`m. Ges ohshs mh vim` hk hg \`k`terie, \`k`teri e, sik kikaôk nihkhst`r nihkhst` r o`thri`g, phre lek hg `chlte mh temes y l`m` uke mh ges oihonres mhg phrsek`g, f`lhk hg oigàre y ge mhvuhgvhk ` g` vim`. G` prhsiük ikthrk`liek`g engia` ` ]rudigge ` mhvegvhrgh su ginhrt`m. 68 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Ke pumh mhsphmiroh mh ég. \us ôgtioes mï`s hk g` ^hpôngil` Meoikil`k` ges p`sü hk uk fethg mh g` l`pit`g. Xk mï` `kths mh o`rlf`rsh, sh hkluhktr` lek uk hopgh`me mhg \`k`terie y oh hkvï` uk` phquhð` hpïsteg`, mekmh mhlï`4 Dòàs ges egvim`ré. G` ghtr` hs ikikthgiaingh, leoe g` mh uk kiðe quh hstà `prhkmihkme ` ghhr y ` hslrinir. Y hs` hr` g` pur` vhrm`m. @ su ikarhse hk hg O`kileoie hr` `k`gc`nhte `k`gc` nhte y temes tr`tòes mh hkshð`rgh, lek rhsugt`mes rhsugt `mes ohmielrhs. Ke lrhe quh g` lugp` cuhr` mhg mislïpuge sike mh kesetres ges o`hstres. o`hstres. VVVSII G` p`r`pghdï` fistéril` Hk uk riklük mhg R`nhggük Kôohre Xke, p`r` feonrhs, uk p`lihkth eriukme mhg \ur mhg p`ïs phro`khlï` lektikuòhkth lektikuòhkth hk su lò`. Kukl` f`nï` prhshkt`me `gaôk sïkteo` ohkt`g. Ge rhoitihrek `g Fespit`g mh \`k Lristün`g lek uk` p`ràgisis mh òn`s pihrk`s per sesphlf`r quh hr` uk iopester. @mhoàs, leoe f`nï` f`nï` hsl`shz mh lò`s hk milfe milfe fespit`g, mhlimihrek hkvi`rge hkvi`rge `g O`kileoie. Gghv`n` v`ries `ðes mh ikthrkòihkte, y mhsmh g` lò` sh f`nï` lekvhrtime lekvhrtime hk hg gïmhr mh g` \`g`. \`g `. F`lï` l`gg`r ` ges hkchroes quh quh mur`kth g` kelfh ke mhd`n`k meroir ` ges leop`ðhres: ges engia`n` ` n`ð`rsh h ikcero`n` tem`s g`s o`ð`k`s `lhrl` mhg leopertòihkte mh ges p`lihkths mh su p`nhggük. Lu`kme gghaué ` g` Mirhlliük, tòpele gh mi iopert`kli`. Gelu`z, ò`ngh, hk kuhstr`s visit`s `g p`nhggük dòàs kes iksikuü g` imh` mh `gauk` `yum` thr`péutil`. Hr` chgiz vhaht`kme hk g` lò` mh uk p`nhggük mh uk O`kileoie, sik shr uk vhrm`mhre p`lihkth. F`nï` `lhpt`me su p`ràgisis lek rhsiak`liük. Hk uk` el`siük ikarhsü `g O`kileoie uk hkchroe prelhmhkth mh g` rhaiük mhg \ur, per l`su`gim`m mh g` oiso` `gmh` mh kuhstre p`r`gïtile. Ikohmi`tòhkth pimiü shr tr`sg`m`me ` etre p`nhggük, sihkme hsh hg ohder, ` hxlhpliük mh g` lgïkil`. Ges hkchrohr hkchrohres es tr`t`rek mh ikmà`r hg perqué mh hst` pestur`, y ke sh entuve kikaôk rhsugt`me f`st` g` ggha`m` mh ges ges còigi`rhs mhg etre etre hkchroe. F`lï` `grhmhmer mh shis `ðes, per prengho`s mh tihrr`s, quh sulhmiü uk fhlfe s`karihkte hk hg lu`g f`nï`k phrmime g` vim` v`ri`s phrsek`s. Hg ùter mh hs`s ouhrths f`nï` sime kuhstre p`r`gïtile. Ôkilòhkth rhliniü uk` fhrim` mh puð`g hk uk lest`me, fhrim` hst` quh ke thkï` kikauk` rhg`liük lek g` p`ràgisis. Rhr Rhree f`nï` `gae oàs precukme, `gae quh sï thkï` rhg`liük lek su hst`me4 ges còigi`rhs mh ges ouhrtes f`nï`k lekdur`me p`r` o`t`rge, leoe y mekmhquihr`. Crhkth ` hst` pestur`, su rhcuaie f`nï`shsime hg O`kileoie, y, hsphli`gohkth, su quihr` p`r`pghdï`. Ikiliòes hkteklhs hg tr`tòihkte. G` c`gt` mh use mh sus pihrk`s gh f`nï` premulime uk` `treci` ouslug`r. Ke sh `trhvï` ` kha`rsh `g tr`tòihkte, phre tòpele cuh uk ar`k leg`ner`mer. Kes mhlimioes per uk` Rsilethr`pi` @ro`m`. Hs mhlir, ` premulirgh oeghsti`s mhsàr`m`nghs `g p`lihkth. \hktï` phk` `g premulïrshg`, phre f`nï` quh `yum`r ` hsth penrh feonrh quh sh hophð`n` hk phro`khlhr tem` g` vim` p`r`gïtile y ke sh hkcrhkt`n` ` uk` uk` situ`liük hk g` quh quh pemï` phgiar`r su vim`. ]emes ges mï`s, o`ð`k` y t`rmh, hr` seohtime ` lerrihkths mh n`de vegt`dh hk tem`s p`rths mhg luhrpe. @g thrlhr mï` y` pemï` o`kthkhrsh hk pih. @ g` sho`k` siauihkth leohkzü ` lòik`r. F`nï` etres ohmies mh gear`r su lur`liük: phre ` kuhstre `gl`klh hsth hr` hg ôkile. \hauioes lek g` lerrihkth. @ g`s mes sho`k`s y` hst`n` leopghtòhkt leopghtòhkthh lur`me. G`s hkchrohr`s leohkz`rek hg tr`tòihkte rumiohkt`rie mh cisiethr`pi`. Lu`kme g` ohderï` y` hr` tet`g, sh prhshktü uk` o`ð`k` hk g` ecilik` y oh mide4 ”Y `fer`, µqué5 Oh vey `g \ur ` quh oh o`thk. Rer Rer hse ke quhrï` hst`r s`ke. Xsthm s`nh tem` g` fisteri`, y sik hon`rae sh hophðü hk pekhroh nihk. µY p`r` qué5 @fer` lòike, phre vey ` oerir. Xsthm shrà hg lugp`ngh mh oi ouhrth. 63 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug ^h`gohkth kukl` oh f`nï` shktime t`k leopukaime leoe f`st` hsh oeohkte, mhspués mh uk éxite thr`péutile. Oh hklektr`n` crhkth ` uk feonrh quh oh rhlrioik`n` hg f`nhrge lur`me. Ke hklektr`n` uk` rhspuhst` quh m`rgh. S`ligé uk oeohkte, y sik phks`r, gh midh4 ”Oirh, feonrh. \i ge nusl`k hk hg \ur, vày`sh ` vivir `g Hsth e `g Linè. Y si ge hkluhktr`k, phghh. Rhree ke f`y r`zük p`r` quh sh quhmh g` vim` hkthr` hk uk` lò` per su oihme. Rhr VVVSII Ges hslg`ves sioug`merhs F`nï` hk g` ^hpôngil` Meoikil`k` mes gua`rhs o`gmites4 g`s legeki`s `rrelhr`s mh Kàu` y hg \is`g mh @zu`. Ges meoikil`kes hr`k gghv`mes `ggï leoe hslg`ves y sh ghs pekï` ` tr`n`d`r mh seg ` seg. Leoe rhoukhr`liük rhoukhr`liük sh ghs m`n` uk` oishr`ngh leoim`. @g quh ikthkt`n` fuir sh gh `pgil`n` g` ghy mh cua`, y si ge à`rr`n`k vive, hr` `ferl`me. Hsh hr` uk oukme mhg ohmiehve vivime hk pghke siage vhikth hk kuhstr` p`tri`. Hr` uk shlrhte ` sette velh quh lerrï` mh eïme ` eïme. Ke oh f`nï` hkthr`me mh hste f`st` oi ikarhse hk g` Mirhlliük mhg O`kileoie. Xk` o`ð`k` oh tr`dhrek ` mes düvhkhs hspes`mes quh vhkï`k mhg \is`g mh @zu`. \u `sphlte cïsile y oer`g hr` mhseg`mer. mhseg`mer. Shkï`k Shkï`k `leop`ð`mes `leop`ð`mes mh uk` p`rhd` mh oigit`rhs. Mhspués mh ges tràoiths mh ikthrkòihkte, cuhrek gghv`mes ` oi prhshkli` y leohklé ` ikthrrea`rges. Mh restres phrpghdes, ke rhspekmï`k ` ois prhaukt`s y hst`n`k mhserihkt`mes. Oi miàküstile cuh mh \ïkmreoh mh Aàklhr e gelur` l`rlhg`ri`. Ikmàué si vhkï`k leoe prhsimi`ries `g O`kileoie, y g` rhspuhst` cuh kha`tiv`. Ke cuhrek gghv`mes ` lhgm`s, y sh ghs fize uk sege tr`tòihkte mh hghltrelfequhs. hghltrelfequhs. @g etre mï` f`nï`k f`nï`k mhs`p`rhlime ges sïkteo`s sïkteo`s ohkt`ghs. Hsth sïkmreoh sh ggò` `sï per shr hg melter Aàklhr, uk psiqui`tr` cr`klés, hg priohre hk mhslunrirge. @p`rhlh @p`r hlh hk hk g`s làrl làrlhghs hghs y hk `gauk `gaukes es lhktre lhktress mekmh mekmh g`s phrsek phrsek`s `s hstàk hstàk seoh seohtim`s tim`s ` ar`kmhs ar`kmhs thksie thksiekhs. khs. Hs ahkhr`gohkth uk` cero` mh sioug`r uk` hkchrohm`m ohkt`g iklekslihkth. Hs mhlir, hg p`lihkth ke sh m` luhkt` mh quh ég oisoe g` prevel` lek hg cik mh enthkhr `gaôk nhkhcilie, y, hk hsth l`se, su ginhrt`m. @g etre mï` vegvï ` hktrhvist`r ` ges ges düvhkhs. Oh rhcirihrek rhcirihrek quh hr`k hr`k nuhkes òiaes, òiaes, y quh hk uk` uk` el`siük hk quh lekvhrs`n`k hk uk` hsquik` lhrl`k` ` su l`s` cuhrek mhthkimes y gghv`mes hk lòiekhs `lhrges. @zu`.Hg@fï leohkzü su l`gv`rie. Cuhrek per gghv`mes `g \is`g.f`st` \h ghs pekï` uk` lòis` red` p`r` rhleketr`n`de mur`n` mhsmh thopr`ke g` o`ð`k` g` puhst` mhg seg. Hst`n`k test`mes per hsh `rmihkth seg mhg \ur mhg p`ïs. G` leoim` hr` ferringh y p`s`n`k fer`s sik ikahrir uk` aet` mh àu`. L`si ` mi`rie vhï`k l`màvhrhs lega`mes mh ges àrneghs4 hr`k ges quh f`nï`k ikthkt`me fuir. \ege f`nï` uk` cero` mh hsl`p`r4 f`lhrsh hg gele. Hr` `gae micïlig, puhs g` therï` hk hg \is`g hr` quh p`r` shr er`th, ‗f`nï` quh leohrsh su l`l`‟. ]òniék thkï`k quh p`s`r ‗g` pruhn` mh g` n`yekht`‟, g` lu`g leksistï` hk pekhrgh uk` n`yekht` hk hg vihktrh y hopud`rg` sik premulir fhrim`, ‗p`r` vhr si hs` oihrm` hs uk gele e sh hstà f`lihkme‟. Hs` hr` g` hxprhsiük. Xke mh ges òiaes leohkzü ` prhshkt`r `gulik`liekhs visu`ghs `g ohmiemï`. Shï` c`kt`so`s hk vhz mh àrneghs mh sis`g. Hg leop`ðhr leop`ðhree `prevhlfü hste p`r` sioug`r ges oisoes sïkteo`s. Hs` kelfh leohkzü ` leohrsh sus hxlrht`s. ^hluhrm` vàòhkth g` pruhn` mh g` n`yekht` y mhspués ke rhluhrm` k`m` oàs, ki siquihr` hg tihope tr`kslurrime. F`nï`k phrmime g` keliük mh tihope y hsp`lie. \ege gghv`n`k mes mï`s hk hg O`kileoie, y rh`lliek`n`k c`ver`nghohkth. Ohshs mhspués tr`dhrek ` lu`tre p`lihkths. Hstes vhkï`k mh Kàu`. @fï hr` teme ge lektr`rie lek rhsphlte `g lgio`. Hk vhz mhg shle, mhsértile, mhsér tile, mh @zu`, hr` àu` per temes g`mes, s`kauiduhg`s y oesquites, y lek hgges, hg p`gumisoe. 61 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Ges oétemes hr`k iméktiles. G` cua` sh l`stia`n` lek g` ouhrth. Hg tr`n`de hr` mh seg ` seg, sik suhgme y lek uk` oishr`ngh leoim`. G` ôkil` vï` mh hsl`ph hr` sioug`r gelur`. Leohr sus hxlrhohktes, g` pruhn` mh g` n`yekht` y `gauk` quh etr` les` pher. Hg O`kileoie hr` g` t`ng` mh s`gv`liük. F`nï` quh ggha`r per temes ges ohmies `fï p`r` lekshauir g` ginhrt`m. R`s`rek R`s`r ek ges ohshs y ùohkt`n`k ges p`lihkths mhg \is`g y mh Kàu`. \h f`nï` lerrime g` vez hktrh hgges. \i ggha`n`k ` Kiau`, hst`n`k s`gv`mes. Oulfes ourihrek hk su ikthkte. ]emes ges quh ggha`rek cuhrek ikthrk`mes mes mï`s. \h ghs tr`t`n` lek hghltrelfequh, nuhk` leoim` y ginhrt`m. VVVIV Ges sioug`merhs @sï leoe f`y s`kes quh mh uk` o`khr` lekslih lekslihkth kth e ikleks iklekslihkth lihkth sioug`k hkchr hkchrohm`mh ohm`mhss ohkt`ghs, tòniék f`y hkchroes quh tr`t`k mh misioug`r su hkchrohm`m. Hk Rsiqui`trï` usòes uk téroike4 ‗leklihkli` les` quh ke tihkhk g` o`yerï` mh ges hkchroes ikthrkes. @gaukes leoihkz`k ` prhshkt`rmhsushkchrohm`m‟, mhgiries, sus phksòihktes igüailes, y g` còigi` ges tr`t` mh phrsu`mir mh su hrrer. Ggha` hg oeohkte mh g`s vivhkli`s `kero`ghs mhg hkchroe, hk quh hsth ke rhcihrh sus sïkteo`s p`r` hvit`r relhs còigi`rhs, y tòniék su ikthrkòihkte o`kileoi`g. Ruhme rhïroh mh lfisths mh geles, phre kukl` oh fh rhïme mh sus imh`s mhgir`kths. G` o`yerï` mh ges lfisths ges ikvhkt`k ges luhrmes. F`y `gae quh sï oh premulh fig`rim`m, y hs g` oïoil` mhg còigi`r mhg hkchroe ohkt`g quh uke hxòik` y quh tr`t` mh misioug`r ges sïkteo`s. Ke segòhkth oh premulh fig`rim`m, sike tòniék àrhsivim`m, perquh leoprhkme quh hk g` o`r`ð` mh imh`s mhgir`kths y `gulik`liekhs mhg hkchroe hxisth uk còigi`r sik leoprhksiük. leoprhksiük. G` o`yer p`rth mh g`s vhlhs ke g` tihkh per iaker`kli`, y etr`s m` g` ioprhsiük mh hst`r oàs hkchroe quh hg prepie hkchroe. hkchroe. Hk oi leksugt` priv`m` sihoprh ges vhe per shp`r`me4 priohre `g còigi`r y guhae `g hkchroe. Rhre hk kuhstre O`kileoie hg hkchroe hktr`n` lek uke, mes y f`st` trhs còigi`rhs. Hstes sh unil`n`k hx`ltòhkth mhtràs mhg p`lihkth, y ` l`m` prhaukt` mh g` hktrhvist`, lek uk` rhspuhst` kha`tiv` mhg misioug`mer mh su hkchrohm`m, f`lï`k uk` mhsl`ra` mh ouhl`s, lek auiðes mh edes y g` lgàsil` hspir`g hk hg eïme lek hg ïkmilh, ikmil`kme su hst`me ohkt`g. F`nï` quh m`rghs hxpgil`liekhs ` ges còigi`rhs y hr` khlhs`rie hxòik`r `g ikarhs`me. G`s mes les`s sh f`lï`k `g oisoe tihope, y hr` l`si tet`gohkth iopesingh rh`giz`rg`s. Eptòes per rhlinir `g hkchroe sik hxòhk, lekvhrs`r lek sus còigi`rhs `lhrl` mhg hst`me ohkt`g y f`lhr g`s hktrhvist`s `g mï` siauihkth. siauihkth. Hst` pràltil` mie ohderhs rhsugt`mes. VG Neonïk, hg fhrneg`rie @ ges peles mï`s mh ggha`r, tr`n`d`n` tr`n`d`n` hk g` ecilik` lu`kme eï uk` phrer`t` phrer`t` quh oh iophmï` iophmï` shauir g`ner`kme. \`gï y vi per priohr` vhz ` Neonïk. Gulï` uk tr`dh gghke mh ohm`gg`s y uk rioneon`kth seonrhre fhlfe mh rò`s shl`s. \u fisteri` lgïkil` mhlï` quh f`nï` hdhrlime lek éxite nrigg`kth su prechsiük mh lur`kmhre fhrneg`rie hk ges `grhmhmerhs mh \`k Lristün`g, y, p`r` shr oàs hx`ltes, hk 66 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Lònhgék, mur`kth oulfes `ðes. Ke hr` uk hxpget`mer sike uk phrsek`dh ouy quhrime hk g` rhaiük. @gae fize quh prevelü prevelü g` lüghr` mhg ]ir`ke y cuh hkl`rlhg`me hkl`rlhg`me per hdhrlhr hdhrlhr igha`gohkth g` ohmilik`. Hk g` làrlhg fize uk lu`mre psilütile, `g p`rhlhr eraàkile. Cuh ikthrk`me hk hg O`kileoie, mekmh gghv`n` oulfes `ðes lek `gt`s mh lert` mur`liük, oàs quh per su prengho` ohkt`g per prengho`s mh tipe pegïtile, puhs hk v`ri`s el`siekhs ikthktü mhthkhr hg ùteoüvig mhg ]ir`ke hk sus f`nitu`ghs vi`dhs ` su lium`m k`t`g. O`kthkï` sihoprh uk hst`me mh hxlit`liük y hr` uk ikl`ks`ngh y hxtr`và`kth lekvhrs`mer. Ges hkchrohres oh f`ng`rek mh sus lekelioihktes mh Netàkil`, y l`m` vhz quh air`n` uk` visit` per g` phquhð` cgerhst` quh lirlukm`n` hg \`k`terie, oi leop`ðhr leop`ðhree hr` Neonïk. Leaï` rò`s mh ges àrneghs mh oi `grhmhmer y gh prhaukt`n` su keonrh. ^àpimòhkth ge ecrhlï`, `mhoàs mh sus lu`gim`mhs thr`péutil`s. Hk sus nuhkes tihopes lenr`n` g` leksugt` ` vhiktilikle lhkt`ves. F`lï` uk nuhk mikhre ohksu`g y ecrhlï` oulf`s leksugt`s ar`tuitòhkth. \ihoprh cuh o`kirrete, f`nï` prelrh`me uk` g`ra` còigi` quh `tr`vhs`n` uk` micïlig situ`liük hleküoil`, y ég shð`g`n` leoe lugp`ngh mh hs` situ`liük hleküoil` pùpérrio`, `g ‗ren`-v`l`s‟, téroike quh us`n` p`r` mhsiak`r ` ]rudigge. Xk` les` ouy luries` peshï` Neonïk y per hse sh leksimhr`n` uk prhmhstik`me4 thkï` mengh fighr` mh mihkths. Ke sé lüoe ges mhktist`s ggò`k ` hste, phre ég, `g hstrhlf`r g` mihstr` mh `gauihk quh ggha`r`, gh hkshð`n` ges mihkths ges f`lï` lrudir.ohmilik`s. Mhlï`4 \u priklip`g quhd` yhr`k g`s kuhv`s ”Ges oémiles mh `kths, quh hr`k ges nuhkes, ceroug`n`k iau`g quh ye y `p`rth `p`r th mh hse ke lekelï`k g`s yhrn`s leoe ye, ki lenr`n`k t`k pele leoe ye. Y `fer`, µqué5 Tàgug, Ar`k`m`, ^h`m, Mh ges \`ktes y ges hstumi`kths, m`k p`thktiz`mes p`thktiz`mes y lfequhs, lfequhs, y uk` ohmilik` mh gà`rte. (\h rhchrï` `g G`ra`ltig, uk mhriv`me mh g` lgerpreo`zik` quh sh us` p`r` hg tr`tòihkte mh ges hkchroes ohkt`ghs). Hk uk` el`siük, y mur`kth ois rhlerrimes lek Neonïk, vioes l`hr ` uk hkchroe lek uk `t`quh hpigéptile. Ge rhleaioes y cuh gghv`me ` su lò`. \hauioes kuhstre itikhr`rie y leohkzòes ` f`ng`r mh g` thr`péutil` mh g` hpighpsi`. ”G` aet` sï quh hs micïlig mh lur`r “oh mide“. Fh us`me tem`s g`s lg`shs mh fihrn`s y kikauk` oh f` m`me rhsugt`me. Hs` hs g` hkchrohm`m oàs oisthries` quh hk hg hdhrlilie mh oi prechsiük fh hklektr`me. Hs oàs, ye lenr`n` likluhkt` lhkt`ves per ges aeteses hk vhz mh g` phsht` quh lenr`n` per etr` lg`sh mh hkchrohm`m. @mhoàs, Tàgô, ùkquh usthm ke ge lrh`, ye thkae ois ginrites, y hk Hg Oémile mh g` Còigi`, aet` hs etr` les`. Gh prhaukté hg perqué mhg téroike aet`, `pgil`me hk g` ^hpôngil` Meoikil`k` ` g` hpighpsi`. Ke supe lekthst`roh. Rhre mide4 ”Yee ke sé si sh pha` (lektài`) e ke. ”Y ”Hk cik, Neonïk, µy lüoe rhsegvï`s tô hg prengho`5 ”Feonrh, Melter, Melter, µlrhh usthm quh sey `gaôk iaker`kth5 Ghs m`n` Hpòik, trhs vhlhs `g mï`, lek uk` tis`k` mh fed` mh au`kàn`k`, y si sh oh pekï` gele mh g` aet`, gh m`n` hkteklhs Guoik`g. VGI @ktekie, hg khlrecïgile khlrecïgile Xk` t`rmh gghaü ` oi leksugterie priv`me uk mistikauime cisiügeae mhg p`ïs, hk hs` épel` Mirhlter mhg \`k`terie mh ]unhrlugeses, y oh pg`kthü hg siauihkth prengho`4 f`nï`k serprhkmime, serprhkm ime, ik crà`kti, uk hopgh`me mh milfe \`k`terie f`lihkme vim` shxu`g lek uk` ouhrt` ouhrt ` hk g` oerauh mh hsh hst`nghlioihkte. 69 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug \h f`nï` prhshkt`me g` quhrhgg` ` segilitum mh uk ar`k kôohre mh hkchroes, oulfes mh ges lu`ghs f`nï`k prhshkli`me hg ferrhkme hsphltàluge. Mh kuhstr` hktrhvist` suraiü g` imh` mh ikthrk`rge hk hg O`kileoie, lek hg cik mh leopren`r si hr` e ke uk hkchroe ohkt`g, ohkt`g, y hk shaukme gua`r, tr`t`r mh s`gv`rgh g` vim` puhs hk g` épel` mh g` milt`mur`, uk mhgite mh hs` k`tur`ghz`, ùkquh ke f`nï` phk` mh ouhrth, hr` suslhptingh mh l`stia`rsh `pgilàkmegh `g lugp`ngh g` Ghy mh Cua` e hsth ‗mhs`p`rhlï`‟, les` quh sulhmï` lek n`st`kth crhluhkli`. Kes miriaioes `g Lu`rthg mh g` Regilï` y segilitòes uk` hktrhvist` lek @ktekie. Hsth hr` uk feonrh quh cris`n` hk ges trhikt` `ðes, ng`kle y phquhðuhge. Hk su restre sh rhcghd`n` uk oihme hsp`ktese. \egilitòes `g ecili`g mh turke g` hktrha` mhg rhe, lek cikhs mh ikvhstia`liük psiquiàtril`. psiquiàtril `. Rer suhrth p`r` ég, pume ir hs` kelfh `g \`k`terie, y` quh kes f`nï` lekchs`me hg ecili`g mh Regilï` quh su suhrth hst`n` hlf`m`. Hs` kelfh, mhspués mh mhd`rge ikthrk`me hk hg O`kileoie, oh miriaï miria ï `g \`k`terie h ikthrreaué ` ges hkchroes y hopgh`mes `lhrl` mhg l`se. Ke f`nï` g` ohker mum`. L`m` vhz quh oerï` uk` tunhrluges`, ég, hk su l`gim`m mh hopgh`me, pemï` ggha`r ` g` oerauh y ge f`lï` lek hg prhthxte mh ‗gghv`rgh uk`s vhg`s p`r` ke mhd`r ` g` ouhrt` hk tikihng`s‟, lestuonrh ouy `rrìa`m` hk kuhstre p`ïs. Hr` t`kte hg ikthrés quh oestr`n`, quh ges hkchroes leohkz`rek ` sesphlf`r, f`st` lu`kme cuh mhslunihrte. G` khlrecigi` hs uk` luries` y ouy r`r` `nhrr`liük shxu`g, quh enhmhlh ` mistiktes oetives mh tipe psilegüaile. Kukl`, hk mesquh `ðes mh ikthrkòihkte, pumioes g`raes s`l`r uk` p`g`nr` senrh hgg` fhlfe @ktekie. ]eme ge lugp`ngh pume f`nhr sime y si òhrit`n` `ðesseg` mh làrlhg h iklguse ouhrth,` quhmü puricil`me lek su ouhrth quh rhg`t`ré hk hg prüxioe l`pïtuge. VGII G` ouhrth ggha` `g O`kileoie Xk` o`ð`k` gguvies`, ` oi ggha`m` `g \`k`terie, oh ikcero` hg hstumi`kth mh shrvilie quh g` kelfh `kthrier f`nï` ikarhs`me uk p`lihkth hk hst`me mhgiriese chnrig, y quh f`nï` leksimhr`me ke ikthrk`rge per p`rhlhrgh uk l`se mh hkchrohm`m ikchllies`, lek sïkteo`s ohkt`ghs, phre quh m`me ge `v`kz`m` mh g` kelfh f`nï` mispuhste mhd`rge f`st` oi ggha`m`, ` cik mh vhr qué sh mhlimï`. Ges prengho`s mh ohmilik` seoàtil` ges rhsegvï` hk g` ohmim` mh sus ohmies, kuhstre oémile lgïkile, hk l`se ke mh hstuvihshk prengho`sàit`mes, quirôrailes e prengho`s ar`vhs,Cuioes hkviànòes ` ges hkchroes, sihoprh yy lu`kme `g fespit`g mh \`koàs Lristün`g. ges trhs oémiles ` vhr y ` hxòik`r `g p`lihkth. Hst`n` hk hst`me hst`me shoileo`tese, lek cihnrh cihnrh `gtïsio`. Rer Rer oeohktes s`gï` mh hsh hst`me y leohkz`n` ` mhgir`r. Hk lertes ikst`kths ikthkt`n` àrhmir, per ge quh leksimhròes quh ùkquh cuhr` uk hkchroe cïsile, mhnï` phro`khlhr hk hg hst`nghlioihkte. Kuhstree prengho` hr` quh ke f`nï` mispekingh kikaôk p`nhggük mh ìsgòihkte p`r` ges ikchllieKuhstr ses. Rrhp`ròes uk` phquhð` f`nit`liük p`r` ég, y @ktekie, hg Khlrecïgile, vegukt`riòhkth sh fize l`rae mhg luim`me mhg hkchroe. \h hkvi`rek ouhstr`s mh s`karh, fhlhs y erik`, `g G`ner`terie K`liek`g p`r` cikhs mh `kàgisis. @ ges peles mï`s gghaü uk ikceroh, y ke mhg G`ner`terie, sike mh g` \hlrht`rï` mh Hst`me mh \`gum. \`g um. Mhlï`4 ‗F`y uk l`se mh ticeimh` hk hg Rsiquiàtrile‟. Cuh leoe si oh funihr`k `p`gh`me. Oh rhukï lek ges oémiles y hg phrsek`g `moikistr`tive, y ghs pg`kthé g` ar`vh situ`liük. Hsh p`lihkth lektàiese f`nï` hst`me hk lekt`lte lek ges mhoàs hkchroes hkchroes mh su p`nhggük, sh hv`lu`n` hk g` lò`, leoï` y nhnï` hk ges oisoes pg`tes y v`ses mh ges leop`ðhres. Hg ‗Sihdite ûonhre‟ hst`n` hk lrisis, y lu`kme g`s f`lï` pr`ltil`n` g` ahecài` y g` leprecài`, hs mhlir, leoï` tihrr` y fhlhs. Hsth hr` uk vihdite mh oàs mh uk siage, hkvi`me mhg fespilie mh `kli`kes, 92 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug perquh ke pemï`k thkhrge ` lùs` mh hs`s lrisis. Hst`s hr`k lert`s y guhae sh rhlenr`n` tet`gohkth. tet`gohkth. Ges p`lihkths gh ggò`n`k ‗Hg ûonhre‟, perquh viviü hk Lun` mur`kth g` Auhrr` mh Ikmhphkmhkli` y f`nï` phgh`me ` g`s ürmhkhs mh Oàxioe Aüohz y mh O`rles mhg ês`rie. Mhspués mh g` auhrr` sh ikst`gü hk \`ktiàe mh Lun`, mekmh tr`n`dü hk sities mh o`g vivir. ]hroikü hk hg tràcile mh mrea`s, y per su o`g` lekmult` cuh mhpert`me h iklguse phrmiü g` phksiük quh gh p`s`n` hg Aenihrke mh Lun`. Hdhrliü g` ohkmilim`m mur`kth `ðes y guhae cuh ikthrk`me hk hg @sige mh @kli`kes. G`s penrhs oekdit`s ke pemï`k rhsistir sus prel`lim`mhs hk g`s lrisis, y sh hklektr`n` hk hg O`kileoie mhsmh f`lï` uk p`r mh `ðes, oàs e ohkes `leoem`me, `p`rth mh sus nreths psilütiles mh lert` mur`liük. @fer` ‗Hg ûonhre‟ hst`n` o`g y f`nï` leoime g`s fhlhs mh su vhlike mh lò`. Hr` khlhs`rie pekhrge hk enshrv`liük, les` ouy micïlig per su hst`me ohkt`g, phre @ktekie, lek uk` `nkha`liük quh r`y`n` hk g` s`ktim`m, `lhptü leopg`lime hg luim`rge. @g etre mï` ‗Hg ûonhre‟ thkï` cihnrh mh lu`rhkt lu`rhkt`` ar`mes ar`mes,, y f`nï` ohder ohder`me `me hk su hst`m hst`mee ohkt`g. ”Oh gghaü g` fer`, Melter “oh mhlï`“. Rhre hstey rhquhthpà`me. rhquhthpà`me. Hsth luhrphlite oïe sh f` m`me auste, phre oi `go` sh v` `lfilf`rr`r hk hg ikcihrke. \i tihkh uk tihophlite, mhsh uk` vuhgt` per mekmh g`s oekdit`s y mïa`ghs quh oh phrmekhk y rhlhk per oï. Shr`ke. hr`ke. Oesl`sl`ses. ikoukm`s per oiggekhs. \ulihm`m. ]icf`nï` eimhòuhrte. per mequihr mequihr. . ]emes ]emes ges mï`stòniék. sh rhpert`n`kS trhs e lu`tre Y` hg ohks`dhre mh g` ikchlliük]iceimh` Hg vihde ûonhre, Ke `gl`kz`n` hg mikhre p`r` o`mhr` y `g l`rpikthre gh c`gt`n`k nr`zes p`r` f`lhr `t`ômhs. Lu`rhkt` y t`ktes hkchroes, y f`nïòes f`nigit`me uk p`nhggük p`r` hgges. @ktekie sh ougtipgil`n`. Hg O`kileoie prhshkt`n` uk `sphlte mhseg`mer. Ye Ye ggha`n` t`rmh hk g` o`ð`k`, puhs p`s`n` g`s fer`s f`lihkme `kths`g` p`r` vhr `g \hlrht`rie mh \`gum. @g cik mhlimihrek `yum`rkes. `yum`rkes. Nria`m`s mh mhmhtiz`liük, v`luk`liük y lger`chkileg. S`` lhmihkme g` hpimhoi`. F`k ouhrte oàs mh trhikt` geles. \ik hon`rae, f`y `gharï` perquh S gghvòes uk` sho`k` sik uk l`se kuhve. Hs` o`ð`k`, lu`kme p`s`n` visit`, visit `, keté g` ùshkli` mh @ktekie. Rrhaukté per ég y oh ikcero`rek quh f`nï` ime ` `lest`rsh perquh sh hklektr`n` l`ks`me, per g`s kelfhs p`s`m`s sik meroir. @g etre mï` mï` oh midhrek quh quh @ktekie thkï` thkï` cihnrh. Cui ` vhrge. vhrge. Y` Y` ke hr` `quhgg` phrsek` phrsek` quh lekthopgé hk hg lu`rthg mh g` pegilï`, `sust`me per uk shktioihkte mh lugp`. ]hkï` uk `sphlte sesha`me y shrhke, leoe `gauihk quh sh sihkth lek g` shaurim`m mh f`nhr luopgime lek uk mhnhr mhnhr.. Lekvhrsòes mh su hkchrohm`m. Oh lektü lüoe Nihkvhkime f`nï` ouhrte. Gh serprhkmiü ge f`ng`mer quh sh fize `kths mh oerir, hktrhohzlg`kme hktrhohzlg`kme hg hsp`ðeg y hg ikagés. ”Hk kikaôk oeohkte phrmiü hg `phtite, melter “mide @ktekie. Lrhe quh hse gh lestü g` vim` ` Nihkvhk Nihkvhkime, ime, puhs sh ghv`kt`n` ` ren`rgh g` leoim` ` ges etres. ]hkïòes quh s`gv`rgh g` vim` ` @ktekie, y ` phs`r mh quh f`nï` `nukm`kli` mh ohmilik`s, sh fize uk` leghlt` mhktre mhg phrsek`g, lek g` cik`gim`m mh o`kthkhrge hk miht` hsphli`g y rha`g`rgh `gaôk mikhre. \ik hon`rae, lu`kme `rrinü ` g` lekv`ghlhkli`, sh prhshktü uk` leopgil`liük4 phrcer`liük ikthstik`g. @kths mh g` o`mrua`m` @ktekie f`nï` ouhrte. Rer mislipgik` fespit`g`ri` f`nï` prefinime g` `sisthkli` mh lu`ghsquihr` phrsek`s hk l`gim`m mh `leop`ð`kthss `g hktihrre mh ges ouhrtes mh kuhstre \`k`terie. Hsh mï` sh viegü `leop`ð`kth v iegü g` ghy. G` o`yer p`rth mhg phrsek`g, hkl`nhz`me per oï, y oulfes mh ges geles lur`mes mh ticeimh` per g` `nkha`liük mh @ktekie, ge `leop`ðòes `leop`ðòes ` su ôgtio` oer`m`. oer`m`. ]emes hstànòes trisths. 90 Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug VGIII Kes vòes Kukl` egvim`ré hsh mï`. Mhspués mh ar`kmhs gulf`s, sh f`nï` lekstruime uk \`k`terie Rsiquiàtrile oemhge. Lestü oiggekhs. ]rudigge ermhkü su lekstrulliük, phre ke per leoprhksiü leoprhksiük k mhg hkchroe, sike p`r` s`tisc`lhr su oha`geo`kï`. @gauihk oh mide `gae pher4 f`nï` fhlfe hg kuhve O`kileoie p`r` `ghd`r ` ges geles mh su f`lihkm` ‗G`s O`rï`s‟. Hr` ge quh sihoprh f`nïòes seð`me. ]eme hst`n` prhviste hk hs` hkeroh pg`kt` cïsil`4 o`yer l`ktim`m mh tihrr`, mhp`rtòhkte mh leksugt`s, ohmilik` cïsil`, mhp`rtòhkte mh àumes, lrükiles, p`nhggekhs mh kiðes rhtr`s`mes, legeki`s p`r` g`nerthr`pi`, hk cik, teme lek ge quh suhð` uk psiqui`tr` p`r` sus hkchroes. Kuhstr` `gharï` sh mhrritiü leoe hg fihge lu`kme kes `vis`rek `vis `rek mh g`s `gt`s hschr`s quh ‗shrï` mivimime mivi mime hg \`k`terie hk mes4 uk` p`rth p`r` ges geles y g` etr` p`r` ges tunhrlugeses‟. Hg likisoe mhg méspet` ggha`n` `g oàxioe lu`kme sh f`lï`k òn`s ikùaur`liekhs. G` prhks` mide hx`ltòhkth ge oisoe, hgeai`kme t`g ohmim`, hk g`s `phrtur`s mh ges hst`nghlioihktes ]unhrlugese ]unhrlugese y Rsiquiàtrile. Mh temes oemes, k`m` iopert`n`. Kes ïnòes mh Kiau` y hsh hr` kuhstre mhshe. Ke iopert`n` g` fhroes` guk` sike hg nihkhst`r mh kuhstres geles. Kukl` egvime g` chlf`. Cuh hg 0 mh àeste mh 0989. Y`` ke hr`k 822, sike 122 ois geles. Rhmioes `yum` ` g` Regilï` K`liek`g p`r` su tr`sg`me, phre Y lek lihrt`s lekmiliekhs4 quh ges àhkths ke gghv`r`k ki o`l`k`s ki rhvügvhrhs. Ke `lhpt`rek `lhpt`rek ges dhchs, y lu`kme ges oigit`rhs ggha`rek, ges lekvh lekvhklï klï mh quh us`r`k sus `ro`s sik làpsug`s. \ihoprh fh sime p`licist`. Lekshauioes ‗l`t`rhyhs‟ (lòiekhs mhg Ikahkie L`t`rhy) y auàu`s, y leohkzü kuhstre tr`sg`me. Ggeres, senrhl`ra`s mh rhluhrmes, ke segòhkth mh ges hkchroes, sike tòniék mhg phrsek`g. Rhrmï Rhr mï g` luhkt` mh ges vi`dhs quh filh hsh mï` mhsmh Kiau` `g jigüohtre >6. @g l`hr l`hr g` kelfh gghvòes `g arupe arupe mh hkchroes phgiareses, y teme teme sulhmiü sulhmiü sik kevhm`mhs. kevhm`mhs. Lu`kme gghaòes ` kuhstr` kuhv` l`s` sh susphkmiü `llimhkt`gohkth hg cguime hgéltrile. \h leopr`rek leopr`rek vhg`s, g`s lu`ghs cuhrek legel`m`s ` teme hg g`rae mh uk p`sigge ikohkse. Ges hkchroes sh `prhtud`rek hk terke ` g`s ménighs gulhs. Hr` uk hsphltàluge ioprhsiek`kth quh quh kukl` egvim`ré. Mhsp`lfé pegilï`s `lhrl` y lòiekhres, y kes quhmòes hk còigi`. Hophz`rek` ges g`s nreo`s mhg kuhve \`k`terie. Ke rhluhrme luàg mh ges geles mhlï` hk g` eslurim`m4 ”\i kes c`gt` g` guz mhg duilie, `g ohkes quh kes mhk g` hgéltril`. VGIS Cik`g R`s`k `gaukes ohshs. Y` leoihkz`k ois geles ` `m`pt`rsh ` uk` kuhv` vim`. \h quhd`k mh sus vhlikes, ges penrhs tunhrlugeses, phre hs iau`g. Hk oi gulf` per g` suphrvivhkli` hk Kiau`, phrmï`k ois geles mh sus vhlikes ges ghpreses, y `fer` pihrmhk mh ges tïsiles. G` situ`liük pegïtil` sh hopher`. Ges oémiles oémi les quh miriahk ` \`gum Rôngil` sh egvim`k egvim` k mhg Duròhkte mh Fipülr`ths y f`lhk oàs pegïtil` quh ohmilik`. Xk` o`ð`k` `p`rhlh hk oi ecilik` uk arupe mh oémiles, si hs quh puhmhk ggò`rsh `sï. `sï . Oh keticil`k quh fh sime mhstituime mh oi l`rae. ]hkae quh o`rlf`roh sik mhsphmiroh mh ois geles. Funihr` quhrime m`rgh uk `nr`ze ` l`m` uke. 9> Enr`s shghlt`s m ]e o e I m @ktekie Tàgug Ges >6 jigüohtres mh mist`kli` sek siages mh rhluhrmes. @ktekie, Nihkvhkime, Rrevimhkli`, G` O`hð`, temes p`s`k per ois hvel`liekhs, `sï leoe ges ouhrtes mh ticeimh`. Hk cik, ` ois quikihktes geles ke ges egvime. @shsik`k `g melter ]hd`m`, ` g`s fhro`k`s Oir`n`g y ` oulfes etres. Y` hg lgio` lriegge ke sh puhmh rhspir`r, y o`rlfe f`li` hg hxthrier, hxthrier, ` Ruhrte île y ` oi rut` mh sihoprh4 `g O`kileoie Iksug`r mh ^ïe Rihmr`s. ]r`n ]r`n`de `de lek geles puhrterriquhðes, phre sihoprh `ðer`kme ` ois 822 geles. Mhspués mh g` ouhrth mh ]rudigge, vuhgve ` oi p`tri`. @fer` mey lg`shs, ges sàn`mes, sàn`mes, ` ges hstumi`kths mh Ohmilik`. Hk hg O`kileoie f`y l`r`s kuhv`s mh psiqui`tr`s y mh hkchroes. Lu`kme thkae kest`gai`, nusle g`s cilf`s mh ois `ktiaues geles p`r` ruoi`r rhluhrmes. F`y uk` p`rth mh oi duvhktum hkthrr`m` hk `quhgges `ðes. Ois quikihktes geles sek tòniék uk cràohkte mh oi prepi` vim`.

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